Chapter Fifty-Eight: Confused Thoughts
"Actually, it's a ghost! Didn't I say that before I died? Yes! Good! I'll admit it's true. I also know that you may belong to the palace all the time, no boyfriend, so you are very lacking in love, so you! Because of a word in my heart, you will like me inexplicably!" I shouted to Anna, who I had knocked down. (But my voice is really cute!) )
"Ahh It's a shame! What did I say! ”
I just want to delete it directly!
"Have you forgotten that she can read minds!" A certain personality complained.
"Ahh Anyway, Anna, I'm telling you, you're a girl, you can't be so proactive! Especially to show your body casually to a strange, bottomless person! You stupid! You know what! Of course, even if you're not casual! But I'm going to tell you! I just like you, I don't love you. My liking for you is like liking for Brother Yun, just because you helped me, so I have a good impression of you!"
After that, I feel like I'm stupid again, if I just take advantage of the situation and develop with her and do some H things, it may not be much better than fighting alone......
But...... My filthy body...... Forget it.
"Hmm...... What......" Anna's eyes were sad, and she bit her lip.
"Ahh......h Did I make her cry? "I panicked all of a sudden.
Ay! That's not right! What's going on in this situation now?! Am I not going to kill myself! Isn't it just jumping off a building? Why did it develop into the way it is now!!
???
"You dumped her in person, what do you think?" Someone scoffed.
"Anyway, I'm ...... now Still...... Sort of, like you......" I whispered more and more, and my shy voice made me feel more and more like a girl, and I couldn't believe I was still shy.
Because I felt sorry for her, after all, she taught me to study, and she has been very good to me these days, so I said this. I'm looking for excuses for myself.
"Ahhh What did I say! "I was absolutely stupid! I've never said that to anyone in reality!
It's the first time I've confessed! What am I talking about? This TM is completely different from the game! Ahh
"Hmmmmhahahaha." Suddenly Anna laughed, "What's the matter with you, one saying you don't like me, and the other you like me? Hahaha, how can there be a weirdo like you."
The cheerful laughter, the tears hanging from the corners of my eyes, made me very annoyed and overwhelmed.
"I...... I just want to live simply......" I swayed my eyes from side to side as I said my most fundamental thoughts.
"Ahh Anna hugged me suddenly, "I'm a child, but I always think about others."
I was hugged by her, as if her buffs hadn't disappeared yet, and her strength was huge.
I...... I, I don't hate being hugged, but ...... Anyway, I probably don't like to be comforted.
Because I know that my current spirit is too easy to like someone, and liking someone I don't know means that I can get hurt...... I don't want to let my heart hurt anymore.
I was afraid that I would be driven insane.
"It's okay, even if you don't understand it now, you will definitely understand it in the future, and I will never hurt you again." Anna hugged me warmly.
"Hmph, don't expect me to believe you!" I said coldly, but I was already very moved.
"That~ I'll give you all my body, will you believe me?" She said with a crimson face, though she didn't dare to look me in the eye.
"Hmph, how do you know if what you're saying is true or false?" I subconsciously replied, thinking, "I'm just a kid anyway, what can I do?" ”
"Then, I'll quickly turn you into an adult~" She smiled slightly.
She let go of the hand that was holding me, intending to cast her magic.
"Hey, hey! Okay, okay, I believe! Don't use magic! I just want to be a cute boy, I don't want to grow up yet......" I said nervously, stopping her hand from casting spells.
MMP! I missed a chance to break away from my virginity, and I missed a chance to marry a great magician!
What have I done!
"Hey—I'm going to die in a year anyway......"
"Hey...... Hehehehehe......" I smiled weakly.
"Alas! - I can't believe that I'm so proactive! Are you really a boy?!" Anna was shocked.
"Lao Tzu is a man, do you have an opinion! So you can't let go of me!" I flicked my arm angrily, but Anna's right hand was still clutching me. (Obviously she looks so gentle, but why is she so vigorous!) The magic is so strong! )
"Well—so be it, hehe." Anna smirked, "Then you're not mad at me?"
"Of course! Didn't I say it earlier! Please, sister, let me go! I'm still a child!" I pleaded.
"Alright, alright, I see. But I will watch you, lest you go again and seek death."
With that, she let go of her grip on my arm.
"Whatever you want, I'm going to sleep! Good night!"
I got down and picked up the pillow from the ground (the one I had just smashed Anna on) and went back to bed with a tangled mood.
Anna slept behind me and I had my back to her.
I have three pillows on my bed, one for me and one in my hand, so I'm left with that one for her.
Quilts...... Just one, then cover it together, tsk.
"I'm telling you, don't you want to suddenly reach out and hug me!" I said angrily.
As soon as he finished speaking, a voice from his back that revealed something bad happened: "Cut!"
"Tsk, sure enough...... I guessed it right. ”
"Sister, I said you...... Isn't it just that if you want to know, you can hear it whether the other person wants you to know it or not?"
"Hmm...... That's true, I'm sorry I lied to you before." She said coyly, the current Anna has completely lost the arrogance she had before, coupled with the change in her voice, my favorability towards her at the moment can really be said to have skyrocketed.
"So she heard everything I was thinking about?! Not! "I felt like I was blushing.
"Then I won't use it on you in the future." She said cutely, and her voice was like that of a favored princess! (Her voice is so good!) I can't help but think about it. )
In an instant, I felt a pair of delicate hands gently hugging me......
I knew I wouldn't be able to break free of Anna's arm, so I sighed, "Ahhh
Hug it if you want, who made Lao Tzu so cute......
Although you will be shy when you are confessed by a real girl, you will not feel shy when you sleep in a bed with a girl. "After all...... Abominable demons! ”
I gave up resistance and got ready for bed. But when my eyelids were about to close, I couldn't help but think of the nightmare of that day...... Mom and Dad...... They turn into demons in their dreams, and then I open my eyes in fear and fear.
"Daddy, Mommy......"
My heart hurts...... The head is also messy.
Because he was afraid that Anna would eavesdrop, someone suddenly said, "Hey! Stupid Anna, do you hear me?! I want to do something H with you now! ”
Then, Anna behind me didn't react, probably she did stop eavesdropping on my heart.
Suddenly, my tears flowed. I worked hard for 12 years, and finally got into a good university, and I thought I could repay my parents well, but, however, ...... I actually crossed over! ……
I realized that there was another 'me' in my original world, an identical 'me', and that 'me' would take care of my parents for me.
But...... I'm still lost and uncomfortable.