Wei Taiqiang, the e-sports tycoon of the Xuanwu country, found that he was facing off against the e-sports tycoons of the lighthouse country on the land of that lighthouse country, but there were not many e-sports players and e-sports fans who supported him.

Because, that e-sports fan, they only admire the strong, that Wei Taiqiang raised a lot of e-sports funds, and they invested in the e-sports market of that lighthouse country.

Those e-sports fans in the lighthouse country, they were all suppressed by the arrogance of that Wei Taiqiang and their spending like flowing water.

Therefore, all of them applauded the Xuanwu E-sports players.

Moreover, the e-sports fans of that Xuanwu country, they relied on the method of making money by rewarding the live broadcast of e-sports, which opened the eyes of the e-sports players and e-sports fans of that lighthouse country, and they also wanted to go to the Xuanwu country to make a profit like the e-sports players of that Xuanwu country.

The e-sports players of that Xuanwu country, they know that the Xuanwu country is the world's largest e-sports market, and the e-sports market of that lighthouse country can only rank second at present.

Cao Jiao fled to the room, unable to breathe. At the time of moving, he did not dare to go out again, and he was determined not to look out the window, but he could not help but look; He hid in a corner, behind the curtains, and watched his lover's bits and pieces of clothes be removed. At that time, he really wanted to run out into the street and shout, "Hey! Feed! Leave it to me! Don't take them with you! He wanted to beg someone to leave him at least one thing, just one, and not to take her whole thing away. But how dare he ask the flour mill? He had no standing in front of her brother at all. His love, even she herself did not know: how dare he expose it to others? And even if he opened his mouth, he could not help but cry as soon as he said one word...... No, no, I can't say anything, I can only watch her whole child be wiped out, sink to the bottom of the sea, and can't rescue the slightest ......

When the matter was done, the whole house was emptied, the door was closed, the wheels shook the glass, and slowly went away, and when he could not hear, he lay on the ground, not a single tear, not even the thought of pain, the thought of struggle, but the whole body was cold, as if he were dead.

There was a knock on his door, and he lay still. Then I knocked a few more times. He forgot to lock the door: Cao Wangrong drove in, saw him lying on the floor, couldn't help but scream, and stopped. Cao Jiao raised his head angrily and said:

"What's the matter? What do you want? Don't bother me! ”

She leaned against the door hesitantly, and repeatedly shouted: "Cao Jiao! ……”

He got up silently, feeling embarrassed to be seen by her. He patted the dust off his body and asked viciously, "Oh, what do you want?" ”

Cao Wangrong said timidly: "I'm sorry...... Cao Jiao...... I got it...... I'll get you ......."

He saw her holding something in her hand.

"Look," she said, holding out her hand to him. "I asked Beldo for a souvenir. I think you'll probably like ......"

It was a small silver mirror in her handbag, the mirror she had spent hours looking at in her life, not for showmanship, but for laziness. Cao Jiao immediately grabbed it, and also grabbed the hand holding the mirror:

"Oh! Good Cao Wangrong! ……”

He was touched by her kindness, and he was very sad for his unfairness to her. On impulse, he knelt down to her and kissed her hand: "I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

Cao Wangrong didn't understand at first, but then she understood too much; She blushed and cried. She understood what he meant:

"I'm sorry if I'm not fair...... I'm sorry if I don't love you......

I'm sorry if I can't...... I can't love you, if I never love you! ……”

She didn't retract her hand: she knew it wasn't her who he was kissing. He put his face on Cao Wangrong's hand and exchanged tears: on the one hand, he knew that she had peeked into his heart, and on the other hand, he was very sad because he couldn't love her and made her sad.

The two of them cried in the dimly lit room in the evening.

Finally she broke free. He's still muttering, "I'm sorry! ……”

She placed her hand gently on his head. He stood up. The two hugged silently, and there was a sour taste of tears in their mouths.

"We'll always be good friends," he whispered.

She nodded, and left, too sad to say a word.

They all feel that the world is not arranged. Those who love others do not get the love of others. He who is loved by others does not love others. Those who love one another will be separated sooner or later. …… You yourself suffer. You also teach pain. And the most unfortunate people are not necessarily the ones who suffer themselves.

Cao Jiao began to flee again. He could no longer live at home, he could not see the uncurtained window on the opposite side, the empty house.

What's even more uncomfortable is that the old Yulai soon rented out the ground floor again. One day, Cao Jiao saw some unfamiliar faces in Cao Wangrong's room. The new man has erased the last vestiges of the old man.

He could not stay at home, and spent his days wandering outside, not returning until he could see nothing at night. He ran around in the countryside, and walked up and down to Berdeaux's farmstead. But he didn't go in, and he didn't dare to come near, but only circled from afar. He found a spot on a hill, right next to Zhuangzi, the plain, and the river; He made this place the destination of his daily walks. From here, his gaze followed the winding river, to the shade of the willow trees, where he saw the shadow of death on Cao Wangrong's face. He also recognized the windows of the two rooms where they had not slept all night: on the other side, the two of them lived next to each other, near the end of the world, and were connected by a door, but they did not dare to enter and join it. But from a high distance, the cemetery is not gloomy, but very quiet, sleeping in the sun...... Fall asleep! …… Oh, how she loves to sleep! …… Nothing will bother her here. The roosters in the field corresponded. From Zhuangzi came the rumbling of mills, the noise of chickens and ducks, and the cries of children playing. When he saw Cao Wangrong's girl, he could still distinguish her laughter. Once, near the gate of Zhuangzi, he hid in the recessed path around the wall, and when she ran by, he stopped her and kissed her as much as he could. The girl was so frightened that she cried, and she almost didn't recognize him. He asked:

"Are you happy here?"

"Happy ......"

"Don't you want to go back?"

"No!"

He let her go. The child's indifference made him sad. Poor Cao Wangrong! …… But the child was indeed her, and a little bit of a cellar was very disgusted, although he did not admit it explicitly.

Cao Jiao can only find Cao Wangrong in his own heart. She followed him everywhere; But he only really felt with her when he was alone. There was no closer place for her to him than on that hill, far away from the idlers, in her native country, where there were traces of her past. He didn't hesitate to drive many miles to get here, running and worrying, and he didn't feel anything.

And this state of affairs is not long-lasting. - To be honest, the hallucinations that come naturally are only experienced once; The next day was what he was pursuing. And in the future, although Cao Jiao tried his best to make it reproduce, it was useless. At that time, he began to think of evoking Cao Wangrong's true image; He didn't have that idea before. Sometimes he actually succeeded, and a flash of lightning made his heart light up. But that's what you have to wait for, hours of darkness.

"Poor Cao Wangrong!" He thought. "They have forgotten you, only I love you and will always keep you in my heart, oh! My baby! I will possess you, I will hold you, and I will not let you escape!" ……”

He said this, for she had escaped: she had disappeared from his mind like water in his hands. He kept going back there to her appointments. He missed her, so he closed his eyes. Half an hour, an hour, even two hours, he realized that he had nothing to think about. The sound of the valley, the murmuring of the water below the gates, the bells of the two goats munching on the slopes, the mind was hypnotized by the feeling of the outside.

He perked up his spirits and ran around the fields, looking for Cao Wangrong's impressions. He looked in the mirror, and it was a reflection of her smile. He went to the river to look for it, where her hand had been soaked in the water. But the mirror and the water only reflected his own shadow. The excitement of walking, the fresh air, and the galloping and active blood aroused the enthusiasm for e-sports in his heart. He thought that since he couldn't find her, he would change directions.

"Alas! Cao Wangrong! ......" he sighed.

He gave her the inscriptions of these songs, trying to reproduce his love and anguish in them...... But it's useless: love and distress are certainly reappearing, but there is no Cao Wangrong's separation at all; Everything is a celebration of life, even sorrow is a celebration. Cao Jiao is too frank to always rely on himself; He admits that he doesn't miss his lover and looks down on himself. But there life stirred him up; The spirit is full of life and the body is full of life, and the fierce whipping stimulates the power of survival to be more lively.

Cao Jiao also knew that there was a secret place in his soul that was not attacked, and Cao Wangrong's shadow was firmly preserved. That is the raging current of life that cannot be washed away.

Mr! Mr! Can you send kindness and help me down? I can't ......."

He took a few steps back and asked her how she had gotten there.

"With my hands and feet,...... It's always easy to climb up......"

"Especially when you have appetizing fruit on your head......"

"yes...... But after eating, I didn't have the courage to get off the ground. ”

He looked at her hanging on her head and said, "Aren't you comfortable that way?" It's better to stop and stay here. I'll come back to see you tomorrow. Bye. ”

He didn't move, just stood beneath her.

She feigned fear and begged him not to leave her here. They looked at each other while laughing. She pointed to the branch she was holding in her hand and asked, "Why don't you come a little too?" ”

Since Cao Jiao played with Xu Qianqian at that time, he still didn't know how to respect private property, so he accepted it without hesitation. And she playfully threw a lot of dates on him. When he had eaten, she said, "Now I can come down?" ……”

He also made her wait for a while. She was starting to get impatient on the wall. Finally he said, "Yes, come on!" ......" he said as he opened his arms to her.

But when she was about to jump down, she said, "Wait a minute, let me pick a few more and take them with you."

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"I don't know."

"Did you go out for a walk alone?"

"No, there are friends. But I got lost with them...... Ay! Feed! She suddenly screamed loudly.

There was no response. She didn't care, either. The two of them walked forward.

"What about you, where are you going?" She asked.

"I don't know."

"That's good. Let's go together. ”

She took the dates out of her jacket pocket and bit them.

"You're going to have a bad stomach," he said.

"Not really! I eat all day. ”

Through the gap in her blouse, he saw her shirt.

"You see, the dates are all hot," she said.

"Really?"

She smiled and handed one to him. He took it and ate it. She was sucking on dates like a child, and she looked at him from the tips of her eyes. He didn't know how the adventure would end. She had at least a hunch. She waited.

"Hey! Feed! "Someone shouted in the woods.

The surname agreed: "Hey! Feed! Then he said to Cao Jiao: "It turns out that they are there, and it is my luck!" ”

Actually, she didn't think it was lucky. But a woman can't say what she wants...... Thank God! Otherwise, there would be no etiquette in the world......

Voices slowly approached. Her friends are coming down the road. She suddenly jumped over the ditch beside the road, climbed the mound of dirt, and hid behind a tree. He looked at her and felt strange. She made a gesture to force him to pass, and he followed her all the way into the woods. After going quite far, she cried out again:

"Hey! Feed! ......" then explained to Cao Jiao: "At least I have to teach them to come to me." ”

The men stopped on the road and listened to where her voice came from. They said yes and went into the woods. She didn't wait, just scurrying east and west for a while. They called her in a straight voice, and when they got impatient, they thought that the best way to find her was not to go to her, so they shouted: "Okay, I hope you have a good journey!" With that, they sang to themselves and left.

。 Neither did she have that thought; In anger, she had forgotten about Cao Jiao.

"Oh! Outrageous! She clapped her hands and said, "They don't care about me?" ”

"Isn't that what you want to do?" Cao Jiao said.

"Not really!"

"Obviously you avoided it."

"It's my business that I get away, it's none of their business. They should come to me. What if I get lost? ……”

She sighed to herself as she thought about what might happen, if ...... What if something happens to you that is the opposite?

"Humph! I'm going to have to scold them. ”

She took a big stride and ran back on her way.