I heard that before I was born, my parents wanted a daughter very much, so when my father, who was waiting anxiously outside the delivery room of the hospital, heard the doctor say that the mother and daughter were safe, he danced with excitement and was very unvivid.

Jiang Jingyi, this is my mother who gave me a name.

Jingyi's "quiet" is to hope that I can be a gentle and quiet beautiful girl in the future.

Just be clear, this is not my narcissism, but my mother's words!

Secretly, my mother is a very narcissistic woman, and it seems that she is very confident in her genes, and even if she has been married to her father for so long, and now she even has a daughter, but she still has a girl's heart that never grows old, especially when she gets along with her father.

Obviously, they are already old husbands and wives, but on weekdays, they are as sweet as a newlywed honeymoon, completely ignoring my feelings as a daughter sitting next to me, and I was stuffed with a mouth full of dog food.

So in a way, I really grew up eating dog food!

As for the "Yi" in the name, it is the good wishes of my parents for my daughter, and I hope that I can always be happy and happy in the future life, without sadness!

But in fact, after saying so much, the main reason is that my mother thinks the name "Jingyi" is good, and when she goes out to introduce her daughter, she looks like she has a lot of face!

Many times, I, as a daughter, am also very helpless to my mother, who lives like an eternal eighteen girl.

However, thanks to my mother's character, my childhood was very happy and happy.

Maybe it's because the two of them have studied abroad for many years, my parents respect my personal wishes and ideas, and other children of the same age are under the strong decision of their parents, and when they sign up for various cram schools such as the Olympiad class every day after school and every week, I come home from school every day and play happily.

As for learning musical instruments, I also took the initiative to propose it, because my mother, who is proficient in musical instruments, often plays the piano at home when she has nothing to do, and my father sits and listens happily, and it is said that they got married because of music in the first place.

Speaking of which, my daughter is going to condemn both of them severely!

You said that you have been an old husband and wife for so many years, what are you doing so happily and sweetly on weekdays, just forcibly stuff dog food for my daughter, the most serious problem is that my vision has become higher.

How to find a boyfriend in the future, what should I do if I can't get married?

After all, seeing my parents for more than ten years, there is no cold war, no quarrels, only slowly sweet, this happy married life, I am naturally reluctant to settle for the future married life.

But ah, the world is so big, and there are so many scumbags, how easy is it to find a perfect love that can grow old together?

Maybe I ate too much dog food at home, and I was a little precocious and thought so melancholy until I ...... Met him!

As for his name, let me sell it, and I won't tell you about it yet, why don't we call him "stupid" for the time being, hehe!

It's not that I have a problem with him, it's because he's really stupid and stupid! Look at my sincere eyes, I definitely didn't lie to you!

Maybe the heavens think that I am too happy and too miserable, so they want to give me some tribulation.

So in the third year of junior high school, I was very unlucky, I had some small heart problems and was sent to the hospital for inpatient treatment.

Well, let's be honest with you, it's not a small problem, I have a big heart problem and need a major operation.

Although my parents found the best surgeon and used the best medicine, the chance of success was only 30%.

For more than three months before the surgery, I was admitted to the intensive care unit of the hospital, where I received pre-operative care and preparation, waiting for fate to decide on me.

During my illness, my parents stopped their business and took care of me wholeheartedly, knowing that they were like me, pretending that the surgery would be successful and that I would be able to go back to school, so they cheered each other on and comforted each other.

That's when I realized that I could be so strong, even crying when no one was around!

I really don't want to make Mom and Dad sad anymore, and I know they're sad enough because of my condition.

Later, they began to come less and less often, because they began to travel all over the world to find doctors, trying to increase my hope of even a small chance of successful surgery.

The nurse who came to bring me medicine every day praised me for being brave, but I was not brave at all, and this bravery was only pretended.

I was scared of death, because when I died, there was really nothing left.

Because I had a heart problem and couldn't climb the stairs or cross the corridor to take the elevator, my ward was placed on the first floor, and one of the windows was a small alley that few people passed, and when I was bored, I would sit in front of the window and look out of the window in a daze.

At dusk that day, I woke up from my sleep in a daze, my face covered with cold tears, and my pillowcase was half wet.

I repeated that nightmare again, dreaming that I was lying on the cold operating table, the operation failed, and my parents were holding my corpse and crying sadly.

I got out of bed and was about to go to the bathroom to wipe my face with a wet towel, but I heard a faint sobbing sound outside the window, as if it were ...... Still a boy.

I crept up to the window, hid behind the curtains, and peeked out through the cracks in the curtains to see who was crying outside.

On the pile of debris in the alley outside the window, a boy in school uniform sits on a cardboard box wiping his tears, and a few little wild cats are affectionately snuggled at his feet, enjoying the small dried fish he has fed.

"Xiaobai, I'm really sad now, she rejected my confession, saying that she didn't feel anything for me."

"Xiao Huang, do you think I'd better not go to school tomorrow? lest you be embarrassed to see her. ”

"Xiao Hei, don't patronize and eat dried fish, give me a face, I've changed from a crush to a broken love now, and I'm so uncomfortable that I'm dying."

……

I listened behind the curtain for a while, and probably understood what the plot was, this boy confessed that the girl he had a crush on failed, so he came to talk to these little wild cats.

And it seems that the boy often comes to feed the little wild cats, and has become good friends, and even gives each little meow a name according to the color.

In other words, what a failure this person has to live, but he was rejected by the girl he had a crush on, and he cried and cried like the end of the world, which is really bad!

What a big fool who doesn't cherish a good life!

Seriously, I was so angry when I saw this stupid guy outside, I was about to undergo heart surgery, and I had only 30% hope of surviving.

What I have been longing for, but others don't cherish it well, but it is a waste of life to dwell here for such a trivial thing as falling out of love!

"You stupid, or aren't you a man? If you really like other girls, you can muster up the courage to continue chasing, what is crying here, it's a complete coward, no wonder other girls don't look down on you! ”

I admit that at that time, because of my own reasons, I was a little angry, so I went directly through the window.

But what I didn't expect was that after I finished speaking, the stupid guy who was wiping his tears was so frightened that he fell directly from the cardboard box and threw away the small dried fish in his hand.

"Little white, little yellow, little black, you ...... Could it be that you can't become a sperm and be able to speak human words? After he got up from the ground, he looked at the little wild cats who were happily picking up small dried fish with a pale face, and asked them solemnly with a shocked expression.

This stupid guy actually thought that the one who spoke to him just now was the little wild meow at his feet?

What kind of IQ does this have to be, how can Meow speak? Even film and television dramas stipulate that after the founding of the People's Republic of China, it is not allowed to become a fine!

This person is really a stupid person, it's so funny!

The anger that I had finally brewed was directly like being completely extinguished by a waterfall, and I couldn't get serious anymore, and I couldn't hold back my laughter.

And hearing the laughter, the stupid guy outside the window finally understood the real situation, and his face turned red directly into a monkey's ass.

I don't know if he was embarrassed because he had just misunderstood that Meow could speak, or because he felt ashamed that I saw his previous act of wiping tears.

This was the first time I met him in my life.

Later, during the conversation, I also learned something about him from the mouth of this idiot.

For example, because his parents are not around, the family is deserted and there is no one, so he often stays outside late after school, and these little wild cats are accidentally discovered by him some time ago, maybe because of a kind of loneliness, he often brings small dried fish and other delicious food, to chat with them and talk about the troubles in life, just like the shadow of falling out of love now.

Then he asked me in distress what I should do now after confessing my failure.

Hiding behind the curtains, I decided to act as a mysterious dog-headed military advisor and help him chase that girl!

In the event of a failed operation and an unfortunate death, it is considered to be a good accumulation of virtue before dying.

What's more, the days before the surgery are too boring and boring, and it's so nice that this stupid-looking fool has appeared!

There is a good saying, the one who knows women best is still women!

So, in the days that followed, I hid behind the curtains of the window and acted as a dog-headed military advisor, listening to him report on the situation of the day every day, and analyzing what to do next to get closer to the girl.

What the? Why do I want to hide and not see this fool with my true face, you ask?

Ask this question, are you also a stupid person, don't you know that girls are very beautiful!

Because of my physical condition, I have been hospitalized for treatment for these days, I have to take a lot of medicine every day, hang several bottles of potions, my body is so swollen that I die, and even my vocal cords are hoarse like an old woman, so I don't want to meet people like this, especially a boy, although he is a fool!

Besides, don't you think that this kind of mysterious military division setting that doesn't show its true face is very mysterious and powerful!

Those peerless masters in novels, film and television dramas, don't they also wear a hat and a mask in broad daylight!

Gradually, every day, without waiting for him to knock on the window with a branch, I would stay in front of the window early, waiting for him to come over and share with me his progress today, as well as some interesting things that happened in school.

But sometimes, this idiot always misses appointments and is late, which is really infuriating!

This stupid person, don't you know the agreement with the girl, you can't be late!

Well, I'm going to hurry to the wall and silently draw a circle, cursing him for eating instant noodles without a seasoning bag in the future. No, this is not ruthless enough, he should be cursed to eat instant noodles in the future only with seasoning packets!

Late and missed an appointment or something, the most annoying!

When did this idiot come? It's getting dark, so there must be some accidents on the road...... Phew! Maybe...... He just chased the girl he liked again and went on a date with her?

But if he catches up with the girl he has a crush on, doesn't it mean that he won't come over in the future? Then I'...... What to do?

Wait a minute! Why should I care about that stupid person, anyway, my original purpose was not to help him catch up with the girl he had a crush on, and do good deeds?

But...... For some reason, when I think of such a scene, I always feel a little uncomfortable, as if a piece is missing out of thin air, empty.

Perhaps, my condition has worsened, this indisputable heart!

Sometimes, I feel like a deep resentful woman who keeps an empty room alone, always full of complaints!

Today, my body is also full of frustration, and the treatment is still very painful.

But when I thought that I would be able to see him at dusk when today's treatment was over, I felt that the pain in my body was much weaker, and I could get through it by gritting my teeth!

"I'm so sorry! Disappointed by your help all the time, I recently figured it out and wasn't ready to chase that girl! ”

What does it mean that the voice of this stupid person came from outside the window, but he wasn't ready to chase it?

"Actually, I finally found out recently that I didn't like that girl as much as I thought. Because I have very little contact with her, in fact, what I like is not her, but my own fantasy, extremely beautiful and illusory characters. He explained.

"Thank you, eldest sister, who did not want to be named, for your help all the time! Although I would rather not chase that girl at night, I will definitely come to see you every day in the future, anyway, there is no one in my family, it would be good to have someone to chat with! In addition, eldest sister, you are so good, I believe that the illness will be cured soon! ”

Hearing the point of the last paragraph, the heart that was hidden behind the curtain finally let go.

It's just that what the hell is this eldest sister called? I'm just a little older because of the treatment, but I'm still a girl, it's so visionless, well, continue to draw circles and curse you!

I thought it would last until the day I went into the operating room.

But that day, my parents came to the ward exhausted and said that they had helped me contact the best hospital in the provincial capital, and that in another month, a famous foreign surgeon would come there, and if the heart surgery could be performed by the other party, the chance of success would be increased by half percent.

Therefore, I must go through the transfer procedures immediately, the car has been parked outside, and I will immediately leave for the hospital in the provincial capital to occupy the place of surgery.

I looked out the window, and was worried that the person who wouldn't see me when that stupid guy came over tonight?

Let him worry or worry, whoever made him always miss his appointment and be late for all kinds of things before, he should also experience the taste of waiting......

But when you go, you decide whether you live or die, and you may never come back.

Still is...... Say goodbye to that idiot, lest he keep worrying!

It's just that it's still early in the morning, and it's still very late before the agreed dusk, so I can't wait for that time.

I thought about it, and the nurse and the nurse found chalk, and wrote a farewell word on the window glass that connected me to him, telling him that he had been discharged from the hospital, so that he didn't have to worry about himself, and he didn't have to run hard to this side in the future, and he would meet again.

I followed my parents to the provincial hospital, and I was ready to lie on the operating table to accept the verdict of fate, but it was very bizarre, my illness was ...... It was cured without medicine, and it was inexplicably better.

The heart is no longer as fragile as it used to be, it is like a new life, it can beat and run, and it no longer has to undergo painful treatment every day.

At this moment, not only my parents, but even the doctors at the hospital couldn't believe it, shouting that this was a miracle in the medical field.

Perhaps, this is indeed a miracle.

Whether it's my illness or the incident of encountering that stupid guy named Ning Ye.

That's right, that idiot is Ning Ye!

Shhh

Originally, I wanted to wait until we got married in the future and surprise him at the wedding scene (scared?). He will definitely cry a lot when he thinks about it!

It's just, I really can't wait for that day.

In this case, I still keep this secret in my heart, lest this fool be reluctant to let me go.

Finally, let me make a few greedy wishes.

May you be able to live in the future with sunshine, may your brows no longer be covered with sadness, frost and snow, and may you be treated gently by this cruel and cold world......

I wish I would meet you again in the vast sea of people one day!

At that time, I will be able to see you with a smile!