His left-handed mouse is just on the right side of my right-hand mouse, I always thought that we would cooperate seamlessly, but I felt that there were some problems with today's state, of course, I also knew that Chen Liao was definitely not in the state today, who would not feel uncomfortable after experiencing such a thing?

But my focus is not on him, and I can say that I was mainly influenced by him when I started esports, but it wasn't because of him that I started playing this game. I mean, Chen Liao is certainly a good boy, but unfortunately he didn't know me when I was most helpless.

When the big brother took me to an Internet café to see the "online game", I didn't think it would be the first and last time we met, although I was young at the time, but I was not stupid, I didn't believe what he said about "the elders are my grandfather's comrades-in-arms". But even if it is a stranger, it is indeed rare to be able to help each other so righteously. Before he left, I couldn't help but ask him, how can I see him again? "As long as you keep playing this game, you'll see you again one day," he said. ”

I didn't take that as an agreement, and I don't regret that I haven't seen the game again in all these years. But I kept it to myself, and I was afraid that I would think that my motivation for playing the game was to see that person again. If you want to say that thirteen or fourteen-year-old girls are in love, in short, although they will feel that the difference between ten years is unrealistic in their rationality, they always hope to see each other again in their sensibility, even if there is Chen Chat now, but it is always okay to say thank you more.

I don't think I'm a scumbag, limited by my personal mood and preferences at the time, I have clearly refused the boys who confessed to me since I was a child, and I have never taken the initiative to flirt with others, but seeing a simple-minded person like Chen Liao, I can't help but want to tease, in the end, women are still talented in feelings, and I don't need any practice, I can also make him red-faced.

And as soon as this hooded man appeared on the stage, I was stunned, although I completely covered my face with a mask and windshields. At that time, I was far away from the audience, but I clearly felt that this person's demeanor and movements were too familiar, exactly the same as the big brother back then. I have the impression that the big brother is tall and thin, not very handsome, but he has a good voice and a very gentle tone. After all these years, I am a little skeptical, I don't believe that I will encounter it by chance on such an occasion.

If it weren't for the chance, would he still know that I was the little girl back then? What would he have thought if he had known that little girl had become a professional player? I was going to wait and see for a while, but unfortunately, after he came on stage, he seemed to indicate to the host that there was something wrong with his voice, and he started the game directly, so I couldn't hear his voice, and naturally I couldn't judge.

At the beginning of the game, I tried to judge from the game whether he was the big brother back then, but unfortunately, with my understanding of the game back then, I could only see that "this big brother played games" so powerful, but I couldn't judge his true strength and playing style. Later, I doubted more than once that the technique that I thought was "very powerful" at the time was actually only about 2,000 points.

And from the third point of view, the operation of this hooded man does not seem to be very subtle, and it is very in line with the strength of "about 2000 points". But the strange thing is that Chen Liao's scene and blood volume today seem to have been suppressed by him, and there have been some low-level mistakes, I wonder if this person is still generous, knowing that the other party is not in good health, so I want to let the last game.

But looking at me, I noticed that something was wrong, Chen Liao seemed to be trying his best to play well, which could be seen from both the game and his expression, but for some reason he felt awkward today as if he had been lowered, no matter how he played, he finally lost the game by a huge margin.

I saw that his face was pale, and I knew that this was a great blow to him, and I instantly felt a little distressed when I saw him drooping his head. And when I came back to my senses, on the other side of the arena, the hooded man had slipped away at some point, and the host and the rest of the audience seemed to be immersed in the great shock of "losing to amateur from professional", and no one noticed it.

I really wanted to look for the other party's traces along the stage in the crowd, but I knew that Chen Liao would definitely need me at this time, and if I went to find someone else, no, or even to find the opponent who had just humiliated him, it would definitely be an unbearable blow for him.

And it's still so strange today, that big brother looked to be in his twenties when he met me, and after all these years, he must be more than thirty. E-sports, on the other hand, is a very reflexes and hand speed sport, and the latter two will decline significantly with age. In other words, even if the big brother had a professional-level level back then, after so many years, it will definitely be long gone.

And Chen Liao will never lose to a person over thirty years old.

On the car back, no one spoke, and Chen Liao, who was beside him, looked out the window in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking. At this time, Xu Zhiqiang sent me a WeChat message, saying that before Chen Liao played professionally, the old Xu, who was still an angry young man, had instilled in him some very radical concepts, including that he must not lose to amateur players.

Well, isn't that a worse situation? Xu Zhiqiang's intention to send me a message is also obvious, and he must hope that I will comfort him so as not to affect the game the day after tomorrow. But I'm in a state of turmoil myself, and I don't know if I've missed today's clue and if I'll ever see someone so similar again. And now that I think about it, what is the purpose of this man wearing a hood and covering himself tightly, and finally refusing to even say a word? Is it really Feng Dajia who is sick? Narcissistic thinking, could it be because I'm afraid of being recognized?

However, the past has to be pursued, but men also have to coax, I poked Chen Liao, he turned his head suddenly, and there was a sudden brilliance in his eyes, some of the romances I have seen have said that men's mouths are deceitful ghosts, but their eyes will not deceive. A man like this in the decadence of the Tang Dynasty will suddenly shine when he sees someone he really likes.

I comforted: "Don't worry too much, victory or defeat is a common thing in soldiers, and a victory or defeat doesn't mean anything." ”

As I said this, I noticed that the brilliance in his eyes disappeared, and I knew very well that Chen Liao was only inexperienced in feelings, but he was not the kind of person who was dull. From what I just said, he seemed to see that I had something else in mind, and that I was not really trying to comfort him.

He said, "Oh, it's fine. He turned his head out of the window and said no more.

I realized that my comfort seemed to be counterproductive, but I didn't know what to say at the moment, and we made our way back to base without saying a word.

I spent the day trying to stop thinking about the hood guy and that big brother and focus on the game. Because of my experience of drug rehabilitation, my mental concentration and control are stronger than the average person, and on the day of the competition, I feel that I can already face the competition with a normal mentality.

But it was obvious that Chen Liao on the side did not seem to have come out of the shadow of defeat, Zheng Mingchuan tried to liven up the atmosphere in the microphone, but I did not answer. Chen chats about the current situation and says that it doesn't really mean much, as long as he can win this game, then his mood will naturally be much better. I know he's not in shape today, but fortunately, the strength on the other side is not very strong, so today, it's up to me to lead everyone to victory.

I thought so, and I did the same in my hands, and I turned up the mouse sensitivity by 10 percent higher than usual in the game settings to make sure I could get the most out of my game. However, just before entering the game, a sentence from the host came to my ears through the noise-canceling headphones - "We saw the hearth players of the Sail Shadow team come to watch the game, and we all know that the Sail Shadow team has achieved a good result in the top four in this year's opening cup, and the hearth is one of the top archers in the league......"

I looked up, and sure enough, I saw the man in the front seat, and he was smiling at me. It makes me sick like a fly, and I'm 100 per cent sure that he's a guy who plays in the top league, and he's here for me today.

Although I didn't want to deal with him at all, his presence brought back bad memories for me. And I've always hated the professional game, and it's because of this person, and I'm ashamed to say that I was a fan of this person three years ago. In fact, this is very easy to understand, the heart of the furnace has a handsome appearance, superb operation, and it happens to use a bow and arrow. In addition to receiving Lao Xu's guidance in the past few years, I also watched a lot of his first-person learning techniques.

Coincidentally, he happened to come to my city to play at that time, and I got rid of the bunch of at home and still had plenty of money, so I bought tickets for the scene and went to cheer on him with his fan card. After the show, I was going to go straight home, but suddenly a staff member told me that I had been selected by the team and had become a lucky fan. Today I had the opportunity to meet my idol backstage.

I couldn't believe my good fortune and followed the man to the backstage of the venue, where I was able to meet the hearth. In front of me, he generously provided an autograph and a group photo, but after that, I found that the staff member had disappeared at some point, and only me and the hearth were left in the dressing room in the background.

I realized that something didn't seem quite right, and turned to slip away, only to find that the powder room door was locked from the outside.

He spoke, "Leave in such a hurry, don't you like me?" "The first time I saw it, his face suddenly became so obscene.

I thought that the so-called "grass powder" of professional players should be all stories, and everyone should still have basic ethics, I didn't want to tear my face and the last bit of luck said: "Uh...... I just appreciate your technical ......"

Hearth: "To tell you the truth, I was amazed by the way you were holding up your fan card below. It is not an exaggeration to say that the victory in this game was won for you. ”

Me: "I'm so honored, it's not too early, it's time for me to go." ”

After saying that, I tapped the door again, hoping that someone outside would hear from the staff who hadn't left the venue yet.

Lu Xin frowned, as if he was a little surprised by my answer, it seems that there are many fans who throw their arms on him on weekdays, but there are a few like me, he snorted: "What do you mean by you and I being here now, you female fans, how can you like game technology, for sure, you still prefer that aspect of technology...... Hey hey ......"

I was stunned, although I knew that many celebrities' personalities were out, but I never imagined that this person would be so disgusting in private, and he was so bold to this extent.

A few days later, the Sail Shadow team issued an announcement that Lu Xin would miss the rest of the season due to injury. Of course, I know very well the reason for his injury, after all, it was with my own hands. After that, I kindly contacted the outside staff through the phone in the dressing room and took him to the hospital.

Naturally, he didn't dare to say the cause of his injury, only that he accidentally fell. It's a pity that his career has not been scrapped, and on his Weibo, many female fans learned the news of his injury and expressed their sadness one by one, and wished him a speedy recovery.

Except for chatting with Chen to watch that final, I have only seen such a professional match in my life. But after this incident, I feel that the water in the professional world is so muddy, and professional players are not good men and women, although I am confident that I can protect myself, but I really want to stay away from these disgusting people or things.

If it weren't for Chen Liao, if I didn't feel that there are people like him, maybe there would be a little hope in this circle, and I would never set foot in this field again.

From the disgusting eyes in the hearth, I could tell that he remembered who I was, after all, my appearance has not changed much in the past two years. I'm not really afraid that he will continue to entangle, but I'm a little afraid that he will pester Chen Liao, because in the past few months, the scandals about the two of us have been boiling on and off the court, and it's no wonder, after all, the internal strength has a phase, and the relationship between people seems to be good, and fans will always form CPs indiscriminately, completely ignoring how much we sacrificed for dedication.

During the summer vacation, Chen Liao once found a photo of me watching the game in my circle of friends, and I was afraid that he would think too much, so I never mentioned it.

Now that the master is running here to entangle, it's really annoying.

The presence of the hearth caused some problems with my more or less adjusted mentality, and I was a little worried about what he was going to do after the race. Playing with these worries was not a big problem, but when I entered the game, I realized that the 10% sensitivity that I had raised before was not a mistake at all. I wanted to use this to get the most out of 12 percent of myself, but because of this accident, I'm afraid I only played 60 percent in this high-tolerance setting.

The final result was naturally an unsurprising loss of the game. But to my surprise, the loss of this game is also a little too ugly, even if the two cores of Chen Liao and I are not in shape, but Zheng Mingchuan's angelic character should not be affected, as long as he can stabilize, we should still have a chance to win, why is this?