Chapter 81: If Life Is Only as First Seen
Ning Ye has always been puzzled why Jiang Jingyi, who is recognized as the school's goddess of school flowers and an excellent suitor who can fill the entire school playground, would like such an ordinary and inconspicuous self.
It's like he hasn't understood why he doesn't care about the classmates gathered around her, but he took the initiative to walk to his carved table, smiled and stretched out his palm to himself, saying that he wanted to make friends with him.
At that time, Ning Ye's reaction was completely confused, and she was stunned for almost a minute, and when she saw the palm she had been stretching out in front of her, and the warm smile that showed two pear blossom dimples, she understood that she was going to shake hands with herself.
The reason why this is the case is that I didn't expect her to be talking to herself at all, thinking that this new classmate was also the same as other girls, and she came to make friends with Chu Ran, who was also as dazzling as a star.
Isn't there a saying that good people will always be attracted to each other, especially the opposite sex.
Ning Ye, who reacted, stood up in a panic, and in a hurry and excitement, he directly knocked over the desk with his knees, and his embarrassed appearance caused the hall to laugh.
Rubbing his palm, which looked a little greasy because of nervousness and sweat, on his clothes a few times, he carefully stretched out his hand and held her white and soft palm with a flushed face.
Even when I think about it now, I feel funny, full of memories.
There is a feeling of "why should I cut the candles in the west window together, but when it rains at night in Bashan".
That is, from that first meeting, the smiling face with two pear blossom dimples is like a warm sunlight shining into the darkness, and in the long time after that, it will always stumble into the dream of Ningye countless times in the quiet night when the full moon hangs high, and even render the dream warm and sweet. A moment of greed.
Ning Ye, who originally hated going to school very much, began to like classes super much, and extremely disgusted with all evil holidays, because only during school, you can see the girls you like.
There was a time when Ji You Churan wondered if Ning Ye's kid was going out to mess around, so he accidentally contracted Hualiu disease, and his kidney function was about to fail, because every time the bell rang after class, Ning Ye would go to the toilet, and on average, he would go to the toilet more than ten times a day.
And the real reason is that going to the toilet is fake, passing by the corridor of the desk for some reason, and sneaking a peek at Jiang Jingyi is real.
I really have to sigh at the magic of love.
From the first year of high school to the third year of high school, it took more than two years, more than 800 days and nights, more than 20,000 hours, and more than 1 million minutes......
And Ning Ye has been in love for so long, and in the future contact, the love is deep-rooted.
But it's probably a common problem for all lovers who fall into the love network, although they show a relaxed appearance on weekdays, but when facing the person they really like, they will have an inferiority complex in their bones, afraid that they are not good enough, afraid that they are not worthy of the other party.
So Ning Ye has never dared to confess, for fear that his friends will not be able to do it at that time, and he will suffer from gains and losses.
Later, after the two became lovers, Ning Ye asked why she had been so good to herself.
Take the initiative to make friends with yourself, send lecture notes and fever reducers to yourself who is sick at home with a high fever, and offer to make up for your own classes as a supervisor when you know that your grades have dropped......
And the answer to all the questions is only one sentence -
"Because, I like you."
This answer made Ning Ye's heart feel like it was stuffed with honey, and it was extremely sweet.
"Then what attracted me to Jingyi at that time, we had just become classmates at that time, so it should be the first time we met, right?"
"It's a secret!" Faced with this question, she smiled slyly, like a little mouse who successfully stole rice from the granary: "Actually, I have known Ning Ye you for a long time, that was the first time you saw me, but it was not the first time I saw you." ”
"Hey, it's too cunning, just be kind enough to tell me!" Ning Ye, who can't wait for the following, is like a cat's paw scratching in his heart.
"Tell you, of course you can, but not now."
"Not now, when was that?"
"On the day I put on my white wedding dress and become your bride, I will tell you this secret! At that time, it will be a special program at the wedding banquet scene, which will definitely move a large number of people to cry, and you will have to prepare more napkins in your pocket, so as not to cry on stage and your nose can only be wiped on your sleeves! ”
Hearing this, it doesn't matter what secret or what the answer is.
As long as you're by my side.
As long as I can hold your hand like this.
As long as you can be so simple for the rest of your life, it is better to grow old together than anything else.
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"Jingyi?"
Ning Ye stopped, looked at the sad and helpless crying girl sitting on the bench in the park in the middle of the street, and called softly.
When he saw the red rope on her wrist, which was no longer recognizable in its original bright color, Ning Ye's whole heart was about to break.
The weeping girl on the bench slowly raised her head when she heard this call, which seemed very clear in the silence and darkness.
"Ning...... Night? ”
Seeing the visitor, a surprised expression appeared on her face, and she hurriedly stood up, wanting to walk towards Ning Ye.
However, after only taking one step, she stopped, remembering her current situation, afraid that she would hurt Ning Ye again as a monster, and her body retreated.
Although she had been deceived twice by those demons in the illusion before, now Ning Ye can confirm that she is her lover Jiang Jingyi.
It's not by other means of detection, but by the real feeling that I feel in my heart, my heart is like being torn apart, and it hurts and hurts.
Before, Dongfang Qingyue had sent him a lot of information books on blood sense demonization, and Ning Ye didn't dare to slack off and read them all overnight.
It is recorded that after the demonization of blood sense, people will still maintain a clear consciousness for a period of time every day, but such a sober time will gradually be eaten away with the passage of time. In the end, human nature will be completely devoured by demonic nature, and it will become an evil demon who has no reason and only knows how to kill.
And Jiang Jingyi, who is still normal in the school, is obviously out of sober time.
But this kind of sobriety, for her who is kind by nature, is the greatest pain, and she has to bear the sin she has created alone.
found her lover Jiang Jingyi in this street park, and verified the previous idea, Ning Ye did not expect the joy of God, but her heart was bitter, and her eyes were condensed with moisture, and they turned red in an instant.
Previously, he had agreed with her to meet on Sunday in this street park for their first sweet date.
Later, things suddenly happened, the so-called agreement was not kept, and the said appointment was not completed.
She, now sitting alone here crying, is waiting for herself.
Even if he knew that he had been killed through his chest, he would never come to the appointment.
"I'm so sorry, as my boyfriend, I'm so incompetent to be so late......"
Enough sadness, Ning Ye tried hard to smile at her lover, but tears disobediently blurred the world in front of her, and her smile was mixed with hot tears:
"Now, I'm here to take you home!"
Life, if only as first seen!