Chapter 170: Worry
In the evening, after the usual group platoon training camp, everyone in the e-sports club team said goodbye and went home.
It was still Lin Feng and Tang Bingyao who were on the same road.
The street lamps on both sides of the street cast a dim glow on the concrete floor, glowing with a faint soft light.
There are few pedestrians on the street and it is quiet.
Lin Feng lowered his head and walked forward on his own, silent and quiet; Tang Bingyao also took care of herself in front and carefully stepped on the square grid on the road next to her, having a lot of fun.
However, every time he stepped on a few grids, Tang Bingyao would glance back at Lin Feng.
Then turn your head and continue to step on the lattice to play.
The two walked a whole street like this, and finally when Tang Bingyao turned his head to look over again, Lin Feng raised his head and protested:
"Sugar Candy, what do you keep looking at me for?"
Tang Bingyao tilted her head cutely and replied, "I'm afraid you'll hit the telephone pole." ”
Indeed, according to Lin Feng's posture of walking with his head down, it was really easy for one to bump into something if he was not careful.
However, as soon as he said this, he broke the previous silence and quiet atmosphere.
Tang Bingyao stopped, looked at Lin Feng, and asked seriously:
"Are you okay?"
Lin Feng habitually squeezed out a smile: "Oh, it's okay!" ”
Tang Bingyao looked at the smile on Lin Feng's face and commented unceremoniously: "The smile is so fake." ”
Lin Feng touched his face: "Is there one?" Won't it......"
Tang Bingyao didn't speak, staring at Lin Feng seriously, with a blazing gaze in her eyes.
Lin Feng scratched his hair a little uncomfortably:
"Eh, it's really nothing......"
Tang Bingyao nodded as if she understood, and suddenly said:
"Is it because kg lost?"
Lin Feng paused suddenly.
Then he shook his head and smiled: "Probably...... It's partly because of it, but it's not all there. ”
Tang Bingyao wrinkled her nose and simply said, "I don't understand." ”
Lin Feng smiled: "Oh, it's actually nothing-"
As he spoke, he paused, raised his head and looked at the sky, the night sky of the demon capital tonight seemed very clear, there were no stars, only the bright moonlight sprinkled down, as if the whole city was covered with a silvery white soft veil.
Looking at the night sky quietly, Lin Feng suddenly said:
"Tangtang, don't you think I'm weak?"
"Huh?" Tang Bingyao was stunned for a moment, with a lovely dazed expression on her face.
But soon Lin Feng shook his head again and waved his hand: "Oh, nothing, nothing, I said casually, let's go, let's go, it's almost to your house-"
……
When he got home, he opened the door and just walked in, Lin Feng smelled a tempting aroma coming from his nose.
On the dining table of the restaurant, there was already a whole table of hot dishes, and Su Xue, who was wearing an apron, just walked out of the kitchen with a plate of braised eggplant, and greeted Lin Feng with a smile on his face when he saw him:
"Xiao Feng is back?"
"Come on, come on, wash your hands and eat!"
It was not only the people of the e-sports club team who noticed Lin Feng's abnormal state in the past few days, but Su Xue, who lived in the same room with Lin Feng day and night, naturally could not have noticed Lin Feng's silence and quietness recently.
So she was worried.
It is precisely because of this that she has deliberately made all kinds of Lin Feng's favorite dishes in the past few days, wanting to make some comfort.
But Su Xue didn't know what happened to Lin Feng.
At the dinner table, looking at Lin Feng who was immersed in eating, Su Xue finally couldn't help but ask softly:
"What's the matter, isn't it the e-sports club that hasn't been training well lately?"
Lin Feng shook his head.
Su Xue pondered and meditated for a long time, and then held back another sentence:
"Could it be that there is something wrong with your relationship with other people?"
Saying that, Su Xue began to persuade earnestly: "Hey, you are still young now...... It's normal to have occasional arguments or something, but are you a boy, so let people ...... more."
The more you talk about it, the more it looks like that.
Lin Feng protested: "Sister Xue, your brain is too big, I have no problem with Tangtang's relationship - I have a master-apprentice relationship with her." ”
Su Xue choked suddenly: "That...... So what's wrong with you lately? ”
Lin Feng paused, then shook his head again:
"Nothing."
"Sister Xue, you don't have to worry."
……
Do not worry.
And how can you not be worried?
Because you care, you worry.
After dinner in the evening, Lin Feng returned to his room, and Su Xue thought for a long time and quietly walked to Lin Feng's bedroom door, opened the door and looked inside cautiously.
As a result, I heard Lin Feng, who was sitting at the desk, say without looking back:
"Sister Xue, I'm really fine-"
Su Xue, who was aware of her intentions, was embarrassed and laughed dryly:
"Ahem...... So what, are you going to have some late-night snack at night? Big chicken cutlets? I'll buy it for you later? ”
Lin Feng: "I just had dinner, it's too early for supper." ”
Su Xue: "...... Oh yes. ”
Finally, Su Xue, who had nothing to do, was defeated.
And Lin Feng continued to sit quietly at the desk, as if his mood was really not affected in the slightest, and he was seriously and attentively immersed in his homework.
Chinese, Mathematics, English...... The coursework was completed one by one.
When the time came to about 11 o'clock in the evening, Lin Feng, who had completed all his homework, leaned back on the chair, bowed his head slightly, his eyes flashed with uncertain light, silent and quiet.
Then he turned on the computer.
Find the videos of the previous three matches between Team KG and Team SSK in the semifinals of the Grand Finals.
Click to play.
As a result, the 3 video videos that made countless national server players feel heavy and depressed a few days ago were replayed in front of Lin Feng's eyes again.
……
Lin Feng just watched in silence.
This is the sixth time in a few days that he has replayed the three games.
Every time, he tried to substitute into it, into the mid-laner position on the side of the kg team, and then constantly simulated in his mind that he was fighting with Han Shihao, whose ID was named "F", against the line.
As a result, every time, he failed in the simulation without exception.
It was also a fiasco.
From laning, to wandering, to team battles, in terms of all his personal ability and rhythm control awareness, he found that he couldn't keep up with the other party at all.
And he was still thinking before, if he could fight side by side with the fat man in the finals, would he have a chance to defeat Han Shihao and the SSK team-
But now it seems that it is simply impossible.
Because the gap between him and the person who stands on the world's No. 1 single god seat is too big.
Maybe he can't even do better than the mid laner on Team KG.
(And, even more ironic...... )
Lin Feng subconsciously clenched his fists hard:
(Now he doesn't even have the qualifications to go to the finals.) )
Yes.
Now he is just the most ordinary high school student, and he needs to work hard for a championship in the 16th school league in Shanghai in the school e-sports club team.
Even, even the opponent of their thirteenth high team in the next semi-final, the team attached to the middle school, will make him feel extremely tricky and headache.
Lin Feng gritted his teeth stiffly, and a light of unwillingness and anger flashed in his eyes.
He was angry at his uselessness.
Even a high school team can make him think hard for days and can't find the most suitable way to deal with it.
So why does he say he wants to be the best professional esports player in the world?
Why should you chase after the figure of the head of the Four Emperors?
Why else to defeat that person and return in the so-called most glorious way?
Useless!
Useless!!
Useless!!!
His teeth chattered, and Lin Feng's eyes were already a palpitating redness at some point:
(If it goes on like this, it will definitely not work.) )
(Absolutely not enough!) )
(To be strong, to be stronger faster!) )
(What kind of opponent is this Shanghai Sixteen School League...... It shouldn't be a hindrance at all! )
(by all means...... Gotta figure it out! )
Then, the night passed.
From the second day onwards, everyone in the e-sports club team suddenly found that Lin Feng seemed to have changed again.
Become......
It's not as silent as before.
But it's even more worrying.