Chapter 530: One day I'll be a nuisance

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It begins with a simple self-introduction, and then goes straight to the point, without much sensationalism and no foreshadowing.

"Hello everyone, I'm tearstained, and I'm sorry to tell you in this way that I'm leaving."

"I thought about this matter for a long time, and finally took this opportunity to make up my mind."

"If I want to go through the process, now I should take stock of my career, sigh about the good old days, explain the direction of the future, and finally say goodbye in a mood of disappointment."

"I've been a professional player for 5 years, and I've seen too much through what I should see and what I shouldn't see from the time of the flood to the present."

"I have seen the dilapidated scene of the glory of the former king, and I have also witnessed it from a stage to the present, spread all over the country, with tens of millions of audiences, and millions of viewers in the finals."

"I have the glory of the past, I have lifted the Silver Dragon trophy, put on the championship jersey, enjoyed the moments of the crowd, and received the praise and cheers of everyone."

"That's actually enough."

"For a professional player, the preparation before the game, the hard work of training, these are not worth mentioning. The important thing is that their efforts have been rewarded and recognized. ”

"I have your recognition, and I think it's enough to have the support of more than four million fans now."

"Since last season, as you know, I've been in a big dip. There's nothing to be embarrassed to admit, yes, everyone is saying that the tear stains have become vegetables, and the tear stains have become fishing. ”

"Every time I secretly go on Weibo and see you arguing with them about this, I want to cry."

"Not for myself, but for you who have been wronged, and I feel aggrieved and sad that you have powdered me as a professional player who is gradually entering a trough."

"I can't bring you glory anymore, I can't let you feel the joy of cheering and shouting in the arena, and I can't even let you proudly say when you mention me in front of others, my fan idol is very powerful."

"Every time I see your messages to me, I want to pay attention to my body, to rest well, not to lose sleep and sadness because I lost the game, I really want to cry, I really want to say something to you."

"But I can't, I'm the captain of the wind god, I can't expose my cowardice, and I can't expose that I'm losing my fighting spirit."

"I thought a lot about whether I could still be stable and whether I could do anything more for the team. Thinking that because of my own ability, the team has become very small in terms of selection, I have no way to concentrate at all, and the more I think about it, the more chaotic it becomes. ”

"I know that people should not always be nostalgic for the past, but also look to the future."

"I also know that I should work hard to live up to so many people's expectations and expectations for me, and live up to everyone's trust and encouragement in me."

'Everyone wanted to help me, the club communicated with me a lot and I tried to overcome it for a long time...... But today, I feel like I've really reached the limit. ”

"I used to look forward to winning the KPL championship again, standing on the stage of the KPL finals with my dear teammates again, picking up the trophy, proudly saying our team name, and then quitting this stage at the most glorious time, ending my career and leaving no regrets."

But maybe life is made up of countless regrets, and the ending is always imperfect. Last season, because of my problems, we almost fell out of the relegation game, and this season, we are already on the edge of the cliff. ”

"Ask yourself, what am I pursuing now, and what am I still holding onto? Is it because you don't want to lose too ugly, because you don't want to see the perfect tear stain and such an embarrassing side, or because you don't want to lose the last value? ”

"I'm still thinking, I'm still thinking, I've been thinking for a long time, I think, I'm still persevering, maybe it's because I still love this game, I still love this arena, I still want to stand on that stage again, I still want to become the leader of the glory of kings, stand on the top of the tide of the times, always proud, and always enthusiastically meet the next challenge."

"But if I can't do it, can I be willing to see others become this leader, to lead the whole era, to open up a new world?"

"I was unwilling before, so I have been fighting, I have been working hard, and I have always been unwilling to give up. Now that I have a new friend, I feel like he can. ”

"Maybe after the above paragraph is written, someone will definitely spray me for not being able to do it, spraying me too much for myself. But if you look down on yourself and don't have such a big dream, how can you stand out in the big waves? ”

"For me personally, it is certainly the most inappropriate time to say quit and give up at this time. In the future, if someone mentions tears, they will say, 'Is this the one who retired in the dust?'" ”

"But for the god of Aeol, it's too early for me to quit now. We have never lacked the determination of a strong man to break his wrist, and my departure is also for a better start. ”

"I deeply know that this station in Fengshen will be the most important station in my life that cannot be erased. I learned to grow, I learned to mature, I learned to be a person, and I learned a lot of technical skills.

"I have written the most colorful stroke in my life in Fengshen, and I have bloomed the most brilliant brilliance of my life."

"When I wrote this, I was actually very reluctant to give up, the past scenes appeared in front of my eyes, and the life with my teammates kept repeating itself."

"After today, I will say goodbye to the place where I have lived for five years, I will leave this group of partners and relatives who have fought together for many years, and I will say goodbye to my old life."

"I hope that my brothers can take care of themselves and take care of their health, especially Yue Yu, don't be so willful anymore, and I also hope that Lichou can take on the heavy responsibility and continue to struggle with his brothers."

"Finally, I really thank you, my fans."

"If it weren't for your support for years, I might not have been able to hold on for a long time."

"If you hadn't been on the field to cheer me on and vote for me, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now."

"Thank you, thank you for always being by my side, tolerating my flaws, forgiving my mistakes, never giving up, and giving me the most encouragement and support."

"I hope you can be happy, and I hope you can have no regrets in life, and I wish you to be happy forever."

"Thank you all for reading it, thank you!"

"Your friend, tearstained, disconnected."

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