Chapter Ninety-Three: A Conversation in the Heart

The moment she heard this voice, a trace of panic flashed on Shangguan Wan'er's face, she looked around the empty place, and then looked at Huang Xiaowei and Dongfang Qing who were sitting on the sofa whispering, and Meng Tian who was hanging a photo.

Shangguan Wan'er was sure that she had just heard the voice of a strange man, and she was also sure that this voice was not someone else's prank on her, and that it was ....... The voice....... It seemed to come from her heart.

Can...... What's going on?

Just when Shangguan Wan'er was puzzled, the voice of the young man who had experienced the vicissitudes of life before sounded in her heart again.

"Let's go, you don't belong here, and staying here will only add to the sadness."

This time, Shangguan Wan'er was sure that this voice was coming from her heart, she glanced at Huang Xiaowei's direction, and after a short thought, Shangguan Wan'er decided not to tell Huang Xiaowei about it, because she wanted to talk to this mysterious voice, and she felt that this voice, or this person, would tell her something she wanted to know.

Similarly, Shangguan Wan'er said a word in her heart.

"Why can't I stay here, they are all my relatives, this is my home."

The voice of vicissitudes sounded in her heart again.

"But you're doing something wrong."

"What's the matter?"

"What do you say?"

Shangguan Wan'er bowed slightly, and Shui Ling's big eyes instantly opened to the maximum.

She seemed to understand what this person was talking about, that she had indeed done something wrong, that thing was nothing else, it was her...... fell in love with Huang Xiaowei.

"If you don't have half a affection for him, then your future may be very good, but now, it's too late, do you think he might love you? Needless to say, what kind of person he is, in a way, he is very simple. ”

He only has his wife in his eyes, and he can't tolerate anyone anymore, let alone ...... You were still raised by him, and he can't have any superfluous feelings for you, and ....... Can you bear to see him in pain? Can you bear to watch the woman who was so good to you fall into pain too? ”

"You can't bear it...... Will they be separated? ”

Shangguan Wan'er staggered, knelt on the ground uncontrollably, tears had already soaked her eyes, she shook her head helplessly, and kept shouting in her heart, "I...... I won't...... I'm not going to make them miserable, I'm just, I just like little viagra, I really just like him, I don't do anything excessive, I'm just hiding in the corner and watching him silently, isn't that okay? ”

The voice of vicissitudes of life sounded melodiously, "Your surface is indeed very gentle, but you are not a person who can endure loneliness in your bones, on the contrary, you are still very strong, for what you like, you will definitely try your best to get it, I ask you, will you really do nothing?" Are you really just going to sit back and watch him? That kind of woman will have, but never you. ”

Shangguan Wan'er, whose face was full of tears, was stunned in place, just because every word of that person pierced her heart deeply, she really couldn't do nothing....... In that case, she is not Shangguan Wan'er.

The voice of vicissitudes of life continued to sound in Shangguan Wan'er's heart, "Let's go, go back to the place where you belong, here, your efforts will not be reported in any way, and even, it will hurt everyone." ”

"You...... It shouldn't exist on this plane at all. ”

"I ...... It shouldn't have existed, I ...... It shouldn't have existed at all. Shangguan Wan'er, whose eyes were extremely dim, knelt on the ground, repeating the words of the voice over and over again, at this moment, she accepted the cruelest reality, and a lot of questions and torture welled up in her heart.

Just like that voice said, I shouldn't have fallen in love with little viagra at all, because I can't be sorry for Sister Xiaoqing, how can I make Sister Xiaoqing sad for myself, just make Sister Xiaoqing miserable, and little viagra ...... Won't fall in love with me either.

Here, I don't get any report on my efforts, and even, it's everyone who hurts, yes, he's right, no matter how close I get to little viagra, he looks at me like another child.

And Sister Xiaoqing ...... I...... I don't know, I don't know if she was hurt by my previous actions, probably..... Yes, right.

In front of this person's words, Shangguan Wan'er finally came to her senses, and she suddenly realized how disgusting her previous actions were, how could she hurt Dongfang Qing, how could she hurt the woman she regarded as her mother when she was a child.

Annoyance and guilt, with Shangguan Wan'er's sobriety, poured into her heart,

But soon, Shangguan Wan'er began to deceive herself constantly, and once again said in her heart with hope: "I won't like little viagra anymore, I will completely forget about him, I only treat him as my own brother, in this way, can't it?" ”

The voice of the vicissitudes of life did not immediately respond to Shangguan Wan'er this time, he was silent, silent for a long time, and after a long time, Shangguan Wan'er, who was full of hope, finally heard the man's voice again.

"What do you think...... Is it possible? ”

Shangguan Wan'er's eyes dimmed again, and without any hesitation or thought, she spit out a word.

"Impossible."

Yes, it's really impossible, because she really loves Huang Xiaowei, this love has existed for twelve years, and even she knows that she will never treat Huang Xiaowei as an ordinary brother.

That love is very deep, deeply rooted in her heart, Shangguan Wan'er may not understand it very well, but that person sees it very clearly, he understands that Shangguan Wan'er will never forget Huang Xiaowei for the rest of her life, even if she constantly forces herself, but in the end it will only deepen her feelings for Huang Xiaowei.

"Let's go, here, it's not for you, you should go and find your own life."

Shangguan Wan'er raised her pretty face full of tears, and deceived herself: "I won't leave, this is my home, they are all my relatives, even if they ...... Even if I may hurt the people who love me, I am reluctant to leave them, leaving Grandpa Cao, Grandpa Liu, Brother Ying, Brother Meng, and Brother Xiaojun......"

Before Shangguan Wan'er could finish her words, the voice interrupted her.

"Do you really think you're family with them?"

"Isn't it?" Shangguan Wan'er asked rhetorically, and this time, she was very confident.

But at this moment, Meng Tian's voice instantly came into her ears clearly, Shangguan Wan'er had never heard such a deafening sound, the voice was just like Meng Tian shouting in her ear.

"Xiaowei, the photo is hanged, can you see if it's right?"

"Well, it's good, it's good, it's just this position, hey, Lao Meng, don't say that this family photo is really good, it's rare that the big guys are here, and there are a lot of people, alas...... It's just that Wan'er is missing, it doesn't matter if we go back, we'll make up for her alone. ”

Only the first half of Huang Xiaowei's voice reached Shangguan Wan'er's ears, but the second half disappeared and was erased from Shangguan Wan'er's ears by that person.

He wouldn't let her hear the second half of the sentence at such a time, and if it did, it would be bad.

Looking at the family photo, looking at everyone on it, tears gushed out of Shangguan Wan'er's eyes again, she reached out and covered her mouth, forcing herself not to make any sound, she didn't want to cry, but tears poured out of her eyes out of control, she couldn't stop, and finally, Shangguan Wan'er bit her right hand and knelt down at the staircase, crying silently, crying silently.

"It's rare that the big guys are here, and there are a lot of people," Huang Xiaowei's words deeply pierced Shangguan Wan'er's heart, she had never been so heartbroken as today.

I....... I'm not part of the family with them, they ...... They never regarded me as my family, everyone in the photo was there, but there was no me, is it...... Didn't even little viagra treat me as a family?

At this time, Shangguan Wan'er suddenly stopped crying, she shook her head with a firm gaze, and said, "No, it's impossible!" They are my family, they must be! ”

The prime minister Shangguan Wan'er, a child raised by Cao Cao and Liu Bei, and a girl who has been educated by Empress Wu Zetian for more than ten years, is it so easy to deceive?

But after saying that, Shangguan Wan'er still ran back to her bedroom crying, lay on her bed, buried her head in the pillow, and the tears wet the pillowcase in an instant.

Even if she didn't believe Huang Xiaowei, they never regarded themselves as a family, but ...... The fact was in front of her, no matter how much she believed Huang Xiaowei and them, she had planted the seeds of doubt in her heart.

Even after she returned to the room, she was still lying on the bed alone and crying, and when she cried, a sentence sounded in her heart.

"I ...... Am I really not of this place, I ..... Am I really going to go. ”

.......

"Alas, it's a pity that I haven't been able to completely destroy her faith, but it doesn't matter, this seat has already broken most of her heart, I believe it won't be long before you will go by yourself, it seems that this seat needs to add another fire."

"My friend, you're ready to play, you're ready to talk to your kids."

Huang Xiaowei's empty hands flashed a faint white light again, and then regained his composure.

.......

Afternoon.

Since Jiang Mingyue gave birth to Xiao Lingwei, Qin Shihuang and his family rarely lived in Huang Xiaowei's villa, because they missed their daughter and granddaughter, so Jiang Mingyue's parents paid for a four-bedroom and two-hall hardcover house, so that Qin Shihuang and Jiang Mingyue moved here with their children, but according to Qin Shihuang's temper, would he listen to Jiang Mingyue's parents so obediently?

Of course not, Ying Zhengzheng just took his wife and children back to live every once in a while, but now because Jiang Mingyue has just given birth to a child and needs someone to take care of her, Qin Shihuang has been living with Jiang Mingyue's parents all these days, if Huang Xiaowei hadn't called him yesterday, Qin Shihuang would have been able to come back.

Meng Tian and Pu Xianglian obediently stayed at Huang Xiaowei's house with their son, mainly because they had nowhere to go, Liu Bei and Cao Cao had a lot of houses outside, but the two old men still liked to live with Huang Xiaowei.

At around two o'clock in the afternoon, Liu Bei Cao Cao was taking a nap in his bedroom, Meng Tian took Pu Xianglian to the supermarket to buy daily necessities, and breathed fresh air by the way.

Now, only Huang Xiaowei and Shangguan Wan'er are left in the family.

But soon, the last two will also be out of the house.

At this moment, Huang Xiaowei strolled down the stairs of the villa and came to the second floor, where Huang Xiaowei walked straight to the front of the corridor, the bedroom that belonged to Shangguan Wan'er.

Huang Xiaowei felt that it was time for him to be faint with the little girl, well, mainly to see who the person she liked was.

Huang Xiaowei is full of curiosity about the person Shangguan Wan'er likes, he is really curious, what kind of man is such an excellent girl as Wan'er who has entered her eyes?

Thinking about it, Huang Xiaowei came to Shangguan Wan'er's room.

The next moment, there was a knock on the door.

"Knock knock, Wan'er, are you there?"

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