【86】Transcending Time and Space to Perceive Your Existence (II)



I learned about Alice's ability to reason about a wide range of changes through the interaction of changes around her, to be able to contain all information into her consciousness like the world's most terrifying information network, and even to predict the future.

But I still don't understand why Alice, who has this ability, loses the ability to express expressions.

I want to draw this answer from Huang Lao.

"Every time she uses this ability, she gets side effects."

And when I was thinking like this, Huang Lao spoke to me.

"Side effects?"

My pupils shrank slightly, sure enough, will such a powerful ability still have side effects?

"Alice's reasoning to improve her perception of the world around her is to rely on distracted perception."

Huang Lao explained.

Distracted sensing? I didn't understand this noun when I heard it.

"Just like a master who cultivates Buddhism and Taoism to achieve the state of unity between heaven and man, they will completely forget their own existence and integrate into their own environment, and every time Alice greatly improves her perceptual reasoning ability, she will also enter a state of selflessness accordingly."

Huang Lao said this to me, I glanced at Alice at this time, her long hair was scattered, her eyes were completely blank looking ahead, and her whole body was emitting golden light, just like a golden statue.

That is..... How many times has Alice entered a state of selflessness, so she gradually forgot the perception of her body? ”

I was so stunned, clenched my fists, looked directly at Alice, and asked Huang Lao.

"Yes, but it stands to reason that Alice shouldn't have entered the current state of not being able to reflect her feelings so quickly, there is a reason, in the past few years, she has continued to use this ability with her own consciousness, and then autonomously accelerated the forgetting of her own perception."

Huang Lao's eyes darkened, and he said.

"Why! Who got her in this! Why would she do this? ”

I clenched my fists with some anger, my red eyes flashed, and I said this a little uncalmly.

- "Look at my compass. ”

And Huang Lao, at this time, walked to the side and handed the compass in his hand to me.

"Although my compass is far from Alice's, I can also understand Alice's actions in the past few years through it."

Huang Lao said this to me, then sighed slightly and handed me the compass.

I was slightly stunned, took the compass, and then it was very strange, when the cold metal touched my fingertips, it seemed as if a door opened in my brain, and the wonderful thing that rushed out of the compass transmitted the information of memory to me—

.........

United Kingdom.

Pasture.

High slopes.

Under the cherry blossom trees.

The girl was alone, holding her knees, looking into the distance like a wave at the sea of flowers crashing on the high slope.

The wind blew her golden curls, and her white skirt flew backwards like angelic white wings.

"Brother God, let's go...... What a fool..... Irresponsible badass ....."

The girl buried her head in her knees, blushing and sobbing quietly.

"Alice's nightmare is not an ordinary nightmare, it should be the observation of everyone around London dying...... Not...... I don't know why I have this ability...... Was it the effect of the medicine given by the group of people in black that day..... It's a little scary, and I don't feel my body every time I use it, but it seems to be useful......"

The girl sighed faintly, then lay down from the high slope of the pasture.

- "I miss my brother so much..... No matter how far away this ability is, it can help me see my brother—"

The girl smiled, wanting to try the effect, and closed her eyes.

-- Phew-

Then, her eyes opened, white and godless, her whole body was white and glowing with golden light, and she collapsed on the grass on the high slope of the pasture like a lost puppet.

But while she forgot her own perception, her perception also followed the interacting web of the world, through the city of London, through England, through Europe, across the Atlantic, through the Americas, across the oceans—to the far reaches of Middle-earth in Asia—

She seemed to hear the boy's voice, she seemed to see the boy's appearance, the boy's movements, the boy's safety, all of them passed through the two oceans and continents while she forgot her own existence, and transmitted to her consciousness that almost covered the world-

Motionless like a doll, she collapsed in the pasture

"Brother God, you're still so energetic."

"Brother God, I'm still safe and healthy."

"Brother God, it's still the same Dark Moon Brave as before, so you can keep the Demon King's agreement-"

The girl just forgot about her own existence and observed his existence], one day, one month, one year, eight years.....

...........】

............

I trembled and held the compass, the image that had just presented me in my memory had already conveyed everything to me.

Alice, it can be said that it is because of me that I am in the current state.

Because of her concern for my existence and not wanting to forget me, she constantly uses her abilities to observe my state.

I don't know what it's like to forget your existence, but what does it feel like if you can no longer feel the sensation of your legs, arms, and even every organ, your senses disappear completely, your body becomes cold, and your feelings become closed?

And because of her agreement with me, she forgot her own existence and approached my existence.

"Alice ......"

I clenched my left fist, held the compass in my right hand, lowered my head, the wind blew through my bangs, and the blood-red king's eyes contained a little sadness.

"What will happen to Alice, old gentleman?"

I asked Huang Lao with a slight sigh, and changed the compass to Huang Lao.

- "Is she in the future?" If you continue to use your abilities, you will gradually become a puppet, your body will be cold, and your feelings will disappear until you become a real puppet. ”

Huang Lao said lightly to me.

"Abominable ......"

I clenched my fists, wondering what to do, what to do.

"Can't help it....."

I said with a wry smile.

"Little friend, why do you think I came to you?"

And when I was a little lost, Huang Lao suddenly squinted his eyes and smiled and spoke.

"Huh?"

I raised my red eyes and looked at him, slightly stunned.

Yes, Mr. Huang didn't come just to tell me how bad the situation was, based on my judgment of him, he should have the ability to solve problems.

So... Don't....

"I came to you to use your abilities to save a field, and secondly, to tell you how to solve Alice's problem, which only you can solve."

Huang Lao said to me with a smile.

"So- the solution to this problem?"

I asked Huang Lao in an anxious voice.