Chapter 269, Human Feelings
In just a week or so, the world around Yan An has changed dramatically. She and Chao Zhen separated after arguing, and then because of problems in filming rain scenes, she just came back from the hospital and went to the hospital again because of a foot injury, these things actually only happened in just a few days.
Yan An applied for a staff dormitory with the crew, and on a cold night, she walked to the dormitory with a lime foot and Yang Meijuan in the dark.
"Didn't you go to the temple to pray for incense before the third start of this play?" Yan An held her in one hand and held the handrail in the other hand and stumbled up the stairs, saying, "Are you insincere? Why did I go to the hospital twice within a few days of starting work?"
"Can you blame me?" Yang Meijuan glanced at her resentfully and said, "The first heroine Zuo Lonely was inexplicably replaced, and the second heroine Wang Qiantang broke her foot during filming, so it can't be counted on my head." In comparison, your fortune-telling is hard. ”
Yan An found the dormitory arranged for her by the crew, which was directly the student dormitory of this school. As soon as she pushed the door open, the cold wrapped in the breath of no one to enter rushed straight to Yan An's face, which was completely different from the RV atmosphere she was used to.
"The school is very old, the heating or anything is not modern. Yang Meijuan patted the bag on her body and said, "I asked the crew to get four hot water bottles, you two and I two at night, we all have to rely on this in this cold winter." ”
Yan An has no opinion on this. Before going to sleep, when she sat on the edge of the bed and soaked her feet, she heard Yang Meijuan come back from outside and tell her, "Wang Qiantang is back." ”
Yan An patted his thighs wrapped in thick woolen pajamas and said, "Don't you say that I forgot about it? What did she say just now? I deliberately hit her and hurt her again? How about it, what did you say when I went to the hospital this time?"
Yang Meijuan mixed some hot water into her basin and said, "It was originally a pretended illness, anyway, her foot was broken, so don't think about jumping in three months." ”
Seeing that Yan An didn't speak again, Yang Meijuan sat down beside her and said, "Wang Qiantang's matter...... Don't complain. After all, her foot was injured because of Chao Zhen, and there is a lot of favor here, and it is not something that can be passed away by giving some medical expenses and nutrition expenses. During the time when she couldn't stand up, she had to endure many unreasonable and unbridled demands. Chao Zhen himself is annoyed, but he can't help it. ”
Seeing Yan An fluttering his feet in the water and not speaking, Yang Meijuan could only continue: "You also empathize and think about Chao Zhen, compare your heart to your heart, if there is a man who likes you but you don't like because you are injured, although he says that he is willing or something, he still uses an excuse to let you repay your kindness." Every day there are many excuses to ask you that you have to respond to his feelings and ask for some physical contact. Think about it for yourself, are you upset or not disgusted when you encounter this situation?"
Yan An felt that the water for soaking her feet had no temperature, and she asked Yang Meijuan while raising her feet: "How long have you known Chao Zhen?"
"It's been a long time. However, I only knew each other before, and I had more contact with him after being an agent. ”
"Do you think you know him?"
Yang Meijuan was a little weak, but she still replied: "Sort of." ”
"Do you think you know him or do I understand him?" Yan An continued to ask.
"It stands to reason that it should be you, but you always have a layer of obsessive factors in it, and there are some things that you don't know enough as a person in question. ”
"Then I'll tell you. You can take my words as my brainless willfulness, or as my unsubstantiated speculation. The Chao Zhen I know is not as kind as you say. In a way, Chao Zhen and I are actually the same kind of people. You asked me just now, if there is a man who likes me but doesn't like me because I get hurt, will I feel guilty for it?"
Yang Meijuan looked at her stunned, and asked, "Will it be?"
"But I hate all those who, in the name of love, are actually self-motivated to do their own amorous things. Do you think that Chao Zhen has grown up to now, Wang Qiantang is the first girl to approach him? Don't look at Wang Qiantang who looks crazy now, she is nothing compared to many girls who liked Chao Zhen in the past. So why did Chao Zhen look at her differently, have you thought about it?"
"Huh?" Yang Meijuan was completely stunned.
"Do you think that what I said to Wang Qiantang just now was to anger her? Although there is indeed this element, I also have some truths. I've really seen a lot of girls like her crying and screaming in front of me. But the biggest difference between her and those people is that she can still dare to sue Chao Zhen after jumping in front of me. So whether it is you, me, or even Mr. Chao, we must honestly admit that Wang Qiantang is different. ”
Yang Meijuan was choked by her words, but she still insisted on speaking up: "No matter how different it is, how different can it be?"
"It's funny to think about it, Chao Zhen and I have only known each other for a long time before we dare to go to the other side of the world to register at this age. Although none of us who knew us had any doubts about this decision. But now that I calm down and think about it, it's really too child's play, isn't it?"
"Then do you think Chao Zhen will be the kind of person who is impulsive and willful?"
"Of course he wasn't. Yan An hid her feet in the quilt and pressed against the warm hot water bottle, she looked at the wall with signs of peeling, and said, "But I am." Why did I sign those words without thinking about anything, how could I dare to sign those words?"
"What do you think?
"Of course it's because I like him, and I know very well that I like him. I signed it because I was happy every day with him, and I thought I would be so happy in the future. ”
"Isn't that enough?" asked Yang Meijuan puzzled.
"I told myself a long time ago that even if I want to get married in the future, I don't want to find someone I like too much. In a relationship, a person who is too addicted will always suffer more, and the ideal state should always be that he likes me a little more than I like him. But the situation is different from what I expected at the beginning, and the reason I signed it was because I liked Mr. Chao. I probably liked him a little more than I realized. That's not good, I can't deal with my relationship with him in a rational manner. ”
Yang Meijuan still looked at her stunned, and said, "I didn't understand." ”
"Mr. Chao is simply the perfect spouse in the world. If I hadn't liked him very much, my marriage and relationship with him might have lasted a long time. But I know I like him a lot, and it's going to be tough. ”