He didn't move, and I kept standing there.

"If you insist on leaving......

His voice was hoarse, deep and deep, and he spoke every word slowly.

My eyelids twitched slightly, and I looked up at him, waiting for his words.

The wind was blowing outside, the windows were almost open, the candlelight was faintly flickering, and I seemed to see in a trance that his face was even paler than before.

"Hmm." I interrupted him and turned to close the blown window, but my wrist was grabbed.

His fingers were cold, as if they were so cold all year round, as if they couldn't be warmed by any temperature.

"What else do you want to say, if you break into my room in the middle of the night for the sake of generosity, then there is no need to say these words, it is better to find someone to pass on a message."

I looked back at him and said.

His eyebrows and eyes were sharp, softened by the candlelight, but there was still a coolness that could not fade, and the tails of his eyes seemed to be slightly red, similar to the red blown by the cold wind.

"There are many ways to keep you, by all means, by any means, but I will not do this." Pei Yousheng said: "You insisted on going with him before, but now it seems to be just a conspiracy, what kind of temper are you still making?" ”

"One more, one more time?"

His brows furrowed, and his low voice was gratuitously filled with a bit of suppressed emotion and uncertainty.

The bad memories of being mentioned again, my mood is not much better, I originally followed Qi Yan back, it was not the first thought, I didn't expect to encounter this kind of thing.

I raised my chin slightly and looked at him fixedly, "Uncle Huang came here in the middle of the night to teach me a lesson?" ”

"That's a lot of work."

My voice was suppressed, not salty, not light, as distant and calm as possible, but my wrist was pinched very tightly and could not be retracted.

"It's not." I heard him say, and then I saw that he frowned, bent down slightly, and held me in his arms, unquestionable.

The low voice was heard more clearly in my ears, "I just want to say that there are thousands of people in the world, but there will be no one like me." ”

The wrist was slightly cool, and he put on a string of beads, wooden beads, like the kind of Buddha beads that are often found in temples, and the Buddha beads that have been opened are used to ward off evil spirits.

It's not precious, but it's just as valuable.

"You don't have to." My brows furrowed, and when I tried to speak, his forehead was against mine, so close to me, so close that my breath was entangled.

The shazy voice was like the deadliest talisman.

He said: "When you were very young, I thought that such a little girl is always proud, but she is also fragile like a porcelain vase, and the more timid she is, the more she will show her teeth and claws. ”

"Pride and brilliance make people feel distressed, instead of being hurt, it is better to be under my eyelids all the time, the original little girl has grown up now, but unfortunately, the promise has not been fulfilled."

His whispered murmur was like a whisper, like the whisper of a sleeping man in his sleep.

"I'm sorry, Luan, I've kept you waiting."

In the back, the light ones seem to be blown away by the wind.

For no reason, my tears fell all at once, and at that moment, it was like all the stumbling and all the grievances, and suddenly I couldn't help it, and suddenly I couldn't bear it.

I waited for this sentence for several years, but in the end, I waited for it when I was most disheartened, whether it was fortunate or unfortunate.

He looked down at my lips, and when the cold lips brushed my earlobes, over my cheeks, and against the corners of my lips, I said, "A lot of things can't be erased by time alone." ”

"Even if it's a write-off, it's a lose-lose situation, and no one makes any good money, so why bother in the first place."

Probably my father expected this situation, so he took my hand before he died, and told me not to hate him, but he didn't have time to tell me that if I stayed away from him, without love and hatred, I would live longer and better in this hatred.

His lips suddenly stopped, no longer charming, just so close to the corners of my mouth, intimate but also very alienated, no one moved, but the atmosphere was so deep that people's hearts were cold.

"If I say, once there was a child here, do you believe it?"

I took his hand and placed it on my abdomen and looked up at him.

The wind and rain outside were strong, and through the windows, whirring in, the candlelight was almost blown out.

His hands were cold and stiff, motionless on my abdomen, with a look of uncertainty in his eyes, followed by a deep pain that seemed to be welling up.

"Chang'an." His voice was even hoarser than before, and every word seemed obscure.

"You see, you don't even know what happened to me before, but you're just full of hatred." I let go of his hand and continued, "There are no children at all, and every bowl of soup is made by you to watch me drink it." ”

"How can there be children? I'm afraid it won't be in the future. ”

I said word by word: "What right do you have to accuse others of ill-intentioned intentions now, at least he will not drag me into hell in the name of love, nor will he watch me sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire." ”

"In these thousands of nights, you are at ease, have you ever regretted a little?"

My hand gently caressed his heart, and the heart under the palm of my hand was beating very calmly and powerfully.

"It's not that I won't forgive you, it's just that I'm thinking, after forgiveness. At the beginning, even if I was given a little hope and left a little bit of blood, maybe I would soften my heart and look back, but have you really moved your heart, do you really have a heart? ”

Probably he came in the rain just now, and now his body is still a little damp, his eyebrows and eyes seem to be soaked by the rain, and they are also a little wet, and those beautiful deep eyes that can suck people into are now looking at me.

He is undoubtedly the best, with elegance and elegance, with a skill that no one can match, but it is a pity that he walked all the way with a sword, but he did not come for me.

I should have known that if I was cut down all over the house, there would be a gap between me and him, and from the very beginning, there was an unbridgeable gap between me and him.

"You shouldn't be looking for me."

I took a few steps back and said, "If you don't look for it, maybe it's over here, but you don't." ”

"What other choice?" He looked at me with his thin lips open and closed, and his voice was hoarse, "The first half of my life was in pain and hatred, and every time I closed my eyes, there were tragic corpses all over me. ”

"Now that I'm obsessed, but I can't find you back, am I wrong?"

His words were so low that I could barely hear them, and I seemed to see him frowning in pain, but his back was straight, and he refused to bend at all, and he stood tall and proud.

Pushing open the door, he left in the wind and rain, and when he left, the lips still stopped in my hair, as if hesitating, but not likely.

My heart throbbed.