The floodgates of memory were opened in an instant, and a steady stream of memories of the past rushed towards the brain.

That year, the picture of that day was quickly repeated in front of my eyes.

That day, Chu Qing and I were left in the classroom to fill out the [Hope Questionnaire], and then, when she wrote the three words "I want to die" on paper, I broke into her life, wiped away her despair, and wrote her hope.

At that time, "I want to be a bride" was casually written as an example, but it became her hope for the past seven years and even this life.

And I, a scumbag, have completely left all this behind.

"I'm sorry ......"

Standing in front of her, I clenched my fists and slowly uttered these three words out of my mouth.

I didn't say some false advice or pleading, but apologized directly.

"Memories of seven years ago, I just remembered it, Chu Qing, I don't know what happened to you that year, when I saw that I wanted to die, I couldn't help but help you, but what was written on paper at that time...... I forgot about it entirely. ”

I said in front of her, the train rolling on the tracks, flying by, the trees on both sides and the rural houses hurrying backwards.

"I recalled, that year, when I wanted to drink water after playing table tennis, you should have been the one who kept delivering water, you have been silently watching me behind my back, taking care of me.... And I'm .... And I'm forgetting about you..."

I clenched my fists, my fingertips seeping into the flesh.

Recalling everything in the past, the first sunshine in front of me is no longer terrible in front of my eyes, on the contrary, I sympathize with and love her.

That year, she suffered a huge disaster that made her want to commit suicide, and finally I gave her hope, but I forgot her, she has always been alone, and she has been surrounded by white eyes and bullying for seven years.

Although she is a murderer, before this, she was still a school girl who needed me to save her.

"Brother......

She lowered her head, her voice quieted, and slightly loosened the joint that was holding the knife a little.

My words worked, and she was willing to forgive me?

Thinking of this, however, in an instant, my pupils shrank - she quickly clenched the fruit knife again, and then slashed at me diagonally-

I dodged backwards quickly, and a stumbling half-fall to the ground, the knife slashing through my right arm, blood running down my right arm.

Although the artery was not injured, the right arm was cold and painful, and the flesh was obviously cut, and the blood flowed incessantly.....

"Hee-hee.......-hee

She held the fruit knife in her hand, watched the blood on my right arm fall to the ground, and laughed excitedly again.

"Brother..... Didn't I say that? Isn't it because you forgot that I'm angry, I'm an existence that is easy to forget..... I don't mind at all, all I want is perfect love with my brother, maybe it's the awakening of my mother's soul in my body.... When my mother killed my father in front of my eyes, and then broke him down and put him in the refrigerator, I was so scared that I didn't dare to eat meat for days....."

She laughed maniacally, her delicate body trembling slightly.

I finally understood the reason for her despair seven years ago, it turned out that at that time, her mother brutally killed and ** her father in front of her?

"Now.... I want to kill my brother like my mother, and then take my brother on a train to travel around for a few days.... When you're tired of playing, I'll die with my brother..."

She said slowly, holding her hot face, constructing a terrifying and desperate future.

I listened to her words calmly, and then made a major decision-

"Chu Qing, I can be killed by you, which can be regarded as repayment for the seven years of forgetfulness......"

I lowered my head, clenched my fists, and said.

.............

【Dark Moon Chamber of Commerce in Yangyue Province Ninth Layer Dark Moon Nova】

"Will die—"

Qin Ye said slowly, Cheng Lingwu's pupils shrank, stood up, and grabbed Qin Ye's collar.

"Qin Ye, what nonsense are you talking about, isn't it that before the young master fully awakens, can't you assign him a task with a high mortality rate?"

The door of this floor was shaken by Cheng Lingwu's thunderous roar, and he asked angrily.

"Don't worry.... Minister Cheng, I haven't finished yet...."

Qin Ye held his hand and said calmly.

"It is indeed possible that the young master may die, but the chances are very small."

He continued.

"After your analysis, you can't wake up or are you very little? You know that, right? The young master of the first personality, in front of a killer of that level, can be killed in just a second! ”

"That's true..... But since the president dared to hand him over to me with confidence, there was a reason. ”

Qin Ye continued.

"We all believe that Young Master Ji Shen is the [chosen one], a miraculous existence, and if he doesn't want to die, he will break through everything to show us."

Qin Ye smiled, and then continued to take a sip of tea.

.............

[In Yangyue Province, high-speed rail line - CRH-ZHTC-No. 10 sightseeing car]

"I can be killed by you, which is a repayment for these seven years of forgetfulness....."

I stood up straight, bowed my head, and said.

"However, my life is not mine, and behind me, there are my sister, cats, Alice, and all kinds of friends and relatives, who are changed by my presence..... Now, I can't die. ”

I said in a changed tone.

"Hee-hee-hee-hee..... My brother doesn't have to think about other people, I don't have to think about it like my brother, I don't have anyone else but my brother..."

Chu Qing listened to my words, let out a terrible laugh again, and said as she clenched the fruit knife in place.

"There are others, cats, cats, and they should all be your friends, right?"

I said slowly, her delicate body shuddering.

"The songs you sing are very good, and they spread hope, but those lewd boys at school have always admired you and want to know you....."

I continued.

"It's always been despair, friends and hopes, all of which are existences that don't belong to me....."

She sneered, then clenched the knife again—

"There's no hope, I just... As long as I can be with my brother forever—"

The blade stabbed at me quickly, and this time I didn't retreat timidly, but took a step forward.

"Poof—"

The blade stabbed into my shoulder, and blood spurted out, splashing on Chu Qing's black robe and pretty face, and also on my body.

A strong tingling sensation stimulated my nerves, and my blood was running rapidly, this time, what occupied my heart was no longer fear, but the desire to save Chu Qing, to change the status quo, and to convey hope to her-

- "If there is no hope now, it is good to create it again." ”

I grabbed the blade she had stabbed into my shoulder, looked at Chu Qing tenderly, and said.

Said the same thing as I did seven years ago.

Sister, I can give you hope.

Thinking about it in my mind, at that moment, my whole brain exploded - the bones of my whole body changed rapidly - and at the same time, my eyes quickly became stained with a layer of blood red.