In the afternoon, the sun was shining, the sun was gone, and I was in front of the bubble tea shop near the company, watching the clerks busy in a daze.

"Hello, sir, the yogurt you ordered."

"Thank you."

Taking the yogurt, I habitually sighed and headed back to the office.

In one year, I spent here 129 times and never saw her again.

I asked the other clerks during this time, and they said that she hadn't come to work since she was in a hurry to go home that day.

I remember the day the clerk said very well, it was the day I flinched and hesitated hundreds of times before I made up my mind to ask for her contact information, the day I walked far and turned back to see her leave from the front desk in a hurry.

I regret that I was not determined enough to follow the back of her departure, but comforted myself with peace of mind that I could come back tomorrow.

But I don't want to, this tomorrow has already used up my 129 trips a year.

"Perhaps, for the 130th time, she will appear again?"

I don't know her name, I don't know where she lives, I don't know anything about her, I just remember what she looks like, so I can only watch a bubble tea shop and hope that she will appear again.

If there is one reason why I am so stubborn with a stranger, it is probably this: I lived to be twenty-two years old to have a heartbeat, which is really not easy. Spending a year in exchange for the opportunity to meet her by chance is just a punishment for the withdrawal and hesitation that he has missed hundreds of opportunities.

Naturally, I should have to go through this process, maybe another three or five years......

"Buzz!"

Just as my thoughts were flying a little, my pockets vibrate.

I took out my mobile phone, and it was a message from the manager: the plan lacks data-based indicators, please refine and modify the specific matters, and even bring the plan to my office half an hour later!

"Hoo ......"

I let out a breath of turbidity, took a big sip of yogurt, and ran to the office area. Half an hour to make drastic changes to the plan was a bit embarrassing, but I had to fight hard.

Soon I was back at my desk, staring at my computer and working on it, but the silence of half an hour was taken away by my colleagues, and I was constantly distracted during the revision of the plan.

"Brother Beiji, can you borrow a list of your treasured "Sanxitang Fa Ti?" Chen Xiaohua, the commissioner of the personnel department who was sitting next to me, suddenly turned her head and smiled.

I didn't hesitate, and quickly took out the copy of "Sanxitang Fati" from the bookshelf on the side and handed it over.

Chen Xiaohua took the book and smiled even brighter: "The manager thinks I'm too impetuous, and there are a lot of handwritten reporting materials these days, I have to practice the words well. ”

"Hearing you say that, it seems that you, Chen Xiaohua, are still quite satisfied with your skin."

I complained silently, staring at the computer screen and squeezing out a reluctant smile in response, continuing to busily type on the keyboard under my hand.

After a while, another voice came: "Xiaobei, go and pour me a cup of coffee." ”

I followed the sound and looked up, and the slender arm of Director Wang on the other side had already reached the ceramic cup above my computer screen.

"Okay, Sister Wang, I'll go!"

Taking the cup, I turned and trotted over to the drinker, picked up my coffee and trotted all the way back.

"Sister Wang, your coffee," I put my hands on, piled up my signature smirk, and after seeing Director Wang take the coffee, I quickly returned to my seat again and continued to catch up with the planning plan in front of me.

"There are only eighteen minutes left...... I felt a headache as I stared at the computer screen and continued to work against the clock.

"Young man, move your position, Auntie will clean up your table, you will be busy, young people work slowly, don't work too hard, the table is a mess, Auntie can help you solve it, you are in a mess in your heart, Auntie is not easy to solve......"

I glanced at the cleaning aunt who didn't know when to approach, and listened to the gushing persuasion, and my heart was desperate.

"Just a takeaway box, I can clean it up myself!"

The cleaning aunt never listened, but only cared about herself and said, "Young man, lift your feet!" Look at the dirty under your child's table, Auntie will clean it up for you. ”

I stared at the inconspicuous scraps of paper under the table, unable to reply, raised my legs to make room, and leaned sideways in an unusually strange posture to continue to catch up on the manuscript.

"Last Ten Minutes ......" reconfirmed the time left, and regardless of whether the sweat seeping from my forehead was going to flow into my eyes, I just knew that the codeword speed had to be faster.

However, even when I was busy like this, the guys around me never had any eyesight.

Personnel training specialist, Wang Erpang who gnawed on fried chicken legs, Wang Sanpang who drank Coke, as if the busier I was, the more like a large magnet standing in the center, all the strange people in this company were swarming to find it at the same time......

"Brother Bei, I recently changed to an Acer Predator 21X gaming laptop, and I'm really tight on hand, borrow some money~"

"Beiji, if you have time to help type out these ten forms, let's hand them over to the manager together."

"Becky, the coffee is gone again......

......

My name is Beiji.

He is twenty-two years old and an ordinary office worker.

I have some talent for painting and calligraphy, and my output works have won provincial and municipal awards, and my ideal life is actually to be an artist, and my life is to open a personal exhibition at the Huaguo Art Museum as the ultimate goal......

However, the road of art is unstable, and since ancient times, there are very few people who have earned money through calligraphy and painting, and the ideal is no match for reality after all, so I found this reliable job and lived a secure life.

However, I soon found myself in a dilemma between ideals and reality, because I realized that I might not be able to fully integrate myself into such a workplace because I was not pursuing something very different from what my colleagues were pursuing.

I watched Chen Xiaohua win the best temperament female employee, smiling with a spring breeze, watching Director Wang win the most popular subordinate award, with a kind face, and a cleaning aunt, the moment I received the award for dedication and diligence, I trembled with my hands and said with tears in my eyes that I would continue to work hard in the future......

The so-called honor that my colleagues are vying for, in my eyes, for some reason, can't make a wave.

However, two years have passed, and I still have not gotten rid of this work situation, and I am disgusted by my indecisiveness and cowardice.

If I had been burning with a fire in my chest from the beginning, acting vigorously and without thinking too much about it, my ideal life might have passed the most difficult period at this time, and the girl who fell in love at first sight didn't have to be unable to get contact information in hundreds of face-to-face contacts, right?

This peaceful life is like a pig in captivity!

Seeing that the plan was finished, I glanced at the time, there were still five minutes left.

In the midst of a noisy noise, I suddenly surged out of nowhere with a momentum, and roared: "It's all over!" ”

I closed my notebook violently, unplugged the network cable and charging cable, and ignored the dull eyes of the people next to me, picked up the computer and ran towards the elevator.

Like the wind, it swept away and blew over the cleaning lady's cleaning basket......

This feeling...... It's cool that hasn't been seen in a long time!

I squinted at the light of the setting sun through the window, and I ran faster and faster.

Ignoring the angry roar of the cleaning aunt behind her, she stopped at the elevator entrance with a "sudden brake" and began to press the elevator up button.

It was quite a walk from the fifteenth floor to the sixty-second floor of the manager's office, but luckily I didn't have to wait long.

With a "ding" sound, as soon as the elevator door opened, I flew in sideways and pressed the elevator button again.

Fortunately, there was no one in the elevator room, and my breathing was a little rapid as the numbers continued to rise on it, and I rudely wiped the beads of sweat from my forehead and hugged the notebook tightly to my chest.

The elevator lights began to flicker, the cold sweat under my armpits flowed uncontrollably, and I always felt that something would happen, but I still stepped out!

"I must arch this pigsty door!"