Chapter Eighty-Five: Separation
But Yiran smiled bitterly, "What is there to congratulate, Shui Shui is invisible." ”
Yun Xi put the book back in his hand and pinched his nose, and his nose never breathed after crying. "She can see it, but we can't see her, she keeps looking at us!" Every time she's in a bad mood, she thinks of water, and then she makes herself laugh.
But Yiran took the book and put it back in the bag, re-carried the bag, and asked her with a relaxed expression: "Let's talk about it, just when I am Shuishui, she said, if you have something on your mind or are unhappy, you have to tell her." She's gone, I'll listen to her for her. ”
Thinking of Shuishui, Yun Xi cleaned up his mood and told him about it. "Am I doing the right thing? Do I have any other options? She asked him.
But Yiran nodded, "You're right, there's no other choice!" So, you can cry again, and I will cry with you. ”
Yun Xi looked at the still calm river and didn't cry. "What problem does crying solve?"
"It won't solve anything, but it will make you feel less uncomfortable." As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone and showed her Baidu, "Look, the doctor said that crying is the best way to vent your emotions." Even if others think it's a weak and incompetent behavior, it's okay to cry as long as your mood gets better. Not everyone appreciates the kind of person who is pretentious and strong and doesn't cry in everything, people with a true temperament are more likeable, cry when you want to, be yourself! Crying may not help, but crying is really better for your body than being depressed. Crying is also a good thing, because crying does not make us vulnerable, but stronger, and after crying, we can smile brighter! So if you can't find a suitable way to vent when you're depressed, you might as well cry out happily. Come, cry! I just like girls crying with pear blossoms and rain. ”
Yun Xi was amused by him, "I've cried, but I can't cry." ”
But Yiran looked at her with a look of pity, "I still want to see you cry again, but you don't give face!" ”
Yun Xi rolled his eyes at him and ignored him.
He straightened his face and asked, "Are you going to go out for a walk?" ”
Yun Xi was surprised, how did he know?
"Generally speaking, it is common sense that girls like to go out for a walk when they fall out of love." But Yiran seemed to know what she wanted to ask and took the initiative to explain.
"Well, I might have to go out for a while." After so many years of friendship, there is no need to hide it from him, Yun Xi nodded and admitted.
"I'm with you. Over the years, I have been collecting wind everywhere, and I am very familiar with the outside, where there is good food and fun, and which scenery is good, I know best. He volunteered.
Yun Xi instinctively refused, she just wanted to be alone. "No, I want to distract myself."
But Yiran looked at her and said very seriously: "It is very dangerous for girls to go to a strange place to relax alone, especially when they are in a bad mood, they are most likely to be exploited by bad people." I must go with you, or I will tell my uncle and aunt that you don't want to go!" ”
Yun Xi despises him, how old is he still playing with complaints? But she also knew, but since Yiran said so, she would definitely not let her out alone, so she had to compromise.
"Okay, okay, but don't think about going out alone with a widow and a lonely woman, you have thoughts about me, I have someone in my heart." There were some things she wasn't sure about, but that didn't mean she didn't feel it, and she didn't want him to have any unrealistic hopes.
But Yiran sneered, "Come on, my brother is now famous, how many big beauties around him are ~ convex ~ back ~ warped, how can I look down on a little cabbage like you?" ”
Yun Xi only looked at him and smiled, and stopped talking.
Yun Xi, who returned to Qin Yu's house, opened the door and was hugged by him. "Xixi, I miss you so much."
"I miss you too." Yun Xi's eyes were sour again, and he hurriedly closed his eyes, reached out to wrap his arms around his neck, and kissed him.
Qin Yu was flattered, Xixi was so enthusiastic today, could this be the legendary little Biesheng newlywed?
It was difficult to give up, Yun Xi's stomach made a "gurgling" sound, Qin Yu let go of her, and said reluctantly: "Let's eat first, eat quickly, and then continue to kiss after eating." ”
Yun Xi blushed and nodded.
Qin Yu thought he was wrong, and Xi Xi nodded? She agrees to kiss for a while? Don't you always stare at me?
Yun Xi sat at the dining table, with three dishes on the table. plum cabbage button meat, which she said she wanted to eat the day before yesterday; The eggplant pot was what she wanted to eat yesterday; Boiling cabbage is what she has always liked to eat.
Qin Yu loaded two bowls of rice and sat down, saw Yun Xi looking straight at him, and touched his face with his hand, "Is there something on my face?" He thought he had accidentally gotten the sauce while cooking for himself.
Yun Xi shook her head, "I just think you look good, I want to see more." ”
Qin Yu sandwiched a piece of meat with the most lean meat for her, and said with a smile: "Good, eat first, I'll hold you after eating." Now it's cold, and you can't eat the food when it's cold. ”
Yun Xi's nose was sore, tears flowed out unconsciously, and she hurriedly raised her head.
Qin Yu had already seen it, he was frightened, hugged her and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Bullied by anyone? His voice trembled.
Yun Xi shook her head, "No, I'm just too moved!" Silly fish, you're so good to me! "We love each other so much, but we have to be separated, it's really providential!
Qin Yu put her mind at ease and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. "Fool, it's not good for you, it's good for whom?"
Yun Xi thought about Dan Shuishui, and finally held back the tears that wanted to continue to surge, and forced a smile: "Hmm! Let's eat quickly, can you feed me? ”
Someone is very happy to make such a request.
After eating, it is usually game time for the two of them, but today Yun Xi didn't play the game, and pulled Qin Yu back to the room.
As soon as she entered the room, she didn't turn on the lights, and directly pushed Qin Yu onto the bed.
I don't know if there will be a chance to say goodbye, she just wants to cherish this last chance.
It would be better if we could have a child.
At dawn, Yun Xi got up to write a letter with red eyes.
In an hour, 3 pages were written.
She had a lot to say, but she didn't know where to start, so she finally gave up.
It's dawn, it's time for her to go.
She didn't bring anything, so she carried the bag she usually carried, which contained a mobile phone, a check, and the salary card that Qin Yu gave her.
She put the key in the hallway, closed the door gently, and left the place where she had lived for most of the year.
In the early morning of winter, the cold was pressing, and she was so cold that she felt pain, and she didn't realize that tears were oozing again. Looking up at the sky, I don't know when, there were snowflakes.
One piece, one piece, one piece, hit her face and penetrated into her heart.
It's cold!
When he woke up, Qin Yu still had a smile on the corner of his mouth. Reaching out to hug it, he immediately sat up when he realized that there was no one around.
She wasn't in the room, and there were a few pieces of paper on the bedside table with the handwriting he was most familiar with.
When he picked it up, he looked at the beginning, and he was cold, cold to every cell.