Chapter 40: Lost Soul
You say that the world is so bitter that it is difficult to write.
It is better to accommodate the people of the world, and a leaf will blind you.
The story of breaking the old and creating the new, no one reads it.
I say.
I read it myself.
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"But...... Su Yu, I don't want to go out. ”
I rolled over and lay on the bed, trying to calm my mind, but when I did, I would worry and worry about the past.
So I picked up my phone on the bed and started playing games, and my daily life is like this, sleeping, playing games, watching movies, watching anime, ordering food and eating, and drinking drinks until I can't hold it anymore. I need to stay up late to fall asleep, otherwise I will go to cranky thinking about some problems, and after more than two months, I have become a complete otaku, fat, and I don't even dare to look at myself in the mirror, with dark circles and messy hair, and bangs that have grown so long that they cover my eyes.
"You should stay with me, okay?"
I glanced at the wound in her palm, "Okay, I'll clean it up when I'm done with this one." ”
Su Yu nodded, got up and began to tidy himself up.
After a while, I said, "Su Yu, why don't you play together, I can build a war group, and we can get married in the game." ”
Su Yu frowned, "I won't play the game, you said you finished playing this game." ”
"But they're already open, right away, very soon."
"It will take a while for you to clean up, and it will take a while to get into the street......"
"I know, I promised you, I'll finish this game right away."
Hearing this, Su Yu sighed, sat down on the edge of the bed, and stared blankly at the wall, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Su Yu, why don't you watch a movie with me?" I said while playing the game.
"Okay...... But the movie theater is quite far from the street. ”
"If you don't go to the cinema, I mean just watch it at home, anyway, there is a home theater, just like before, let's order a lot of delicious food."
"You're not going out?"
"I'm too lazy to move, and I have to clean up. Let's go again tomorrow, wouldn't it be nice to be at home? ”
"White Saddle!" Su Yu got up and looked at me incredulously, "What the hell is going on with you?" ”
I stared nervously at the phone screen, thumb pressing quickly, "What's wrong?" You wait, it's over in a moment. ”
Su Yi picked up the key and went out the door without saying a word, and I didn't stop her, such things happen from time to time, anyway, she will always roll back in the end without skin and face.
After coming to this city, Su Yu took care of me, at the beginning we were very happy, we could eat whatever we wanted, play whatever we wanted, all the troubles were left behind, the better she was to me, the more I felt very happy.
But over time, that sense of happiness began to drain like water in a broken bucket. I began to subconsciously feel that everything she was doing was the way it should be. I gave up everything I had for her and left Qihe City, and I loved her so much that I wouldn't have cried so much in the alley near the food street at that time. So, love is mutual, right?
The previous thing made me miserable. Since she loves me, she should care more for me in order not to make me suffer.
She was the one who made me choose to escape! It's her fault even if it's all wrong! She was the one who asked me to leave Qihe City!
When a person keeps deceiving himself in order to escape guilt, he will gradually be really deceived by himself......
The first time I woke up, it was the first time she left with her luggage, and she didn't answer many phone calls. Because I called her cheap, and asked her where she had learned the hundred ways of pleasing me, and that day we had a big fight, and the situation was not much different from today, but it was caused by very small things, as if because she said she was too tired when I thought about it.
My thought at the moment was: If you don't help me escape, I'm going to go crazy, and you know how painful it was when I think about what happened before? Ye Xindu returned to the other world because of my cowardice, and I am still running away because of you!
Obviously, I've forgotten the truth - if I really didn't want to run away, I could have pushed her away the first time. This is completely cheap, and I sell well, and I want to build a torii as a bitch. Blame all your own faults and faults on others, and make yourself light.
No matter how obvious a mistake you make, even if you really start to repent and apologize, you must make the perfect excuse for yourself in your heart. Just like a criminal who has been caught, after bowing his head and admitting his mistakes, he often has to talk about how tragic his previous life experience was and how forced he was to commit a crime......
No wonder, there are always people in this world who look at others and hate them to the root of their teeth, but few people can really discover their mistakes.
When Su Yu came back with her suitcase for the first time, I said to myself: I must love her well in the future, and I can't quarrel with her anymore.
But subconsciously, it is: see it, right? She really loves you and she won't go.
Su Yu's indulgence and forbearance towards me made me more and more unscrupulous. She loved me and was afraid of losing me, and the more she showed it, the more I felt that everything was what she was supposed to do......
As the doorbell rang, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, and coming back so soon showed that she hadn't gone far at all, but went to a nearby supermarket to buy a bunch of delicious food, intending to accompany me to watch a movie.
Lazily throwing down the phone, I dragged over and unhurriedly went to open the door for her, but the moment I opened the door, I was stunned.
"Tong Wanqing?" I screamed tentatively, and she changed a little bit.
"Hi ~ Brother Bai, you seem to be fat." She stood outside the door and greeted me, her hair changed a little strangely, half of her bangs hanging down to cover one eye. Of course, I might be even more surprised to say that, because both eyes are covered.
Just as I was about to ask her how she found this place, a man suddenly stepped out from behind the door.
When I saw him, I almost fainted.
"Lake!"
it, it's dead and alive, the logic of this story has been eaten by dogs, right?!
He stared at me without saying a word, and I looked at Lake, who seemed a little younger...... If discovering his resurrection scared me out of half of my soul, now it's clear that my other half of my soul will be lost too.
"II...... Second uncle? ”
I heard my second uncle's teeth rattling.
"Little Bunny ......"
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Su Yu put the car keys back in his bag, and by the way, he took out his mobile phone and looked at it, but there were still no calls or text messages.
"It's getting more and more excessive, if you don't call me today, I won't go back!"
"It's better not to go back!" A thug with a cotton hat came out of the back of a van with a shiny dagger in his hand, "Little beauty, the family is quite rich?" Driving a sports car to the mall? Take my brother for a walk? ”
Su Yu looked around, the cameras were all smashed, and when he first drove in, he was thinking about the quarrel, and he didn't find the empty underground parking lot at all, only the van was parked.
"It's a long way from here, isn't it? Didn't you see that the mall outside said that it had recently closed for rectification, and you still came here to park? ”
"Heh, then you're really dedicated, such a prey." Su Yu suddenly smiled and raised his eyebrows to look at the man, "This is the kind of robbery played in the movie, right?" Are you robbing money or sex? ”
The thug ripped off his hat and threw it on the ground, and walked towards Su Yu with his shiny head, "What if I rob everything?" ”
"Okay, come to the car~" Su Yu hooked his finger at the gangsters, walked in the direction of the car, and his smiling face gradually cooled down, where is the princess worried, you came just in time! Thinking about it, his expression was cold, and he turned around and slapped it on the heart of the person behind him.
The thug leaned back, looked at Su Yu with squinting eyes, and looked up and down, "Little beauty, is it very strong?" Wild enough! ”
Su Yu was shocked, and immediately waved his hand to slap her, and the thug grabbed her wrist, "Yo? How can there be a wound in the palm of the hand? Too careless, right? Let my brother feel sorry for you. ”
The thug said that he went to Su Yu in person, but before he succeeded, he only felt a sharp pain under him.
"Groove! It's this trick again......" The gangster covered his crotch viciously, he didn't know how many times he had been hit by this anti-wolf technique, and he was so excited that he forgot to guard against it.
Su Yu wanted to run, but suddenly found that he could only run with steps......
Could it be that all otherworldly abilities have disappeared?
Listening to the footsteps running up the back door getting closer and closer, Su Yu suddenly realized that he couldn't outrun the gangsters behind him, and immediately learned from the woman in the movie to shout: "Help!" Save...... Woo-"
She was caught up by the thug who caught up with her palms covering her mouth, "Don't make noise! The thug roared, holding the dagger to her neck, "Do you still want to live!" ”
Every time she sees the clip of a woman being robbed in the movie, she feels very panicked and helpless, she feels very unbelievable, are all women stupid? Will you just run around and shout, won't you fight back? Even if you can't beat it, you have to fight! A sucker!
But this time, the fear she had never experienced before made her heart pound, and she was panicked, even more panicked than the woman in the movie. She was so frightened that she lost her soul and trembled, she could only breathe in but could not exhale, crying and begging: "I will give you all your money, I will give you as much as you want!" ”
"It's not money that can solve the problem now, little beauty, do you know how much your brother hurt at that moment? If you can't be cured, you still want to leave? ”
Boom!
Before the words fell, with a gunshot, the knife in the thug's hand suddenly disappeared.
I only felt that my lower body was suddenly lighter, as if something was missing. The thug stared blankly at the face that was very close to him, with three whiskers on the left and right, like a cat that had become a sperm......
The pain was so severe that he rolled around under him, wailing and screaming.
"Healed." Ye Xin blew his index finger, which was emitting black smoke.
Su Yu looked at it for a while and reacted.
"Ghost Cat...... Three years old? ”
Ye Xin looked coldly at the miserable gangsters on the ground, and after a long time, he said: "The bridge in the movie should be played like this, right?" ”