It was the first time Kogan saw blood, the first time he killed someone, and the first time he saw his loved ones die in front of him.

When he spoke of his mother, a warm expression appeared on his face for the first time, and perhaps the only warmth he had in his life was what his mother had left him. But when his mother died next to him, Kogan's face became extremely hideous again!

"My mother was murdered. Not trolls, not blackskins, not giants, but my countrymen, my brothers. He actually killed my mother for an unknown inheritance! Hehe, the so-called family affection is bullshit! ”

(The black skins are the dark elves, and the dwarves live in the mountainous underground, so the main enemies they face are trolls, giants, and dark elves)

After that, Kogan's life changed completely, and there was constant killing around him, and the people around him were either being killed or killing! After that, more and more people were involved, and the original family dispute unconsciously turned into the killing of two families, then into two clans, then into two tribes, and finally into a river of blood and a mountain of bones, and so many killings were just for a small vein of gold and silver.

The greed of the people made them lose their judgment, they did not believe that it was just a small vein, and greed magnified it, and everyone thought that Kogan's father must have concealed the true situation of the vein, and even believed that his father had other veins in his hands......

Eventually, Kogan's father died, a horrific death, and his body was full of signs of torture. Kogan knew that this was not done by the enemy, because his father had been hiding in the safest place in the clan, and if he could be taken away like this, the war would have ended long ago.

"I buried my father's body with my own hands, that is not the first time I have come to my senses, everything in this world is empty. Hehe, almost all of us describe us dwarves like this, saying that we are stubborn, upright, honest, united, and only love forging and mining. But you know what? What I saw was betrayal, stealing, plundering, hating, killing, and only that was real! So at that time, I made up my mind to follow my instincts! To get close to the reality of this world, to betray, to steal, to plunder, to hate, to kill! Lao Tzu doesn't care about justice and justice! All people in this world are beasts at the end of the day! I'm going to be the fiercest one! Believe me, this is absolutely correct, I have already helped too many companions collect corpses, I have long since disbelieved in any light, if you want to live, you must roar to the darkness, declare war on fear and pain. Only in this way can we face this cruel fate. ”

Solam couldn't believe that he had heard such a philosophical statement from Kogan's mouth, even though his "philosophy of life" had to be put in quotation marks. But who can deny that this is false? You could say that's too one-sided, but that's the philosophy that Kogan's real experience brought to him, and there's nothing wrong with that.

Although Soram thinks that it is understandable that Kogan has become like this, all his rebellion and evil are caused by the environment, think about it, a person who has witnessed the tragic death of his mother since he was a child, and has experienced so many deceits and deceits, will inevitably have some perversions and abnormalities in his personality. Even if Soram was in that environment, it was the same, even if he crossed over.

At the end of the story, Kogan buys a lot of wine with his father's last savings on a dark and windy night, and then gets his tribe drunk! After that, he killed all his people by himself! He thought very simply, he wanted revenge, but he didn't know who his real enemy was, and he didn't have the time to investigate, so he simply killed everyone, and the murderer must be in it anyway. When he killed all of his kind, Kogan no longer considered himself a dwarf, and he hated who he used to be. He didn't even want to think back to his hometown, where he was left with nothing but the deepest education of pain and despair.

After that, he took the inheritance treasure of the tribe, that is, the magic battle axe, and began to wander, honing his martial arts, he wanted to be the most fierce one. Until he ran into Solam.

"Well, I kind of understand why you're reluctant to talk about this experience." In Solam's opinion, he was a bit excessive, after all, this was tearing other people's scars alive, and he kind of understood why Kogan had such a big reaction before.

"Of course, who was not young at that time, I was too stupid at that time, I just felt too ashamed to talk about it!"

When Soram heard this, he wanted to shake this guy's neck and ask him to return the guilt he just felt to himself, damn, he didn't want to say it because of this? What a strange thing about this guy's brain circuits!

Kogan really didn't lie, he now thinks that the only reason why his relatives and friends were killed is that they are too weak, including his mother, although it is one of the few warmth in his life, but he still thinks so, in this world, any crime is nonsense, and there is only one crime, that is, not strong enough! Look at those gods in the sky, many of them are much more evil than Kogan, but others are not alive and well, still looking down on them?

So weakness is the real original sin. But he didn't see through this at that time, stupidly, making the current Kogan feel that he was really weak at that time, it's like you see the black history of your second year of secondary school many years later, ashamed! So when Soram asked about it, Kogan felt humiliated.

(There is a saying that seems to say that when a man looks back at himself five years ago, he will have the urge to commit suicide.) I really want to remember whether I heard it from Gao Xiaosong or from Luo Zhenyu, and I forgot it. Anyway, the author agrees with this, and when he thinks of combing his hair like that and wearing his clothes like that, he is ashamed, he thought he was handsome at the time, but now he looks non-mainstream)

Just when Solam was sulking there, and Kogan was babbling about his crooked philosophy of life, suddenly the "egg" that had not moved all this time moved!

"Bang!" At first, it wasn't loud, but Solam and Kogan, who were closest to it, could still hear it, it was the sound of a heartbeat! "Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! ”

Then the heartbeat grew louder and faster! Not only did Soram hear it, but even the paladins who were clanging and digging holes also saw it! The movement was too loud.

"Is Godzilla you?" Soram immediately shouted, and the communication ability activated.

"Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Although Godzilla didn't respond to Soram with a shout, he still gave Soram a response at the level of will! Very clear response! Soram was relieved, this was the first time Godzilla had responded to Solam's communication since he was in a coma. As long as you can respond, it means that there is no big problem.

The information that can be responded to from the volitional level is very strange, Godzilla seems to be asking for help, and he is also confused about his situation, and he has no idea where he is or what is happening. He just instinctively wanted to break free from the bondage.

After Solam sensed this meaning, he was about to rush up to break the "egg" and let Godzilla come out, but just as he took a step forward, he stopped with a strange face. He didn't know where he had heard that oviparous animals must rely on themselves to break the eggshell and come out, and they can't accept help, otherwise their physique will become weaker. (It seems to be a children's drama I watched when I was a child)

Although Godzilla is still past the age of coming out of the egg, it is indeed in the egg now...... Soram doesn't know if there will be sequelae if he helps it break the "eggshell" now, and if it really affects Godzilla's future, Soram can't cry.

In the end, Soram gave up his attention to help Godzilla break the eggshell for the sake of safety, and instead encouraged Godzilla to let him come out of the egg with his own strength.

I don't know if it's because of divinity, Godzilla's intelligence level has improved a little, although not much, but it has indeed improved, at least Soram is now communicating with him a lot more clearly, not as hard as before.

With Solam's encouragement, Godzilla finally began to break the "eggshell".

"Click"

The eggshells finally began to crack, and as Godzilla pushed harder, there were more and more cracks on the "eggshells", and as those "eggshells" cracked, streams of steaming juice began to leak out, and this thing really looked like amniotic fluid.

However, the corrosiveness was a little higher, and those "amniotic fluids" reached the ground first-class, and immediately corroded the ground into several large pits. Kogan and Solam, who were watching, hurriedly took a few steps back, so as not to be splashed on their bodies by these things that were worse than sulfuric acid, which was no joke.

After three minutes, the eggshell finally couldn't hold on, and Godzilla's head finally rushed out of the eggshell. But what made everyone dumbfounded was that this guy in front of him didn't seem to be a Tyrannosaurus rex!

"Who are you?" Soram couldn't be more familiar with Godzilla, and this thing in front of him is definitely not Godzilla! It's not even a Tyrannosaurus rex!

The head didn't look like a Tyrannosaurus rex anymore. Its mouth is not as wide as that of the Tyrannosaurus rex, and the mouth of the Tyrannosaurus rex accounts for two-thirds of the head of the Tyrannosaurus rex, and there are not many places to really put the brain, and their brains are only the size of a fist, which is also the reason why the Tyrannosaurus rex is stupid. And the mouth on this skull is not so exaggerated, accounting for only half of the skull, although it is also full of fangs, but in the end it is less rough and domineering than the Tyrannosaurus rex, and it looks more "delicate", but it looks like a giant dragon.

The horns on the head, in particular, are more like. Tyrannosaurus rex has no horns, but this guy is different, and the horns on it form something like a crown. First, two large horns extend from the ear-like position to the back of the head, and then two smaller horns grow on the brow bones on either side, and the horns bend upwards as they go back.

In the middle of the eyes, there are also three large horns, which are arranged in a longitudinal manner, and the first horn is the shortest, but it is very thick, and it sticks out directly between the eyes, and goes up diagonally towards the sky. The next two horns are much longer than the previous ones, and both extend backwards, forming the shape of a crown with the previous horns at the brow bone and ear positions.

At the very tip of the skull, above the nose, there was also a horn, which was different from the others, and when viewed separately, it didn't look like a horn at all, but like a large, slightly curved blade.