On the way to the hospital, Gu Xiliang received a call from a special nurse, and He Yishu was gone. So he turned around again and went to He Yishu's apartment, rang the doorbell for a long time, but there was no response. contacted Gu Ren, and the other party also replied that he had not seen her again except in the hospital, Gu Ren was about to hang up the phone, but was stopped by Gu Xiliang.

"One more thing."

"Say."

"What else happened seven years ago."

After a pause, he said on the other end of the phone, "There are some things, I'm afraid it's better for you to ask the person concerned." Then all that remained was a long beep of voices.

Such an answer is almost tantamount to acquiescence. Gu Xiliang was so shocked, he couldn't believe it was true, he didn't want to believe it. The most unbelievable thing about him was that Ruan En actually hid it from him. She has never been accustomed to lying, she is kind and kind to everyone, and the excuses she makes are always revealed within three minutes, and this time she actually hid such an important matter from him, and she has been hiding it for so long! Then I thought of He Yishu again, where could she go at such a late hour?

It was drizzling, He Yishu was sitting on the plastic grass on the school track, and then trotted into the first floor of the teaching building, she stood still and stroked her chest to gasp, and then swept the raindrops stained on her hair slightly embarrassed. When I raised my eyes, my eyes were tightly pulled.

It was an oval-shaped fountain, and the self-study students had long since finished class, and the lights in the pool had been turned off, except for the ripples stirred up by the rain. He Yishu will not be mistaken, there used to be a flower bed, and here was the first conversation between her and Gu Xiliang.

"Oh, a talented man in the art department."

"You're not bad either."

The eye waves flowed, and the flowers bloomed in an instant.

If, if she didn't have the courage to get this abrasive disease, if there was no past incident that she didn't dare to look back on, how could she be willing to leave? After a long time, they always repeat the same nightmare, in which they have no way to ask for help, from struggle to despair, watching the remaining lights change from bright red to dim.

He Yishu fell into memories and couldn't extricate himself, his body shivered unconsciously, the rain became heavier and heavier, and a figure broke into view.

Gu Xiliang held the umbrella, and his eyes finally locked on He Yishu, and he was really here.

Suddenly, his heart was filled with unspeakable bitterness. Approaching, and approaching, until the outline became clear in the dark night, finally spoke the first word.

"He Yishu, I don't want to act like a fool."

So the wound came out of the dust of memory, destroying everything so intuitively.

How to describe Gu Xiliang back then? Don't squint at irrelevant people, or are you arrogant? It's both. The love story of each other spreads all over the campus, and the title of a talented man is also well-known in all directions, obviously with a good family background, but he loves plundering in his bones, and he always wins the first-class scholarship without too much effort. And those who really need that money have hatred, such as Liu Lin, who is also a gifted student but has a poor family, and is second in second place.

T University holds a campus design competition every three years, and the prize money for the winner is NT$100,000, which is a lot of money for ordinary people. Liu Lin worked hard for three months to prepare for this, and finally still ranked second with a gap of 0.5 points. Secretly sighing at the injustice of God, blinded by resentment, he can't objectively analyze the small shortcomings of his works at all, nor can he see the brilliance of the other party's works, he only thinks that Gu Jiacai is in great power, and this game must be unfair judgment. Excitedly, I went backstage to reason with the mentor and other adjudicators, but was silenced.

"A person's psychological quality determines the success or failure of his life, and looking at your naïve performance at the moment, you are destined not to make any great achievements."

Liu Lin forcibly suppressed the undulating anger, and swept his eyes to Gu Xiliang, who had just gotten off the podium, and He Yishu was running up to hold the other party's arm, smiling and smiling.

Hmph, talented and beautiful? "I'm going to see what your Gu Xiliang woman tastes like!"

On that day, He Yishu was destined to be unforgettable. Because he found that he was not feeling well, he didn't want Gu Xiliang to worry, so he secretly went to the hospital for a check-up. In the end, I was walking home in a trance with the test results, but was dragged into the alley with my mouth covered.

……

Gu Xiliang suddenly squeezed her hand and stopped her from continuing. The rain didn't stop, and He Yishu trembled more and more, she tried to describe that scene, although it was ashamed, although it was so unspeakable.

In the end, he ran out in rags and met Brother Gu Ren who was driving by. I didn't dare to say anything, for fear that you would feel uncomfortable and go crazy if you knew it, so I would rather knock out my teeth and swallow blood. But how can I tolerate an incomplete, or even unclean, self by your side? ”

Gu Xiliang squeezed the other party's wrist more and more, and only after a moment did he spit out a sentence with difficulty, "If you trust me enough, if you understand my feelings for you, you know that I will never mind." When He Yishu heard this, his heart was shaken. yes, if you believe him. So as if to let go, she suddenly turned around and hugged Gu Xiliang's neck, hugged him and trembled.

"And now? Is it still possible? If I don't see you again, I will feel that death is not such a terrible thing. But Xiliang, now I don't have the courage to have another operation, I'm afraid I'll die suddenly! You're not by my side, I'm afraid of everything. ”

He Yishu's strength is not great, unlike Ruan En, whether he wants it or not, he will not let go if he holds it. But Gu Xiliang felt that it was even more difficult to push away at the moment, he was distressed, she was innocent, and everything that happened was due to herself. Pity, guilt, or love can no longer be distinguished. Only in the end his hand slowly wrapped around her shoulders as he had done years ago, and his voice was low.

"I'm here."

After finishing speaking, He Yishu finally hugged the other party with peace of mind, but Gu Xiliang suddenly felt cold. Maybe it's because the rain has been raining for too long, and it's a little chilly.

Ruan En is like a rigid stone statue, his body and gaze are still fixed on the place where Gu Xiliang left, and he is about to become the veritable Wangfu stone. She believes in fate, but she doesn't believe in fate, and she doesn't believe that Gu Xiliang is just a beautiful firework in her life, leaving no trace for a short time. I also want to say that it is her fault, it is her fault, and she should not selfishly hide such a shocking secret. But if you want to protect your beloved, you are afraid that he will not be able to accept such a fact, and you want to maintain your relationship and marriage with him, is this also wrong?

It began to drizzle, and occasionally cars drove by, and the headlights shook so much that Ruan En's tears were about to flow down, but he still bit his lip and held back. She wanted to wait for him to come back and say sorry in person, can you forgive me. Can? Can?

After Gu Ren hung up Gu Xiliang's phone, he hesitated and couldn't help but call Ruan En's mobile phone, over and over again, no one answered, and the landline at home also reacted in the same way, and he couldn't help but be a little worried. Rushing downstairs to Ruan En's house, the car was still far from being stable, and a familiar shadow had already come into view. Except for a silk short-sleeved nightdress, there was no other warm clothing. Gu Ren opened the door and got out of the car, didn't ask anything, just calmly wanted to drag the other party into the house, but received the same wordless refusal, he turned around.

"You're waiting, aren't you? Okay, I'll accompany you. ”

The two of them stood silent in the rain that was getting denser and denser, she was waiting for him, and he was waiting for her. Gu Ren turned around and leaned against the car door, took out a lighter from his purse and lit a white cigarette between his fingers, but he was doused by the sudden raindrops again and again. He flicked his cigarette to the ground in frustration, which he had ever despised and felt was very immoral. But at this moment, he had to admit that for Ruan En's persistence in his bones, he really only had to hold the white flag with both hands.

So he took a few steps and forcibly pulled him in, regardless of her wishes. Ruan En was pulled back a few big steps by the man's strength, and then, as if realizing something, he suddenly broke away with his hands, put the other party's shoulders and pushed him back.

"You go! Xiliang doesn't like to see me with you! ”

He is not afraid of the swords and fires of his career and life, and he can endure the rain of bullets, but his heart suddenly hurts after hearing this complaining complaint, this is the complete opposite of himself, and the original heartache is like this. He had never suffered such a setback, and his words couldn't help but be sharp.

"Ruan En, do you know that now you are like the fool who covered his ears and stole the bell, blinded his eyes and blindfolded his ears, thinking that in this way he could live in the mirage he weaved. In fact, you know very well that maybe he has pity for you, but it is definitely not half of what he has for He Yishu. ”

"Your posture is low to the dust from the very beginning of this game, so no matter how good you do, he will not be satisfied. Because he doesn't love you enough, doesn't love, doesn't love! ”

Ruan En instantly stopped moving when he heard this, stupid. As if encountering a thunderbolt on a sunny day, the sleeping tiger in my heart is slowly waking up, carefully sniffing the fragile rose in the Garden of Thorns. Maybe if you are not careful, the flower will fall into the tiger's mouth and wither.

But Gu Ren, are you also ironic of yourself? Aren't you being swept away by her emotions right now? You also know that she doesn't love you, but you are willing to fall into it, and you may have to be unable to extricate yourself.