My heart was so heavy that I couldn't beat anymore, and my whole body was stiff and cold as if I were a rock.

"Don't be lucky, for the sake of the new prince's position to be stable," the eldest princess's voice began to have a cold meaning, "Xu'er will, the world is so big, there is no place for it!"

When I tremble, even if my body is like a rock, as long as my heart is hindered, I will be instantly fragile like powder. And I am the obstacle of the rock of Xuanyuan Xu.

Xuanyuanxu's life should have been so glorious! A generation of emperors has been brilliant through the ages. He could have gotten what he wanted, commanding the wind and clouds, and directing the country. But because of me, my ambition and grandeur, everything was lost......

The coldness in the eldest princess's voice continued to invade my limbs: "In order to cut the grass and eradicate the roots, the Xiao Guo Mansion, the home of meritorious service for generations, is in decline. ”

My heartstrings snapped, and the threads were broken, for my own sake, even my lover, my family, my people, this is not worth it! My existence is a mistake!

The original Xiao Xuan was fourteen years old and died of a cold and fever. It was I who insisted on sneaking into the dream to continue her life in the body that would be trapped in her. It seems that the inviolability of Providence is true!

"Auntie, would everything be different without me?" I used all my strength, breathing deeply, my fingernails stabbed into my palms, trying my best to precipitate my emotions on the verge of collapse, "If I can change all this, I can leave, I can disappear from this world!"

"No, if you disappear, Xu'er will definitely be in pain, are you willing to see him die young?" The eldest princess's eyes were deep, like two pools of abyss, which made people daunting, "You have to make Xu'er believe that you no longer love him, let him go!"

I nodded slowly and clearly, and only letting go is the best end. It will not be broken, and it will not be haunted by dreams, so that the spring can pass without a trace......

"Can I still get married?" I muttered to myself, asking myself and the eldest princess.

"Marry!" the eldest princess's sonorous voice was like a warrior facing the enemy, "For my Xiao Lang, for Xiao Lang's family, I can not be rare for the honor of this eldest princess! I promise you, even if we are deprived of our title by the emperor, I will ask him to give us time." Xuan'er is willing to sacrifice herself, and she can't be too wronged by you. At the very least, there is a feeling of trying to marry your beloved, and you will not have too many regrets when you leave. ”

"Hmm!" hot water droplets slipped through the corners of my eyes, and I nodded vigorously, since I have loved, then give this love a happy ending, "I beg Auntie, find a distant place for Xuan'er, I leave here, and never come back." ”

"Okay! My Xuan'er, be bold and courageous! No wonder the cold Xu'er will be attracted to you and have a deep affection for you!" The eldest princess shook my shoulder, and the warm palm seemed to soothe my heart, "When you are so sad and heartbroken, you can still make the best decision so quickly, auntie, admire you!"

The rest of the time began to become trance-like, and everything around me seemed to me as if it were separated by a layer of plastic wrap. The eldest princess took me by the hand and went with me to see my grandmother.

Painting beams and carving buildings, rich and rich. Four generations are in the same house, smiling and smiling. The smile is like a flower, the laughter is lively, and it is a gorgeous and joyful scene. There was a smile on my lips, but my heart was like being alone in the bleak wilderness.

It turns out that if the heart is cold, it is lonely and lonely in the downtown area!

In a trance, Mo Li helped me back to the courtyard.

Stepping on the familiar wooden corridor steps, one step after another, I saw Xuanyuan Xu coming to greet me from a distance. He walked up to me and opened his arms as he was accustomed to. I didn't run to his arms as usual, I just stared at him blankly, stunned.

How many times can I see this kind of heart-warming greeting? No matter how many more times, I know that it is only once and once less.

The strong reluctance in the depths of my heart was surging and surging, and the bottom of my eyes began to be sour and hot. I covered my eyes and tried to hide it, no, I couldn't let him know now.

Xuanyuanxu, this world is unfair to you, and I don't want you to be sad in advance.

"Xuan'er, what's wrong with you?!Where are you uncomfortable?!Quick, call Wen Erya!" Xuanyuanxu's panicked footsteps rang at me, and I was cared for by him in his warm arms, which made my heart twitch with pain.

I pressed my face tightly to his chest, listening to his strong and powerful heartbeat, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, this gentle care, this warm embrace, how many more times can I have?

"Axu, I'm fine, I'm just blinded by the wind. My voice, with a slight tremor, said, "I'm at my mother's place, I'm tired enough to choke, and I want to sleep." ”

"Okay, don't leave, I'm going to bathe your young lady. Xuanyuanxu's gentleness and thoughtfulness were as good as ever, and I silently gritted my teeth. I really want to look at his tender and sweet eyes at this moment, but I don't dare to open my eyes, because I am afraid that I will not be able to control my sorrow.

I dipped my entire body, including the top of my head, in the warm rose petal bath water and let the tears flow wildly.

Let's flow, let's clean the sorrow. Because, time is running out! Next, I must stop grieving, and I will use the strongest joy and happiness to leave the happiest time for the one I love the most.

My bedroom is still burning with the faint scent of spring pear blossoms. This incense was made for me by Xuanyuan Xu himself, for my good night's sleep.

I lay on the bed, through the gauze curtain dotted with rice grains and pearls, looking at Xuanyuanxu's slender figure, leaning on the beauty couch to read the folds. Every day, we watch each other fall asleep like this. In the same room, but never skin-to-skin.

"Azy," I steadied myself and called him lazily, as we always did every night, and we whispered and talked about everything.

"Hmm," Regulus looked up at me, her long eyelashes glowing in the candlelight, unbelievably beautiful, "Want to drink water?"

"No," I felt sour, this old husband and wife-like tacit understanding will no longer exist in the future. "I want tonight, Axu sleeps in my bed. ”

"Smack!" Xuanyuan Xu's hand didn't hold it steadily, and it fell, making a muffled sound on the ground.

"Xuan'er, you, what do you say you want?!" Xuanyuan Xu straightened up and sat up, his excited voice full of anticipation.

"I want you to sleep next to me!" I shouted, not too often, if I could be presumptuous, "I want you to sleep next to me!"

"Okay!" Xuanyuanxu's figure came to my side at the same time as the voice, his slender fingers lifted the fine gauze curtain on the edge of the bed, and in front of him, his fingertips were white and soft, just like the luster of the rice pearls embellished on the curtain, "Xuan'er, are you sure?!"

As soon as I reached out and grabbed him, I pulled him into the bed, and curled up in his arms domineeringly, "Hold me!"

I breathed deeply in his neck, and his taste, as I saw it at the first time, the moment when I watched the cicadas sing poems under the willow trees at the same time, was elegant and special, and I was intoxicated.

Xuanyuan Xu's body instantly became stiff, I was satisfied with his sensitivity, and whispered softly in his ear, "Ah Xu, I'm in a good mood tonight, I allow you to do whatever you want!"