The thing I regret the most is probably to push her away with my own hands and watch the stars in her eyes disappear little by little.

It was another change, faster than I expected, and I didn't even think about how to deal with her before I was caught off guard.

The little emperor was really as he said, and he was pierced through the heart by a random arrow and died.

When he died, he glanced at me, very calm and without surprise and hatred, it seemed to have been expected a long time ago, and it seemed to be a relief, but the last pair of eyes, looking at the sky in vain, lost a little bit of vitality.

Chang'an seemed to have lost his soul, holding the stiff corpse in his arms.

That was her younger brother who she usually disliked or even rejected the most, but now she had a little red at the end of her eyes, the backs of her hands were tensed tightly, and she didn't cry, and this kind of silence was even more depressing on the earth-shattering battlefield.

I saw in her eyes that the light was extinguished, like the lights of a thousand homes, suddenly all extinguished in an instant, leaving only a cool dark hollow.

She hates me, no doubt about it.

I didn't expect things to be worse than they were now, and the hanging hand didn't seem to have any standing to lift up and hug her.

And after that, whether it was the little girl or the guest who entered the curtain, she was more qualified to be by her side than me.

"Master, it's not a complete dead end."

The babyface couldn't bear it anymore after all, knelt down in front of me and said, "The eldest princess always misses the old love." ”

I personally snuffed out all possible outcomes, and since then it has been in decline.

In the blink of an eye, even the boy who once stood at the base of the wall was now able to take charge on his own, pointing his sword at me, his eyes were red, and his hand holding the hilt of the sword was trembling tightly.

"You will regret it, not only that, but you will be lonely for the rest of your life, and you will not be able to ask for it for the rest of your life."

"Famous Regent, you are so pitiful."

It's not just one person who has said this to me, and I scoffed at it, but then I didn't.

Probably even Chang'an herself can't remember how many times she has sought death, and the death of the little emperor seems to be the last straw that overwhelms her, and she will often wake up from nightmares after that.

She thought I didn't know, I just never wanted to stand in front of her.

"No, I will never regret it in my life." I distinctly remember that I replied this way.

But until I saw the wall, she was dressed in her usual red robe, looking indifferently down, and her cuffs were hunting in the wind, as if they were about to fall down at any moment.

Almost instantly, my heart stopped beating.

She brought few soldiers and horses, and suppression was only an easy matter, and my soldiers and horses had already prepared bows and arrows before I could tell them.

"Stop!"

I snapped, a hint of fishy sweetness in my throat, and the arrows grazed her, and she looked down at me.

The eyes that used to be the cleanest springs were now hollow and empty, and suddenly they smiled at me, their teeth white and their usual playfulness.

It's just that the voice is colder than the cold winter wax moon.

She said: "I wish you to create a prosperous world, may you live a long life, may you struggle in pain in this life and this life, and never live in peace!" ”

Every word is heart-wrenching, she really hates me so much.

"Chang'an, come down." My throat was dry, and my voice was so hoarse that I was startled.

Before this, I had never felt how indispensable she was, but now I have never felt deeply that without her, I am afraid that the color of the world will be a little darker.

It's a spell, and it won't change in this life.

I still lost her in the end, but I'm glad I got her in the end.

Later, I learned what the old emperor said before he died, he said that regardless of his status and status, who can be blamed, Ah Luan don't blame him, and promised his father.

The old emperor also said that this child has grown up under my watch, if this kind of thing hadn't happened, he wouldn't have become like this now, this child, I owe him a debt.

When I closed my eyes, I seemed to be able to see the old emperor's tears, his face had long been eaten away by wind and frost, and his wise eyes had lost their light, but when he finally saw me, his lips trembled a few times, and he didn't say anything after all.

When the throne was within reach in the end, I chose to give up and personally pushed the person she fancied up.

The little girl who used to come to me with a bun on her head, and the elves who would cry her nose are now completely grown, she is more vivid than any flower in the world, and more dazzling than any color.

It seems that when I see her, I can't tolerate others anymore.

"Please, spare me one more time."

Gu Minlan, a former famous lady, knelt in front of me, her delicate face was no longer clean, and she touched the ground with her forehead pleadingly, "Even if it looks at the previous relationship." ”

The Gu family was overwhelmed by the game I had arranged a long time ago, and even the barbarians behind it were solved.

This should have been a great pleasure, but when I thought of the scene of the red-clothed hunt, no amount of joy was washed away, and the joy seemed to become bitter and bleak.

I was in a trance, I didn't hear Gu Minlan's words, and when she stood in front of me and took off her clothes, I still didn't have any waves in my eyes.

"Put it on." I whispered.

There was no human instinct throbbing, and the flattering smile on her face was gone, and the pear blossom looked at me with rain, replaced by shock and disappointment.

"I see." Gu Minlan's voice was lower, and she sat down on the ground, eating and laughing in a low voice, laughing desolately.

"I should have known about it a long time ago, but I had a fantasy, and now I also think that you can raise your noble hand like you did at the beginning." Gu Wenlan suddenly raised her head, "The first time I saw you, you stretched out your hand, I really regretted running away from the marriage." ”

"It's probably the worst I've ever done, and it's irreparable, right?"

It was like asking me, and it was like her own words.

She was covering her face and crying, I wondered if Chang'an was so sad at the beginning, and I also coldly told her to go out, but it felt different.

Seeing Chang'an, it seems that the emotions I have suppressed for a long time are about to erupt, and I know that I am suppressing them.

It's completely different from what it is now.

The Gu family was ruined, Gu Minlan didn't stay long, and then it seemed that she had gone into the dungeon, and then when I heard it again, she was already dead.

There are no more newcomers in the house, and those who try to stuff me are almost all hung out by me, and even more excessively, they face a worse ending.

Everyone said that I was too infatuated and that I was ready to stay alone for the rest of my life, but unfortunately they guessed the wrong person.

There is only one person I am waiting for, from beginning to end.

Only the arrogant girl who loved red, she smiled at me and stretched out her hand to me: "Uncle Huang, I'm back." ”