Chapter 339: I will go up and down to seek
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What you can't get is not necessarily good, and what you don't want to have isn't necessarily bad. Zuo Zhe didn't look into the woman's eyes. It's not that Zuo Zhe doesn't dare to look at women, but Zuo Zhe is unwilling to indulge in extreme selfishness.
Possessiveness is human nature, but it should not be dominated by possessiveness. If you want everything, you may not get anything.
"Ah Zhe, don't you love me?" the woman cried, her voice complaining and heartbreaking.
However, Zuo Zhe did not turn his head. It's not that Zuo Zhe is ruthless, it's that Zuo Zhe doesn't want to sink anymore. A wife is not everything after marriage, although it is likely that she is the only one who can accompany you through the rest of your life.
"Ah Zhe, please, I just need you to look at me, just one glance is enough!" the woman was crying, and her voice made Zuo Zhe's heart continue to ripple with layers of waves. I once pursued my girlfriend with great persistence and pursued my girlfriend with great enthusiasm. However, after his girlfriend became a girlfriend, or even a wife, Zuo Zhe lost his incomparably hot love for his girlfriend.
A person's love is numbered, and if there are more people to love, there will be less love for a person. And nuns love everyone, and women love only rich people, and good women love only one person. Therefore, nuns are the most ruthless of monastics, even though they are the closest to God.
Zuo Zhe was reluctant to turn back, because Zuo Zhe was afraid of sinking. Zuo Zhe has great ideals, Zuo Zhe has a career worth fighting for a lifetime, and Zuo Zhe also has a son who loves him. Zuo Zhe, Zuo Zhe is a person, an independent person, not a puppet of someone.
Rubbing his swollen eyebrows, Zuo Zhe looked at the pink and white flowers falling in the wind outside the window, and said after a long silence, "I'll take you to the museum." ”
Outside the dead museum, Zuo Zhe took his girlfriend who followed him step by step to the deepest part of the museum.
The glass display case is long gone, except for the fossilized amber eyeball suspended in mid-air. It's just that on the surface of the originally warm and jade-like amber, there are cracked scars.
The woman behind him once made Zuo Zhe sink in, but the amber eyeball fossil in front of him represents unparalleled wealth and wisdom. Zuo Zhe longs for wealth and endless wisdom, but Zuo Zhe is a person.
Human beings are born with shortcomings, so people need to grow and learn, need to constantly progress and evolve, and need to live as hard and dangerous as a mouse. When one day they become stronger, they will be able to face this colorful world full of infinite temptations and traps.
However, after people become stronger, people have upgraded from the pursuit of instinct to the pursuit of ideals and beliefs, from one extreme to another.
It's just that these ideals and beliefs are not as perfect as people think. It is like a treasure unearthed from a long time ago, but at the moment of unearthing, it loses its original brilliant color and becomes dim in rapid oxidation.
Time is not a real substance and energy, but it can change the world, you and me. Under the witness of time, Zuo Zhe has experienced many joys, sorrows, and sorrows. At this moment, at this moment when reading all the vicissitudes of life, in this once glorious and glorious museum, Zuo Zhe will treasure the past that has gradually faded away, not be blinded by the so-called perfection and perfection, and take a path of his own step by step, an imperfect but true path.
The "true self" is not the "id" and "superego", but it is not simply the "ego" either. The "true self" is the "me", the "me" that cannot be imitated.
"I" is unique, but "I" is not perfect. "I" is not everything, but "I" represents a never-ending exploration.
"The road is long, I will go up and down and seek. As he spoke, the heavens and the earth began to crack inch by inch, like a mobile phone screen that gradually crumbled. From this moment on, Zuo Zhe is no longer confused, nor is he confused, Zuo Zhe wants to take the road ahead.
Like a phoenix reborn from the fire, and like a butterfly breaking out of a cocoon, Zuo Zhe broke free from endless twists and turns, and from now on there will be no more demons.
After feeling the battlefield of the immortal and demon fighting a little, Zuo Zhe couldn't help but show an emotional look. With a seemingly random step, Zuo Zhe has already left this world that is still in the midst of fighting and fighting.
"The world is materialistic, but it is also idealistic. When the power reaches the extreme, the original materialistic world can be changed as you like. Walking out of the battlefield of the Immortal Demon Fight, Zuo Zhe appeared in the vast and endless void, looking around to find his way home.
"You're ruthless. "The vast sound is like the only existence between heaven and earth, and it shakes the hearts and souls of all people. However, when this voice reached Zuo Zhe's side, it lost its majestic power.
"There is no need to tempt, I have already survived. Zuo Zhe said disappreciatively. Standing in the void of almost vacuum, Zuo Zhe casually blocked the sound that could be distorted and shattered along with space, and he had lost interest in such a temptation.
"Welcome to the Supreme Realm. "The environment around me changed completely in an instant. At this moment, Zuo Zhe was in the incomparably vast and huge glorious hall, and on the throne at the end of the hall that exuded seven-colored divine light, the tall man who exuded supreme majesty looked at Zuo Zhe with kindness.
"There is no such thing as a supreme realm. However, Zuo Zhe shook his head slightly, "The so-called supreme realm is just a pessimistic judgment made because the power has reached the limit of its own understanding. ”
"I can shatter and reshape the galaxy with a wave of my hand!" the man on the throne waved his hand casually as he spoke, and a miniature galaxy appeared between each other, which was rapidly evolving and changing.
"Whoever abuses power will be swallowed up by it. Zuo Zhe disappreliantly looked at the miniature galaxy that was rapidly expanding between the two, and the galaxy suddenly turned into a surging force and surged towards the man on the throne.
However, the man condensed an incomparably strong golden shield in front of him, resisting all the surging energy like the Big Bang.
"Well, this illusion is useless to me, and if you don't say something meaningful, then I'll go. As if tired of this senseless temptation, Zuo Zhe's figure suddenly disappeared into the main hall.
"Wait a minute!" a tired, old voice sounded from behind Zuo Zhe. Zuo Zhe turned to look, but found an old man with deep eyes.
Except for the deep eyes that seemed to be able to see through everything, the old man's appearance looked very ordinary. It's just that under this ordinary appearance, there is an incomparably huge amount of energy. In the face of such a huge amount of energy, Zuo Zhe felt that he was facing the entire universe!
It's a pity......
"Young man, I don't need pity. The old man who saw through Zuo Zhe's mind scolded angrily.
"A man who has pursued power all his life and is tired by it. It seems to have everything, but in fact it has lost interest in everything. Zuo Zhe took a deep breath and said words that made the old man's face change greatly.
"If it weren't for my appearance, I'm afraid you would live with heaven and earth, as if you didn't exist, like a vegetative existence!" Zuo Zhe revealed mercilessly.
"Do you know the cost of offending me, I can easily crush the earth!" the old man said angrily.
"You can't. Zuo Zhe shook his head and said, "The reason why you ignore all the changes is not that you are indifferent, but that you have to give up almost all your emotions in order to maintain the strength in your body. You lose your ego, you give up your ego, you forget your superego. Now you seem to have unparalleled power, but in fact you are just a trace of eternal will. ”
After saying this, Zuo Zhe no longer paid attention to the old man who was tired of strength, and disappeared without a trace after locking on one direction.
"Maybe you're right," the extremely old man smiled cruelly as he looked at the direction in which Zuo Zhe had disappeared, "However, I am an existence that holds the triple law of soul, destiny, and life and death. Although you have found your own path, as long as the three lines of soul, destiny, and life and death are not severed, you will still not be able to escape my control. I am only a trace of will, but I am immortal! If I am willing, I can turn the world upside down at the cost of a long sleep!"
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Waking up from a deep dream, Zuo Zhe felt the world's hatred for him. The power has been completely blocked, and Zuo Zhe now only has the power of ordinary people.
Sitting up from the single bed, Zuo Zhe looked at the hospital gown he was wearing, and glanced at the memories that had been imposed on him.
Today, Zuo Zhe is a mentally ill person who was imprisoned in a psychiatric hospital for hurting people.
A fat and sturdy female nurse walked over with heavy steps. The key to the single room was twisted, and the female nurse with a meaty face, although she was wearing a white nurse's uniform, was more like a butcher who killed pigs. With Zuo Zhe's current strength, it is impossible to cope with the nurse outside the door.
"Zuo Zhe, have you thought about it? Do you want to marry me?" The female nurse sat on Zuo Zhe's single bed with a fat ass like a grinding plate, and the single bed emitted an overwhelming pressure.
"What if you get married, what if you don't get married?" The power is lost, and Zuo Zhe can only make a judgment from the perspective of ordinary people.
"If you marry me, I'll add an egg to your lunch box in the future. If you don't marry me, you'll sleep with a. The female nurse raised the lunch box in her hand and said.
"I'm married to you. Zuo Zhe said without the slightest hesitation.
"You're going to marry me for an egg, there's no sincerity at all, you better sleep with a!" The female nurse suddenly became furious, threw down the lunch box and left angrily.
Compared with this moody female nurse, Zuo Zhe felt that he was a normal person. It's just that no one believes that they are a normal person. In other words, Zuo Zhe is not a normal person. If it weren't for the seal, Zuo Zhe would have incomparably powerful power.