He reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, very patient.

"The deceased is gone, Chang'an, you shouldn't dwell on the past." Pei Yousheng's voice was hoarse.

His fingertips were a little rough, and it hurt a little to rub my cheeks.

Don't dwell on the hatred of the past?

"But haven't you always survived until now because of the past?" I asked calmly.

His hand paused for a moment, but only for a moment, and continued to wipe my face with a handkerchief as if nothing had happened.

He has always lived without desire, not greedy for beauty, not eager for power, all the things he wants are at his fingertips, but he doesn't want it.

It is difficult for a noble scholar to do what he is, and it seems that the next second he has fulfilled his wish, he will leave completely.

"I'm different from you."

I didn't think I would get any answer, but suddenly I heard his voice, "I can give you breathing room, I can tolerate your indulgence, but no one can protect me in the troubled times." ”

This voice is low that I have never heard before, vaguely mixed with a lot of emotions, and it suddenly makes people feel uncomfortable.

My eyelashes fluttered several times, "But who asked me if I wanted it?" ”

"It's better to kill me in the first place and give me a profit, I am even thinking about it, apart from the fact that I provoked you, what else can't stand you? Now I really regret that I provoked you. ”

was held to a high position by him, and dragged down by him himself, all my glory and favor came from him, and all the downfall was also caused by him.

Even, after a long time, I can't tell whether I should hate him or continue to love him.

Or neither.

He bent down, his thin lips pressed to my ear, and he spoke with a breath as if he was gently kissing the tip of his ear, "Chang'an, maybe when I die in the future, you will be free again." ”

"Maybe the merits and demerits will be offset, and the two will be cleared."

All the hatred and unwillingness, all the entangled complex emotions, under the impact of these words, are in a trance, and they can't find it clearly.

The tips of my ears trembled, tears rolled out uncontrollably, I bit my lower lip tightly, and said word by word, "No, it's impossible in this life." ”

This strange atmosphere did not last long before he was called away, leaving me with a new cut of clothes and a few rarities of jewelry.

I sat in the courtyard in a daze, tears drying up my cheeks, and I was called by the green grapefruit several times and never came to my senses.

The tips of his ears seemed to be still hot, as if his breath had not dissipated, just like the rampant and domineering just now, entangled.

I raised my hand and touched it, my ears were already cold, and there were no traces, just like the conversation just now, which was blown away by the wind, like a dream.

"Princess." Lu Yu called out distressedly: "If you can't fight, forget it, if you can please the prince, maybe it's a way out." ”

I smiled softly, looked sideways at her position, and quipped, "This is not like something you can say, if it had been before, you would have found a way to talk to me about how to assassinate him." ”

Over time, everyone will change, and so will their ideas.

Green Grapefruit wiped my cheeks with a soft handkerchief, and her sighing voice was filled with a deep distress that could not be concealed, "Why bother, why torture each other, if the slave said that he had thought of a method of assassination, would you still do it without hesitation now?" ”

"According to the original plan, Gu Minlan is not in the plan, princess, your mind is confused."

Green grapefruit's words were soft, but they pierced straight at once, piercing all my thoughts that were separated by the fog, and suddenly spread out in front of me, making me confused and shocked.

"Princess, there is not only one way to take revenge." Green Grapefruit said distressedly: "If you want to cry, don't bear it, your eyes are red, and they don't look good." ”

My tears fell unconsciously, and I didn't notice until the cold tears hit the back of my hand.

The wind outside is cooler, and when it blows on the body, it is the best thing to cool down.

"Green grapefruit." I couldn't even hear my own voice in a hoarse voice.

"Hey!" Green grapefruit hurriedly said.

I wiped my tears, slowly sat up straight, still holding the etiquette I learned in the palace, and said in a hoarse voice: "I have to go back to the palace after packing up for a while." ”

Green Grapefruit didn't ask anything else, but the movements of holding me were more cautious, like something fragile, which made me a little funny.

He has his purpose, I have my persistence, and no one can say what will happen in the future.

When I went out, I heard the news that Gu Minlan also participated, and I was a little surprised, I had just gone to see her body, there was no life-sustaining medicine hanging, plus she was desperate to take medicine by herself, the possibility of being able to participate in the banquet was almost zero.

It's also thanks to her that she desperately got up with me.

When I got into the carriage, Gu Minlan passed by me and stopped, "I'm disappointed to see that I can participate, isn't it?" ”

"But your plan can't come true, what if you bring people, I was able to get out of the way before, and now I'm not afraid of him coming back."

I was amazed that she was holding up her sick body to attend this banquet, but I didn't expect to hear this.

But she didn't know that the person she had always been afraid of had already been cut off halfway, or by Pei Yousheng, and everything she wanted to hide had already been known to him.

Thinking about it this way, instead of pity, I looked at her with a little annoyance.

This matter is more like a slap in the face to me, I thought that he would tolerate all the misdeeds, but I never thought that he would choose to connive when he knew it.

"But you forgot." I smiled brighter and brighter, "He will pamper you, but I won't." ”

Since the palace change, there are no more serious banquets in the palace, especially now that it is still in the sensitive period, there are many people who come, and the daughters of those ministers are also dressed up to some extent.

After all, there is no emperor for the time being, but it is better to have a regent.

The status is high, the power is monstrous, especially there are very few people in the backyard who can be counted, no matter how you look at it, it is a fragrant bait.

I'm afraid that those who are a little ambitious to bring their daughters here are all here for this matter.

Thanks to the ointment, although it can't be eradicated, it's better than nothing, at least it allows me to walk independently, without the support of green grapefruit.

"The eldest princess can call me at will if there is anything."

This kind of thing is generally respectful and humble when people say it, but it is a baby face who says it, lazy and lazy with a sense of reluctance.

It's almost just a matter of going through the motions, just casually.

"What kind of attitude do you have!" Lu Yu was angry first, she didn't like Pei Yousheng herself, and even the people around him looked at it even more unpleasantly.

The baby-faced tone was still casual, and he was hanging, "This is the attitude that you should have as a subordinate, is it possible that your subordinates should kneel down and bow nine times to say this?" ”

The rhetorical question completely blocked the mouth of the green grapefruit, but it made the green grapefruit angry.