Chapter 393: False Happiness

After returning last night, Rui Mengmeng nervously looked herself from head to toe to see if she had been hurt. Qi Lin lay down on the bed tiredly, and fell into a deep sleep.

Because of your origin, it determines your ceiling.

Qi Lin opened her eyes, thinking about Rena's words last night, which appeared in Qi Lin's mind over and over again, making her have to look at herself. No matter how affectionate Shen Jian is, he is also an ordinary person, and he can't even be accompanied by a permanent companion, what else can he do?

Rena looks like a vicious female supporting actress in the polar Lingshi drama, but her words are reasonable. For a moment, her heart was full of longing for this kind of love, but if she really got it after longing, would it still be as good as she thought?

"I'm just a mortal," Qi Lin lay on the bed, reaching up her hand, trying to catch the glimmer of moonlight through the crack in the window. She had never been so hungry for power, and she had never imagined that she would want to become a super soldier.

Rui Mengmeng noticed that Qi Lin was awake and sat up, "Sister Qi Lin, don't think too much, do what you think in your heart." Although Shen Jian is very dangerous, referring to his ability, others are not bad. ”

Qi Lin thought about Bai and saw the scenes of her past life and Shen Qian, and said sadly: "But I'm afraid that I will regret it in the future, we are too far apart." ”

Rui Mengmeng paused, "Then find a way not to regret it, there are many things you can do, and love is not the whole of life." ”

Qi Lin nodded, turned over and continued to sleep. In fact, she just closed her eyes, and after these things really happened to her, she couldn't sleep even if she was sleepy.

Shen Jian sat quietly on the roof of the experimental building alone, Rena took Qi Lin away, he had already found out, but he didn't stop it. On the one hand, because he knew that Rena, as the Emperor of the Burning Sun, it was absolutely impossible for him to really put down his body to embarrass Qi Lin; On the other hand, he himself doubted, and as for what he doubted, even he couldn't think clearly.

It stands to reason that Shen Jian can turn Qi Lin into a super soldier and make her live forever by his side all the time. But he is going to leave after all, and he must force himself to cut off all emotional barriers, including but not limited to family affection and love.

He wants to give Qi Lin a happy life to others. But in fact, he still wants to make up for his regrets, but he doesn't realize that he may not be needed to make up for this regret. Without him, Qi Lin would have successfully graduated from college to the political world that her father had already arranged for her, and she would have her own lover and children, and she could also spend this life happily.

"Rena, I know you're here, come out and talk," Shen Jian muttered.

Rena appeared, appeared beside Shen Qian, and asked, "Since you were here earlier, I took Qi Lin away just now, why didn't you stop it?" ”

Shen Jian closed his eyes, "Rena, did you and I do something wrong?" ”

"Huh?" Rena was stunned, "What are you referring to?" ”

"Resurrect Qi Lin, when I came to Earth, I thought I could give everything an account," Shen Jian sighed, and now it seems that he has brought a lot of troubles to Qi Lin.

Rena listened: "Maybe, but you are taking it for granted. ”

"And you, what should I do?" Shen Jian asked her.

"How do I know," Rena spread her hands and sat next to Shen Qian, looking at his side face full of melancholy, and said: "There are many lovers in this world who can't let themselves go, and the responsibility of the Cosmic Twins has been destined for him to be alone from the beginning. ”

"You know then you still ......" Shen Jian turned his head, he had obtained.

"Aren't you the same, you know, but still resurrected her to Linqiu." Rena smiled, "In the face of love, who can be absolutely rational?" ”

Shen Jian was silent, and a touch of fish belly white appeared on the edge in the distance, it seemed that the sun was about to rise, Shen Qian's eyes could see the violently burning sun through the clouds, but he couldn't see through his heart.

Rena stood up and patted him on the shoulder: "If you like it, you can keep her around without much effort, you have the strength to indulge unbridledly, but I'm sure you won't." The love you want is perfect love, and Qi Lin is categorically impossible to do. ”

Rena's meaning, Shen Jian had already heard it very clearly.

You don't have to be with her to love her, he's a super soldier with an infinite lifespan, and time doesn't matter to him.

"Let it go," Shen Jian smiled, this is the lesson, and I can't talk about it anymore.

When Qi Lin packed up her materials and was about to go to class, Shen Jian appeared in her dormitory.

"Na!" Qi Lin was taken aback by Shen Qian, who suddenly appeared.

Shen Jian looked at her and said slowly: "I'm leaving." ”

"Let's go?" Qi Lin was stunned.

"Yes, get out of here," Shen Jian turned his back to the world, "go to the universe, where I am needed." ”

"Then I'm ......"

"I'm here for this," Shen Jian stretched out his hand, "Come here, I'll wash away your memories of yesterday, so that my departure won't have any effect." ”

"No, I don't!" Qi Lin stepped back and shook her head, "Why are you doing this?" ”

"It's my fault, but I'm going to stop it in time before I make a mistake," Shen Jian said indifferently, "I'm sorry." ”

"What are you sorry for, this is my memory, you can't wash it away!" Qi Lin said angrily with tears in her eyes, "You came to tell me all this, and now you want to just leave." Where is the so-called sense of responsibility of your super soldiers? ”

"If I don't, I'm really irresponsible, do you think I want to? You shouldn't have come back to life, I let Carl resurrect you, I didn't want to come to your side to torture you," Shen Jian clenched his fists and walked towards Qi Lin step by step: "Mortals and super soldiers should not be together in the first place, even if it is me, there is no way to control people's hearts, Qi Lin, forget me, you will be happy for the rest of your life." ”

"I don't need such happiness," Qi Lin leaned by the window, holding back tears: "Can't you think about my thoughts, even if being together is torture, I can try to endure it, why don't you want to ......"

"I don't want to see you tortured, and I don't want the source of this torture to be because of me," Shen Jian had already walked in front of Qi Lin and gently pressed his hand on her forehead.

"No, don't ......" Qi Lin squatted in the corner and whispered in a low voice: "Don't wash away this memory, this is a real memory, I don't want to live in a false memory." ”

"False?" Shen Jian smiled, "What's the matter, as long as you're happy." ”