"Little Viagra has been gone for two months, why hasn't he come to pick up Wan'er, Wan'er misses him and Sister Xiaoqing so much, Wan'er really wants to go home."

Huang Xiaowei casually picked up the top one of the stack of scrolls and looked at it, honestly speaking, this painting is not very good, it can only be regarded as a child's graffiti, with three ridiculous stickmen painted on it, three stickmen holding hands, outlining smiling expressions with simple lines.

The stickman in the middle is very small, but the ridiculous one is also the happiest, and the stickman on both sides grabbed her little hand one by one left and one right, looking like a family of three.

A simple line draws a happy family, Huang Xiaowei smiled, and couldn't help but smile the first time he saw this painting.

Like this graffiti, the words written on the side look very young, all by the same immature child.

Huang Xiaowei knew that this was written and painted by Wan'er when she was a child, and the time was probably not long after the end of the Chang'an War, and the little girl ...... When left alone in the palace.

"Hehe, little viagra came to pick up Wan'er the day before yesterday, he took Wan'er home to see Sister Xiaoqing and Grandpa Cao, Wan'er had a lot of fun, although she only stayed for two days and came back, but Wan'er was still very happy, I hope that little viagra can come to pick up Wan'er early next time, don't let Wan'er wait so long, Wan'er....... Afraid. ”

The same simple lines, the same youthful handwriting, this painting is also a child's graffiti, the little stickman stands on the white scroll, and several large houses are painted around it, and the big houses trap the little stickman inside.

Wan'er ...... Afraid.......

Lonely palace, a little girl who is only five years old was left here, there are no relatives here, there is no her little viagra Xiaoqing, only herself.

Wan'er ....... Afraid....... Seeing these four words, Huang Xiaowei's heart twitched.

At this moment, Huang Xiaowei's mind came up with a lot of pictures and a lot of past events.

He saw the little girl who was crying and shouting in Wu Zetian's arms and begging him to take her away, begging him not to leave her, crying so much that the pear blossoms brought rain.

At that time, she also said the same, stretching out her weak little hand, crying heartbreakingly at his departing back, "Don't go, don't leave Wan'er, Wan'er is afraid." ”

In those years, she must have had a very bad life, and in those years, she spent every night in fear.

In the depths of the cold palace, a small figure stood in the big house where she lived every day, jumping to her feet and looking around, waiting for someone to arrive, waiting for that person to take her home and take her out of this cold big house.

The little face is full of anticipation, the little face is full of longing, and as the days pass, the little figure is still jumping and looking, still waiting. But he never came, and over time, the anticipation on his little face disappeared, and the longing disappeared, and he became frightened, and he became afraid.

"It's been three months, little viagra, why haven't you come to pick up Wan'er? Wan'er misses you so much, don't you want Wan'er? Did Wan'er do something wrong? Wan'er can change it, Wan'er can really change it, Wan'er is now studying hard every day, learning to write, little viagra, do you see Wan'er's words look a lot better, do you see Wan'er's paintings also look good? ”

"Don't you want Wan'er, little viagra, Wan'er....... I'm scared. ”

The simple scene appeared on the painting, the little girl sat on the bedroom bookcase constructed by ink, straightened her waist, and practiced calligraphy seriously.

Seeing this, Huang Xiaowei suddenly remembered, he knew that this should be Wan'er's six years old, that time he was delayed by other things, enough to forget the little girl in Datang for three months, and that time, the first thing she saw was crying, she threw herself into her arms and cried loudly, crying so much that her throat was hoarse.

But after crying, the little girl returned to normal, Huang Xiaowei asked her why she was crying, she didn't speak, just hugged her neck tightly with her little hands, put her little head on his shoulder, and asked timidly, "Can Wan'er stay a few more days this time and then go back?" Wan'er will be well-behaved, Wan'er will not be disobedient, Wan'er will really be well-behaved. ”

Huang Xiaowei agreed, and he didn't think about it, he just thought that the little girl was in a hurry to wait, so he cried.

But it wasn't until today, until he saw these paintings and saw these words, that he suddenly understood, suddenly understood why Wan'er was crying so sadly at that time, looking like a homeless puppy.

Originally..... It turned out that she thought she didn't want her that time, which is why she cried so sadly.

Hehe, don't want her, how could I not want her?

Huang Xiaowei thought helplessly, he couldn't understand why the little girl was so troubled by gains and losses, why she was late, and she would think that she didn't want her.

Would he do that?

"Won't it? Don't you understand why she thinks that? Don't you understand why this five or six-year-old thought you didn't want her at the time? ”

"When you gave her to that woman that day, didn't it mean that you had abandoned her?"

"This is the first time you've abandoned her!"

A heavy and helpless voice sounded in Huang Xiaowei's heart.

Huang Xiaowei was shocked, and his face was full of astonishment.

This is the first time I have abandoned her, this is my ...... It turned out that she always thought that I didn't want her anymore, so she was so scared, so she told me that Wan'er would be well-behaved, and Wan'er would not be disobedient.......

Immature, thin, and pitiful figure shrouded Huang Xiaowei's heart.

A layer of mist gradually blinded Huang Xiaowei's eyes, and he realized at this time that the little girl's mind was not as simple as he seemed on the surface, he had never really understood the child, and he had never known the true thoughts of the little girl.

She had always been scared and kept ...... I'm scared...... So when she was a child, she was very well-behaved and obedient, studied calligraphy seriously, and practiced painting seriously, for the sake of ...... Just don't want her yourself.

Huang Xiaowei's hands trembled, he let go of the painting in his hand and picked up another one instead.

.......

Indeed, as she said, she worked really hard, her paintings were getting better day by day, and her handwriting was getting better day by day.

On the scroll, the simple lines disappeared, replaced by a heroic man, the youthful handwriting also disappeared, replaced by Juanxiu's calligraphy, she grew up day by day, grew up, these paintings are actually her life, she sits in front of the bookcase every day and paints nothing else, it is herself.

"Little viagra came to pick up Wan'er home today, but this time he was very excessive, Wan'er waited for him for half a year before he came, Wan'er was very unhappy, Wan'er ignored him when she saw him today, ran back to the palace alone, and locked the door, well, little viagra stood outside the hall like Wan'er begging for mercy, hehe, Wan'er was very happy, and her heart was ...... Sweet. "The painting shows a tall man, holding a petite girl, the man rubbing his chin affectionately against the girl's forehead, the girl's giggles, the painting is very good.

"I don't know why, I always feel weird when I watch Little Viagra recently, every time I watch Little Viagra, Wan'er's heart is always beating and jumping, and her face is hot, even when I sleep at night, I will always see him in my dreams, which is different from before, this time the dream ...... It's so sweet. "This time there was no girl in the painting, just the handsome man and his gentle smile.

Huang Xiaowei's hand trembled, and he continued to pick up the next painting, looking at the words on the painting and looking at himself on the painting......

"Today is Wan'er's fourteenth birthday, little viagra came to pick up Wan'er home for her birthday, very happy, when cutting the cake, Wan'er also secretly wiped little viagra with the cake all over her face, little viagra smiled, and then ...... Then he smeared the cake on Sister Xiaoqing's face, a little unhappy, I don't know why. ”

"Wan'er has been practicing dance hard recently, and Wan'er wants to dance it to Little Viagra one day, but the dances in the palace are so boring, so Wan'er will make up a new dance by herself, and only dance for Little Viagra alone."

"Well, Wan'er has made it up, this dance is called "Nitang Dance", the dancer teacher said that Wan'er's dance is very beautiful, it is the most beautiful dance in the Tang Palace, she also told Wan'er, saying that this dance can be danced to Wan'er's favorite people, because when Wan'er dances, it is very attractive and beautiful, and the teacher also asked Wan'er who she wanted to dance to, ...... Like someone? That's little viagra, right, but is he the person Wan'er likes? That......... Like someone? I don't know, probably, because Wan'er just wants to jump to show him. ”

The same handsome man appeared on the scroll, it was him, it was all him, every painting was him, he was always so handsome, he was always so tall, she rarely painted herself, she would only paint him, became, just the angle, the shape.

"One year...... Little Viagra hasn't been here for a year, Wan'er misses him so much, Wan'er really wants to dance "Nitang Dance" for him...... Little viagra, when are you coming, when are you going to come to see Wan'er, Wan'er misses you so much, Wan'er....... I miss you so much. ”

"Little viagra, Wan'er, it seems to understand, Wan'er seems to really like you, it was like this a long time ago, Wan'er likes to stare at you stupidly, Wan'er likes to be gently held in your arms, just like when she was a child."

"Little viagra, Wan'er doesn't know why she likes you, probably ...... Probably you have always been the most important person in Wan'er's life, but can Wan'er like you? Wan'er doesn't know, but Wan'er really wants to tell you, even if you don't agree, it doesn't matter, just let Wan'er watch you silently in the corner and like you silently. ”

The same heroic man, exactly the same gentle smile.

"Hehe, hehehe, little viagra, it turns out that you have always regarded Wan'er as a child, little viagra, why are you so excited when you guess that Wan'er has someone you like? Don't you feel bad at all? Wan'er in your eyes...... Is it really just a child? ”

"He's right, Wan'er shouldn't like you, Wan'er did something wrong, Wan'er is a bad woman, because Wan'er ....... I actually thought about destroying the relationship between you and Sister Xiaoqing. ”

Huang Xiaowei's hands trembled more and more, and the speed of reading became faster and faster, one by one, the scrolls of pictures were quickly turned over, and the words that made him lose control emerged.

"Little Viagra, I'm sorry, Wan'er is leaving, Wan'er can't stay by your side anymore, because that hurts everyone, Wan'er doesn't want you to suffer, I don't want you to have any misunderstanding between Sister Xiaoqing, all the pain is left to Wan'er alone."

"Wan'er has done something wrong, and if she does something wrong, she must be punished, but Wan'er ...... But Wan'er just likes you, is it wrong for Wan'er to like you? ”

"Probably so...... Little viagra, I'm sorry, Wan'er is gone, Wan'er is back in the Tang Dynasty, he is right, Wan'er is a superfluous person, Wan'er is a person who should not exist, little viagra, Wan'er will do her best to forget you, in this way, Wan'er will probably be able to come back to see you in the future, and we can still live together as before, little viagra, Wan'er will definitely try to forget you. ”

"Can't Forget ......"

"I said it, Wan'er said it today, Wan'er said that Wan'er likes you, Wan'er loves you, but you are gone, little viagra, you are walking so fast, Wan'er is good..... Sad, but Wan'er can understand you, Wan'er knows that you are not a coward, you just love Sister Xiaoqing too much. ”

"Little viagra, you will never be able to accept Wan'er....... Is that right? ”

"Little viagra, I'm sorry, Wan'er is going to start breaking your heart now, forgive Wan'er, Wan'er just wants to try, Wan'er just wants to see what position Wan'er occupies in your mind, Wan'er saw it, Wan'er acted in a scene with Brother Sansi today, you look sad and sad, Wan'er is happy...... But Wan'er wants to cry even more, Wan'er doesn't want you to be sad, just let Wan'er do it alone. ”

"Little viagra, after you leave today, Wan'er sees the future, sees your future, Wan'er doesn't want you to become the person Wan'er sees, Wan'er wants to annoy you Wan'er, Wan'er wants to make you hate Wan'er! Wan'er wants you to never want to see Wan'er again for the rest of your life! Because only in this way can you live happily, even if Wan'er dies in the future, you won't be too sad, too sad, and you won't make yourself unrecognizable in order to avenge Wan'er. ”

"Little viagra, you should have been a white-bearded old man when you saw this, hehe, forgive Wan'er for telling you so late, because only in this way can you live happily until now. You don't have to think about Wan'er, and you don't have to worry about Wan'er's affairs, like this....... How wonderful. ”

"Little viagra, Wan'er ...... today. got married, Wan'er saw you coming, Wan'er was so happy, because Wan'er knew that you cared about Wan'er, and you had Wan'er in your heart, which was enough. Little viagra, it turns out that Wan'er will be angry when she is with other men, but I don't know...... Are you the kind of angry, are you ...... Love Wan'er too, will you? Really? Wan'er didn't know....... When you see this in the future, can you tell Wan'er the answer? Wan'er ....... I want to know. ”

"Little viagra, this is probably the last time we will meet, I'm sorry, but this is the last time Wan'er hurts you, Wan'er has hurt you many times over the years, you just let Wan'er be willful at the end."

"Little Viagra, Wan'er has embarked on this road, Wan'er has no way to turn back, Wan'er doesn't want you to be so terrifying, Wan'er doesn't want you to avenge Wan'er. Little viagra, the chocolate is delicious, if you have the chance, Wan'er would like to eat it again. ”

"Little Viagra, you said Wan'er has changed...... In fact, Wan'er hasn't changed, Wan'er has always been your Wan'er, Wan'er has never changed, Wan'er....... It's always been your little girl. ”

These paintings are her life, her life...... It's Huang Xiaowei.

It's him, it's all him, the person on every painting is him, the person on every painting is him Huang Xiaowei, different Huang Xiaowei, all kinds of Huang Xiaowei, he is so tall and handsome in the painting, he is ...... is her big hero, until death, she firmly believes that he is her big hero, but her big hero, but, for her death, feel a little lucky.

The last painting fell into Huang Xiaowei's hands.

It's not even a painting, because there's nothing on it but a line of words, no, there is, there's something, there seems to be a ...... on the painting A tear, a ...... The dried tears, underneath the tears, were the lines, the last words.

"Little Viagra, you know what? Wan'er really ...... I like you so much. ”

........

It's over, Huang Xiaowei finished reading, and at this time, his head was on the ground, curled up, trembling, and his hands were clutching the last painting in his hand.

"Ahh——!h A heart-rending roar poured out from the depths of his throat, and Huang Xiaowei fell to the ground, now he was like a wild dog that had been sucked off his backbone, lying on the ground, twitching, twitching.

"Little Viagra, you know what? Wan'er really ....... I like you so much. ”

"Little Viagra, you know what? Wan'er really ....... I like you so much. ”

"Little Viagra ......."

The words that the girl said with happiness before she died echoed in Huang Xiaowei's mind all the time, what did he do? What did he do!

"You don't understand, you don't understand anything at all!"

"Bastard, you're a bastard!"

"Coward, you are a bastard who will only hide behind women and let women take care of everything for you!"

Wu Sansi's words that day surfaced in Huang Xiaowei's heart, he had never hated himself so much as he did at this moment, he had never hated himself so much at this moment.

Coward, he's right, I'm just a coward, I, Huang Xiaowei, am a bastard who will only hide behind women and let women bear everything for me.

Wan'er, you know what? Your little viagra is not as good as you think, your little viagra is a coward, he is the biggest coward in the world, Wan'er...... Why are you, why do you like little viagra, little viagra is not worthy, little viagra is really not worthy!

What have I done, what have I done!

"Boom!" The blue bewitching fire ignited from Huang Xiaowei's hands, and the painting scroll he was holding in his hand began to burn, and all the picture scrolls around him emitted blue fire in the darkness.

The last thing the girl had left in this world began to burn, began to dissipate, and the cold wind blew, blowing the burning scrolls in all directions.

Blurry images appeared on the burning scroll.

The little girl sitting in front of the bookcase, the girl sitting in front of the bookcase, the scared girl sitting in front of the bookcase, the poor little girl, the girl sitting in front of the bookcase crying, drawing.

Huang Xiaowei was stunned, it turned out that every time, she cried and painted for herself, and every time, she cried and left a message for herself.

"Little viagra, don't you want Wan'er, Wan'er will be well-behaved, Wan'er will be obedient."

"Little viagra, Wan'er understands, Wan'er seems to really like you."

"Little viagra, it turns out that you have always regarded Wan'er as a child."

"Little Viagra, you said Wan'er has changed...... In fact, Wan'er hasn't changed, Wan'er has always been your Wan'er, Wan'er has never changed, Wan'er....... It's always been your little girl. "Burning, all the paintings are burning, the paintings are burning, the words are burning again, and the girl is no longer seen.

The blue firelight was faintly burning, the picture scroll seemed to have a spirit, although they were floating in the air, but they were burning around Huang Xiaowei, the blue firelight illuminated Huang Xiaowei's face, and the burning ashes fascinated Huang Xiaowei's eyes

"Don't—don't! Come back, come back! ”

Huang Xiaowei jumped up from the ground, crazy as if he had to grasp the burning scroll floating in the air, but he couldn't catch it, but he couldn't reach it, all the paintings were burning, everything disappeared around Huang Xiaowei, he was surrounded by blue firelight, he was surrounded by everything left by the girl.

All he could do now was wave his hands in vain, crying to grab those paintings, crying to catch the last traces of the girl left in this world, but he could only watch the paintings with his own eyes, the paragraphs of words burned to ashes, he could only watch her disappear, he couldn't do anything, he couldn't do anything.

"Come back! Come back! Wan'er ..... Don't go, come back! Little Viagra loves you, Little Viagra loves you! You come back, little viagra ........ "Burning paintings, burning words, burning everything, in the faint blue firelight, Huang Xiaowei seemed to see the burning girl, the girl smiled at him, and the girl was still smiling at him until now.

"Ah——!h The roar of the beast, the scream of the hell ghost, Huang Xiaowei arched his body, held his head, shouted, and screamed.

"Boom!" The blue flames disappeared, and when the last bit of paper was burned to ashes, Huang Xiaowei fell to the ground again, and his spine was once again sucked away.

His right hand gently brushed the ground, he seemed to have touched something, turned his head slightly, Huang Xiaowei saw that what he was holding in his hand was the first painting, but it had been burned and only fragments remained, and the words on it were also burned and blurred, and only a few could be seen.

"Wan'er, I miss you so much."

Huang Xiaowei lay on the ground in a daze, looking at the fragment, looking at the green handwriting on the fragment, and soon, he carefully grabbed the fragment, put it on his face, and rubbed it gently, the movements were very gentle, as if he was holding the girl who had long disappeared.

"Is it still useful? Until now, is it still useful? A deep voice rang out.

"Boom!" A blue ghost fire ignited from Huang Xiaowei's hand, completely burning everything the girl left in this world.

Huang Xiaowei was stunned, because he had nothing now, Wan'er was gone, even the words she had left for him, he had nothing, he had nothing.

"Kill you! I'll kill you! Huang Xiaowei opened his eyes, twisted his face, and roared madly at the darkness, "You come out, you come out!" I'll kill you! I'll kill you——! ”

"Kill me? Hehe, don't you think you're the most damned one? ”

"You know what? Do you know how much she loves you? For you, she is willing to give everything she has, her life, but what did she get in exchange? In exchange for your joy when you learned she was dead? ”

"She loves you, do you know how much she loves you? She loves you to the point of madness, but what about you? You never really loved her, you always treated her as a child, in order not to make you miserable, in order not to break up your family, she chose to quit, she chose to leave you, do you know how painful that choice is? ”

"I'm telling you, she hasn't changed, she's never changed! King Han and King Lu are dead, but their family is still alive, and Wei Yuanzhong and those people are dead, but why did they die? For whom did she raise the butcher knife to innocent people, do you know how painful she was when she killed? She was crying, she was crying every day, feeling guilty and guilty for those who died at her own hands! ”

"Who is she doing all this for? And for what! ”

"For you, she is all for you, for you....... Happiness? ”

"Don't say it, please, don't say it!"

Huang Xiaowei knelt on the ground and cried, howling and crying.