Chapter 34: Memories Like Yesterday
The weather was gloomy and terrible, the light rain was dripping, and they did not want to stop for a moment, and the flow of people continued to converge from the cafeteria to the teaching building, and the time passed minute by minute, and the rain on the umbrella eaves ticked and fell on the asphalt runway on the ground, and everyone held a stationery bag in their hands, which contained pencils, erasers, ballpoint pens, rulers, triangles, and compasses.
The wind drove the tips of the boy's hair, blowing out a restless heart, and the woman looked at the boy on the other side of the road through the rain curtain, but she couldn't help but sigh in her heart.
"Here, she gave it to you!" A boy suddenly handed him a note, words wrapped in white notebook paper, wrapped in scotch tape, as if his own thoughts, constantly intertwined.
Three years of time suddenly froze in the young man's heart, the two always like to write small notes, and then, find a middleman for each other, constantly passing on their lives and encouragement to each other.
She said: "The reality is really cruel, and there is always a time between meeting and parting. β
She said, "Are you okay?" How rarely have I seen you lately! β
She said: "I have a special favorite sentence recently, 'Even if you are lovesick, even if you can't recover, I will treat you as before, and the years will be the same.'" ββ
She said: "The future is so confusing! What will we be like? β
He replied, "No matter how far away the future is, I will always be with you." β
He replied, "Don't worry, even though the whole world is against you, I will still stand by your side." β
He replied, "Are you okay today?" How's it going? It's just that the sentence "I miss you" is always in my heart, but I am always reluctant to say it.
He was a little scared, the former girl was like a little flower on the side of the road, no one cared, no one knew, and the obscurity even ignored himself, today's girl is slim, there is no shortage of suitors, the teenager is always worried that he is not worthy of him, he has always felt that as long as he can accompany her like this, silently pay attention to her, it is also good, so, he buried the humble feelings that have already germinated in the bottom of his heart, and never said it.
She knows his thoughts, and she knows his intentions, but who can determine emotional matters in an instant! Most people only realize that they are so important in their lives when they are finally lost.
In fact, there is only a period of time when I feel that he is very important, the world will not stop, life is still going on, she or he can finally meet a better lover, get married, have children, perhaps, at a certain moment, in a specific scene, suddenly heard a piece of music, suddenly saw a small book, and remembered that time, my heart will tremble slightly, under the sun, the figure of the young man gradually clear, and then gradually blurred, and finally dissipated in the light and shadow of time.
He gently tore open the tape, writing short words on it with a ballpoint pen.
'Don't give up!' (Don't give up, or never give up.) It was an English essay, and at that time, his English was terrible, so she gave him a lot of materials, including hand-copied sample essays and printed grammar questions.
He remembered this essay very clearly, he had copied it over and over again in his English notebook, and he would take it out and read it at the beginning of every morning self-study.
He remembers that one morning, he was finally able to memorize the whole thing, and the English teacher inspected the discipline of the class, watching each child carefully memorize words and compose.
He stood up suddenly, and he said, "Teacher, I want to memorize this composition." The teacher was a little stunned, he knew this child, and the rest of his grades were not bad, but English, which was so bad that people were a little speechless.
"Okay, you can carry it!" The teacher said that for the first time, he found that in fact, the English teacher would also smile at himself, and he suddenly felt that English was actually quite interesting, at least, at that moment, he felt that the English teacher was very good, and she was better.
βWe often hear people sayοΌβNever give up.β These can be encouraging words and words of determination......" The boy recited the passage slowly, his slightly small voice blending in with the sound of the entire classroom reading aloud.
Time passed inadvertently, but the original jerky sentences were like carved stones in the depths of memory, and the recitation of each sentence was so familiar and abnormal.
"Very good, come on! And don't give up! The teacher had a smile on his face, as if he had been happy about it.
Liu Jue suddenly found that he seemed to have forgotten a lot of things, and he wanted to sort it out, but when the exam bell rang, he was forced to move towards the teaching building with the crowd, and he suddenly wanted to say to the girl Come on! However, when I looked around, I couldn't see her figure anymore, and she had already entered.
Liu Jue suddenly smiled, he never thought that the photo on his admission ticket was so cowardly, his eyes flickered a little, and his facial expression seemed to be trying to show a smile, but he always held on to it at the last moment, and it didn't seem to have the smile he wanted to show nor the seriousness he should have.
The invigilator took the scanner and swayed back and forth from top to bottom, and finally made sure that there was indeed no electronic equipment and put Liu Jue in, he looked around him, everyone was so familiar, but it seemed to be extremely unfamiliar.
There has been no intersection, but it did appear in front of his eyes at a certain moment, and he can even remember that the girl sitting behind him seems to be in the second class, but the name is indeed forgotten, as for peeking at the admission ticket posted on the corner of the table, he doesn't seem to have much interest, his head is driving unconsciously floating out of the window, and the rain seems to be getting heavier and heavier.
This rain shouldn't stop for a while! Liu Jue thought in his heart, the teacher had already begun to distribute the test papers, and the surrounding students had begun to draw out their answering tools, only Liu Jue was still silently in a daze, until a certain test paper that originally belonged to him fell in front of him, and he suddenly came back to his senses.
The topic is still familiar, it seems that he just did it yesterday, but it seems that he has never seen it again, the second personality is completely asleep, and the disappearance of rational judgment makes him only scratch his ears and cheeks like other students.
The sleep of the second personality also made Liu Jue understand that in fact, he was still just the introverted boy with average grades and was still afraid of talking to girls, and without the second personality, the world was actually no different from what he had been experiencing.
He was suddenly a little scared, he couldn't figure out whether he was like that or not!