Chapter 186: Mutual Complaints
He Ming ran all the way into the depths of the Zuma Forest with Ye Zilan in his arms before stopping, and after the terrifying light in his eyes faded, the whole person fell down and lost consciousness. Ye Zilan, who was hugged by him, was also suppressed.
It took her a lot of effort to struggle out of the crook of his arm, and said softly: "The strength is really great, this toss is enough, let's have a good rest." Then she gently wiped his sweat, washed his face and hands, and stayed by his side.
I don't know how much time has passed, until the stars in the sky are getting brighter and brighter, and the insects around him are getting louder and louder, He Ming slowly opened his eyes, woke up, and saw that he was lying on Ye Zilan who was leaning against the tree, and the other party was holding a bag of water to feed him.
"Ah, Ye Zilan, are we still alive? Or is it already in another world? Ah, when I was alive, I didn't seem to have seen such a beautiful place in a long time, and being in the middle of the jungle, the loud and pleasant insect chirping made me feel that the stars were brighter, and the dead world was not bad. β
He Ming was not confused, he remembered what happened to him, the side effects of that trick are still vivid, there is no Li Yueqin to continue his life, basically there is no then, it seems that the battle was still lost, I don't know if I dragged that monster to hell together?
"Fool, we're still alive and well, but you saved me again, I, I don't know how much I owe you in this life." Seeing that he woke up, Ye Zilan helped him up and said softly.
"Owed me? No kidding, I'm ...... I don't know how much kindness I have inherited from you in this life! You'll never owe me anything, Ye Zilan! He Ming's tone became a little anxious.
"At that time, that monster was very dangerous, and it had an unimaginably terrible purpose, I originally used my life to activate all the flowers of the wisteria on the staff, and how to be one with the nether wisteria, in exchange for canceling it. No matter what the result is, the wisteria after flowering will be transferred to reincarnation and return to the netherworld, and your appearance just saved my life. β
Ye Zilan continued to say softly.
"Isn't that as a comrade-in-arms, and will be left and right, as a matter of course? However, I should have been in a hopeless state at that time, and you should have saved me. β
"Because of your bravery, I only used one purple flower to kill that monster, and the remaining one can last for a while, so I let it merge into your body, that flower can reshape your damaged body, manipulate you to take me out of there, count, you really don't know how many times you saved me."
He Ming said: "Mention this again, remember, you will never owe me anything, because I will not feel that you owe me anything, understand?" So why are we not at the camp in the Oasis, but here? Is the flower's behavior out of control? β
Ye Zilan was silent for a while, and replied to him in a firm voice: "No, because ah, there are not so many nasty eyes and mouths here, and I can stay alone with you quietly." β
He Ming was silent, he had never thought of this kind of answer, for so long, he had always believed in his heart that the other party had completely forgotten him, but now with such a straightforward answer, he really didn't know how to face it.
"Yes, when I was on Cangyue Island, we stayed together as partners all the time, it's wonderful, the closest person in my life is you, if I don't have so many things to do, I'm happy to be with you like before." He Ming said incoherently these words that he wanted to clear up the relationship.
"It's not the same as then, what I want is to be with you, not family or friendship, but love, you know?" Ye Zilan did not hesitate or be silent this time, but told him resolutely.
"I ...... I'm honored, however, I've even made you the object of my fantasies countless times! But I don't deserve it, it shouldn't be me, or rather, why me? There are so many better and nobler people around you. He Ming didn't know what he wanted to say, he didn't dare to accept it, and he was reluctant to refuse.
"Is it really because of that? When we're together, can't you see that I care about you as a person, not anything else? Was the time we spent together the only happy day of my life since I left the cabin outside of Beach, was that reason enough? β
Ye Zilan said faintly, her thoughts seemed to drift away, as if she had returned to the days when the two of them were together on Cangyue Island.
He Ming had the idea of jumping to escape, judging from the current appearance, he felt that his strength had almost recovered, as long as he escaped, Ye Zilan would definitely not be able to catch up with him.
However, when he looked back and saw Ye Zilan's expression, the kind of relaxation and quietness with himself, which he had never experienced many times when he peeked from afar, he suddenly felt a pain in his heart, he must be a sin to be with her, and to leave like this, the harm brought to her, how could it not be a sin?
"From the first time I saw you, I had this distance with you that was farther than heaven and earth, and I would never dare to think there, and in this world, you are as noble and bright as the stars in the sky, I don't deserve you to waste so many feelings, and you know, in my heart, I will never forget that kind and hard-working man."
Ye Zilan's eyes were full of sadness towards him, and her purple eyes flashed slightly:
"So I've always suppressed my feelings and didn't express them, because there are still people who need you more, but with that disaster, you have become more lonely, how can I bear to let you continue to suffer so much alone?"
He Ming's voice became sad and trembling: "But I can't have any other thoughts, her traces have completely disappeared, and there is nothing left behind, it has been so long, it may have been a long time ago." If my heart was filled with someone else, she would really, no longer exist! β
Ye Zilan looked at him and said, "When I learned about the Snake Mountain Village, do you know how much effort we spent to find you and Li Yueqin?" So she's so miserable, can you completely ignore my feelings? β
He Ming suddenly panicked: "No! If I can bear all the sins and not let you be hurt in any way, I will definitely accept it without hesitation! It's just that you don't have to do this, it's been so long, you have better conditions, you have such a good environment, you can completely forget about me and find a better one. β
Ye Zilan raised his head and sighed: "So you still don't understand, I've spent too much time in that kind of life, and I only have the feeling of being with you, and if I can entertain you, I can't wait for you to appear." If you can't forget the past, then at least for now, can you stay with me? β
He Ming involuntarily approached her, sat side by side against her tree, the two were speechless for a while, He Ming didn't know that from that moment on, his respect for this woman who had always been regarded as a senior had completely turned into admiration? His heart moved, and he suddenly asked:
"But Ye Zilan, I've always been a naΓ―ve and ridiculous child, when did you start to have this kind of affection for me? I can't think of it. β
Ye Zilan said: "When, probably when I was in the bushes, that time I coldly wanted to sacrifice you to snipe the leader of the spider to save everyone, and you who survived told me when you came back, and you will go next time, it was a very strange feeling." β
She continued in a muttered voice: "Then in the White Sun Gate, I found out that in fact, your fate is also tragic and miserable, and you are struggling in this world like me, and you are burdened with unbearable responsibilities, and you don't even dare to return to your relatives with a heavy curse, and I felt that I wanted to take care of you at that time, so as not to let another child in the world who is as miserable as me." β
He Ming said: "Actually, it's not so bitter, you know, the first time I saw you, I felt that there will be no woman in this world who is more beautiful than you, and I can get along with you for so long, in the eyes of the world, I am the first lucky person in the world." β
Ye Zilan smiled: "Yes, that feeling really doesn't decide anything, I thought it was just a temporary illusion, but after we fell into the connecting passage of the stone tomb, you showed that you cared so much about me, and along the way, I knew that you were the most reliable person in the world." β
He Ming's face turned red and burned, those things that had been repeated in dreams many times, throwing away his armor and wrapping Ye Zilan in his clothes and holding him forward, and later pretending to be stupid and sticking to Ye Zilan, supporting each other while taking advantage of her, it was so obvious, but now he wants to break up with others many times?
"Alas, in fact, in the long time we have lived together in Cangyue Village, I haven't felt it at all, but I don't believe that you will take a fancy to me, and I can't just accept it, I think about this, I think about that, I just don't take into account your feelings, and treat you as a god who can't eat fireworks in the world." There was a hint of bitterness in He Ming's voice.
"It's okay, I can't really make up my mind at that time, that feeling has always been buried in my heart, but I don't have a lot of very bad thoughts in my heart, I don't dare to expect you to forget the past, I can only think that if we can't come back here, then these many troubles will no longer exist, and I want to do things on the raft."
Ye Zilan muttered, with a deep sense of guilt in his tone, but it made He Ming feel a tingling in his heart.
He finally stretched out his hand and hugged Ye Zilan into his arms, and gently comforted her and said: "Don't feel guilty, if you really can't come back, maybe we will feel a lot better, these things have happened, don't worry about what happened in the past, no matter what, I have no regrets in my life if I can have this moment today." β