Episode 272 Today is yesterday
In winter in a cold town, the day is always short, and before you know it, the sun is about to set, but the time is not yet four o'clock in the afternoon.
Yun Chang shuttled through the town alone. There are obviously fewer people in the town, and people have returned home or are returning home, and naturally there will be many fathers and sons among these people, just like the father and son who met in the pawnshop. Seeing that father reunite with his son, his mood was like mixed feelings. If he only stood there with envy for others, then his own existence would be a bit superfluous, so he left the pawnshop in a hurry.
"That father is really happy, he misses his son every day, and then his son really comes back to him, and even has a grandson...... If I miss Pingxing like he did, will Pingxing be able to come back to me? No way, Pingxing is obviously dead......
Once upon a time, he also fantasized about this scene, maybe he went out to travel for this scene, but in the end, this scene did not happen to him, on the contrary, he had a conflict with Bai Yun and parted ways with Bai Yun.
But then again, why did he have a conflict with Bai Yun? Because he wanted to sell the Shura Glaive, but Bai Yun didn't agree. Now that he thought about it, how big was that? And what Bai Yun said was not wrong at all. In the end, he didn't sell the Glaive, but he still raised a considerable amount of money.
He remembered the father and son again. Because the father forced his son to do something he didn't like, the son ran away in a fit of rage, and the father and son parted for more than 10 years; how could he not have forced Pingxing to do things he didn't like? Now, he and Pingxing have been separated from each other, leaving only permanent regrets. Think about that, how big is it? Just because you know that he is not your own flesh and blood, so you force him to be your own fig leaf? Wouldn't it be better to be more open to yourself in the first place?
"Red Shura, humanoid weapon...... There are really a lot of titles given to me by the world, can it be said that if I inherited the blood of Shura, I am destined to be alienated by others? Ancestors, if you had been destroyed together with Taoyuan Township at that time, there would not be such a miserable clan in this world......"
At this time, he suddenly understood why he was hated by so many people, because except for the commander-in-chief, he never took anyone else in his eyes, he looked down on those who were weaker than himself, but the existence of Pingxing made him entangled...... In his eyes, Pingxing is obviously not a strong person, he is obviously the kind of person who can't look at it squarely, but for some reason he can't ignore it. He just didn't want to admit that Pingxing was important to him, but when Pingxing left him forever, he had to admit it.
He thought of Bai Yun again, and he couldn't help but hate himself, he thought to himself: "He was afraid that I would come to accompany me because of Pingxing's excessive sadness, and he even called me dad in order to please me, but I didn't know how to be grateful, and I wanted to drive him away again and again, and finally accepted him, but because I was unreasonable and parted ways with him, I was simply unreasonable!
When night falls, the street lamps are lit, and when the lights of thousands of homes are lit, all that accompanies him is the gust of cold wind and the lonely shadow on the ground. Only then did he realize that loneliness was so terrible, why did he never know it before?
Perhaps because he still had a glimmer of hope, he walked back to the place where he was separated from Baiyun - there was still no one. He found a bench and sat down, in a state of endless remorse.
"Maybe at this moment, Bai Yun has gone back alone, right? It must be like this, who would have the patience to wait for someone like me all the time......"
Sneeze –
Yun Chang suddenly heard the sound of sneezing, startled, he suddenly looked up, a person had already come to him, who was not Bai Yun.
"Dad, you're finally back, I'm freezing cold......" Bai Yun said.
"Have you been waiting for me here all along?" Yun Chang asked in surprise.
"yes, you'll definitely come back here after a day of shopping anyway. ”
"But why didn't I see you just now?"
"I'm a little hungry, I'm going to buy food," Bai Yun said and took out a bag of food, "Dad, you're almost hungry too, aren't you? ”
Yun Chang took the food and said, "It's a bun again, but it's ......" He took a bite of the steaming bun and continued, "It's delicious...... But now there is no shortage of money in hand, tomorrow to improve the food, please eat a good meal. ”
Bai Yun saw that the tiger skin was gone, so he said, "It turns out that you sold that...... But then again, did you buy what you wanted?"
"I bought ......," Yun Chang said, picking up the paper bag on the ground.
"What is this?" Bai Yun asked, taking the paper bag.
"I bought a thicker dress at the clothing store, since you don't like tiger skins, so wear this and see if it fits. Yun Chang said.
"This ...... Did you buy it for me?thank you!" With that, Bai Yun opened the bag and tried on his clothes, "Well, it looks quite fitted, it's much warmer now...... It's just Dad, why do you suddenly want to buy me clothes?"
"Actually, it's ...... today" Yun Chang was speechless for a moment, and then swallowed back what he was about to say.
"What's wrong today?what's so special today?" Bai Yun asked.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing...... Ah, by the way, didn't you say you were afraid of the cold before?" Yun Chang asked rhetorically, "If you get sick from the cold, I can't explain it if Lord Marshal blames you......"
"That's right...... Anyway, Dad, you are really sweet!" Bai Yun never thought that this day was actually Pingxing's birthday, Yun Chang had always remembered this day, and he had never given him any gifts before, this time Yun Chang finally made up his mind to give him something, but he could no longer receive his gifts......
After that, the two found a cheap hotel to stay in. At night, Bai Yun was already asleep, and Yun Chang had been staring at the ceiling, not falling asleep.
"Without it, how can you avenge Pingxing? You don't want to use it again in the future? I think you're just giving up on yourself now! How long are you going to give up on yourself!" he remembered what Bai Yun had said to him at that time.
"What about revenge, I still prefer to believe that Pingxing is still alive and well somewhere, he is waiting for me to find him, waiting for our father and son to reunite...... I'm sorry, Bai Yun, no matter how hard you try, I'm afraid you can't replace Pingxing's status in my heart......"