Chapter 31: Personality Development

Xing Guodong sat in the office, staring at the chessboard in front of him, reaching for the teacup next to him, but his hand was halfway stretched and retracted, his memory went back to that night more than 20 years ago. γ€ŽWords*Love*First*Hair【Mobile phone users directly access daubao synchronous update】

That night, in that basement, he and Zheng Cangqiong had their first quarrel.

"Are you really crazy" Xing Guodong pointed at Zheng Cangqiong and shouted, "Do you really believe that Yang Zhengxia's personality cultivation is a madman?"

Zheng Cangqiong was not excited, just sat there and said calmly: "But you said that Yang Zhengxia is a genius. ”

"There is only a thin line between a genius and a madman" Xing Guodong stepped forward quickly, approached Zheng Cangqiong and said, "The things he did cannot be proven, if something goes wrong, the torture technique becomes another Yang Zhengxia, who will be responsible"

Zheng Cangqiong raised his eyes and looked at him: "I'm responsible, I have a way to deal with Yang Zhengxia." ”

Xing Guodong grabbed Zheng Cangqiong: "You are responsible, if you have a way to deal with Yang Zhengxia, then you have a way to cure the disease of torture."

Zheng Cangqiong pushed Xing Guodong away: "Are you a doctor and stupid, don't you know what it means to be interlaced like a mountain Yang Zhengxia is very interested in me now, I can use this method to influence him, I am already about to succeed, and then, I am using Yang Zhengxia to cure the torture technique"

Xing Guodong held his head and walked back and forth twice: "You still don't understand, Yang Zhengxia's so-called personality cultivation is actually a kind of hypnosis, and hypnosis has a time limit, no one will be hypnotized for a lifetime"

Zheng Cangqiong stepped forward: "We just want to open our hearts to the torture technique now, let him accept this world, no longer like before, hide under the bed every day You see his appearance, aren't you uncomfortable, I'm very uncomfortable"

Xing Guodong frowned: "What are you sorry for, what did you do to his parents?"

Zheng Cangqiong just shook his head and didn't explain: "In short, I want to cure him, I must cure him"

At this moment, Liao Hongmei rushed into the basement and panted: "The nurse said that the torture technique is gone, and he can't be found anywhere."

When Xing Guodong and Zheng Cangqiong heard this, they immediately rushed out.

Recalling this, Xing Guodong reached out to take the teacup, but the moment he touched the teacup, he was so hot that he retracted his hand, and his thoughts were pulled back to reality, he looked at the pawn who had crossed the river on the chessboard, and muttered to himself: "After crossing the river, the pawn has no way to turn back." ”

In front of the upstairs window, Zheng Cangqiong closed his eyes and recalled it, shook his head and said: "At that time, we ran back and found that you were not in the room, and the door was open. ”

When I found the torture, the sky was already full of clouds, and the lightning was rolling down the clouds, and the terrible thunder kept coming, and the wind was blowing stronger and stronger, and the young torturer was sitting on the edge of the sundeck, staring blankly into the distance.

"Punishment" After Zheng Cangqiong saw the torture technique, he just wanted to call him, but he was covered by Xing Guodong.

Xing Guodong lowered his voice and said: "Don't call him, it's thundering, he is used to the thunder, on the contrary, if you suddenly call him by name, it will scare him." ”

Zheng Cangqiong nodded, standing there extremely anxiously, so he had to step forward slowly.

Zheng Cangqiong, Xing Guodong, Liao Hongmei, and Tong Yunhui, who had caught up, slowly approached the torture technique from several different directions, and when they were still five or six meters away from the torture technique, the punishment technique suddenly stood up, stood on the edge of the sundeck, and then turned around and looked at them expressionlessly.

At this time, a lightning bolt struck, reflecting on the miserable white face of the torture technique, which frightened the people around him, and the punishment technique at this time was like being possessed by some kind of monster, which was very terrifying.

Zheng Cangqiong didn't know what to do at all, so he had to look at Xing Guodong with a plea look.

Xing Guodong motioned for the others to step back, and said softly: "Xingshu, I'm Dad, come here, it's going to rain, you'll get wet, Dad will take you home." ”

Torture stood there without saying a word, and suddenly smiled, looking behind everyone: "Mom." ”

This "Mom" exited, everyone was shocked, and subconsciously looked behind them, but there was no one there, and then, everyone saw that the eyes of the torture technique seemed to be focused on something, moving with the movement of the thing, and finally the torture looked at the ground in front of him, and said with a smile: "Mom." ”

Then, as if he had been picked up by something, his hand slowly moved along the edge of the sundeck.

At this time, raindrops fell in the sky.

Everyone looked at the sky, and then at the torture, knowing that it would be too late if they didn't do it, and once the rainstorm fell, the torture might slip and fall at any time.

"You attract his attention, I'll take him down," Zheng Cangqiong said in a low voice.

Xing Guodong had no choice but to do what Zheng Cangqiong told him.

Xing Guodong, Liao Hongmei and Tong Yunhui were there whispering the name of Xingshu, Huang Kuhan stood there so anxious that he didn't know what to do, but Xingshu ignored them at all, and continued to walk along the edge of the building towards the front, even jumping a few times.

With such a jump in the torture technique, he almost fell, and Zheng Cangqiong didn't dare to rush forward rashly, because the distance was too far.

Just as Zheng Cangqiong gritted his teeth and was about to run over and directly drag the torture back, Yang Zhengxia appeared at the door and shouted in the direction of the torture: "Torture, your mother is back"

Xingshu was stunned for a moment, but he raised his eyes and looked at Yang Zhengxia and smiled, nodded vigorously, and said "um".

Yang Zhengxia smiled easily: "That's good, haven't you always wanted your mother to come back Now that your mother is back, now you have to be obedient, understand?"

Torture nodded vigorously and continued walking.

Everyone looked at Yang Zhengxia and didn't know what he was doing.

Yang Zhengxia was about to go back, but when Xing Guodong was about to go up to stop him, Yang Zhengxia stopped again, looked at Xingshu and asked, "Xingshu, didn't you say that you made a lot of gifts for your mother?"

The torture technique seemed to remember something, and just wanted to climb down, but his hand seemed to be pulled down by someone, he looked in that direction, and then said to Yang Zhengxia: "Uncle, my mother said to let me play with her, she hasn't played with me for a long time." ”

Xing Guodong and the others were very surprised at this time, because for so long, this was the first time that the criminal technique had spoken such a long paragraph in its entirety, and in the past, at most, they nodded their heads, or answered "yes" and "no".

Yang Zhengxia stood there and said with a smile: "Torture, ask your mother, can I play with you You promised me that if your mother comes back, you must introduce us to each other." ”

Xingshu looked at the empty side, waited for a while, looked at Yang Zhengxia and said, "Mom said it's okay." ”

Yang Zhengxia smiled and slowly stepped forward, and when he walked to the torture technique, he stretched out his hand towards the air: "Hello, Ms. Gong, I am Yang Zhengxia, a friend of the torture technique, yes, it is really his friend, he is no longer a child." ”

Yang Zhengxia stood there very naturally, chatting with the air next to the torture technique, it was very natural, and the torture technique was also laughing beside him, as if he were two people in the past.

Zheng Cangqiong slowly turned his head to look at Xing Guodong at this time, and he didn't need to speak, Xing Guodong knew what he was going to say.

That day, Yang Zhengxia proved with practical actions that he could save the torture technique, but at that time, in the eyes of Xing Guodong, it was more like a legal event, although he should be a staunch atheist, but that incident touched him a lot, and he even thought that those who claimed to have seen ghosts and gods and were identified as mentally ill may have really seen something.

Generally speaking, a child with autism will have some fantasies, but these fantasies usually only appear when he is alone with that "friend", and will never be displayed in front of so many people.

However, Xing Guodong also agreed to Zheng Cangqiong's special treatment.

Zheng Cangqiong struggled out of his memories, looked at the torture and said: "From that day on, every morning, I drank tea and chatted with Yang Zhengxia, and in the afternoon, you and Yang Zhengxia played games, painted, and walked together, but every time Yang Zhengxia saw you, he would use a different identity, these are my hints, I told him that if you want to become a qualified cargo chaser, you must understand all walks of life, although this is the truth, but my purpose is to hope that Yang Zhengxia will not leave too deep an impression in your memory, which is also your adoptive father's advice." , because in that case, the image of Yang Zhengxia will become a switch in your mind, and one day when you grow up, when you see Yang Zhengxia again, the switch will be turned on, and when the time comes, no one knows what you will become. ”

Torture stood there dumbfounded, not saying a word, and when Ma Fei held his hand, he found that his hand was cold and not warm at all.

Lian Jiuqi gritted his teeth and looked at Zheng Cangqiong: "Master, you"

Zheng Cangqiong lowered his head and said: "I can't help it, I really can't help it, because before that, Xing Guodong had tried a variety of treatment methods, but it didn't work at all, I was worried that one day, there would be an accident in the torture technique, so I could only come up with that countermeasure." ”

Xingshu raised his eyes and looked at Zheng Cangqiong: "After I am cured, you will find a way to let my adoptive father transfer Yang Zhengxia, you have not contacted him again, let him develop, Yang Zhengxia's condition has been serious again and again, and finally pinned all his fantasies on Xu You's body, causing Xu You to become what he is today, becoming another Yang Zhengxia and Yang Zhengxia and Xu You's success in stirring up, as well as Xu You's death, Yang Zhengxia finally became a severe coma, in fact, it is your expectation." ”

Zheng Cangqiong did not deny or affirm, but said: "There is a providence in the dark, I can only think so." ”

"Yes, after you became a Qiguan, you also told me that there will definitely be sacrifices." Torture closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "You just want to tell me today that my entire personality, and even the soul in my body, are only cultivated by you, right, then who am I and what should I be, why do you tell me this?"

Zheng Cangqiong stood there, his eyes were very dull: "Taidong failed to save the three policemen because of his mistakes, and he felt guilty for a lifetime, and Mo Duqiao also felt guilty because he killed innocent people and wanted to atone for his sins, and I, a half-madman, also carried sins, and I also wanted to atone for my sins, but I don't know where to start, and I don't want to take half a step out of this hospital in the future." ”

Xingshu didn't speak, just turned around and left slowly, Ma Fei glanced at Lian Jiuqi and Zheng Cangqiong, caught up with Xingshu, and walked slowly with him, worried that something would happen to him, of course, she was more worried that Xingshu would change back to the way she was when she was a child.

After the torture was gone, Zheng Cangqiong was still staring at the ground, and said in a low voice: "Jiuqi, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for your whole family, it's my fault from beginning to end, if I had contained the matter of Qimen earlier, there would have been no accident." ”

Lian Jiuqi looked at his master, and it took a long time before he asked: "You actually accepted me as an apprentice back then, in the final analysis, it was also to find Qimen, right, but in the end, after I had an accident, you really dispelled this idea." ”

"Yes, you're right." Zheng Cangqiong nodded weakly and said, "In essence, there is actually no difference between me and Qian Xiuye, I am also controlled, if it weren't for that endless, I wouldn't have made so many mistakes, and after making mistakes, I kept making other mistakes because I was eager to make up for it." ”

Lian Jiuqi raised his eyes and looked at Yang Zhengxia on the bed: "However, if it weren't for these mistakes, Qian Xiuye would not have been brought to justice, you are never Qian Xiuye, and you can't control his behavior, as long as he exists for a day, what should happen will still happen, let him pass the past." ”

When Zheng Cangqiong raised his head, he was already in tears.

On the sundeck on the roof of the Youfu Hospital, Xingshu and Ma Fei stood there, looking at the edge of the sundeck.

Ma Fei nervously held the hand of the torture technique, and made up her mind that if the torture technique took half a step forward, she would hold him alive or dead.

Xingshu said: "I finally understand why Master always had to tell me before, saying that maybe the people in the mental hospital are the most normal people, and the people outside are not normal, in fact, what he wants to tell me is that all this is said today, I am also sick, and I have always been sick."

Ma Fei comforted him and said: "Torture, don't think about it, you are normal, the things when you were a child have passed, and everything after that is on the normal track." ”

Xingshu slowly sat down: "Do you know that when I first saw Xu You, I actually thought he was very kind, like another me. ”

Ma Fei was shocked, and immediately said: "Don't talk nonsense, you two are completely different, okay?"

"Xu You actually lives a very real life." Torture turned his head to look at Ma Fei, "He completely revealed his personality to the outside and did not hide it. ”

After speaking, Xingshu smiled again: "Do you know I'm thinking, maybe all of us don't exist, all of us are just split personalities in Yang Zhengxia's brain, and this Yang Zhengxia has been in a coma from beginning to end, what is the cargo master, what, what Qimen, is just a dream in his deep sleep." ”

Ma Fei held the hand of the torture technique tightly: "Even if that's the case, it doesn't matter, in short, I can be with you." ”

When Ma Fei said this, he suddenly remembered something, got up and said, "There is something I have to do, you go with me." ”

Maffei hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?"

"I have to go and meet He Chenxue's adoptive parents. ”

Two hours later, Xingshu and Ma Fei came to He Fenglei and Ai Xingling's villa, and when the car stopped at the door, He Fenglei and his wife were already standing there waiting.

Unexpectedly, when he and Ma Fei got out of the car, the sad Ai Xingling apologized to him in a low voice: "I'm sorry." ”

He Fenglei hesitated for a moment, and also whispered those three words.

The torture technique didn't know what to do, and stood there a little embarrassed, and said for a long time: "It's me who I'm sorry for the two of you, I have failed your expectations, and there is no way to persuade He Chenxue to turn back." ”

Ma Fei stood there, although he was the most embarrassed, but he also knew that the fact that the torture technique could bring her to show that he did not treat her as an outsider and would never hide anything from her, on the contrary, if the torture technique concealed it from her, it meant that he might still remember He Chenxue in his heart.

In the living room of the villa, Ai Xingling served tea, and after putting it down, he glanced at He Fenglei.

After He Fenglei calmed down, he said: "Torture, since you are here today, then let's get straight to the point and explain some things clearly, of course, we are also entrusted by others." ”

Xingshu shook his head: "I don't understand what the two of you mean, is there anything you need my help with?"

"In fact, before Fan Jun left, he left a suicide note, and he already had a premonition that maybe Fan Meng and he would not survive, and he also told us frankly that he had always thought that neither Fan Meng nor He Chenxue could become a qualified head worker of the Jade Casting Society, and he finally recommended you." After He Fenglei finished speaking, seeing that the torture technique was about to speak, he immediately raised his hand and said, "Don't be in a hurry to postpone, this matter is not decided by a few of us alone, we also went to the prison and met with Xuan Shougong, and Xuan Shougong also agreed with our opinion, thinking that you are the most suitable person, as long as you become the first worker of the Jade Casting Society, you may really be able to manage and balance this industry." ”

"An industry should be governed by the law, not by the dogma of a civil organization." Xingshu shook his head, "Besides, I said earlier, after the matter of Qimen was resolved, I would not wash my hands in Jinpan, and I would not even be a chaser for goods, so I would concentrate on opening my pawnshop, doing my business, and living a peaceful life." ”

After speaking, the torture technique held Ma Fei's hand and smiled at her, which was also the promise of the torture technique to Ma Fei.

Ai Xingling said again: "Criminal arts, jade casting clubs, or cargo chasers, these industries should indeed have been submerged by the tide of history a long time ago, but these are not useless, the industry needs rules, but also needs to be standardized, and these need to be done by people with talent and a sense of justice, you should understand that this is not just for us." ”

The torture still refused: "Two, when I first promised you to do the first job, I said that it was temporary, of course, if a few people need my help with something, just ask, okay, I still have something, I will leave first, take care of your body, please stay." ”

After the torture was finished, he got up and said goodbye to Ma Fei and left the He family.

When the car drove out of the door of the villa, He Fenglei and Ai Xingling did not turn back, but stood there, staring blankly at the location where the car disappeared, and for the first time they were truly confused about the future of the Jade Casting Society.