Chapter 23: Rely on yourself

She frowned and stared silently at the cat nest in the corner, and no matter how I explained it, she sat quietly as if she hadn't heard.

Mengmo's anger is like this.

In the first stage, I smile and talk to you, but the expression of the knife hidden in the smile is extremely obvious. Even if a stupid straight man sees it, he will know it.

In the second stage, anger is expressed and even a move is initiated, but generally does not cause substantial harm.

The third stage, the Cold War, is what it is now, and she will ignore you whatever you say. Unless you say something that hits the real cause of her anger, it's so hard that I've never guessed it right once.

"Xinxin, don't make any more trouble." I walked over with my hands behind my back and said to her in a serious tone like an elder, "This is not in the game world, don't forget that you are my sister, you can't play with me like this!" I can't coax you! ”

She glared at me as if she had gotten angry.

It seems that this will not work, so I have to obediently coax her like I used to coax Mengmo. To be honest, Mengmo is much more difficult to coax than Bai Xin when he was a child, for example, when Bai Xin was a child, he would cry when he was angry, shouting, 'I want to listen to stories!' ''I'm going to hang out!'' ''I'm going to eat cake!'' Her demands and wishes are on her lips, and as long as you fulfill her wishes, she will stop crying, and she is not an unreasonable person.

But Mengmo is different, she won't tell you what she wants at all, just let you guess for yourself!

"Heyβ€”" I sighed, "I know that after this death, there are only two lives left at the age of three, and you feel sorry for it." ”

She didn't react, that is, the point was clearly not here.

"I shouldn't have killed so many sleepwalkers?"

No response, still not right.

"Okay, I promise you, next time your clone comes back, I'll ask Ye Zi to find a coat for her to wear, and directly let her carry me to the Divine Domain."

She gave me a blank look, a "who rarely carries you" expression on her face, and then twisted her head to the side.

"I see, I shouldn't trust strangers easily! Listen to me, I wasn't like this before, I did kill too many sleepwalkers the night before, and then that fat man was tired from pedaling three times, and then ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, she moved away from me, apparently not wanting to listen any further.

I frowned, trying to remember all the details, what was the real source of her anger?

"After Xu Zhuoliang left, your clone and I embarked on the road to the Divine Domain...... Yes! I know Xinxin, you are Bai Xin and Mengmo, I will try to merge these two people into one in the future, and treat you as both Bai Xin and Mengmo. ”

How is this possible? I just wanted to coax her first, and then ask her some questions about the Divine Domain, and what was going on with what Xu Zhuoliang said.

But I still didn't get to the point, and she continued to sit silently.

"Then your clone committed suicide...... That's my problem, if I could have reacted a little quicker, I might have been able to stop her in time. ”

Still no response, I had to continue to smooth out.

"Then the sleepwalker came, and I met Su Yu...... Is it because of Su Yu? ”

"It's not!" She spoke.

"Xinxin, what the hell is going on? How did Su Yu become like this? I heard Ye Zi say that she disappeared suddenly, how did she suddenly disappear? ”

"I don't know."

"Bai Xin!" I frowned, "If you know, tell me." ”

"I said I don't know!" She jumped out of bed and walked a few steps towards the door, then suddenly turned around and said, "You gave up on her, you chose to drink the reincarnation elixir yourself, it has nothing to do with me!" ”

"At that time, I was already dead in this world, and if I didn't travel to the game world, I would have to go to the void space with Yu Yu on April 29th."

"That's what you asked Sister Yu to deceive you like this! She's just listening to you. ”

"What?!" I was stunned, thinking back to everything that had happened before, "It's me from the previous life...... He set a trap to get me into the game world and wake up from it......"

"He's right!" Bai Xin looked at me, "But he never thought that you would destroy your memory data." All of us didn't expect that! Brother Bai, do you know what this means? It means that everything is a fresh start, and everything that everyone did before has fallen short......"

"Xinxin, you don't know that my memory data at that time wanted me to devour a three-year-old soul!"

"That's a necessity! Only in this way will you be able to return to this world with more lives, and then use this advantage to continue walking, and maybe you will have a chance to fight against the true God Domain! ”

"The real God's Domain?" I was stunned for a moment.

"But it's too late now!" Bai Xin looked at me helplessly, "If you still don't understand, I'll give you the simplest example, if you wake up this time and want to see Su Yu again, what will you do?" ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Try to make it happen the same as before." ”

She continued, "If you want to reach the Divine Domain alive and meet that fat man again, will you still believe him?" ”

"Of course not!" I didn't even think about it, "If I were to meet him again, I would definitely not hesitate to hack him to death!" ”

"It's as simple as that! Don't always think that your previous lives were always doing unbelievable things, it is the optimal solution summed up by countless failures, which can allow you to go all the way to the farthest without hindrance! ”

I suddenly said, "I see, it's like beating a game, and memories are like saving ......."

"You finally got it, but now, you've destroyed your memory data, and many things are not all of us involved in, only you know, and no one can help you now! Do you know why Xu He Yu chose to give up? She walked over and held my hands, "Brother Bai, I believe in you, maybe I am the only one who will believe you now." Now all I can do is try to make you take as few detours as possible, but I found that your stubbornness makes me unable to help you at all! ”

My brain began to echo again with the cry of memory data: "You'll regret it!" You'll regret it! ”

It's really a wrong step, a wrong step.

But am I wrong? At that time, I was just trying to save my three-year-old life.

Ye Xin is my friend......

Shouldn't I have done my best to support him when I heard about the plan to memorize the data?

"Xinxin, I don't think I've done anything wrong."

"You!"

"I know!" I interrupted her, "I know...... Because I destroyed my memory data, I didn't understand many things that were happening now, and I was in a state of confusion, and even the whole world was harmed. I pulled my hands out of hers, "Xinxin, I regret ruining my memory...... But I didn't do anything wrong. Xu Zhuoliang also said that different choices may change the trajectory of a person's fate, since I have not succeeded in the previous life, the previous life, and the last life, it may not be possible, according to the experience they have gained before, they will definitely be able to walk the next journey. ”

"Do you think it's possible for a person who has played a game more than a dozen times without clearing the game to clear it in one go after erasing all the previous memories?"

This is not necessarily impossible. Maybe this time I ruined the memory data, and it was the right choice. ”

She shook her head in disappointment, "Why are you always so arrogant, every time you are so disobedient, even if you have lost like this now, you still have to say that your choice is the right one?" ”

"Because you're my sister, because you're Mengmo. Maybe I won't explain much to anyone else, but I really don't want to, even you don't believe me. I looked at her, no longer the awkwardness formed by Bai Xin and Mengmo's inability to coincide, but the intimacy of two familiar superimposes, "Xinxin, I haven't woken up at the age of three, this time, I want to rely entirely on myself and solve some problems in my own way." It doesn't need its powers, and it doesn't need your clones. I just want to go step by step through myself and explore the truth of everything, even if there are many detours, even if I fail halfway, I will never regret it. I'll take all the responsibility for destroying my memory! ”

"On your own, you may not even be able to pass the girl's family. Three years old unconscious, you can't use its powers, but why don't you use my clone for help? ”

"They really don't need any clones to help, they will want to kill themselves if they start thinking of replacing their bodies." I said with all seriousness, "That's cruel!" ”

She almost laughed when she heard this, and blinked her eyes slightly, tears sticking to her curved eyelashes, "Childish." ”

"Xinxin...... I'll just try it myself, and if I treat it all like a playthrough, I really won't lose. Yu Su also said that I am a genius in playing games! ”

"Poof." She seemed to be laughed at by me, "You, the example that my brother set for me, is that you don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin, arrogant and stubborn." ”

"I can't change it." I shrugged.

She didn't speak, smiled and walked a few steps forward, opened the door, and looked back at me, "Brother Bai, don't you want to wake up together?" ”

It turned out that when she entered the state of mind of a three-year-old, she also needed to sleep.

"Okay, wake up together." I followed her and stepped out the door.

It's like starting the game all over again, with familiar voices, familiar lines......

"It beautifies the environment, purifies the air, and provides the yang energy necessary for human breathing, which is far more important than the money in your pocket." I followed Ye Zi softly, saying exactly the same thing as her.