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This year, Taiwan suddenly snowed heavily, and the entire city was hit by a strong cold air from north to south, and the flowers and plants in Taipei's new park were all covered with thin ice.

Ruan En just wants to stay in the warmth of his home every day, and almost doesn't want to go out when he has nothing to do, except for one day a week to accompany Gu Ren to the hospital. Today is the weekend, Gu Xiliang rarely has to work overtime, she boiled chicken soup to replenish the other party's body. I took a bowl of chicken soup upstairs and brought it into the bedroom for the man who was still lying on the bed to catch up on sleep. Maybe it was too quiet, Gu Xiliang was woken up by the sound of tapping up the stairs before, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Ruan En holding the edge of the soup bowl with his two plain hands, and his footsteps were walking towards him quickly. Quickly sat up from the bed, took the bowl and put it on the bedside table, it was a little hot, Ruan En pinched his earlobe, trying to dissipate the heat, Gu Xiliang was scratched by her small movements.

Ordinary couples, that's probably it.

The man grabbed the girl's waist and dragged him onto him, then leaned back on the bed, pressed his restless head to the shoulder socket, and continued to close his eyes. Because of the nervousness of the week, Gu Xiliang hardly slept much, and now he finally got the opportunity to rest, and it was very warm in the quilt, so he didn't want to get up. Ruan En was in a good mood when she saw that he was playing tricks again, and even listening to the cold wind she hated blowing outside, she thought that such a scene was too beautiful.

Ruan En's heart was playful, and he lifted his head from Gu Xiliang's shoulder socket with some difficulty, and his slightly rounded chin rested on the man's chest, speaking word by word.

"Gu, first, first."

"Gu, Mr."

"Gu, Xi, Liang."

His jaw shook one by one, and Gu Xiliang's bones ached slightly, and he felt more itchy. The corners of the man's lips pulled up a good-looking arc, and after a while, he couldn't hold it back, revealing eight good-looking teeth, and smiling like a young man in white clothes in the backlight.

In fact, there is only a thin line between stupidity and smartness, smart people like to guess their hearts, and stupid people like to give hearts, so heart for heart, in the end, it is still stupid people who take advantage.

Afraid that the soup would be cold and there would be no nutrition, Ruan En stopped joking and stretched out his right hand to pat Gu Xiliang's soft side face.

"Get up and drink the soup before you go to sleep, I've been boiling for a long, long time."

The man's fingertips twisted the tips of the girl's curly hair, and he still had no intention of getting up, but just closed his eyes and made his request.

"Then you kiss me."

Feeling Ruan En's sudden slap on his chest, he frowned slightly, and before he could say anything, he heard the soft voice suddenly become a little high.

"Why are you so shameless!"

Then Gu Xiliang's eyes opened in an instant, and he pretended to be displeased and glared at her, Ruan En immediately put his lips together and printed it on the man's right cheek, and then pointed to himself and said, "Why do I like to kiss you so much?" Why am I so shameless? ”

Although this kind of salvation was a bit far-fetched, Gu Xiliang still accepted it gladly, he sat up and nodded very cautiously.

"Well, I don't know how to be shy."

That bowl of chicken soup was originally served to Gu Xiliang alone, but under the coaxing of the man, it was shared by the two of you, you and me. The task was completed, Gu Xiliang continued to sleep until the end, grabbing someone together.

The silence of this room, the heartbeats of the two people with the same frequency, are releasing the words "white head to old age".

I thought that the other party had already fallen asleep, but after a half-loud silence, I heard the man's magnetic voice.

"What's going on tomorrow?"

Tomorrow was the day to make an appointment with Gu Ren, Ruan En didn't know whether to nod honestly or shake his head, so he had to ask, "What's wrong?" ”

As soon as the words came out, Gu Xiliang didn't answer her question directly, but only said, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Seeing that he couldn't hide, he nodded. "Tomorrow...... I want to go to a magazine to negotiate a contract for a second novel, and I have already made an appointment before. ”

Suddenly, I felt the other party's hand holding her tremble slightly, and for some reason, her heart also beat a beat.

It turns out that lying is really not something that can be done with an ordinary heart, after all, she has not yet reached the point of lying, maybe because she knows that Gu Xiliang is not the object of her lying. She was very panicked, afraid that one day the lie would be exposed, although she didn't do anything to be sorry for him, but she knew and always understood that deception was an intolerable thing in Gu Xiliang's eyes.

Silence was only brief for a moment.

"Push it off. Or, about another day? ”

"Is there anything important? I've been putting this contract on for a long time......"

The hurtful thing about lies is that when you tell a lie, you often need to use more and bigger lies to fulfill the beginning. Ruan En didn't want to, she really didn't want to, but she could only do this, she couldn't even imagine how long it would take for such days to end. Just prayed every day that Gu Ren could get better soon, and if she was faster, the kind of torture called guilt would one day overwhelm her.

"Nope."

The man's tone was unequivocal.

"Ruan Ruan, will you listen to me this time? You must listen to me. ”

Was it an illusion, she actually heard a hint of pleading and panic in Gu Xiliang's tone.

"I ...... Shall I rush back as soon as possible? I'll be back for dinner with you, huh? ”

Almost subconsciously giving in, Gu Xiliang pursed his lips, and finally spit out a "good", but he could no longer sleep peacefully.

That kind of poison called ** love, if you are destined to indulge, please let me never wake up.

Today's Gu Ren is very unusual, this is the first time that he has offered to be hospitalized. Ruan En started to run up and down in the morning to register, went to the pharmacy to get the medicine, stared at when the water in the infusion bottle was finished, and pinched the time to call the nurse to change the dressing. In fact, these are all done by special caregivers, but Gu Ren didn't say anything to ask Ruan En to sit down and rest, he likes to watch her busy for herself, just like a wife worries about her seriously ill husband, cares about him, takes care of him, and never leaves.

After all the procedures were done, the girl had just sat down, took a sip of the water handed by the man, and accidentally caught a glimpse of the clock on the bedside table, which pointed to half past four. The water in her mouth leaked out in a panic, Gu Ren secretly laughed at her stupidity, and gently handed over the tissue on the side. Ruan En didn't answer, casually wiped the water droplets from the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, stood up in a hurry, and took the small bag to say goodbye to Gu Ren.

"Brother Gu Ren, I can't wait for you to be discharged from the hospital today, Xiliang is at home, I want to accompany him to dinner......"

After saying something, seeing that the other party didn't plan to reply, Ruan En didn't think much about it, turned around and prepared to walk outside the ward, but when he just took a step, he felt that his left wrist was grabbed with a lot of force. She turned her face to look confused. Gu Ren, who was lying on the hospital bed, didn't look at her, and turned his gaze to the window.

"You promised that you wouldn't leave me alone."

"But ......"

The girl wanted to explain something, but was repeatedly interrupted by Gu Ren in a cold voice. He said, "Nguyen Nguyen, you promised. ”

The big palm still shows no signs of relaxing, like a child who can't get sugar. Ruan En suddenly remembered that she was in the United States, and during the time of her hunger strike, it should be the same, right? Childish, selfish. And how much patience did Gu Ren use at that time to be considerate and tolerant? How many times have you coaxed your voice softly? When she thought about it, her heart softened completely.

Anyway, maybe, a little later, it should be in time, right? So he sat down again.

This one stayed, but it was left until nine o'clock, and the water in the bottle, as if it could not be replaced, was bottled one after another. Ruan En was a little anxious at this time, took his mobile phone and walked out of the ward, plucking up the courage to call Gu Xiliang.

The bell rang and it was picked up.

"Hey."

Nguyen was apprehensive.

"Xiliang ......"

"Say."

He was waiting for her to confess and explain, but he ......

"The editor is very good, I want to have dinner, I should ...... for the time being. Can't go. ”

So no one on the other side of the phone spoke anymore, as if they could hear each other's breathing, Ruan En had the courage to tentatively say "Hey", and Gu Xiliang's voice finally came from the microphone into the girl's ears again. It's not hot, it's not even bland, it's just cold, it's endlessly cold.

"Suddenly I found out that I was really stupid, Ruan En, and you are the same. We are all stupid, stupid enough to let the hurt repeat, disappointed again and again, disappointed again, disappointed. ”

Then the phone was abruptly hung up, and only the beeping sound remained, which continued to haunt Ruan En's heart. She suspected that she had heard it wrong, or that Gu Xiliang had recognized the wrong person, otherwise how could she say such inexplicable things to her? But that's right, he did call Ruan En, not Ruan Ruan, but Ruan En, who even had a name and surname, and didn't have any emotions.

I always feel like something is going to happen, and I panic and panic.

Ning Lanyin was originally nestled on the sofa watching financial news, but she unexpectedly received a call from Gu Xiliang, she glanced at the caller ID, raised her eyebrows slightly, and then picked it up.

"Mr. Gu?"

The other party obviously didn't want to dwell on anything and cut straight to the point.

"I'm downstairs with you, accompany me to Taili Hospital."

Some happiness is slowly counting down like an hourglass.

Five, four, three, two, one......