Chapter 34: Li Yueqin's Past

Lovelorn men are the most fragile and sensitive, let alone this kind of first love plus unrequited love? He Ming, who was not so rough and bold in his mind, was even more difficult to extricate himself. He had to do everything possible to divert his attention and put his mind elsewhere to alleviate the pain, but no matter what he did, the feeling continued to grow and sink deeper and deeper.

It's just that He Ming escapes his emotional life, but he is progressive and positive, and he should be grateful that there is no wine in this place, and He Ming, who can't use wine to drown his sorrows, is left to practice with all his strength and concentrate on hunting, which requires full dedication to put his feelings aside.

So in the past two months, He Ming's martial arts have advanced by leaps and bounds, and he has made rapid progress, he moves as fast as a rabbit, and he can leave an afterimage when he exerts his full strength. The sword qi in his hand is even more free, and he can put it away as he goes, and the use of sword qi in this little grade is only afraid that it is not under Liu Jiaotou, the wind, and the flowing clouds! The accuracy of the shot is even more casual, and the assassination sword qi that is expected to be played can make the galloping hare collide into two sections.

The surrounding beasts were even more difficult to find by him, and during these days, everyone in the village had meat to eat, and everyone was full of spring breeze when they saw He Ming. These things and the passage of time will somewhat make He Ming's state of mind slowly calm down, if he hadn't eavesdropped on Li Yueqin's flute every day.

Li Yueqin's melodious and beautiful flute sound, like a heavenly sound, He Ming, who has emotional thinking, tasted it carefully, and heard that the flute sound was a trace of desolation and helplessness. Listening to it in your ears and tasting it in your heart, you can somehow calm some of the sourness in your heart.

But I didn't know that in the flute sound every morning, the calm and relaxation brought to He Ming at the beginning of the flute gradually became weaker and weaker, but the desolation and helplessness mixed with it became heavier and heavier, and later, He Ming would feel out of breath when he heard the flute, and the sense of depression increased day by day.

After going through so many things, He Ming finally felt that he had found the life he wanted in this mountain village, and he decided to live here. As for other things, he hopes that one day he will be able to change the barrier. After all, from the very beginning, He Ming put his position too low in his heart, so that he couldn't put his position right to communicate.

Finally, He Ming couldn't stand it anymore, he couldn't bear to continue to let Li Yueqin continue to suffer this desolation alone, he felt that at least he had to find out what the pain in Li Yueqin's heart was. He was even more reluctant to ask other people about this kind of thing, so the flute was finished that morning, and after finishing the morning's work, he took care of himself and went straight to Li Yueqin's residence.

The various languages he had thought of were completely forgotten at once, just like the beautiful and graceful flute, and the desolation in it needed to be very devoted and carefully savored to be felt. Li Yueqin in front of He Ming was full of heroism and a happy mood. She did her daily work neatly, making herbs, carving amulets, and it seemed that there were still many things to be busy with, and He Ming couldn't find the negative emotions in her heart at all.

Looking at Li Yueqin blankly for a long time, He Ming fell into deep thought. At this time, Li Yueqin's pleasant and firm voice sounded: "He Ming? What are you doing here? ”

He Ming thought about it, decided not to shy away from anything, and said it directly: "When I left Beechcraft, I had no place to stay, and it was God who blessed me to know you." I'm honored to be able to help you do something for Viper Mountain Village, but after all this time, I don't feel like you're as strong and happy inside as you seem. Can I help you with some of this? ”

Li Yueqin stared at He Ming with expressionless eyes and looked at him for a long time. Then he showed a smile and said to He Ming: "I can see that you really care about me, and I'm sorry for that." But not everything can be as simple and straightforward as you think, for example, would you be interested in listening to a story? ”

He Ming was a little unsure, afraid that it would arouse Li Yueqin's disgust, but curiosity still prevailed, and after being stunned for a while, he nodded affirmatively.

The long-standing heroism and firmness on Li Yueqin's face disappeared at that moment, replaced by a kind of dazed and sad, as if leaving this place that had been guarded for many years, but into a confused and long memory.

With a desolation and sadness in her tone that could not be concealed, Li Yueqin spoke: "In that calm and stable mountain village, there is a girl who has lived happily for many years, although she has been instilled with many things such as responsibility, obligation, protection, and the heart of a doctor's parents into her mind, but she is still so carefree, happy and simple for more than ten years. These good times did not go back in an earthquake, and her loved ones, and those who also bear those responsibilities, were lost in that earthquake. ”

This tone that he had never heard before surprised He Ming for a while, but as if he was driven by something, he couldn't tell why he was extremely curious about Li Yueqin's past, and despite the sad memories it would evoke her, he couldn't help but want to continue listening.

Seeing He Ming's still curious expression, Li Yueqin smiled warmly and continued: "The little girl who is single is the only family heir who guards this small mountain village, so whether she understands it or not, she gritted her teeth and became strong, and started the reconstruction of the village with the villagers who survived the disaster, it was a difficult and dangerous time.

"Rebuilding is a hard but happy day, and watching everything slowly change for the better is more enjoyable than any good thing. Later, two groups of people came from the direction of Beechcraft, more than a year apart. Like you, I'm from Beach City. The first group of people were in a hurry, and they settled here and soon walked in the direction of the alliance. The second group, the second group, stayed in the mountain village for a while. ”

As he said this, a glimmer of light flashed in his big eyes that had dimmed. After a pause, Li Yueqin continued.

"All of them are extraordinary, enthusiastic and caring. Seeing that our village was struggling, they stopped and helped us rebuild and resume production, and they helped build the fortifications against poisonous snakes in the village that day. Cleaned up a lot of poisonous snakes for the mountain village, and helped the villagers leave a large safe place to make sure that it was calm and safe before they left the Viper Valley.

"What if it ended like that? Their leader was strong and perceptive, decisive and compassionate, and in the short time they got along, the little girl fell in love with him uncontrollably. The leader did not directly accept the foolish feelings, but he did not refuse either. While helping to rebuild the village, they maintained a meaningless ambiguity. Until that day, the chief invited the girls to leave the village with them, and they wanted to open up for the future of mankind and do great things.

"The girl did not forget her responsibility, and regretfully declined the invitation, and continued to stay in the small mountain village to do her best to protect the mountain village from poisonous snakes."

"With that longing and emotion, after a while. Hahaha! ”

He Ming saw a crazy look in Li Yueqin's eyes, and couldn't help but want to comfort her, but he didn't know where to start, that leader in Li Yueqin's heart could not be compared to He Ming. There was a sour feeling in his heart, and He Ming had mixed feelings for a while.

"Then one day, I went to the valley to collect medicine, went out all day, and only came back in the evening to find that the house I lived in had been burned down and several villagers had died. When I went to ask, I learned that the leader had become the lord of Shabak, and in order to gain the support of the powerful families of the city, he had married the largest family. And the story between him and me made the patriarch of the alliance know about it, and there was distrust. As the lord of Shabak City, he sent people to destroy me and express his determination by the way. ”

"Although I was lucky enough to escape the assassination, I still caused disaster for others, so I rebuilt my house on the mountainside outside the village, and tried not to intersect with the villagers, so as not to spread to other villagers.

"Later, Shabak sent people a few more times, but they didn't hurt anyone. After that, I understood that those noble, great, and powerful outsiders could not have anything to do with me, and that my responsibilities needed to be passed on, but I could only continue with the people of this mountain village. ”

"I've always been able to bring disaster to the people I've been in contact with, and so have my family. This is true of the chieftain who had nothing to worry about, and so are the villagers. Even in the mountain village, I couldn't leave the village to go elsewhere in the face of the catastrophe caused by poisonous snakes, because to get to Mengzhong here, I had to pass through Shabak City.

"As for you, how long have you known me? How many lives have been in danger? So understand what I'm talking about? I...... Forget it, I'm tired, let me rest alone. ”

After saying this, Li Yueqin's body was shrouded in a decadent and gloomy aura, and it was useless to say anything now. He Ming couldn't bear to continue to deepen her memories. He said, "Take care." "Went out and closed the door.

Then he locked himself in his room for a day.

His mind was a mess that day, he didn't know what he was thinking, he just thought about this, and then that squeezed in, and when he turned around, he thought of another picture, and he couldn't organize his thoughts anyway. It's just that what Li Yueqin has experienced makes him more uncomfortable than the last time he was attacked in the Beechcraft Mine. In the chaotic thoughts, He Ming once again had the emotions that spread like a fever, and he was lost in the hatred that had long been indifferent.

The next day, he packed his bags and didn't go to say goodbye to Li Yueqin, his eyes were red, and He Ming, who looked excited, left from the road leading to Mengzhong in the Viper Valley.

He Ming's impulse, as if he had been devoured by a demon, led him along that path. I don't know how long it took to finally get out of the Viper Valley, and I actually saw a few guards at the place where I crossed the border of the alliance. Suppressing his emotions a little, He Ming went up to ask for the way.