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The Korean's mobile phone rang, and He Xue's voice came through the microphone.
"Where are you?"
"The tea restaurant across the street from the company."
"Oh, I'm fine, I just happened to pass by your company to see if you were off work."
Hearing this, the Koreans spit out two words without a trace of hesitation.
"Come up."
As soon as she opened the door of the private room, He Xue saw Gu Xiliang, who was standing up and nodding goodbye to the Koreans.
How long has it been since we met? She thought she would never see the man she hated again. If it weren't for him, Ruan En would still be crying or laughing beside her, but now she can't know whether she is crying or laughing. Or they don't remember the past and throw themselves into reincarnation.
She hoped it was the latter.
When passing by He Xue, Gu Xiliang's eyes lingered on her a few times, but he found that the girl's face was full of anger. He didn't go deeper, passed by him, went out and took the elevator down to the parking lot to pick up the car.
The moment he first entered the house, Gu Xiliang seemed to have been struck by lightning. He saw the person on the other side slowly walking towards him, dressed in a plain skirt.
"Don't like your expression? Didn't you say that straight hair looks good? ”
So Gu Xiliang came back to his senses and replied succinctly, "I like it." ”
After that, I put the documents and reports that I took home to work on in the locker in the entrance, changed into slippers, and went straight upstairs.
Hearing his liking, He Yishu relieved himself. After dinner, the two went their separate ways. He Yishu held a popular romance novel to relieve boredom, while Gu Xiliang stayed in the study to do market trend analysis. During the period, he went back to the bedroom from the study to get the information, and saw that she was reading something with relish, and leaned over from behind He Yishu to look at it with some curiosity, but happened to see a cold joke about penguins and polar bears:
There is a penguin whose home is very far from the polar bear's house, and it would take 20 years to get there if he had to walk. One day, the penguin was bored at home and was about to play with a polar bear, so he went out. But halfway down the road, I found that I forgot to turn off the gas in my house, and it has been 10 years. But the gas still had to be turned off, so the penguin went home to turn off the gas. After turning off the gas, the penguins set off again to find the polar bear. It took him 40 years to get to the polar bears.
Then the penguin knocked on the door and said, "Polar bear, polar bear, penguin is coming to you!" ”
As a result, after the polar bear opened the door, guess what he said.
He said, "I'm not playing with you!" ”
In the end, He Yishu smiled, but Gu Xiliang was silent, and then he walked away quietly.
There was no superfluous conversation all night as usual, going to bed and sleeping, He Yishu took the initiative to express his willingness to have something to do with Gu Xiliang, but was politely rejected by an indifferent word of concern.
"You're not in good health."
So the two didn't talk much about this, just hugged each other and slept together.
The man's arms surrounded the woman's entire body, burying his face in the back of the other's neck, and he could smell the fragrance of the shower gel, Gu Xiliang fell asleep like this. He Yishu was more and more perversely confused and uneasy, and when she stared at the clear yellow moonlight outside the window and gradually became sleepy, the person holding her suddenly tightened her hands.
Then she heard him murmur like nothing.
"Ruan Ruan, you're thin again."
Thinking that he had auditory hallucinations, He Yishu suddenly turned over and faced in the direction of Gu Xiliang, only to find that he also suddenly opened his eyes, and there was also disbelief in his eyes, and he seemed to reflect what he had just blurted out.
He Yishu was surprised.
"You...... You regained your memory, when? ”
After finishing speaking, he seemed to remember his previous actions, and then immediately changed his words, his tone full of certainty.
"No, you've never had amnesia."
Then there seemed to be something in her left atrium struggling to jump out, but the man did not answer her questions, but slowly turned the hand that was holding the woman from her waist to her neck, and his tone was a gentle tone of water.
"Why not you?"
He Yishu sat up from the bed in disbelief in an instant, covering the frequency in his chest that could no longer be calmed down, and burst into tears in an instant.
"Xiliang, I can't believe that you are taking revenge on me in such a way."
She had thought it was a mercy of fate, but she didn't expect it to be a belated punishment.
"You remember it all the time, don't you, you don't forget? For so long, you have been trying to change me into hers, so who am I...... I never thought we'd have a day like this. If I could turn back time, I would never have left you, and nothing would have allowed me to leave you. I'm sorry Ruan En, if she is still here, I am willing to die immediately to fulfill you! ”
"But Xiliang. Nguyen En is dead, she's dead. Did You Know? ”
She's dead, do you know it!
Gu Xiliang, who was originally Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, and also had a calm expression, finally couldn't pretend to be calm and self-contained anymore after hearing He Yishu's last tragic statement. What he had been avoiding, what he was trying to forget, what he had been paralyzing himself day and night, had completely collapsed. He was scared, thinking it was a dream, as long as she in the dream came to wake him up. But no one could keep him awake from this nightmare.
If it's not a dream, how do you wake up?
Ignoring those pressing tears and questions, Gu Xiliang got up, only wore a nightgown, and stepped out of the bedroom to the study.
It was a dark room, with a desk and leather chair, as well as a large closet that could hold more than 3,000 books. Further inside, there is a simple black pattern sofa, 2 meters in front of it, is a 42-inch LCD TV, the sound equipment is complete, usually used to connect to the computer video call. But Gu Xiliang only found out at this moment that there was a small box of discs on the DV machine.
It seems to be a compressed serial, and Ben has always disliked these crying idol dramas, but Ruan is very affectionate. He put it on the DV machine and opened it, flashed a burst of music and started the plot.
As if there was someone by her side, Gu Xiliang curled up on the sofa, looking patiently, not wanting to miss the slightest connection with her. Then at the end of the episode, the dialogue between the hero and heroine is fixed in his mind.
The picture is an endless starry night, the girl has her back to the boy, reclining on the balcony, her eyes are full of tenderness:
"Do you know why I like to watch the sea from you? Because I think it's so beautiful to see the sea from you. It's strange that it's the same sea, but it looks like it's going to have a completely different feeling. I don't know why now, because there's one more person here. ”
"Because of one person, the whole world is different. It turns out that people can live happily or sadly for another person, and I want to tell you that you are the first person to change me, so I am willing to live happily for you, and I am also willing to live seriously for you, no matter what the real you are, I don't care. I want to be with you every day, be in a daze together, do all the boring things together, even if we fight every time we meet. I just want to be in front of you every day, like I am now, even if you don't do anything. ”
"And I'm not going to disappear all of a sudden."
"Because I'm strong, strong as a tree."
"Even if the tree falls one day, I will still be in front of you, and it will always be like this."
The memory goes back to one night.
The girl was obviously heartbroken to death, but she hugged him and said with a strong posture: I won't leave you without a word like her. for I am as strong as a tree. Even if the tree falls one day, I will still appear in front of you, forever.
This is the first time in half a year that Gu Xiliang has clearly recalled someone's face.
Nguyen, tell me everything is just a joke. Do you say you love me anymore? Do you say that you will never leave, that you will not count? I want you to live happily for me, I am willing to change for you, be with you every day, do all the boring things together in a daze, as long as you can appear in front of me every day, it doesn't matter.
God doesn't like lying children, so come back to me.
He Yishu, who had been standing outside the door for a long time, did not dare to go inside, for fear of disturbing the peace at the moment and causing an uproar. For a moment, she heard the man's choked voice in a trance, thinking it was a hallucination.
Turning sideways to look through the gap, he saw Gu Xiliang covering his eyes for a long time, and then said "Ruan Ruan" word by word.
"I love you".
The room was full of silence, but no one answered the romantic sentence: Me too.
It turns out that everything is not so important.
Those self-righteous pride are not important, and those unspeakable sweet words are not important.
Hearing your heart beating is the most important thing.