13
After receiving a call from Ada and rushing to the hospital, Gu Ren saw Gu Xiliang sitting outside the door of the emergency room, he hesitated, but still walked forward and asked, "Is there anything wrong?" Gu Xiliang heard the voice of the visitor, raised his head, and only asked, "Why didn't you tell me?" Gu Ren's originally copied hand put on Gu Xiliang's shoulder.
"It's what Yishu means."
"That's why she left me in the first place?"
Gu Ren didn't deny it, but said, "I've been hiding it for so many years, and my eldest brother is sorry for you." ”
The tight string in my head suddenly broke, and everything came to an abrupt halt.
When He Yishu woke up, she saw Gu Xiliang sitting on the edge of the bed, she was afraid that it was a dream, after all, for so many years, such a dream has always been repeated. tentatively stretched out his hand, and finally was really held, but it was even more like a dream. She struggled to sit up, Gu Xiliang went to help, but was asked, "You hug me, okay?" ”
After only a moment's hesitation, he opened his hand and hugged her.
He Yishu almost cried, she was in his arms, the arms that once belonged to her, and she was longing for her. She wanted that from now on, this embrace also belonged to her, only to her. No matter how high a person is, greed often cannot be cut off. As pure as Ruan En, after Gu Xiliang gave her the initial warmth, she wondered, can there be more? A little more, preferably all. It also comes with a perpetual term.
But she forgot that how can she have both fish and bear's paws, and if she wants to have it, she must first know how to accept it.
"When I first found out, I was shocked and scared. I was shocked how I could get such an illness, and I was afraid of how sad you would be if I left like this? So he asked Brother Gu Ren for help and acted in that scene. Xiliang, do you know, the moment I said those words to you, I really understood what it was. It's like being cut off by someone, but you can't cry out in pain. ”
"Brother Gu Ren, I am very grateful to him. During the years he went to the United States, he also traveled around to worry a lot about me and found many famous authoritative doctors. I have undergone 3 surgeries, but almost every time my heart is rejected. A month before I came back, I came home from the hospital. It was the knife operated by Dr. Fell, the veteran of the heart world, and finally achieved the desired effect. ”
"You just passed out, were you scared? I was also frightened, I thought that this dilapidated body was so useless and strange. Luckily, just normal cardiopulmonary activity after surgery. ”
Finally she said.
"Xiliang, I know, you still love me."
Gu Xiliang was silent, he was almost running out of words. Listening to her babbling like this, he suddenly remembered that night, he hugged Ruan En and talked about the past that he didn't want to look back. He kept saying the same thing, and she listened, without saying a word.
The cell phone rang incessantly in the wide hospital room. Gu Xiliang knew that it was Ruan En, and this was her special ringtone. I don't remember when she took his phone to make a claim and divided into a group: dear wife. Incoming calls have also been set as her own ringtone.
If I want love, I will go straight to you, I have a dream to hold you full, no matter how many thorns and obstacles the road is full of, I am not afraid.
But He Yishu's last statement sentence seemed to give Gu Xiliang a dull stick, which made him at a loss.
It's sad that he couldn't find a reason to refute it.
So hang up, shut down, and unplug the battery.
It was already past 12 o'clock, Gu Xiliang did not come back without notice, and the phone could not be reached. Ruan En stayed awake all night, thinking about what Gu Ren said. "Yishu is back."
Looking at the sky, it was dark and bright.
Gu Xiliang came back after 10 o'clock the next night, his eyes full of exhaustion. He has always loved cleanliness, but he forgot to shave his beard. He deliberately lowered his voice, but Ruan En woke up, or didn't sleep at all. It's still the same action, taking a shower, going to bed, as if nothing has changed. But Ruan En could clearly feel that the alienated Gu Xiliang was back.
Don't talk to her, don't hug her, in the same bed, but at the farthest distance.
The two of them were facing the ceiling, Ruan En was lying on the right side of Gu Xiliang's body, she stretched out the little finger of her left hand to hook the tip of his ring finger, but it was avoided without a trace, she moved over and hooked again, the same result. Finally, there was no more movement, dead heart, closed eyes, and water droplets slipped silently.
I thought that no matter how stormy the world was, it couldn't stop my determination to love you.
I want to be the tree that never leaves you, too strong to be decent.
But beloved, you never gave me a chance to take root in the soil.
It turns out that the heart is weak, and it is the saddest.
On the third day, Ruan En went to Gu's to find Gu Xiliang and learned that he didn't come to work, but he happened to meet Gu Ren when he came out of Gu's.
"What a coincidence, brother and sister."
Ruan En looked at Gu Ren, stunned in place, looking coquettish, she didn't know what to call him appropriately. Eldest brother? But Gu Xiliang didn't seem to like him.
"Don't go to work? I remember that today is not a weekend, and your boss's money is so good? ”
Seeing Ruan En's unnatural appearance, Gu Ren stopped teasing her.
"Are you looking for Xiliang?" Ruan En nodded vigorously at this time, she intuitively felt that Gu Ren knew Gu Xiliang's whereabouts, for fear that she would miss the opportunity to find him if she didn't work hard enough.
Gu Ren could see that Ruan En's feelings for Gu Xiliang could not be summed up in the past with a few simple words of liking. He was a little unbearable, afraid that he would let her know the truth, and he would not be able to stand it when he saw that scene, and he would be hurt. But after thinking about it, only if she was seriously injured would she have the opportunity to have this lovely woman, Gu Ren finally hardened his heart.
Since the first step has been taken, there is no reason to stop. Even if he hits the south wall, he doesn't want to look back, he wants to step over and honestly face the contradictions and stains in his heart. Then Ruan En followed Gu Ren to the legendary private hospital.
Ruan En saw Gu Xiliang at a glance through the frosted glass window on the door. I'm carefully feeding the mouth of the man who is almost exactly like himself. How familiar it is, when they met for the first time, he also fed himself porridge one bite at a time, but he lacked the gentleness at the moment. At this time, in Gu Xiliang's eyes, He Yishu is his gold and jade, his good fate, and his jewelry.
The woman standing outside the world, she can only envy with tears.
Gu Ren stepped forward and hugged Ruan En's shoulder, wanting to comfort him, but she abruptly pushed him away and ran out. He chased after her, fearing that something would happen to her mentally unstable, and finally caught her at the exit on the first floor of the hospital. Ruan En struggled, she had never been so excited, she kicked and bit Gu Ren again, fortunately, the environment here is relatively private, otherwise I don't know how many people will become the talk of the conversation after dinner. Gu Ren had never felt that he was so helpless and failed, he angrily restrained Ruan En, who was struggling desperately, and hugged him to the death, not caring if this strength would hurt her. Just let her kick, let her hit, let her bite, and don't say a word.
In the end, Ruan En seemed to be finally tired, and he no longer struggled, and relaxed his body to let him hold him, and Gu Ren felt her compromise and relaxed his strength slightly. Feeling the girl's turned face pounce on her chest, she cried loudly.
"Why did you show up? Why bring her back? Why, why, why! ”
In the face of this hoarse accusation, Gu Ren couldn't find any words to answer instead, right, why? I said for you, do you believe it? I said I fell in love with you like crazy, can you believe it?
I don't believe it myself.
However, the paparazzi are everywhere.
The next day, He Yishu wanted to eat oranges, and Gu Xiliang went downstairs to buy them. Passing by a newsstand, I stopped by a few newspapers.
"The Gu brothers took turns to stage a love affair."
"Who will kill the young girl?"
In many photos, Gu Ren hugged Ruan En from behind, the girls struggled, and there were those who were buried in his chest crying.
Gu Xiliang returned to the ward with an inexplicable emotion, and it happened that Gu Ren also walked in. Yishu whispered, "Brother Gu Ren." Gu Ren nodded, but found that something was wrong with Gu Xiliang, obviously He Yishu also noticed that the two brothers had already released their suspicions on the day they were hospitalized, why were they silent now? Gu Xiliang didn't want to disturb her, so he only said, "You rest first, I'll go out for a while." Gu Ren also came over and followed out of the ward.
Throwing the newspaper on the other party, Gu Xiliang only coldly spit out two words.
"Explain."
Gu Ren picked up the newspaper and looked at it, and actually said, "Well, the angle is good." Gu Xiliang's fists were already clenched, but he was still patient.
"Big brother, don't force me."
Gu Ren finally got serious, he squinted his eyes and looked at Gu Xiliang.
It seems that he is not indifferent to her.
"There is no need to explain. Ruan Ruan was naturally sad when she saw you and Yishu together, and I comforted her, which is normal. Gu Xiliang was extremely disgusted by the natural "Ruan Ruan" in Gu Ren's mouth.
"I remember this place wasn't easy to find."
"Xiliang, I'm just helping you make a decision. Isn't that what you chose? Gu Xiliang didn't say anything.
Is that so? Really?
Maybe.