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"Unless I change my realm, my will cannot be shaken, and you are doing useless work. Zuo Zhe gave birth to such a voice in his heart, an abominable voice.

Zuo Zhe felt more and more that he was schizophrenic, splitting into an abominable sub-personality. It was this sub-personality that brought endless disasters to Zuo Zhe, so that Zuo Zhe could not get a moment of peace. However, Zuo Zhe actually found that he had no way to take this sub-personality. Just like what the sub-personality said, unless Zuo Zhe can surpass the other party in the realm, Zuo Zhe can't help the other party at all.

It's just that this realm? Does Zuo Zhe really have a so-called "realm"? What is the realm, what kind of realm is it?

"The highest realm is not the realm of truth, but only a lie to the self-deception. There is no supreme in this world. And the so-called 'supremacy' is only a weak compromise that has reached the bottleneck of strength but is unable to break through. It's like a car that reaches its maximum speed, because the car's power is used to maintain its top speed, so it loses the engine power that allows the car to go even further. And if you blindly pursue higher speeds, the stability and handling of the car will be lost. Or, the driver of the car will lose enough control of the car because of the speed of the car, which can easily lead to a car accident. "The sub-personality is saying inexplicable words, disgusting and puzzling words.

Zuo Zhe didn't know what the realm was, and he didn't know how to raise his realm to the point where it surpassed the sub-personality. Perhaps, the deputy personality is right, he is indeed a little weak. And now, if Zuo Zhe wants to surpass the sub-personality, he must become stronger than the sub-personality and the realm is higher.

However, this is an unattainable goal. Why can't we achieve it? Because the pursuit of the realm is not Zuo Zhe's strength at all, and it can even be said to be Zuo Zhe's weakness. Using his own weaknesses to compete with the strengths of others, Zuo Zhe's failure is a matter of course.

Therefore, Zuo Zhe still has to live this purgatory-like life, until the moment of the end of his life, or the moment when he really makes changes.

"Which one is the real me? Is what I think is true and what I think is really true? Or is the truth I want the same as the reality I am facing?" The voice of the sub-personality sounded in his head, and it seemed that he didn't need Zuo Zhe to make a move at all.

"So, should the world be materialistic or idealistic? Or is the world materialistic or idealistic? If there is a strong enough force, should we ignore the outside world and only change the world with our own will as evidence?" The sub-personality muttered to himself, thinking about something that sounded completely meaningless to Zuo Zhe. For Zuo Zhe, no matter what the world becomes, as long as it doesn't become too bad, he can get by. Of course, as long as he is not wanted, Zuo Zhe has had enough of this kind of hunted life.

"So, what really decides to pursue is actually the demand. And the goal of demand is often what you are missing. In other words, the goal of the 'true self' is not actually the 'true self'. Like a python biting its tail and trying to devour itself, if the 'true self' is only confined to this realm, then I will never be at peace, forever chasing what is missing. And in the process, what originally belonged to you will become what is missing, what is lost. The sub-personality is still murmuring. It's just that after hearing these words, Zuo Zhe forgot about his hatred, but was thinking about the situation he was in. Although he is in pursuit, he looks like he will never be at peace. However, Zuo Zhe still retains freedom, something that has been ignored by himself. If you really turn yourself in, you go to prison. You will indeed get a stable life. However, he will also lose his present freedom because of this.

"Is it really so difficult to make a choice? No matter how you choose, you will lose so much? Why can't I live a happy and happy life without worries like ordinary people?" Zuo Zhe thought unwillingly.

"Because you have the power that ordinary people don't have, you lose the peaceful life that ordinary people have. "It's like yin and yang fish chasing each other, revealing the essence and truth of the world in the coiling and rotating of each other." If you want to transcend, you must break free from the original realm and reach a higher realm. Although, the higher realms will also encounter new problems. ”

"What should I do?" asked Zuo Zhe.

"You don't deserve to suffer like this, it's me who deserves to suffer. However, you and I are one, and the pain I need to endure will inevitably have your share. Said the sub-personality.

"So what?" asked Zuo Zhe in despair.

"If we can't transcend the existing realm, then what we should do is defeat the enemy. If there are no enemies, even if you can't break through the original realm for the time being, you won't be too sad. There was a rare anger in the sub-personality's tone. Because there is no grudge against each other, they should even belong to friends. However, the self-proclaimed supreme being took the initiative to attack Zuo Zhe with a narrow mind. In order to harm Zuo Zhe, the existence of the Supreme Realm even paid a lot of price for it. Since the enemy took the initiative to attack, Zuo Zhe could only make a counterattack.

"If your realm cannot surpass mine, then listen to me and defeat the enemy with me. Only by defeating a strong enemy can you have a little respite. The sub-personality suggested.

"Then what should I do?" asked Zuo Zhe, grasping at the straw.

"You have within you some of the power of a Supreme Being. Use these powers to find its clone, and you can control its clone and become the overlord of one side. The sub-personality said.

"And then?" asked Zuo Zhe.

"Then you have the power to stop suffering as much as you do now. Said the sub-personality.

"Who am I?" Zuo Zhe asked suddenly.

"You are you, your name and identity don't matter, and your memory doesn't matter to you, just act according to your heart and have a clear conscience. The sub-personality said.

"As long as you have a clear conscience, is it okay?" Zuo Zhe muttered this sentence, his eyes gradually becoming firm.

"As much as I hate the current life of fleeing, I am definitely not a traitor who can abandon important partners for the sake of happiness! I am willing to stay and fight with you to crush that bastard who stumbled us!" Zuo Zhe clenched his fists and gritted his teeth angrily.

"You didn't understand the meaning of my words, your existence is a weakness created by the Supreme Realm using my weakness to magnify it. While my strengths can compensate for my weaknesses, weaknesses are weaknesses after all. If I keep my weaknesses, it will be difficult for me to exert my strength. And if there are no weaknesses, although the strengths are gone, I can exert more powerful power, the power to change our destiny. Said the sub-personality.

"Am I dragging you back?" Zuo Zhe froze on the spot as if he had been struck by lightning, unable to accept the reality in front of him.

"You are complicated, and you are the power used by the Supreme Realm to contain me. It's a pity that the Supreme Realm Existence underestimated my strength. The sub-personality said.

"You really don't need my help?" Zuo Zhe asked unwillingly.

"I hope you can leave with my weakness, and I will avenge you. The deputy personality assured.

"Am I going to die after I leave you?" asked Zuo Zhe.

"No, you're not going to die. The sub-personality replied.

"Will I lose myself, lose myself, and become a monster I don't even know myself?" Zuo Zhe asked again.

"You've lost yourself. Said the sub-personality.

"Who am I, where am I from, and where am I going?" asked Zuo Zhe in a trembling voice.

"It's okay to live your life, you don't need to know all the puzzles. The deputy personality scolded.

"No, I don't want to continue to live in confusion and ignorance, I want to understand the truth of life!" Zuo Zhe yelled hysterically.

"The people inside, you have been surrounded, come out and surrender immediately!" At this moment, the shouts of the police rang out outside the door. Because Zuo Zhe's voice was too loud, it attracted the attention of his neighbors, and then called the police. As a result, Zuo Zhe's residence was exposed.

However, such a danger could not help Zuo Zhe, and Zuo Zhe immediately became invisible and became an existence that could not be seen by the naked eye. When the door was forcibly broken, the policemen with tranquilizer guns swarmed in from outside the door, and Zuo Zhe walked out of the wide open door and easily escaped the pursuit of the police.

This kind of thing is already commonplace, Zuo Zhe must find a safe place to stay, because the police will react quickly, and the next person to pursue him is not an ordinary policeman.

Quickly escaped from the residential building, Zuo Zhe kept dodging the oncoming pedestrians on the crowded street. Because of Zuo Zhe's stealth state, pedestrians along the road will not give way to Zuo Zhe, and vehicles along the way will not give way to Zuo Zhe. Therefore, in a state of stealth, Zuo Zhe must be prepared to avoid pedestrians and vehicles. In addition, Zuo Zhe must also pay attention to the speed of running, so as not to make pedestrians feel too strong and unusual winds. Because of that abnormal wind, pedestrians will reveal Zuo Zhe's escape direction during police questioning.

Zuo Zhe had no way to maintain his stealth for a long time, so Zuo Zhe stealthily mixed into the compartment of a truck, revealing his figure in the compartment where no one observed or cameras.

Zuo Zhe doesn't care where the truck sends him, no matter which residential community he goes to, as long as there are free houses, there is a place for Zuo Zhe to live. In fact, even if he was taken to the factory by bus, Zuo Zhe could find a temporary place to live. This is Zuo Zhe, although his realm is not high, but he is a man with tenacious vitality like weeds.