Chapter 60: →_→
"What are you denying?" Crisp words filled the night sky.
"Huh?" Li Ming woke up from his delusion and asked back as if he had just woken up from a dream, "Teacher Skaha, aren't you...... Ahem, what do you say? ”
Skaha looked confused, "I've never seen you like this...... I obviously like something, but I forcibly want to deny it, and I can't understand it......"
"......" Li Ming was a little confused, "What are you talking about......"
The purple-haired woman stepped forward, and her jade finger tapped Li Ming's heart, "Here, you are wandering......"
Li Ming's face changed slightly, and he subconsciously took a step back, opening his mouth to explain.
"I ...... Well? ……”
A crystal jade finger was pressed against Li Ming's lips, warm as jade, white onion and tender, with a girlish green breath, for a while, Li Ming's words were held in his throat and could not be spoken.
"Are you scared of who you are?" It can only be said that Skaha, who is well-informed and has cultivated many bigwigs, has a keen eye that goes straight to the essence and is indeed top-notch.
"Fear will never work. Believe in your food, believe in your heart......"
…………
Li Ming returned to Polestar Liao in a trance.
At this moment, everyone in the Pole Star Liao is celebrating the victory of Yanyu, and expressing strong condemnation to Kohei Chuangzhen who ran silently to be the referee to steal food, although the girl has just moved into the Pole Star Liao, and the people in the Pole Star Liao who have a very good atmosphere have already regarded her as their own......
Originally, Li Ming was worried that the girl would not get along well with everyone, after all, when she was in Huaguo, the girl stuck to her side every day, and she didn't seem to have even a friend...... Oh, except for that person, because the girl is naturally intelligent, it seems that she can easily discern a person's good thoughts and malice, and naturally, pure friendship is hard to find in this day and age You can imagine, but now it seems that the girl seems to get along well with everyone, and now she is pointing out Yoshino Yuhime and Sakaki Ryoko several women.
Seeing Li Ming walk into the door, a trace of excitement flashed on Yanyu's pretty face, and then he thought of something, his face was cold, his little face was slightly bulging, he snorted coldly, and deliberately turned his head, with a posture of "I'm very angry, it's hard to coax".
Just as the girl was sitting there, thinking about how to blackmail and exploit Li Ming, who knew that she couldn't wait for Li Ming's comfort, she "brushed", her face was angry, and she was really angry now, and turned her head,
"Young Master, are you ...... Ah, young master, what's wrong with you? ......" Before the angry words came out, he saw Li Ming's expression of disappointment, and then hit the wall with a "snap" in the next second, and immediately, any anger and pettiness disappeared, leaving only the most anxious worry.
"Woo......" Li Ming touched his nose and waved his hand indifferently, "Oh, it's okay, I'm thinking about something......"
Looking at Li Ming's departing back, the girl's eyes flashed with worry, and then turned into a trace of firmness and made a certain decision.
in the room.
Li Ming closed his eyes and lay quietly on the bed, not sleeping, but chatting with the system.
"Now, system, do you think I'm really like this now? Beneath the self-confident and indifferent exterior, there is fear, fear, cringe......"
【……】
[You are still struggling with the things of your past life and this life......] The questioning sentence is narrated in a stated tone.
"......" Li Ming's face twitched, but he didn't refute it, because this is exactly the case, he has always been called the predecessor of his previous life, facing the characters in the plot, even if he knows that this is a magical world, but he has always had a kind of honey confidence, and even this halberd is also in a kind of familiar with the plot, and then the result of a few blind operations, these actions can be seen that he has never substituted himself into the identity of "Li Ming" in this world.
So in the face of the girl, in the face of other non-plot characters who know this identity, he always has an inexplicable panic, he knows this panic, others don't say it, Yanyu, this childhood sweetheart who has been with him for ten years, must be able to detect it, but until now there has been no problem, this has already said something, but, people are like this, inexplicable doubts are always inevitable......
All of this has caused such a complicated situation as Li Ming now.
[Okay...... I ask you] The voice of the system carries seriousness,
[Then do you believe in the existence of souls?] 】
Li Ming was stunned for a moment by the serious tone of the system, and then thought about the deep meaning of this question, "It should exist, soul...... I remember saying that after death, a person loses 21 grams, and that is the mass of the soul. ”
[Host: Do you think a person's memories are placed on the soul, or are they stored somewhere in the body?] 】
"Soul ...... Right? Li Ming asked uncertainly, looking at what is written in those novels, what kind of soul crossing, snatching away, or something.
[So is a person's memory more important or a person's soul is important?] 】
“…… Soul? Li Ming asked tentatively.
[That's right, soul, as the origin of a human being...... Host, have you ever thought about such an interesting situation, if you instill the memory of another person, tentatively named B, to a person, tentatively named B, and overwrite the memory of the original A, you say that this person, is he A or B? 】
"......" Li Ming was silent, said A, this person's memory is all B's memory, and even he thinks that he is B, say B, and say that the soul is the source, so since it is A's soul, then it is obviously inappropriate for this person to say B.
[The answer is B]
"But......" Li Ming's face had a look of disapproval.
[Actually, the question just now is meaningless, the most important thing is that he thinks he is B]
“……”
[Host: Who do you think you are?] The otaku who had talent but stayed at home in his previous life, or the young master who loved cooking but had no talent in this life? I guess it's still a past life......]
Li Ming nodded silently.
[What do you think if you tell you that everything in your past life is a dream and everything is a false memory? 】
"Impossible!" Li Ming retorted excitedly, "What I experienced in my previous life...... How can it be...... It's just a dream,......" but his voice grew deeper and deeper.
[Isn't it possible...... Oh, too, if one day the mockery of the ......] system stopped abruptly, and it was replaced by another tone of doubt,
[But is it okay to tell him like this?] 】
【……】
[Understood]
Li Ming listened to the system's "self-talk" with a blank face, and there were several question marks on his face.
[Ahem, I'll tell you the truth]
“?”
[Your past life was not a dream]
"Hoo ......"
[You're an orphan in that world, aren't you?] 】
"Bah, you're the lonely ...... Ahem, that's right, if you're talking about fatherless and motherless......" Li Ming was a little embarrassed, just subconsciously regarded the orphans that the system said was scolding, and suddenly, a trace of fear flashed in Li Ming's eyes, "Could it be ......?"
[In fact, Li Ming of that world is Li Ming of this world who has traveled through the past! ] 】
"Wait a minute...... his eyes widened, his mind shook, and Li Ming asked in a lost voice, "You said I, crossing?" Here to over there? ”
[That's right]
The brain was a little chaotic, and he couldn't turn around, Li Ming took a few breaths, "Although I am indeed an orphan, I still grew up over there and spent more than twenty years......
[Because of the rules of the world.] Under the resonance of some kind of rule, your physical body shrinks in size and grows again.]
"No, I ......"
Li Minggang wanted to explain, but found that such a statement was not unreasonable. He could easily recall the experiences of being a baby, including a night of cold wind blowing in front of the orphanage and then being brought into the hospital by the director, which was obviously unthinkable for a toddler. Moreover, it is also problematic to be able to recall the experiences of young children, but they have no memory of their own birth, and they are completely blank memories.
Naturally, for Li Ming, who lives in a world where there is no supernatural phenomenon, he just thinks about these things, and he won't take them too seriously, but now that he thinks about it, the problem is big!
"But...... Why? These things are not easy to do, are they...... If it's a coincidence, I don't believe it......"
[I don't know] the answer of the system is very simple, [these are the actions of the people above, we are just an intelligent system, but I don't know the inside story]
The feeling of ......being stopped at the door of the truth is really uncomfortable, but Li Ming has nothing to do, "Forget it, I'll think about it myself......"
At this moment, the door of the room opened, and before the figure appeared, a distant fragrance wafted in......