Turning around in surprise, the man met the girl's eyes in disbelief, as if to see if there was any reluctance in it, and only spoke halfway.

"Ruan Ruan, are you serious? I'm not a saint, you know what I mean by sleeping, not just sharing a bed. ”

Of course, she understands the meaning of sleeping together, and she hasn't been an idiot enough to say that the other party will sleep together, just hug and sleep. She's just, just, afraid. Because the past reminds her that there is often greater suffering waiting for her behind the sweetness. Or more, she is just afraid that the scar on the left side of her waist will make Gu Xiliang feel ugly, in the final analysis, that is, she is afraid of that scar, and bring all the bad memories and bad luck back to herself, just like the box that contained He Yishu's photo at the beginning, revealing everything is full of holes.

The two saw each other naked, although the lights were turned off, Ruan En still felt that those eyes seemed to be able to see through herself at a glance, she was a little nervous, and casually stretched out her hand, grabbed the puppet made in her appearance, took it, and consciously stuffed it on the side of her left waist, trying to cover the unsightly trace, but was stopped by Gu Xiliang first, and he accurately pressed his palm against the wound that had passed, but was still hideous.

The two sides didn't make any moves, Gu Xiliang wanted to speak and stopped, and finally said, "I'm sorry." ”

A belated sorry sentence made Ruan En cry again. When she was in the United States, she thought more than 10,000 times that if one day Gu Xiliang regretted it and came to apologize to her and say sorry, what would happen to her. At that time, there were only three results that she thought of, and she would be very angry and exonerate the other party.

"No one is sorry for anyone, you just don't love me."

Or hysteria.

"Do you think it's funny to give a slap and another candy?"

Otherwise, Yun said lightly, "The best love, wait ahead." ”

But at the moment when she really heard the sentence "I'm sorry", her eyes were very red, but she said, "Xiliang, do you know, we once had a child, but I didn't protect him." I ......"

Knowing what she was going to say next, it was nothing more than something like I was useless, Gu Xiliang simply sealed it with a kiss, and his lips and teeth lingered and went deeper.

How could he not know about the existence of that child? When he learned that Ruan En was not dead, he immediately sent someone to investigate all the news about Ruan En, and did not miss a single bit. Knowing how she fell into a coma, how she got to the United States, how she lost confidence in a grumpy hunger strike, how she couldn't speak, how she ...... Lost children, children who belong to theirs. He even knew exactly where her gunshot wound was. The reason why I never mentioned it again is because I have the same idea, not to let each other relive those entangled nightmares.

Saying the knot buried in his heart, as if he liberated himself, Ruan En reached out to hug the other party's waist, and when he touched the other party's left waist, there was also a small piece of uneven skin, almost all of his IQ came back in an instant, as if he realized something, and he didn't care about the question of being shy or not, the girl turned her face to the side, dodging and stopping the kiss, and then turned on the bedside lamp and lifted the slight quilt.

Although it was a wound that had healed, it was still extremely vivid in Gu Xiliang's waist, and it could even recall the shocking time at that time. The most important thing is that the wound is not much different from the position where he was injured.

Ruan En's fingertips stroked it, his face full of disbelief.

"What's going on?"

The man avoided answering, but turned out the lamp with his left hand, and kissed the person under him again, adding some strength. Ruan En refused, and the question "why" was still in his mouth...... ...... way"

The other party finally answered, but only two vague words.

"Accident."

That may be the craziest thing Gu Xiliang has ever done in his life. In the days when he learned that Ruan En had left, all the things that had happened made him almost want to feel all the pain he had arranged for the other party once. The same position, the wound left by the own hand, is it for atonement? Make his heart feel better? Or just to experience the pain that seems to be on the skin, and then remind yourself when you sleep alone in the middle of the night, when the wound hurts faintly: It turns out that you have feelings, Gu Xiliang. She's really that good in your heart, why didn't she want it in the first place?

Sensing that his face was stained with water, the man suddenly stopped all his predatory movements.

Ruan En had already vaguely guessed something.

The small palm of the hand touched the wound again, and tears rained down in an instant.

She said, "In fact, life is so long, and it really doesn't cost to waste some years." The moment when my heart aches for you to the point of panic, it is really nothing, it is all my willingness. ”

Willing.

She thought that she would always remember that night, even if there was a good person in the future, even if she gave up the rivers and mountains to please her, she could no longer let her free up a heart and leave some place for it. Xu Zhimo once said that there should be at least one time in his life, forgetting himself for someone, not seeking results, not seeking peers, not asking for what he once had, not even asking you to love me, just asking you to meet you in my most beautiful years.

So Ruan En also admitted defeat, compromised, and clearly knew that in this life, there would never be a second Gu Xiliang, who could make her stop without complaint and willingly.

lived up to her academic qualifications and qualifications, Ning Lanyin had only worked for a few days, and she had already straightened out the work left by Lu Cheng, and the terms and conditions were clear and smooth, and she even had a little more advantage than Lu Cheng - careful. For example, she made a small table on the computer for the dazzling numbers, and occasionally wrote some of her own small opinions in some places before handing them over to Gu Xiliang directly. People up and down the Gu family were talking about this female assistant who was outstanding, especially the talking eyes, if its owner didn't have the intention of hiding his emotions.

As soon as Gu's investment listing plan was made public, it really caused a lot of repercussions, and even unexpectedly received an invitation letter to this month's financial forum. Coupled with Ning Lanyin's outstanding performance at work, Gu Xiliang was obviously very satisfied with this assistant.

The meeting began at 10 a.m., and the two men prepared the required transcripts from the company and took the special elevator down to the parking lot. Ning Laiyin followed behind Gu Xiliang and walked out of the elevator only a few steps apart. Suddenly hearing a small exclamation from behind, Gu Xiliang stood and turned around, and what he saw was the high heels on the other party's feet, which happened to be embedded in the gap of the elevator door. The gap was very small, the heel embedded in it was tightly stuck, and after trying several times without pulling out the heel, Ning Lanyin asked for help from the man in front of her with some embarrassment.

"Mr. Gu, can you do me a favor?"

It's always a girl, even if she usually behaves indifferently and remains the same, she will still unconsciously show her vulnerability at some juncture. Isn't that tiring? Try to disguise yourself and let others guess your heart, and guess the final outcome is also a mystery. Gu Xiliang felt even more that a character like Ruan En was very good, at least he needed that kind of person, transparent in front of him, even if he guessed, he only wanted to guess that person's heart.

To Ning Lanyin's disbelief, she didn't get the help she expected, and the final result was that Gu Xiliang called a counter lady on the first floor with a phone call, and asked her to help her rescue her high-heeled leather boots. Seeing that the "crisis" was lifted and there were only two people left in the parking lot, Gu Xiliang said a little jokingly, "Please forgive me, I have to keep a proper distance from women, especially single women, my wife is very jealous." ”

Ning Lanyin didn't expect the other party to say this, she was surprised at first, and then smiled bitterly.

"What else can I say?"

Gu Xiliang shrugged, "You can say that I am not a gentleman, I accept it." ”

Finally, the two looked at each other and smiled.

The weather was getting colder and colder in December, and as soon as the car hit the road, fog climbed up the windshield. Gu Xiliang stared at the white mist, and suddenly remembered Ruan Enlai again. I don't know if she will overwrite a novel, or watch TV and forget to eat on time and add clothes.

Maybe in our lives, we will continue to fall in love with many people and forget many people, but there is always only one person who can make us smile the brightest and hurt the most.