The undercurrent at the door was not calm.

Qi Yan wanted to take me away, but the guards at the door were tightly blocked, standing there motionless.

Layers of strict obstruction, looking at it like this, if there is no Pei Yousheng's order, it will not be avoided.

The smile on Qi Yan's face could barely be maintained, and his people were ready to fight at any time.

"Chang'an, follow me home first." Bai Huan's folding fan was against the palm of his hand, and the original unruly peach blossom eyes were now extraordinarily serious.

This is not a consultation, but an order.

Seeing that I didn't move, Bai Huan's tone was softer than before, and he said a little helplessly: "Be good, be obedient, go back first." ”

"Let's go back."

Qi Yan smiled at me, but the tight jawbone still didn't loosen.

I was forcibly sent back, and the green grapefruit followed me closely, not leaving an inch, for fear that the bloody scene just now would happen again.

Along the way, Lu Yu was annoyed, "If I had known that this surprise had been calculated, the slave would have followed you, why did you almost have such an accident just now." ”

The carriage jolted and came to a halt abruptly.

There were people kneeling outside, so the carriage didn't have time to dodge just now, so it could only temporarily tighten the reins and stop embarrassingly.

"Chenxu Jingyang, welcome the princess back."

Outside, there was a hoarse and suppressed voice, as if it had been squeezed out of his throat with a lot of effort.

There seemed to be countless feelings suppressed in the voice, and it seemed to be cascading pain and depression, with full emotions, trembling and vocalizing.

It's not reasonable to say this, but it can unexpectedly poke the heart so sour.

I lifted the curtain and saw him.

It's just that it's more mature and stable than before, and the original white and tender face is now more calm by the wind and frost, more like a person who can carry a heavy burden on his shoulders.

He looked up at me, with a vague look of a teenager on his face, and a sincere smile.

I saw his Adam's apple move, and said, "I didn't expect to see you again in my lifetime, it's so good, it's like a dream." ”

"Is it really you?"

"Chang'an."

He was laughing, but tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, and there were still some fine lines, and he was no longer young.

"Yes."

I also bent my eyebrows and smiled, probably because what was under my eyes was too burning, or maybe something else, he looked up for a moment before laughing again.

"Changxing has been following me, he wants to come back, I didn't want to, now this kid is in trouble, if he wasn't found out and stopped by my people, maybe there would be some trouble."

He babbled a lot of things to me, some of which were not even coherent, as if he simply wanted to tell me all the years I had been missing.

It's the same as the green grapefruit at the beginning.

At first, the green grapefruit also suffered from gains and losses, waking up in the middle of the night, and would sneak to my room to see me, and sometimes when he looked up and smiled at me, he would laugh and cry.

It's good that the princess is back, and the princess doesn't want to be a slave, it's really good.

I never felt how good I was, but because of them, I also felt that it was good to be alive.

"Will you go back with you?"

When I arrived at Baifu, Xu Jingyang suddenly asked me.

I didn't know what to say, I didn't really answer positively, whether I went back or not, and I didn't even know whether I was a person in the party, and I didn't know whether I hated it in my heart.

"I heard that you have a wife." I didn't answer, I teased.

Xu Jingyang's tanned face was a little red, and he said in a low voice: "Yes, she is a very gentle girl." ”

"I often think that I will pay it back for the rest of my life, and I will never marry a wife for the rest of my life, but in the end it has changed."

Before I could say anything to comfort him, I heard him continue, "It's like I always thought you wouldn't come back, but you did. ”

"Sometimes when I think about it, it's not such a bad thing, at least there is hope."

"It's here, let's go inside."

Xu Jingyang took a few steps back, and his demeanor was calm, which was completely different from the reckless teenager I had in my impression, full of Li Qi, as if he had been reborn.

The boy who was once embarrassed to the dust and gritted his teeth and refused to admit defeat has finally grown up.

"Chang'an." He called out to me suddenly, and I looked back in confusion as I lifted the hem of my skirt and was about to step in.

Xu Jingyang smiled gently, and the soft sunlight fell on his face, adding a softness, "I've always been, as long as you turn back." ”

The inside of the White Mansion is still as usual, but the inside and outside are exceptionally clean, and the white satin that was originally hung is gone.

When the servant who was supposed to clean saw me, he looked like a chicken that had been stepped on by the neck, and his voice was extremely sharp, as if he had met a ghost.

I went in, my grandfather was standing in front of the ancestral hall, he didn't go in, his back was facing me, the back was no longer straight, but a little rickety, but it was still the same as in my impression.

"Grandfather."

He didn't look back, but the cane in his hand poked the ground, and his wrist trembled a little.

"I'm back." I just thought he didn't know about me, and I raised my brightest smile and reached out to hold him.

deliberately said in a stubborn tone: "I can't be sick for a long time, and my grandfather won't recognize me, that's not true." ”

My grandfather sighed, looking at me with cloudy but generous and gentle eyes, he was already old, probably from the successive blows.

Baifu has endured strong winds and waves, and there are also unparalleled honors, and there are also exiles from their homes, and they are even almost slaughtered by the whole family.

My grandfather was also old, and his voice was very old, "You, you." ”

The crutches in his hand came at me heavily, but when it was about to hit me, it changed its strength again, and gently touched my back, like a tickle, neither light nor heavy.

It doesn't hurt, it seems like an ordinary punishment.

I was about to laugh and speak, when I suddenly looked up and was stunned, my grandfather's sunken eye sockets, which had been so good, were a little wet.

Tears rolled down, and the crutches in his hand fell heavily to the ground again, "It's not easy for you to remember the old man after so long." ”

"Why don't you say it?"

I was vaguely uneasy in my heart, and suddenly remembered that I forgot to cover up the red marks under my eyes, so I covered it up and said, "This is what I looked good at, so I was asked to get it for me." ”

"Don't be angry, if you don't like it, just get it again, it's not a big deal, you can't be angry with me just because you haven't come for this time.

”

But what I said was useless, and he still looked at me with tears in his eyes.

"Are you really old and confused, could it be that someone else is in front of me, pinching your voice to speak, it is really you?"

"What kind of person is sick and gives birth for so long, you really think that Baifu is your home, and you are willing to come back to see me, an old man who is half in the ground?"