Chapter 020: It's Useful to Keep It
"Kill you?"
I smiled.
"No one wants to kill you, what did this palace do when you kill you, your life is not worth my own hands."
I just stood in front of her and looked at her condescendingly.
I could see the subtle expressions on her face.
is unwilling, but also forbearance.
Such a person who is good at forbearance and can abandon his dignity for his life at any time will definitely become a scourge in the future.
But at least, I can't move yet.
"Nuo, after eating this, I will save your life, but you must come to my side regularly to get the antidote, otherwise, when the poison is attacked, it will ulcerate all over the body, and the itching will be extremely unbearable and painful, and you will not be able to survive or die when the time comes."
I spread my hand, and inside was a pill.
After saying that, I looked at her playfully.
Want to see which one she will choose.
As long as she chooses to take this medicine, even if she has tens of millions of thoughts, she has to surrender.
I was right.
After hesitating for a moment, she quickly snatched the pill from my hand as if she were afraid that I would regret it, and swallowed it without thinking.
Look up at me longingly.
"Is this okay, eldest princess, the slave is willing to serve you in this life and this life."
She kowtowed a few more times and said fiercely.
I nodded slightly, motioning for her to leave.
When the others left, Lu Yu still pouted a little unwillingly and said: "Princess, you are too good, what is the difference between letting such a person go back and letting the tiger return to the mountain, if she says something when she turns back, won't it cause trouble?" ”
In this world, except for Luyu and the nurse who insist on calling me princess, they are the same indistinguishable from me as before, and everyone else respectfully calls 'eldest princess'.
It sounds like a beautiful name, but it's more like a shackle.
It reminds me all the time of what kind of cage I am struggling with.
"It's still useful for me to let her go back, and I put two paths for her, since she chose this, that is, she knows what she should do, don't worry, the more people like this, the more she spares her life."
"It's good, it's good to be alive."
"Where are the antidotes?" After asking, Green Grapefruit felt that it was inappropriate again.
He looked around vigilantly to make sure that no one was there, and then frowned and asked.
"The antidote." I was in a rare mood and winked at the green grapefruit, "Aren't all the antidotes you usually eat?" ”
Midori covered her mouth and looked at me in horror.
I was almost teased before I picked up the ridicule I had just made and said, "There is no antidote, it's just an antidote for her." ”
Green Grapefruit didn't quite understand what I meant, and frowned as if she wanted to ask something.
"Even if she knows it's not an antidote, there's always a way to make it a cure."
The nurse next to her said lightly.
Then he said a little seriously: "Pay attention to what you say in the future, you have to call the eldest princess in front of outsiders, but not everyone is like a princess who tolerates you so much." ”
"If someone falls into the hands of others, no one will be able to save you."
The nurse has always been harsh and harsh.
It's because of her that I never worry about things around me.
Maybe there are a lot of nails planted around others, but there are few around me, and they have been removed by the nurse vigorously at the beginning.
So far, no one has dared to come to me.
Gu Minlan eats and lives well here, but she never has a good face.
Even in this environment, it is still so high.
seems to be sure that Pei Yousheng will come to save her.
I am guarded by layers of people on my side, I don't believe that Pei Yousheng's ability can be monstrous to such an extent that he can forcibly take people away from under my nose.
But in the past few days, he has not moved.
This kind of abnormality is what makes me even more uneasy.
My right eyelid couldn't stop throbbing, and my uneasiness intensified.
The days on the table are full of tonic things.
Probably because of my previous attitude, my younger brother Chen Qixue no longer came to me so stubbornly, but sat quietly on the dragon chair to be a puppet emperor who was obedient to the extreme.
I specially invited a teacher to teach him, and I heard that he studied very seriously, obedient and quiet, unlike a child of this age.
In addition, the things that are delivered every day have not stopped, and they are also quiet.
It's all calm, but it's far from over.
Zuo Xiangye's position can't be settled for a day, and the undercurrent between me and Pei Yousheng won't end for a day.
I wanted to go to the General's Mansion several times to ask Xu Jingyang what he thought and why he was standing on Pei Yousheng's side, but I couldn't see him several times.
He seemed to be deliberately avoiding me.
And I can't figure out why.
Before my father's accident, he and I were still as close as we were when we were children.
But in just a few short days, it seems to have undergone earth-shaking changes.
"Princess."
The nurse stood beside me and put a cloak on me.
The cold dew was heavy outside, and I was still in a daze by the window.
When the cold wind blows on my body, and when I am cut by a real and sharp wind, I feel alive.
"Mama, find someone to go to the General's Mansion, no matter what the reason is this time, even if it is forcibly brought, you must bring Xu Jingyang over."
I gritted my teeth and said.
The worry on the nurse's face was even heavier.
Knowing that there was a marriage contract between me and Xu Jingyang, there was probably only a wet nurse left.
It's just that it was gone because of a little accident.
But this episode didn't hinder my relationship with Xu Jingyang, but in a short period of time, what happened that the General's Mansion couldn't avoid me?
Even if I say that I am willful, whether I don't care about the overall situation, I have to figure this out.
"Princess." The nurse sighed.
She has never approved of me and Xu Jingyang, even now.
"I just want to ask clearly, I don't have any other ideas, I just want to know why he didn't come when he said he was going to elope together."
I looked up, my eyes a little sour.
I held back stiffly, looked at the nurse, and felt a little aggrieved.
There are so many things that have weighed on me during this time, I almost forgot that I also have three emotions and six desires, and I am also a living person with obsessions.
I stubbornly wanted to ask clearly, even if the result was disappointing.
At least it will make me completely dead, which is not a good thing.
The nurse's lips moved, and she wanted to persuade something, but she only sighed, "Okay, the old slave will arrange these things." ”
My nurse has always agreed unconditionally to my requests.
"Oh no, no!"
The sound of hurried footsteps and shouts outside has changed tone, "Turmoil over there on the frontier!" There's a barbarian invasion! ”