Chapter 393: Refusing to Forgive
I say this in a serious and decisive way.
The emotions in Pei Yousheng's eyes tumbled and became silent, like a glimmer of light, and suddenly dimmed, and the tumbling emotions seemed to be mixed with a bit of pain.
He took my hand and pressed it to his heart, with great force.
It was so heavy that the wound cracked, and I could even feel some warmth.
"If it's not enough, then taking out this heart can heal everything before, and are you willing to forgive me again?" His voice was depressed, and the low voice made me tremble a little.
He has always been high, but now he is looking down at me, and his posture is so low.
I pushed his hand away, "Jewels and magnates, these are not brought in life, and they are not brought in death." β
Bai Huan still glanced at me with an eye knife, and then went out, and before leaving, he didn't forget to warn me, so that I don't have such strange thoughts anymore.
But in the final analysis, there should be something for me, but there is no less.
Bai Huan didn't know where the gift came from, and he didn't come back for a long time, but he heard that when he saw the so-called gift, he was furious and had a rare temper.
I waited at the door, but the guy who had been transferred to the backyard came in secretly, bringing in some things by the way.
That little guy has been serving by Qi Yan's side all the year round, with a little effort and ability, and he was not annoyed when he saw my calm face, but said with a smile: "What my master ordered, there is no way to do it." β
These things were bought on my own behest, but they were compensated in another way.
From that day on, there was more guilt in his narrow eyes, and he was more paranoid and freewheeling.
There was a movement outside the door, and I just thought that Bai Huan was back, and I couldn't wait to get away from this room full of so-called treasures, and I didn't want to respond to something in this situation.
The door opened, and I looked up and smiled, but when I saw the person at the door, my smile suddenly froze.
Coming against the light, the sun was dazzling, and his figure became longer and thicker, like the sun that had broken on the ground, standing in front of me, looking down at me.
The strong smell of herbs on his body filled the tip of his nose, and when he lowered his head, he suddenly felt a strong sense of oppression that was difficult to ignore.
"Disappointing to see me?"
Pei Yousheng's voice was hoarse, as if he was deliberately suppressing some emotion, and asked.
I tried to dodge, but he wouldn't give me the chance to dodge and block all the ways I could dodge.
I had no choice but to look up at him, trying to make my eyes calm and cold, "It's quite disappointing, after all, it's not the person I want to see." β
My back tensed, and when I didn't think about how to face him, and when I wanted to dodge, I was forced to face it by him.
These words were sharp, and they carried emotions that I couldn't control myself.
After a few years of stagnation, heavy winds and rains, and countless turbulence and disappointments, I thought I could face it plainly, but it was impossible.
In the face of him, there will still be emotional leaks, but it was only for a moment, my throat choked, and when I tried to press it back again, his cold hand grabbed my wrist.
The gaze that was sharper than a knife swept around, unusually sharp, and when he saw the things all over the ground, he paused even more, "Ah Luan, he is not a good person." β
"I've let go of my hand before, but not anymore."
No matter how much I try to break free, I still can't break free.
The little guy next to him suddenly laughed, "The regent said that he was laughing, how could my master not be a good person, for the sake of Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, but the position of the lord of the harem has been vacated." β
"Anyway, there is no so-called green plum around, and there will be no trouble with those fiancΓ©es, this is not a good person, so what kind of person can be called a good person?"
Where you can't stab, this little guy has to stab somewhere.
I was originally forced by the serial to be a little confused, but suddenly because of these words, I calmed down all of a sudden, Gu Minlan has always been a sad hurdle in my heart.
Rao is the last medicine I know, it was taken by me, but the days and nights before that, those painful and sleepless tosses and turns, but they really existed, and they were a thorn in my heart.
I pulled my wrist out, got up and took a few steps back, keeping a distance from him, and said detachedly, "Uncle Huang." β
The detached voice seemed to break the last silence, he seemed to be suppressing some emotion, and finally his hand was still raised, rubbing it under my eyes a few times, with a slight force, as if he wanted to wipe something off.
But that mark can't be erased.
"The Gu family is down, this is a plan a long time ago, because it hurts my muscles and bones, so I haven't dared to move."
He whispered, his voice became more and more hoarse, as if it was spreading from the depths of his throat, and his voice was extremely low, this was the first time he had told me about these things, as well as about the Gu family.
"The Gu family is kind to me, but it is also my biggest enemy, I don't kill her, but it stops there." He said, his throat rolling for a long time, and called me in a low voice: "Ah Luan." β
The voice seemed to have been suppressed for several years, and finally exploded at this moment, and the hand on my cheek was as cold as an ice cellar, but it was extremely gentle.
His hands were shaking.
"Is it still useful to say that now? You have a great revenge, but I have nothing left, and if everything can be made up afterwards, there won't be so many feuds. β
I took a few steps back, still gritting my teeth and backing back.
"I always remember the powerlessness of watching the person in my arms stiffen, he is not a good person, but you are not either." I pulled my wrist out, got up and took a few steps back, keeping a distance from him, and said detachedly, "Uncle Huang." β
The detached voice seemed to break the last silence, he seemed to be suppressing some emotion, and finally his hand was still raised, rubbing it under my eyes a few times, with a slight force, as if he wanted to wipe something off.
But that mark can't be erased.
"The Gu family is down, this is a plan a long time ago, because it hurts my muscles and bones, so I haven't dared to move."
He whispered, his voice became more and more hoarse, as if it was spreading from the depths of his throat, and his voice was extremely low, this was the first time he had told me about these things, as well as about the Gu family.
"The Gu family is kind to me, but it is also my biggest enemy, I don't kill her, but it stops there." He said, his throat rolling for a long time, and called me in a low voice: "Ah Luan." β
The voice seemed to have been suppressed for several years, and finally exploded at this moment, and the hand on my cheek was as cold as an ice cellar, but it was extremely gentle.
His hands were shaking.
"Is it still useful to say that now? You have a great revenge, but I have nothing left, and if everything can be made up afterwards, there won't be so many feuds. β
I took a few steps back, still gritting my teeth and backing back.