Yang Fan, who was lonely-eyed, supported his chin with both hands, and said slowly sentence by sentence: "At that time, I felt that what could be separated from, after all, I felt that my feelings would not be defeated by time so easily, if this is the case, then that kind of feelings, what face shouted out loudly."

Hehe, Yang Fan laughed at himself twice and said: "Later, I found out that many people's world does not lack me at all, and I take time and distance too lightly, and because of this, I also paid the corresponding price."

It's a pity, it's too late, after all, how can I easily admit defeat when I am young and frivolous, at that time, the distance is too far, and I am a thin-skinned teenager with no ability, and I don't have the courage to be cheeky to find her, so I put her in my heart like this, and day by day. ”

At this time, Li Huaixin suddenly interrupted Yang Fan's words and said, "I don't understand, since you are sure that you like that girl, why are you still cowering?"

Yang Fan laughed twice, but this smile was full of bitterness, and he stopped laughing and said: "That's right, the young master of a big family like you definitely doesn't need to worry about what the so-called match, you just need to worry about who you like, but most ordinary people like me are different, I said before, she is really good, so good that I am so ashamed of myself that I don't even know how to use my meager ability to get close to her, in other words, what do I use to love her?" Am I worthy?"

Li Huaixin was stunned, it is true, he doesn't need to think about so many things at all, Yang Fan continued to say slowly: "I feel that my feelings for her have reached the limit, and I can only do this to her, just when I was about to give up, I don't know what I have ever heard of a sentence called: Companionship is the most affectionate confession."

Tut-tut, you don't know, my reaction when I heard this sentence, I felt that my bleak years, when this sentence appeared in my world, instantly shattered all darkness.

I felt that my world had a way out at that moment, and I instantly realized that nothing else mattered, whether I was with her at all times or not, as long as I did everything I could to accompany her and do better than everyone she knew, one day, I would be her only choice without hesitation.

Therefore, I made up my mind at that time, it was okay for a long time, it was okay if the process was difficult, as long as the final focus, as long as the ending of the story was her, it would be fine, and all the hardships and setbacks before this time would not be a problem.

So, I began my life, the longest and greatest emotional journey, when with her, I have always been on call, whether it is when she is happy, or when she is difficult, I will accompany her as much as possible, because at that time I believe that one day, she will understand that I am the best choice for her to accompany her wholeheartedly without reservation.

For the sake of this final ending, all the suffering and torture before that was nothing, and then, this arduous emotional journey of my arduous relationship, oh no, poor and pathetic unrequited love, went on like this for five years.

In the end, I found that it was useless, I found that the gentleness of a man who has achieved nothing is the least valuable thing in the world, and I also know that no matter how much affection you give and how much you do for her, it can't compare to the person she loves to turn back, which is fucking called sadness. ”

Li Huaixin said with a puzzled face: "According to what you say, in fact, you can see the final result of this relationship from the very beginning, why do you want to deceive yourself, and then in exchange for an ending that you don't want to see, what are you trying to do?"

Yang Fan laughed and said: "Hahaha, what a good one: self-deception!" For your question, I can only say, if you don't really like it, who wants to lick your face and be a licking dog?"

Li Huaixin was stunned, looked at Yang Fan blankly, couldn't hold back a word for a long time, and finally said: "It's really damn humble."

Yang Fan nodded with a smile, signaling his agreement with this statement, and then continued: "I haven't finished talking yet, why are you in a hurry, in fact, at that time, my hard work for five years was not without achievements, at least it became a ...... with her Well, half a bosom friend, but I hate the feeling of being in the shadows like dust.

Then on an ordinary day, she suddenly came to me and told me that she had something very important to tell me. My heart was like a wave, but I still said with an unchanged face: "I'm here, you say."

After speaking, Yang Fan sighed to himself: "Damn, I now admire my gentleness at that time, but unfortunately, she couldn't feel it at all, and then said: "But I don't know what to say."

Tut-tut, I don't know what to say, in fact, I had already guessed about the same at the time, it was nothing more than a person like me, and now it is estimated that it is an obstacle in her life, and my heart at that time was like a turbulent wave, but my face still did not change and said: "You say, it's okay, I can borrow it."

Then she hurriedly said without the slightest hesitation: "I seem to be in love." Yang Fan slammed the table and said angrily: "Li Huaixin, in fact, when she first started looking for me, I could roughly guess what she was going to say to me, do you believe it or not?"

Li Huaixin was about to be confused by Yang Fan's story, and when he heard Yang Fan ask him, he hurriedly said like a chicken pecking rice: "I believe it, I believe it."

Then I didn't look surprised, just hummed softly. She also seemed to be a little puzzled by my attitude and tone, tilted her head and said, "That's it?" Huh?"

I was stunned for less than a few breaths, and quickly pretended to be relaxed and said, "Like is like, why is it still 'like'?"

She thought for a moment and said, "Well, I can't say it, that's why I want to talk to you."

Yang Fan sneered and said, "I was damn scolded in my heart for a while, can't I say it? You're so fucking obvious, I can't understand it?"

I understood at the time that I estimated that the matter was in that obstructive position, but because of the good relationship with me, she couldn't say it clearly, hehe, so, she really put her mind on me this time, but unfortunately, it wasn't for me after all, my heart at that time, pulling out the cold, but the expression on his face was fake to death, repeating the same expression like a wooden man.