The second time: the frozen heart, finally liberated!
Seeing that the two of them finally cried, everyone finally relaxed their nerves a little. However, they were still silent, and they did not even dare to come out.
Fortunately, because of this cry, all the cold and darkness were dispelled. Along with this, there were bursts of warm currents, which slowly flowed out of the hearts of the rest of the people, enveloping the entire ward, bringing a trace of life here. It seems that the original unhappiness and silence collapsed at this moment, and instantly disappeared and came to naught.
To be honest, Yin Zixi was really angry. However, in her heart, she still regards Kagura as a friend. I did that to her before because she felt that Kagura had done something wrong and was indifferent, but now she ...... At this moment, Yin Zixi already knew the guilt in Kagura's heart, and although he hadn't said it to her face before, he was no longer so angry in his heart.
Seeing these two silly girls crying to themselves, the other six people inside all laughed in unison!
The atmosphere in the house has changed completely.
At this time, Charlene was standing in a corner to the right of the gate. Seeing that Yin Zixi was no longer angry, she stroked her black and smooth hair, and gently hung it behind her ears, then carefully walked behind her, touched her head, and said softly like a child: "Okay, good girl." Don't be afraid, we're here for you! ”
Charlene stretched out a pair of warm and slender hands and hugged Yin Zixi tightly from behind.
Yin Zixi buried her head in Xia Lin's arms, feeling the warmth from the other party, and her heart was not so sad. Hearing Charlene's words full of concern, she finally let go of the hand covering her eyes, grabbed Charlene's hands tightly, and cried loudly again.
Charlene gently patted Yin Zixi's back, watching her sobbing softly in her arms, and then looking at her trembling body, her heart was not very comfortable.
Seeing this scene, Dongfang Xuan, who was standing in front of Qin Lan's hospital bed, finally let go of the big stone in his heart. He took a deep breath, smiled happily, and muttered to the corner of his mouth in a place where no one else noticed: "Welcome back, Yinyin, this is you, I really like you!" ”
Su Qingyang and Su Xiaoyu were leaning against a wall next to Qin Lan's bed, seeing everyone like this, they were relieved. The two seemed to think of something, and suddenly looked up, just in time to see each other's eyes, and also laughed tacitly.
"Kagura, don't be upset. I know, you didn't mean it, and it's not your fault alone. Even though Lolo is gone, we're still friends. Trust me, no matter what happens, in my heart, you are the friend with whom we fight, train and play together. Ryu Mengli also carefully walked up to Kagura, held her in her arms, and said softly.
"The words are so nice, you are a ** girl, don't you know that you are disliked? You still have to forcibly press someone's head into your arms, don't you see Kagura is reluctant? People who don't even have * have to learn from Linlin to hug people, it's really funny to me! Zhuge Ning was a little unconscious, as if he didn't understand the atmosphere here, and complained casually.
"Do you want to fight? Zhuge Ning? "She looks like this, Liu Mengli is not surprised.
Just as she took the complaint and was about to start fighting back, Kagura seemed to see her beautiful past with Luo Luo from them. I remember that at that time, they also often played with each other, deliberately playing with each other to make each other happy. But...... But she ...... There's no going back. Thinking of this, Kagura's tears flowed down even more......
Seeing that Liu Mengli began to fight back, Zhuge Ning complained even more violently: "Ahhhh It's a laughing death! In addition to not having *, you don't have a brain, and you know how to fight and kill all day long, it's rude! I'm a noble daughter, so I don't want to be like a brainless person like you, but this will lower my lower limit, you **people~"
"What do you say? I have the ability to say it again! Believe it or not, I'm tearing your mouth apart? You think you're great if you have a *****? Tell you, I'll give you a shot sooner or later! You have no lower limit! Liu Mengli also showed no weakness and retorted directly.
These two are really ...... One point explodes.
The rest of the crowd covered their eyes and shook their heads, they had long been used to it.
Seeing this, Kagura felt even more empathy. Liu Mengli and Zhuge Ning were arguing hotly on the surface, and no one was convinced, but the appearance of the hippie smiling face clearly showed the intimate relationship between them. Only the best friends will complain to each other like this.
Once upon a time, he and Luo Luo were the same, those scenes of playing with each other are still vivid, as if everything happened yesterday.
Thinking of this, Kagura couldn't help but blurt out, and involuntarily read the name of the friend she missed the most, Su Qingluo.
The thought of Loro made Kagura even more sad, and tears couldn't stop overflowing from her eyes. Every tear, every cry, is full of her thoughts and guilt for Luo Luo.
Sensing that Kagura's mood was not very stable, Zhuge Ning and Liu Mengli also stopped making noise at the same time, cast a caring gaze at Kagura, and smiled at her. But when they raised their heads and looked at each other, they pretended to be very angry, and turned their heads to each other and "hummed".
This action is so cute that Charlene can't help but almost laugh when she sees it.
"Poof~" The two of them didn't hold back, although their mouths were raised high, but in the next second, they immediately turned their heads and laughed all of a sudden.
Looking at these two cute little girls, everyone couldn't hold back, their mouths seemed to be leaking, and they laughed loudly with a "poof". Of course, in addition to the boy who was lying in bed and fell asleep, there was Kagura, Otoko-hee who was squatting on the ground.
However, the two of them were also moved by this warm scene, and their mood became less depressed and gradually became clearer.
The room was filled with a hint of warmth, and slowly welled up in Kagura's heart, and her frozen heart gradually melted.
Gradually, the heart was opened, and memories came to Kagura's mind like a tidal wave. She slowly closed her eyes and lay quietly in Liu Mengli's arms, feeling the temperature from her, recalling the memories that had been frozen by herself.
At this moment, the layers of frost in Kagura's heart finally began to melt slowly.
She remembers that it was a clear evening, and the sun had not yet set. In the distance, the clouds are like fire, like a ruby, set in the blue sky. She had never seen such a beautiful sunset, burning like a flame.
Kagura sat on the lawn, looking up at the sky obsessively, staring intently.
At that time, she was just a young girl who had not been deeply involved in the world, curled up on the lawn, looking at the sky alone. The scenery was so beautiful, but it didn't make her feel a little happy. She looked blankly, lowered her head, thought about the past, and sighed softly in the wind: "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry!" ”
Suddenly, a shout reached the girl's ears!
"Found you!" The girl who yelled at her was none other than Su Qingluo, who was also the most important friend of Yafang Kagura in this world.
This year, Kagura was only fifteen years old. She was glad that she had met Lolo when she didn't understand anything. If it weren't for her, Kagura thought, she might have been immersed in pain for the rest of her life, unable to extricate herself.
"..........." Kagura had already guessed the identity of the person behind him. Luo Luo's voice was all too familiar to her.
However, Kagura remained silent and did not respond.
Since entering the school, Su Qingluo has been like a piece of gummy, sticky, following him all day long, saying nothing and not leaving.
Kagura doesn't know how to get along with people, and she's used to being alone, so she was a little disgusted with Su Qingluo's overtures at first. Although I know that the other party does not have any malicious intent. But for this world, she doesn't want to have any other feelings than hatred.
In Kagura's heart, she always felt that she was not qualified to be good friends with Su Qingluo. That's why she has been avoiding her, probably because she is afraid that her indifference and loneliness will hurt her so simple and naïve!
That's why she pretended not to hear.
But even so, Su Qingluo still didn't stop stepping forward, she walked quickly to Kagura, and gently poked the position between Kagura's eyebrows with the tips of her right little finger.
".........." Kagura still doesn't say a word!
"It's okay! Even if you don't accept me now, I'll keep waiting! Because I know that you are just like me before, afraid of getting hurt, but still wanting to be loved. However, it is precisely because of this contradiction that it is difficult for you to find belonging. So, before you find your own belonging......" Su Qingluo said softly, his voice gentle and delicate.
Before he finished speaking, Luo Luo hugged Kagura tightly in his arms!
“!!!!!!!!” This...... A sudden hug made Kagura a little at a loss. Her eyes widened, surprised, but warm, but she remained silent.
"I am your belonging, your good friend. I'll wait until you're willing to open your heart and accept me, Kagura! Lolo continued.
I am where you belong - just a few words, for Luo Luo, may just be said casually.
But for Kagura, this sentence has become the only warmth she has felt in this world so far, and it is exactly what she wants, but she dare not ask for - friendship.
It's been ten years, and Kagura has hated this filthy world for ten years. She never thought that she would let go of her hatred and open her heart because of a simple sentence.
At this moment, she actually felt very happy in her heart. A tense heart finally let go. For some reason, Kagura suddenly felt a sour nose, and a tear ran across her cheek and fell down in anger, wetting Loro's clothes.
It's been ten years, and this is the first time she's cried in front of others.
"It's okay, don't be afraid, I'm here! From now on, you're never alone again! Luo Luo patted her on the back and said.
Hearing this, Kagura didn't want to pretend to be strong anymore, she just wanted to lie in Luo Luo's arms and cry happily. She wanted to cry for so many years of sadness and loneliness, and wanted to cry once in the arms of her friends.
After that incident, Kagura never cried again. For the first time, she was like a child, not caring about anything, not caring about anything, and venting her emotions to the fullest.
The memory came to an abrupt end here, Luo Luo, she, will never come back!
Kagura kept sobbing in Ryu Mengli's arms, and she bit her lip tightly, holding back her tears, not letting it stay or let herself cry.
But her eyes were not obedient at all, no matter how hard she endured, the tears kept pouring out, and she couldn't stop it.
Suddenly, Kagura recalled Luo Luo's crisp voice in her mind, and with a smile, she said to herself, "It's okay!" If you want to cry, cry out. Kagura, I've always been by your side~"
Kagura finally understands that feelings are irrepressible.
There are feelings that you don't think about at first. But after a long time, this feeling will slowly enter the heart, integrate into the blood and bones, and become one with you. When you lose it, you will find that the original person, that relationship, has been buried deep in the bones, intertwined with the soul, even if you peel the skin and cramp, you can't peel it off.
In the end, Kagura was defeated by Loro. She knew that she had lost, and she had lost completely, but she was willing. Because of her, she was moved sincerely.
At the thought that Luo Luo would never come back, Kagura fell to the ground and cried out, "Luo Luo, I'm sorry!" I'm the one who hurt you! I'm the one who hurt you! I'm sorry! ”
The true heart that was hidden by her, at this moment, was finally truly liberated.