Chapter 188: Give Up
What is the truth? Who is telling the truth again? Entangled in right and wrong, entangled in making the right judgment, it is because they always stare at it, and when there are such and such boring questions, people will become weak.
So, how about simply giving up from the beginning? Contended? Interpretation? Don't do meaningless things, don't try worthless things, since this kind of thing is like a ninja, then I'm really a natural ninja!
In a word!
The truth or something, it doesn't matter at all!
If you want to live a less stupid and naïve life, this is one of the things that Winter Night needs to understand, and has already understood.
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The persecution of Iwa Shinobi, the revenge of the Mitarai clan, and the abandonment of the Konoha higher-ups, no matter which way you think about it, there seems to be no reason for Winter Night to continue to survive.
"This time, I'm really dead!"
Speaking dejected words, he closed his eyes and raised his head slightly, looking like he was being killed.
"Is it really good that you give up so early?" The demonic whisper in my ear was tempting, but even before I fell into hell, I wanted to give myself a little more weight and something.
"If you don't give up, is there really a need for someone like me to live?"
"I think I'm really damned, isn't it the greatest thing for a heinous person like me to be willing to sacrifice himself or something to maintain the rare peace in the ninja world?"
If you use a low tone, you may be able to express your depressed death, but the throat that lingers around the winter night sings in a playful tone.
The corners of his mouth just showed an upward posture and repeatedly pulled down, which represented the senseless emotions that he was suppressing and surging again.
"After all, a son who rebels against a ninja should not be born, and even if he is born, he should not become a ninja, and even if he becomes a ninja, he should not leave the village. Unfortunately, I seem to have violated all of these rules. ”
"So, maybe it's not bad to die like this, the final ending of the rebellious son, if it is to make up for his father's sins, it is really appropriate, although after I die, no one will remember me."
It's really a pretended free and easy rhetoric.,But,It's because it's a fake emotion.,So there will always be a flaw left.,The desire to survive that can be easily seen through.,Be perceived by the people around you.。
"You may not know, but Tsunade seems to care about you more than I thought, and if she helps, if she helps, one of the three ninjas, you might be able to survive."
"Even if Tsunade-sama is one of the three ninjas, she's just one person, if Orochimaru-sama, who is also one of the three ninjas, helps out, I might be able to survive, right?"
Whether it's Orochimaru or Winter Night, they just say unrealistic words, but such unrealistic conversations seem to make both parties feel funny.
"So, you're trying me to help?"
"But you're not going to say yes."
There is no point in arguing about why there has been the same conversation since a long time ago, because there is no reason! For Orochimaru, there is no reason to do it? For Winter Night, there is also no reason to ask the other party to do it?
"Maybe I'll promise you that you won't give it a try? Sometimes, I don't necessarily need a reason to do something. ”
"For example?"
He is lying, and the best way to expose a lie is to find the flaws in his lie.
"Just like now, I told you that you are about to be sent to the fate of Iwa Ninja Village, I have no reason at all. Because it doesn't matter to me whether you know or die unknowingly. ”
"Could it be? Isn't it because it's funny? I know if I will die, curious if fate will change. That's why. ”
And then I found it, and it was not a flawed reality.
"Interesting? That's right, that's a reason, it's really a loss to you. ”
As he said the words of admitting defeat, his eyes became cold because of this.
"It's almost time, I'll go first today." Without a clear benchmark, how did he judge the time of departure? Looking at his departing back, I always felt that even if I thought, I couldn't get an answer.
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On that day, something obviously different happened, and Tsunade, who usually left in a hurry after saying a word, stayed in the ward strangely this time, although he remained silent.
"What's wrong? Not to taste? ”
The tone is very bad, how about Winter Night, who thinks that he has experienced excess anger?
But in the end, this is also because of the reason why she secretly peeped at her while eating food on winter nights.
As for why Winter Night did such a troublesome thing, the first premise was that Tsunade was sitting on the only seat in the ward, and his eyes were so focused that he didn't shift his attention to Winter Night.
Because she has been watching the winter night, the so-called "secretive" of the winter night can be better understood as "sneaky covering her ears and stealing the bell".
"No, it's delicious."
He doesn't have much to ask for food, as long as he can eat it, it's already good, and besides, in the face of a woman who is obviously in a state of anger, he can't say anything uninteresting.
The strange atmosphere has continued, just waiting quietly for the winter night to finish, the dinner plate that usually will not be cleaned up at all, always needs to be recycled at the door by winter night herself, and this moment was personally cleaned up by her.
And then.
Tsunade left, just leaving without saying a word, leaving only a depressed winter night.
So, what's different from usual?
What's so different from usual? The sense of disobedience felt on a winter night. He couldn't help but sigh that this may be another question that he can't find an answer to even after racking his brains and thinking about it.
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Wrath!
At this moment, one of the famous three shinobi who dominates Konoha, Princess Tsunade's emotions are none other than anger, anger towards Konoha, anger at the three generations of Hokage, anger at Konoha higher-ups, and anger at reality.
The threat used by Iwa Shinobi to force Konoha to hand over Rukawa Winter Night was largely a bluff, and even Iwa Shinobi Village could not have a hasty war with the obviously more powerful Konoha Village, everyone could understand it, but no one wanted to risk it.
No, it should be said that it is not worth the risk, and instead of trying the possibility of one in ten thousand, it is better to simply hand over the ninja who is worthless to the peace of the village, everyone thinks.
But did they think about it? It was just a twelve-year-old child, a child of an age that could be forgiven even if he made a mistake, a child who had thought about being able to live as a ninja at an early age.
Does he have to die? Does he have a reason to die? Although I want to ask such a question to others.
But.
The answer is really cruel because he had to die and he had a reason to die.
In every war, many people die, and there are also children among them? So, the death of a small child, a twelve-year-old child is nothing! Compared to the huge population base, such sacrifices are inevitable, or a drop in the bucket.
Wrath!
Anger is no longer given to others.
Because the most angry person is the one who also accepts such a reality and can understand such a fact himself.
I'm angry at myself who was about to give up in the end!