Chapter 193: Reunion

A man is a sinner not because he sinned. Human beings are sinners by nature, and because they have a "sinful nature", they will sin, and they are deeply at fault, thinking about sin in their hearts. The fault of the crime is only an objective fact that confirms that everyone is a sinner.

So, I'm no different from him! We have a "sinful nature" and we have sinned.

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He's dead! Killed by me!

When the guy said this simply and repeatedly, there was a moment of hesitation in his mind, and then I believed it, I knew very well that if it was him, if it was him, then there was no need to lie to me at all, rather, if he took this as revenge, I should have been more relaxed than expected.

Get you back! That's right.

Isn't that a normal thing?

Betrayal, I betrayed him, no matter what I was doing at anyone's command? No matter whose pawn am I playing in this game? No matter how much I lose compared to anyone? I betrayed him with the idea that it was impossible and that I didn't need to be forgiven.

That's right!

Sadly, I have lost hope, I am on the verge of despair, I am also a sinner! Judas the Sinner!

But.

Since I am a sinner, then I can easily discard it, and the person who sins, what can be discarded, whether it is dignity, whether it is humanity, whether it is life, everything can be discarded.

I'm going to kill it!

Kill you!

I'm a sinner too! The most unpardonable sin!

But he still vainly tried to seek the authority of the supreme god to pronounce the crime!

I pronounce the sentence!

He, Liuchuan Winter Night!

I have believed in those who have betrayed!

Also!

Bring me desperate sinners!

If anything, loss is despair.

So.

I lost!

Lost him!

Then, it dawned on me that I had lost everything but my life!

Again, I obtained.

Obtained the only one.

I have gained the only despair except this life!

So.

I'll kill you!

Revenge begets revenge!

Sinners kill sinners!

The flame of vengeance, even if it burns up the rest of my life, before that, I will kill you.

Not atonement, but because this is sin and punishment!

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"When did you start doubting my identity?"

The stalemate was broken, and Hinatayuki, who had put on the mask, seemed to be ready to leave, but suddenly, based on some unexplained confusion, she stopped.

"When? Identity? ”

Rukawa Winter Night put on a thoughtful expression, but the ridiculous tone showed his deliberate performance, he obviously didn't understand Hinata Yuki's question, and he wasn't thinking seriously.

Hinata Xue obviously didn't have the heart to continue to accompany him, and continued to prepare to leave, completely different from her usual, and the fact that she didn't have the slightest patience was enough to show that her emotions were really shaken.

"Even if I tell you the answer directly, it won't be interesting, tell me your answer first, and let's prove it."

Hinata Yuki, who stopped again and turned his body, was separated by a little farther than before.

"Before the Shinobi assessment! I think at that time, you already knew, I am the root of the people, right? ”

"Are you already aware of it? But it's a little wrong.,It's precisely because after the middle ninja assessment.,I'm sure.。 ”

She was not swayed by Winter Night's words, and the topic that was directly and decisively promoted was also seriously responded to by Winter Night.

"Is that really the case? At the end of your mid-ninja assessment, the abnormal practice can be explained. ”

She seemed to meet her own thoughts from the words of the winter night, and then got the real answer.

"Because you doubted our identity, you killed all the others by yourself after letting us escape in the end."

"Really? Is there anything wrong with my approach? ”

The playful look of the winter night is particularly disgusting at the moment.

"If you can have the strength to do that, then you should let us stay, if there are three people, then they will scatter the fighting power, this is the most correct choice."

"You're going to let us go, there are only two possible reasons."

"One is that you have something you don't want us to know."

When she said this, she stopped suddenly, and at a distance between them, she noticed that the corners of the other person's mouth seemed to be faintly open and closed under the mask, but she didn't seem to hear the sound at all.

Is it too quiet? So didn't hear clearly.

But.

"The second reason is that you know that we will find out the fact that other people were killed by you, but you still deliberately hide it, what is the reason why you would do such a troublesome thing?"

"Because, you want us to be suspicious of you, and distrustful!"

Deliberately make an obvious act of lying to make people doubt themselves!

"It's the most obvious truth, it's a team that doesn't trust each other, but no one says it. Even so, what's the reason to keep the team going on and even the task as usual?! ”

"It just goes to show that there is someone who wants this team to continue, who is that person?"

Hinata Snow seemed to be uncomfortable at the side, and when she looked sideways, she felt a gust of wind blowing the hem of her clothes behind her in the winter night.

"That person is you!"

The sound of the winter night suddenly replaced the silent Hinata snow.

"Because if it were him, I think his character would be directly spoken. But the reason he didn't do that was because of you! He must have noticed it, so he kept it hidden, even if it would be suspicious of me. ”

The wind is still blowing, is she afraid that the wind will pour into the mask? Winter Night watched, and she kept her body sideways.

"Really?"

"Goodbye then......"

Just said it to me, and then looked at her back one last time.

Did Rukawa's lips open and close on a winter night say something? Is it the wind that sweeps the sound away? Or did he pretend to shout something? Or did she pretend she couldn't hear? She didn't stop, he couldn't stop her.

Sure enough, there was something between them that he couldn't stop her.

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When I first heard the news of his death.

I'm remorseful, I'm sad, I'm sad, there are so many words that can be used to describe my mood, countless to the point of hatefulness, but no!

There are no words that give me any excuse to use false words to portray in false words now after his death, and then easily forgive myself.

Because of grief, because of remorse, because of grief, can we forgive ourselves?

No!

I can't forgive myself for that, so I won't say a word about his death, I just want to be silent, even if it will only lead me into the abyss from which I can't escape.

Gaze at yourself in the abyss!

I would think.

This is revenge on me, he shouldn't have known me in the first place, it was my fault that made him die.

If I had to find a reason, the reason why he would die, as long as it meant the same thing, I thought of a lot!

But no!

His death was his own fault!

I asked myself, thinking so selfishly!

I have never regretted knowing him, I have never regretted everything I have done, and I have never regretted it now.

If I deny the time spent together, and even throw it away, I will really be left with the cheapest life!

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When I first heard the person in front of me say the declaration to kill him.

Anger, hatred, murderous intent, the most intuitive feeling is probably like this.

Even in the abyss of despair, I can still repay such feelings, I thought that I would not show my feelings again!

Then, I got it!

I want revenge!

But!

At that moment, I had an unknown emotion that was stronger than revenge.

That's a sense of identity that is compulsory, no, and tolerated.

All my emotions were gone, and there was only one thing left in my mind that I needed to agree with, and that was revenge.

I want revenge, and this is the only thing I need to agree with.

That's my punishment!

So, in the end, I still can't say it.

It can never be said.

Thank you!