When I first started to be stuffed with such a thing in my body, I still felt aggrieved.

But after a long time, it seems that I have gotten used to it.

I can't remember when I learned to defend myself with sharp language.

And not with tears and weakness, trying to be sheltered.

It was probably because he pinched my chin with his own hands and forced me to see clearly, when the palace was full of fire and blood.

forced me to shatter all my illusions and make me recognize everything.

That's what I am today.

No expectations, no illusions.

That's all.

The wound on the wrist is hideous,

My whole arm was white and blemishes, except for the wound on my wrist, which looked like a big ugly centipede, lying on it, twisted and wanton.

It's extremely ugly.

I heard the slightest stir before, and I suspected that Pei Yousheng would take me there.

I heard that in the early stage, bloodletting was needed to suppress the Gu worms in Gu Minlan's body, and in the later stage, when the Gu worms matured, my host would have no meaning of existence.

I was scared, but I didn't wait for that day.

I couldn't understand what he was thinking.

He got up, "Not for the time being, she doesn't need these methods for the time being, if there is a method with immediate results, there will definitely be infinite bad effects." ”

"You've been having trouble lately?"

He squinted at me.

My heart swished.

Then the god shook his head.

"Uncle Huang is too worried, my body is not like the delicate child in your family."

"Even if you put another one, there will be no problems."

He got up and didn't make any next moves.

It seems that something is missing in the heart that was suddenly lost just now.

There was some disappointment missing that I didn't even realize.

Others, even the singer he despises, are all women in his eyes, and I, I guess I'm not even a woman.

Chen Qixue's panicked and sharp voice suddenly sounded in his ears-

No way! Sister can't, you can't fall in love with him!

Love?

I hadn't really thought about that word.

"It's getting late, is Uncle Huang ready to leave, or is he staying here?"

I reached out and slowly began to unbutton my nightwalk.

One by one, not in a hurry or slow, just watch him solve it.

His brow furrowed even deeper.

Just take out an invitation and throw it on the table.

It's like a reminder to me, and it's like a warning to me.

"Zuo Xiangye got married, and he married his sweetheart."

These words are tantamount to mockery.

Sweetheart?

It's funny.

I chewed it in my mouth over and over again, but I couldn't find anything other than funny.

Is it the name of the sweetheart that everyone can bear, but I can't.

"Who isn't a sweetheart anymore?"

I pulled my clothes together a little and walked over to the table to pick up the invitation.

Looking at the handwriting on it, it feels even more dazzling.

Very familiar handwriting.

This wedding post turned out to be written by Xu Jingyang himself one by one.

I still remember what he told me that if he married me, he would have to write an invitation by hand, so that he would be sincere and the gods would hear the prayers.

will bless the white head to old age.

But I didn't expect that this promise has not changed, but the person has changed.

There was a small stab in the heart.

I looked down at the invitation, and I happened to know the name of the person on it.

Xu Jingyang is going to marry, not how gorgeous he is, nor how illustrious his family background is.

It's just an ordinary person.

It's so common that I hardly hear her name, and every time it's a banquet, it's a quiet corner.

Compared with Gu Minlan, whose reputation is publicized, she is simply the kind of green leaf that sets off flowers.

I had guessed at the beginning, but I didn't expect him to like this.

I will cherish it so carefully in the palm of my hand.

"Don't think about it." Pei Yousheng reminded me.

That's not a good reminder.

It's as if I'm going to destroy it in the next second, and I'm going to grab my kiss.

Honestly, I didn't feel any resentment other than the initial shock and the sting of the pins and needles.

Probably from the time I was sent to the Regent's Mansion by my father.

I knew that between Xu Jingyang and Xu Jingyang, it was impossible for a long time.

If there is no expectation, there is naturally no disappointment.

It's just that I'm still a little envious of this girl.

Even if it is not a well-known grass, it will always be held in the palm of your hand and carefully cared for.

"It's just a temporary alliance, why does Uncle Huang care so much about him?"

"How can I not go to this wedding, I am relying on the identity of the eldest princess to forcibly celebrate, who can stop me?"

I asked.

But he didn't answer.

He had never been too lazy to open his mouth to questions that he didn't feel necessary.

Speeches are almost always concise and to the point.

Seldom have had enough patience.

"Besides, it's fate, my wedding with you is also on the same day, it's better to hold it together, isn't it, so as not to overshadow him."

Speaking of which, I'm even a little tempted.

But you can't really do that.

Pei Yousheng called my name.

"Chang'an."

The voice was low and hoarse.

The tone was cold.

"The wedding date has been postponed."

I thought that he would resist this big wedding, according to his ability, if he really didn't want to marry me, even if it was a joint request from people all over the world, he could still suppress the whole world.

But I didn't expect him to agree?

This is simply ridiculous.

"Postponed wedding? This decree has been issued, how can it change the time at will? I frowned.

"And, you have thought about it, if you marry me back, I will retreat and ask for this is also a flat wife, but when you are in a bad mood, you will do bad things to your Jiaojiao'er."

"I naturally have a way to do it." He said.

"When the Gu worm matures, you can't be very far away from her."

I seem to have heard of this.

But I didn't pay much attention.

I'm only concerned about the immediate problem, just how to suppress the riot of Gu worms in my body now, not how to eliminate it in the future.

Suddenly, there was a gap in my heart.

I would have thought he was really going to marry me.

But I didn't expect that going around and around still couldn't avoid Gu Minlan.

A cacophony of voices rang out outside.

Then the door was slammed open.

Pei Yousheng's people panicked and said, "Lord Wang, there is water in the palace!" ”

Pei Yousheng's original warning was stuck between his lips, and he left without looking back.

Standing at the door, you can vaguely see the fire rising and spreading.

Before Pei Yousheng left, I squatted on the ground, and sweat began to break out on my sore forehead.

Blood started dripping from my wrist.

Little by little, the beads of blood rolled down.

Not only is the wound not healing, but it is even more dazzling and terrifying to look at.

Every night at this time, the wrist began to fester, dripping blood, and the Gu worms in the body began to bite and haunt, and returned to their original state in the early morning.

It's a torture that has no end.

"Princess!"

Green grapefruit ran in a panic.

Help me up.

I bit the tip of my tongue hard, and my eyes regained a bit of clarity.

Look in the direction of the palace.

In the dark night, Pei Yousheng had long since disappeared.

"Is that really good?"

Green Grapefruit wiped her sweat, took out the medicine and handed it to me, then looked worriedly at the firelight and asked.

I let you set that fire.