Chapter 18: It's a bit stressful

Everyone has the right to choose their own way of life.

Ye Xin, no matter what kind of decision I have made in the other world, it is just the past, human beings can regret many things in one lifetime, let alone two lifetimes?

As if she was afraid that I would leave her, Su Yi held my arm and never left. There were hardly any pedestrians on the suburban roads, and after we got out of the hospital, we didn't say anything again, only a few words of greeting, and the atmosphere was a little awkward. I wanted to ask her something about the other world, and why she had suddenly changed her attitude towards me, but I was scared that if something made her unhappy, she would suddenly leave me.

Wouldn't it be nice if there was no end to this road...... Go on like this forever, even if you don't talk about it, as long as you can be held by Su Yu like this.

"White Saddle."

"Ahh Faced with Su Yu's sudden opening, I was a little flustered.

"I'm a little tired and want to go sit there for a while."

I looked in the direction of Su Yi's finger, the empty bus stop, and the occasional few fallen leaves drifted onto the wooden bench.

"Ah......h

My movements were a little slow, and Su Yu took the lead to sit down on the bench, crossed his hands and hugged himself, kept rubbing his shoulders, and said, "It's time to put on a coat, the weather seems to be getting colder and colder." ”

"yes, it rained this morning. An autumn rain and a cold. "I sat next to her, and my hands that had nowhere to put ended up on my lap.

It's so embarrassing, she was holding my arm before, as a boy, should I take the initiative to hold her hand?

While Su Yi was looking at the autumn leaves falling in mid-air, I wanted to hold her hand, but she was holding her shoulder, with her right hand on the left and her left hand on the right, so I couldn't pull her around in a circle...... Why don't you just hug her, it will also make her warmer? Well, that's my excuse.

As soon as my hand was lifted an inch, I was crushed by my own cowardice, and my palms were sweating nervously. Hug it all, what the hell am I nervous about! Take out the courage to kiss her in the hospital!

Still doesn't work...... Forget it......

Just as I was about to give up, Su Yu suddenly tightened up and leaned his head on my shoulder.

"Hold me." Su Yu said softly.

It was as if my invulnerable hand had failed, trembling and unable to lift it.

"What are your hands shaking?" Su Yi simply took my hand, passed it from the back to her other hand, and pressed my hand on her side waist.

In this way, on the bench at the bus stop, there was no romance of stars and moons and fireflies, only withered autumn leaves riding the cold wind, she leaned on my shoulder, and I put my arms around her......

"Haven't you ever had a girlfriend in this world?"

"Delivery...... I've handed it over! I didn't blink when I said nonsense, "There are several, hehe, some can't even remember their names, and those who chased me in junior high school, don't mention it." ”

"Okay." Su Yu's tone was a little lost, "I thought I was your first girlfriend in the world." ”

Fool, you are.

"White Saddle, I'm sorry." Su Yu said, "I just regained my memory, so my temperament and habits overlap and conflict with the present world, especially at the beginning, it is easy to lose control and make trade-offs. Now that I think about it, when I was in the hospital, I said something too much, and I slapped Ye Xinyi......"

"It's okay, Su Yu! Ye Xinta...... I won't care......" I said more and more unconfident, thinking of my attitude towards him in the hospital before, and the matter of making him kneel, if I think about it empathically, I'm afraid I won't forgive it for the rest of my life......

Su Yu buried her head in my arms, and after a while, my chest felt a moist warmth.

"Su Yu, are you crying? You...... Don't cry......"

"I hate myself in another world!" She cried, "If there were no overlapping memories of this life, I probably wouldn't know how hateful I really am." No wonder you...... No wonder you're ......."

She seemed to be unable to say any more, and could only weep in my arms. Seriously, I'm distressed.

"That's all from the previous life, Su Yu, no matter what you have done, it has nothing to do with you in this world."

She slowly raised her head to look at me, sobbed a few times, and said with trembling lips, "Do you really think so?" ”

"Hmm!" I nodded, reaching out to wipe her tears, "Okay, don't cry. There are two things I'm most afraid of in my life, one is spiders, and the other is that girls cry. ”

"Poof." She burst into tears and smiled, and then pouted and looked at me, "Have you wiped the tears of many girls like this?" ”

"No! I can ......" The moment I raised my fingers, suddenly the face of a strange girl flashed in my mind, as if time had frozen, and I froze in a daze, as if I remembered something from the past, and as if I had forgotten something. However, when I tried to remember, I couldn't think of the girl's specific face.

"You can't talk anymore." Su Yu straightened up and sighed, "Forget it, I don't want you to swear anything......"

Her eyes stared straight ahead, and after a while, the tears that had just stopped welling up welled up again, "But, one day you will regain your memory, and you will definitely hate me very much......"

"Don't think about it, Su Yu, you won't." I quickly comforted her and wiped her tears, "Even if one day I recover the memories of the other world, I will retain the memories of this world just like you." Maybe I'll be just as disgusted as you are. ”

"Not really." Su Yu pouted and said, "You don't know how majestic you are in the other world, and your heart is as ruthless as a knife, except for the ...... of dreams."

She stopped talking abruptly and continued in a low voice, "Except for ...... You might be soft-hearted about the people you meet in your dreams...... Anyway, you're a wolf! ”

"Okay......" I took the opportunity to hug her again quietly, and said with a smile: "Actually, I also heard Ye Xin and the girl say some things, and I feel that I am a fool in the other world." ”

Su Yu raised his eyebrows and looked at me with some surprise, "Why do you say that?" ”

"I'm looking for trouble! took people to fight against the undead dragon, but I don't know how many people were killed, and I was just naΓ―ve to death. ”

Su Yu leaned his head over and whispered, "Don't say that, you are for the freedom of the entire Filcher Continent." It's a pity that I don't understand you in the other world......"

After a while, Su Yu pursed his lips, as if he had made some decision, and said: "Bai Saddle, in fact, when I was in the other world, I was an enemy with you, you are the sun of all the N-character people in the Filcher Continent, and I have the blood of the Divine Domain in my body, and it is the evil dark cloud that wants to hinder you from shining on the continent in every possible way......"

"What kind of metaphor are you doing, Su Yu, if I were the sun, you would be the moon! In any case, I will not be led astray by the memories and thoughts of the other world. "I hugged her tighter, what kind of gods and demons, Phil or something, the messy continent, no matter what world you are in, you just have to live your own life, the whole great ideal that is difficult to realize, and the monster to fight, you have to make yourself like a savior, is there something wrong, isn't it, think you're Ultraman?

"Retractor." Su Yu stretched out his little thumb, "Bai An, you will never, never care about the affairs of the other world again." ”

"That's what I want you to promise." I held out my little finger and hooked it up with her, "Forever." ”

We looked at each other and slowly pressed our thumbs together. Su Yu, I know, in fact, you suddenly like me so much, it's also because I in the other world made you feel moved...... I will definitely try to make you like me in this world. But then again, if you think about it from this angle, I really have to thank me in the other world, this sudden love and the beauty who threw myself into my arms, hehe......

If one day, you find that you have actually accumulated a lot of virtue in your previous life, will you accept the reward shamelessly?

I'm sorry, but I'm going to take it all anyway.

"Su Yu, can I ask you a question?" This question has been holding in my heart for a long time, and now I can finally muster up the courage to ask.

"Huh?"

"That...... When I was in the Otherworld, Lake was my adoptive father, right? That...... Are you my mom? ”

Su Yu was stunned for a long time, and suddenly covered his mouth and couldn't stop laughing, "That's right...... Silly child, you can't have crooked thoughts about your mother. ”

"Huh? Really! ”

Su Yu slammed my chest, and said angrily and laughingly, "Are you stupid!" I am the seventh princess of the Divine Domain, and if Lake marries me, it is equivalent to betraying the alliance, and you have already broken up at that time, where can I raise you? ”

"Whew...... That's good, I thought you were my adoptive mother in the other world. ”

Su Yu rolled his eyes, "It's beautiful, who raised a son like you and didn't have to worry about dying, and he had to be thrown on the street as soon as possible." ”

Sudden heart-piercing, I know she didn't mean it. Even in the other world, did my biological parents abandon me...... My second uncle once told me that when I was an adult at the age of eighteen, my parents would come to pick me up, and I don't know if it was true or not......

"Su Yu, when you were in the other world, did you hear anything about my biological parents?"

The second half of the words were drowned out by the sound of a bus, a bus stopped in front of us, Su Yi took my hand and said, "Get on the bus." ”

There was only the driver and a grandmother in the whole car, Su Yi swiped the bus card twice, I was trying to find a seat in the front row and sit down, but I was pulled by Su Yi and sat in the back row.

"We're going to sit at the last stop, there will be more and more people getting on the bus on this road, and if you sit in front, you will have to give up your seat to the old man who gets on the bus later."

Su Yi is obviously very experienced in taking buses, and this seemingly selfish analysis makes me feel closer to her.

I remember that when I took her on a bicycle, she also asked me to take her to the bus stop. Maybe the conditions of Su Yu's house are not good, and the last stop is often close to the suburbs...... Although my family only relies on the second uncle to work alone to make money, but every month the second uncle will still give me a considerable amount of pocket money, hey, really, I want to raise a girlfriend and suddenly the pressure is a little big, hehehehe......

Su Yu looked at me like a fool, and Ren Jun patted my thigh and said, "Hey, what are you stupid about?" ”

"It's okay, hehe." I looked at her, "I just feel like you're so pretty, a little unreal." ”

"Silly." Su Yi put his arm around me, "By the way, what did you ask me before I got in the car just now?" ”

"Ah......" I looked at her for a moment, grinned at her, and said, "It's fine." ”