Chapter 53: Conscience (II)

When Ning Yuan took the one hundred and twentieth step, the murmur in his consciousness reappeared.

However, unlike before, this time Ning Yuan heard a noisy but clear voice. Each voice has a different tone and tone, whether it is murmuring or whispering, cursing or seducing, in short, there are all kinds of sounds.

In the midst of countless complicated voices, Ning Yuan's spiritual will sank, his spirit became a little chaotic, and all kinds of distracting thoughts that had disappeared appeared again.

Immediately, Ning Yuan inexplicably felt a burst of palpitations, regret, fear, despair, and all kinds of negative clarity welled up.

Ning Yuan guarded a little clarity in his consciousness, and firmly resisted the invisible pressure that had been pressing on his spiritual will in a chaotic and chaotic sea of consciousness. It's a pity that as the distracting thoughts continued to be used, Ning Yuan's spiritual will began to become scattered, and that invisible pressure slowly sank closer to Ning Yuan's consciousness core.

Ning Yuan didn't know if that pressure would crush the core of his consciousness, although theoretically the void zone would not cause permanent damage to the player, such as making people stupid or vegetative or something, but Ning Yuan still didn't dare to take risks.

This world is obviously not the same nature as those previous voids, and from what happened after entering the game, Ning Yuan really didn't dare to look at this world with the mentality of a game.

But how to get out of the current predicament, Ning Yuan didn't have the slightest clue, although those noises and distractions suddenly appeared in his consciousness, but faintly Ning Yuan knew that these should be the noises that he had experienced and had an impact on himself, and the noises that were generated by himself and the noises that remained in his consciousness. In other words, these are all negative emotions that have accumulated in his own life so far, but for some reason they all suddenly exploded.

So what is the trigger for the outbreak? Ning Yuan "looked" at the invisible pressure that had been sinking. There is no doubt that it should be caused by this sudden increase in mental pressure.

"Conscience? Conscience? Is it looking for my heart? This thought suddenly flashed in Ning Yuan's conscious mind.

"So, is this my heart?"

Ning Yuan "looked" at all kinds of negative images and distracting thoughts in the sea of consciousness, and "listened" to all kinds of chaotic voices and muttered.

"It's not."

"Since they're not, there's no need for them to exist."

Thinking like this, Ning Yuan suddenly realized how he should deal with it.

While trying to concentrate, Ning Yuan started to turn on the "sunset" and took the initiative to remove the surrounding distractions. For Ning Yuan, this is the first time that he has taken the initiative to use "sunset" to destroy his own memory, and he used to passively bear the blurring and disappearance of his memory after using "sunset".

However, "Sunset" has a disadvantage, that is, while destroying and eliminating distracting thoughts, it will also re-present everything in the past in Ning Yuan's consciousness.

The images of unpleasant thoughts in the past that kept surfacing in his consciousness made Ning Yuan gradually fall into confusion. He couldn't help but start thinking about what his original wish was.

Before he entered the Neno Continent, why did he decide to come here to get a chance after he had that "dream"?

As mentioned earlier, Ning Yuan is not a strong-willed person, he is lazy and has no self-control, although the three views are quite normal, but he has no perseverance and no perseverance. Although you are very decisive when you make up your mind, you will not hesitate to give up. Although I have been regretting it, I often don't get it done.

Looking back on all the memories from birth to the present, Ning Yuan's accumulated negative emotions are really countless. But what was his original, most fundamental heart?

The heart is the will, the nature. The original wish, the original intention. Although the heart will change, it will always follow its own conscience.

So what is Ning Yuan's original intention?

Ning Yuan remembered that when he first awakened as a Huangsheng as a child, he gave birth to the first heartfelt prayer since he was born.

When he was studying, as his knowledge increased, his desire became stronger and stronger. But as he was frustrated again and again, he began to become depressed, giving up on himself and going with the flow.

That original wish was also hidden in the deepest part of consciousness, unwilling to remember.

But when he saw the announcement issued by the coalition government, and when he learned that the "Fourth Celestial Yuan Change" of the stars was about to come, and everyone would start from scratch in this imaginary world called "Regeneration" to compete for the return to reality in the next hundred years, the deepest thoughts in his heart moved.

If there was no later "prophetic dream", Ning Yuan estimated that the thought would only move in the end. Years of experience have changed most of his personality, and getting used to it, especially bad habits, is easy to form, but it's hard to change. It is difficult to say that a person's personality change is easy to say, but it is even more difficult to change it back.

But that "prophetic dream" made Ning Yuan inexplicably give birth to the idea of "fighting" for the last time, and this thought has been firmly occupying his mind since he got up, until he entered this world.

Why did you have such a thought, maybe it's because of the unwillingness in your heart.

"My heart." Ning Yuan muttered consciously.

With this whisper, a small "rosary" that had been hidden in the deepest part of the sea of consciousness brushed away the "dust" on the surface and began to emit a brilliant light.

The light shone through, and all distracting thoughts began to disappear into "dust" one after another.

With the changes in the sea of consciousness, Ning Yuan's originally precarious spiritual will suddenly re-strengthened, and he re-resisted the invisible pressure that kept sinking as if he was going to sink people to hell.

As the light became more and more dazzling, Ning Yuan suddenly felt relaxed and firm that he had never felt before. At this moment, he felt as if he had completely changed.

But how it has "changed" cannot be clearly expressed.

Only one thing he was sure of was that no matter what happened to him in the future, as long as that thought in his heart was not clouded, he would have nothing to fear.

"May the light of the summers shine again on the earth."

That's what he wants.

It was the first and truest wish he made in his young heart after experiencing many things on another realm with great deviations when he awakened.

After Ning Yuan came to his senses, he straightened up and looked up at the high platform in front of him.

"There, there is the capital that allowed me to make this wish come true in the first place. So this time, even if it is a catastrophe, I will not back down. ”

Thinking like this, Ning Yuan inexplicably felt a lightness all over his body, and although the pressure on his consciousness was still there, it seemed to have been reduced a lot.

No, Ning Yuan soon discovered that it was not the pressure that had decreased, but his spiritual will that had increased. And the increase is more than you can imagine.

If Ning Yuan's spirit was originally 70, this time alone it directly skyrocketed to 85.

The inexplicable surge in spiritual power made Ning Yuan feel relaxed all of a sudden.

"Is this the effect of the legendary 'discernment'?" Ning Yuan said in an incredulous voice.

At this moment, Ning Yuan felt something inexplicably.

"It's ......"

After clarifying what this inexplicable feeling represented, Ning Yuan sat down cross-legged without any hesitation, and entered another state of epiphany since he first enlightened the "Three-Edged Gun Technique".

Not long after Ning Yuan entered the realm of thoughtless epiphany, Xue Hanfeng and the others at the entrance of the secret realm also knew the truth of the matter from Xu Yong's mouth.

"So it's a player who goes in?" Xue Hanfeng frowned.

"Yes, eldest son." Although Xu Yong's heart was nervous and cold sweat broke out, he still replied calmly: "Because of the relationship between the beast tide, the subordinates really didn't have time to determine whether the players who died with the scar group had been reincarnated, and after determining that this was the mission target, they didn't dare to venture into the secret realm to investigate, so they could only notify the 'Torture Chief' as quickly as possible." ”

"Why didn't you report the player's information along with it?" Yu Chong asked beside him.

Xu Yong lowered his eyebrows and said obediently: "This is indeed the negligence of his subordinates. ”

Xu Yongxian admitted his mistake calmly, and then said: "But everyone knows what the situation is for players, especially wild players. An ordinary person with only three resurrections, even if Huang Sheng does have many special abilities, most of them can only be regarded as ordinary. And the deviation of the boundary line is destined for them to look for opportunities, but they are actually gambling on their lives. From the information received, the player did not show any offensive or defensive abilities, and the target information mentioned by the 'Torture Chief' to his subordinates believed that even if the player entered the secret realm, he would never have a chance to get a chance. Therefore, the subordinate ignored the player's information and did not specifically mention it. ”

Xue Hanfeng's sword eyebrows furrowed slightly, and his expression was slightly gloomy as he looked at Xu Yongdao: "Although I know that you are making excuses." But I have to say that no matter how you think about it, you really can't be blamed for this matter. ”

Yu Chong also glanced at Xu Yong indifferently and said, "Under the beast tide, no one can really get close here. Two months is enough time for a lot of things to happen, you have verified the news and reported it as soon as possible, and the 'criminal chief' also sent me and the eldest prince to come with me as soon as he received the report, and the eldest prince and I knew that the situation was urgent, and there was no delay on the way. In this way, it really doesn't make a difference whether there is player intelligence or not. ”

Xu Yong breathed a sigh of relief in his heart when he heard this.

"But," Yu Yonggang's abrupt words made Xu Yonggang's heart suddenly rise again, "Next, if an accident happens, you must try your best to find out all the information about this player who has entered." ”

"Yes." Xu Yong's heart was put down again, and he nodded yes. In his estimation, this possibility is almost none, this group of players has only appeared for three months, with his understanding of this secret realm, let alone three months, even if it is three years, this secret realm is by no means something that a wild player can attack.

Seeing a slight disapproving look in Xu Yong's eyes, Yu Chong frowned quietly, turned his head to look at Xue Hanfeng and said, "Eldest Prince, the current situation is a little complicated. It's better to notify the 'Torture Chief' first, and then decide whether to attack this secret realm at this moment." ”