I picked up a hard stone and sat down slowly by the black umbrella.

The silence around me makes me feel as if I am the only living person in this world.

It's getting dark, it's like a horror story for a child, and those who don't sleep will be killed.

"Hey—" I let out a long sigh and slowly stretched out my right hand, grabbing the palm that had fallen from Bai Xin's side beside me.

"There are three lives left, wouldn't it be better if we started over?" I muttered to myself, looking at the stone I was holding in my other hand, it seemed to have been made for me by nature—the water chestnut was so horned that it could kill me with a single blow.

It was as if the curtain had been drawn, and it seemed as if it had suddenly darkened, so much so that I checked that I still had the stone in my hand.

I hadn't done it yet, not because I lacked the courage necessary to die, but because there was a thought in my mind: how nice it would be if this stone went down and I could really die......

At this moment, I still envy Bai Xin who died next to me.

What's the point of being alive and tired?

I was an ordinary high school student at Qihe No. 3 High School, cowardly, timid, and never dared to meddle in things.

But one day, the three-year-old appeared, it was a black pastoral cat, with one gold and one blue eyes, and said to me: temporary escape often requires a greater price.

So I stopped running away from my fate, but at the moment, I felt terrible.

It seems that there are some things that you are wrong if you don't do them, such as working hard, such as facing them.

However, when you come to your senses and intend to bravely fight against fate, it seems that all the eyes around you look at you, and you are so oppressed that you can't breathe.

It's like when I was in junior high school, my academic performance was not very good, and one day I picked up a book and planned to study hard.

Imagine that it should be the people around you who give encouragement.

But in reality, there was only a tone full of mockery.

"Yo~ Bai Saddle knows how to read and study? Hehe, is this the trend of going to key universities in the future? ”

At that time, I closed my book in embarrassment, thinking only about waiting until high school, avoiding those people, and continuing to study hard.

I think my forbearance is very clever, but in fact, I don't secretly work hard at night.

I didn't realize that all the obstacles I faced were just an excuse for my laziness. This kind of me is not even as good as those guys who usually don't study and secretly learn behind their backs.

High school is at the start of and I'm excited, everything is going to start all over again, and I can make a new good impression so that no one will come and laugh at me while I'm reading.

Full of confidence, I feel full of vigor and sunshine, thinking that I will be the first to read in class every day, but my second uncle likes to make exquisite breakfasts, and after eating, he wants to watch the morning health program, and I want to send my sister to kindergarten. But it doesn't matter, as an older brother, this is how it should be, the morning reading is canceled, and I will listen carefully to every class. So I still rushed to school full of joy, and when I went upstairs, I knocked over the milk tea in the hands of the seniors.

It's really unlucky, this is the arrangement of fate, as if you have to be what it makes you.

The night I first saw the Soul Card, I was so excited that I thought I had been sheltered by some external force, and I would be like the protagonist of the cool text on the Internet, even if it was difficult, it would rise step by step, even if it was the worst result, at least it would be inspirational.

But now it seems that this is not a story with a beginning and an end, it sucks.

Belch...... Ahh

The roars of the sleepwalkers drew closer.

Without the help of the ghost cat, I would have lost any power.

Even seeing objects in the dark is difficult.

Are you going to kill yourself...... I held Bai Xin's hand tightly, and my heart was full of entanglement.

Every time I start again, I am full of confidence, but every time the ending is unsatisfactory.

If I had a choice, I'd rather be the flower that survived the disaster, and if it hadn't been for the white saddle guy who suddenly woke up, it could have stayed quietly in the display case.

The road to the end of the world was not easy, and the sleepwalkers with swords and axes stumbled and got stuck in various obstacles, unable to move, until one of the sleepwalkers finally appeared in my blurred vision, and his head hit the broken steel bar.

Scold......

I watched quietly and couldn't help but laugh out loud, not at the sleepwalker, but at myself.

Throwing away the stone in my hand, I slowly stood up and shouted, "Hey! Why don't you want to wake up? ”

There was no response, just a constant roar.

"Why wake up...... Anyway, it can't change anything, just like fate, it's useless to struggle, it's better to continue to stay in your own state of mind and let everything outside follow fate. ”

Ask yourself and answer yourself, I think it's understandable that everyone has the right to choose their own lifestyle.

Poof!

A sleepwalker fell from the rubble, slammed heavily on the bus next to him, and stood up stubbornly.

I looked up, and it seemed to be a woman of good shape, her hair was disheveled, and even though she had just fallen, she did not let go of her hand holding the big knife.

"Oh my God, what a knife did you have...... Since you're so persistent, let you solve me. I sat down and looked at the broken rebar not far away, "If you can come along." ”

Boom!

She fell from the bus to the ground and didn't move for a long time, I thought she was dead, but she moved her arms again and got up.

Judging by the route, she managed to avoid the broken rebar.

"Look, this is fate, the one just now crashed into it." I watched her approach step by step, muttering to myself, "I was supposed to be a model when I was alive, right?" It's a pity ......."

After saying that, I realized my wording.

They don't want to wake up themselves, what's the difference between being dead and dead.

Since it was your own choice, then why should I insist on saving it?

"Xu Zhuoliang is right, next time, if I still have the ability, I will definitely not feel sorry for you sleepwalkers anymore." I looked up and saw that her face had been shattered beyond recognition.

Boom!

She slashed hard at the scrap metal behind me.

At that moment, I rolled around and dodged her slash.

For I recognized the weapon in her hand, not an axe, not a broadsword, but a great sword—my Heavenly Greatsword.

At this time, the heart hurts like a pinprick, congenital heart disease, atrial fibrillation...... I've been through so much and I still can't escape the pain of illness.

He fell to the ground and hit his head impartially against the stone I had thrown earlier.

Buzz –

There was a string-pulling sound in my head.

If this person doesn't want to die, it's really not that easy to die.

Shaking my head, I dodged her slash once more, and scrambled to my feet from the ground.

Her face was bloody and fleshy.

Even if I didn't want to accept it, I still recognized it.

"Su Yu......" I shook my head slowly, "No...... It's not really ......"

With her eyes wide open and her mouth growling, she approached me step by step with her greatsword, as if she were collecting a debt.