004 Blue Bird
"Let go of those unrealistic fantasies."
"Go to school well, only being admitted to a prestigious school is the only way out."
"I'm sorry, but what you write can't be called fiction at all."
"That's right, we feel like you're a little bit off with the character's image. Yes, it's not inappropriate, it's just a little off, and what this role needs is ......"
That's enough!
That's enough!
Kasumigaoka Shiyu understands, she understands them all.
Because I'm not good enough, it's natural that I will be ridiculed by the world.
But she was still unwilling.
Because of love, that's why she walked that path.
But her efforts have been a mess.
"The worst bad movie in the Heisei years!"
Kasumigaoka Shiyu clearly remembers his feelings when he saw this sentence on the Internet, and the pain like a knife cut is unforgettable.
Why?
finally got the opportunity to appear in a TV series, and finally got the recognition of others, two happy things coincided, and these two happy things were exchanged for nightmares for the next few months.
The screenwriter's god-level operation not only ruined the show, but also made every actor who starred in the TV series infamy.
"Trash!"
"Vase!"
"It's like a bunch of bells and whistles coming together."
No one can understand Kasumigaoka Shiha.
Being harshly criticized by her parents at home for her studies, and enduring all kinds of gossip at school, anonymous attacks from the Internet brought her to the brink of collapse, and the online violence eventually evolved into a real-world stalker.
But Kasumigaoka Shiyu couldn't find anyone to talk to, so she could only bear it silently alone.
The last strength burns in silence, and when this strength is reduced to ashes, everything will be gone.
Until he met Tetsuya Ayakoji.
The slightly abrupt skirmish made Kasumigaoka Shiyu forget the idea of dying for a while.
The song still echoed in her ears.
"君がくれた白シャツCuffの裏"
白い湍で綴られた「FIGHT!」 の5 characters"
"もう一人でも頑張れる気でいた"
【On the back of the cuff of the white shirt you gave me
You embroidered the word "FIGHT" for me
I can persevere even if I struggle alone.]
"Like this song?"
Tetsuya Ayakoji looked up and asked.
"Hmm."
Kasumigaoka Shiyu nodded vigorously.
In fact, she is also an invisible house, she also watched the popular animation "Dream Eater" some time ago, and when she hears this song, she will think of those classic lines in the animation.
Dreams are not the goals given to you by others, but dreams are achieved by your own will......
"So be it."
Tetsuya Ayakoji suddenly became a little interested, and he felt that he might have to do something.
When the singing stopped, Kasumigaoka Shiwa watched as Tetsuya Ayakoji walked up to the underground singer.
After the two of them talked a few words in a whisper, the singer glanced up at Kasumigaoka Shiyu for a moment, then smiled and nodded and handed the guitar to Tetsuya Ayakoji.
Kasumigaoka Shiwa understood what Tetsuya Ayakoji meant.
At this time, even pedestrians passing by the underpass stopped.
The small gestures here caught their attention.
Tetsuya Ayakoji sat in a folding chair, and to be honest, he hadn't touched a guitar in a long time, which he had learned from his roommate when he was in high school.
"Whew~"
Ayakoji Tetsuya was also holding the guitar, taking a deep breath and slowly exhaling it, being stared at by more than a dozen eyes, he was a little nervous.
Even though it was March, it was still cold in Tokyo, and the news said it was the lowest temperature in 50 years.
Kasumigaoka Shiwa looked at Tetsuya Ayakoji in a daze, watching as the slender fingers finally landed on the strings and began to pluck.
"Blue Bird"
Hearing the blue bird, are you happy at this time?
It's still the same lyrics, but the person who sang it was replaced by Tetsuya Ayakoji.
Singing the same song with different moods is a completely different experience.
For Shiwa Kasumigaoka, this song is special.
The person who stood up and sang this song for her at this time was also special.
Her eyes twitched, her cherry lips biting, and she felt a hint of warmth in the slightly noisy guitar sound and clear lyrics.
Tetsuya Ayakoji's soothing voice was like a warm spring breeze, melting the entire coldness that Kasumigaoka Shiwa had accumulated since winter, and she almost forgot to breathe as she felt the evening breeze blowing in her face.
At this time, there were more and more onlookers.
Kasumigaoka Shiwa was "isolated" by them.
But this kind of isolation is just so that more warmth can be transmitted to Kasumigaoka Shiyu.
The sensual female passerby took out her mobile phone.
There are also female companions in the couples who snuggle up together and look at Kasumigaoka Shiyu enviously and ask, "Will you do this for me?" ”
"Huh?" The male partner was stunned for a moment and then said, "But I can't play the guitar." ”
Scold.
Man.
What he received was a sneer with a hint of sarcasm.
In stark contrast is the smile that gradually blooms at the corner of Kasumigaoka's mouth.
That relaxed appearance is not pretended.
Most passers-by thought it was an expression of love between lovers, and only Kasumigaoka Shiwa knew that it was an encouragement from Tetsuya Ayakoji.
Needless to say, at this point.
Although she didn't say anything, she knew that Tetsu Ayakoji also understood her heart.
Because, "Dream Eater" is the story of a dream chaser!
"The unstoppable enthusiasm coupled with the determination and persistence to keep improving, in the end, what has been created is a miracle!"
I may not have the talent, but I have the love and the hard work I put in.
Thank you.
Feeling the power gushing out of his body, Kasumigaoka Shiyu's smile completely bloomed.
"Let it go, let it go, let it go."
I don't know when, when Kasumigaoka Shiwa woke up, she was in the crowd by herself, and Ayakoji Tetsuya also took her right hand, and the two of them squeezed out of the crowd with difficulty.
Keep running forward, running a long way before stopping.
Whew-
Kasumigaoka Shiha gasped lightly.
She realized that Tetsuya Ayakoji had already let go of her hand, and scratched her head with a smile: "I'm sorry, I haven't played the guitar for a long time, and the performance just now was a little problematic." ”
Playing the guitar Lv2, this is really not a commendable feat.
But enough is enough.
That's really enough.
Kasumigaoka Shiyu lowered her head and whispered, "Thank you." ”
【Girl who has regained her strength】
Looking at the results of his efforts, Aya Koji Tetsuya also breathed a sigh of relief.
"It's not too early, let's go back today, go to bed early, if you can't sleep, then watch "Dream Eater" again."
"Hmm."
Kasumigaoka Shiyu, who was wrapped in warmth, was speechless.
The hour-long experience left her mind so confused that she couldn't even express herself completely.
I could only look at Tetsuya Ayakoji silently, write down his appearance vigorously, and finally wave goodbye and embark on the last train.
At eleven o'clock in the evening, Tetsuya Ayakoji walked back to the apartment where he lived.