In the early days of serving as Long Xiaoyu's defender, Han Ding had been trying to find some basis to deduce when Long Xiaoyu had murderous intentions towards Zhu Siping.

For this reason, he asked Long Xiaoyu in detail about the whole situation on the night of Zhu Siping's killing, if it is moved to a Hollywood thriller movie, it can also be called an absolutely classic killing night. From the evening onwards, the wind suddenly rose throughout the city, and this northerly wind roared all night without warning. The sandstorm blowing from nowhere obscured the stars and the moon, and even the street lamps on the streets of Pingling turned into shadowy candles, hanging dimly in the air with unclear vision. Such a dark and strange weather is said to have struck once a few decades ago, and only a few elderly people still remember it vividly.

According to Long Xiaoyu, he received a phone call from Zhu Siping that evening, when the front of the sandstorm had just shrieked under the eaves outside the window. The call was made to the office of the chairman of Baochun Pharmaceutical Company, and Long Xiaoyu had not yet gotten off work at that time, and he asked Zhu Siping strangely how he got this phone number, and Siping smiled and said Can you manage it. Long Xiaoyu also stopped, too lazy to ask in depth, and waited for Siping to speak without saying a word.

Siping said, "Are you dumb? ”

Long Xiaoyu asked coldly, "What's the matter with you?" ”

Siping smiled again and said, "It's okay, can't I call you if it's okay?" You never thought to call me, and you don't necessarily know that it's been three months since I died. ”

Long Xiaoyu didn't want to talk to her more, and said, "Don't call me if it's okay, I'm still at work." ”

Siping stopped laughing and became serious, but her tone was still friendly: "Then you go to work hard, can you come to me after work?" I just came out of Professor Liang's house, if you are okay after work, come to me in the office of the pharmaceutical factory site, there is no one else there at night. ”

Long Xiaoyu said, "I'm not going." ”

Of course, Long Xiaoyu knew that there was no one in the construction site office after work, and the entire expansion project had been stopped because of the lack of funds. But Siping's ambiguous tone made him have to answer her in such a positive tone, and he deliberately answered with a firm stance without hesitation.

But Siping didn't give up, her temper didn't know when it became so good, she said, "Come on, I beg you, I really miss you." I haven't been able to sleep these days, I just miss you, and I can't die if I lie to you. ”

Long Xiaoyu's tone was still cold, and he replied: "Siping, we haven't already talked about it, we are just ordinary friends now, or, just fellow villagers. ”

Siping continued his words unhurriedly: "Yes, the villagers, don't you even want to see each other?" Besides, we used to ......"

Long Xiaoyu interrupted her: "Don't talk about the past, I've forgotten all the past." ”

Siping was silent for a moment, and her voice suddenly became affectionate: "But I haven't forgotten, I can't sleep these days, and I always think about the past." I always think that I used to go to the warehouse of the century-old red wine factory to see you, such a big factory has no one at night, and it is always quiet. I'm always scared on the way to find you, but when I think of you waiting for me in the warehouse, I'm not afraid of anything. Did you look forward to me every night? ”

Long Xiaoyu was also silent for a while, which represented his respect for history. Yes, he couldn't deny that after the winery closed every day, when it was dark and his heart was so quiet that he could hear his heartbeat, he sat on that wooden bed in the corner of the warehouse, waiting for Siping. He waited for her to come to him, to bring him something to eat, a warm bed when it was cold, and laughter and nagging to drive away loneliness. He can't deny that this is an unforgettable, indelible life experience and emotional experience for him, he doesn't deny it!

However, after a moment of silence, he did not want to change his attitude, he said to Siping: "Yes, I looked forward to you coming in the past, and now I hope you don't come." ”

He may have said this as badly as the listener, and he said it with all his heart. He has been patient with Siping repeatedly, what she wants to give her, what he gives her, including money, clothes, pleading, and selling his conscience, such a price is enough to redeem his feelings. What's more, the relationship itself does not need to be redeemed.

He said: "Feelings can't come reluctantly, haven't we already drawn an end between us?" ”

On the other side of the phone, Siping cried. Long Xiaoyu could hear that it was really sad. But he didn't say a word, not even a word of consolation, he wanted to persuade, but he held back. He endured his own cruelty, which was outside of his nature. But now he had to force himself to be silent, to forget, to be ruthless. He fell in love with Luo Jingjing, so he and Siping had to have an end.

Siping cried uncontrollably, and Long Xiaoyu wanted to hang up the phone several times, but he didn't, because it would be too ruthless. Siping finally sobbed in front of his cold silence and resumed his words: "Okay, Xiao Yu, I agree, I will end with you today." Come on, don't be afraid that I will pester you again, let's talk again one last time, and we will make it clear, we will go our separate ways from now on, and we will not be in line with each other. I'll be waiting for you at the site office in the evening. ”

After Siping finished speaking, she hung up the phone, and hung up very decisively, a little fiercely. Long Xiaoyu didn't breathe for a long time. After he got off work that night, he first called Luo Jingjing, saying that he might not go to her if there was something in the company at night, and if he wanted to find her, he would be very late, so let her not wait for him, eat by herself, and go to bed first if it was too late. Luo Jingjing said that it happened that her classmate had a birthday today, so she asked her to go in the evening - do you think I should buy a birthday cake on the way or give something else? Long Xiaoyu said that it's okay, you can decide it yourself. After making Luo Jingjing's call, he slowly walked out of the office and locked the door. The people in the company are gone, and the building is quiet. He walked slowly downstairs and walked out of the door, where he found that it was very windy. He went upstairs and put on his Versace coat. He stepped out of the door again and walked out into the street with quicker steps. He walked briskly to the Baochun Pharmaceutical Factory across the street. He walked past the door of the pharmaceutical factory, and he saw that there were still people coming in and out of the factory, but no one noticed him. He put up his windproof collar and walked towards the back door of the pharmaceutical factory, which he walked through the back door, which had been demolished since the expansion began. The construction site was darkened, and large construction machinery, including a large giraffe-like crane, lay gloomily in their shadows. Long Xiaoyu walked inside, turning the rows of rough factories that had not yet been roofed, and he saw the few temporary construction site offices made of wooden planks, one of which was lit up, and the sand dancing in the wind could be seen how rampant it was under the light. Long Xiaoyu approached the brightly lit room, the sound of his footsteps on the masonry in front of the door was drowned out by the wind, and when he pushed the door in, he saw Siping lying on the wooden bed in the corner with his back facing in, motionless.

As Siping said, there is no one here, only her.

The sound of opening the door made Siping sit up, Long Xiaoyu could see that Siping's eyes were still red and swollen, and when he saw Long Xiaoyu pushing the door in, he was stunned for a moment, and then cried again. Every sobbing of her and the suffocation of her breath fully express the fragility and grievances of a woman. Long Xiaoyu's heart really softened at this time, he really felt that he had hurt Siping, and he really remembered the past events when he was in love with Siping, and those past events became extremely warm in Long Xiaoyu's mind. He wanted to hug Siping, but he didn't, he realized that he had already become Luo Jingjing's person now, and he couldn't touch other women again, including the women he had touched before, he was not qualified to touch them again. He really wanted to comfort Siping in some way, this way was the tone, he said in a very gentle tone: "Don't cry, I'll leave if you cry again." As soon as he finished saying this, Siping hugged him, buried his head in his arms, and rubbed all the tears on his face on his front without hesitation.

"No, I won't let you go! I won't let you go! I won't let you go! ”

Siping hugged Long Xiaoyu very tightly, so tight that his whole body was stiff, and his limbs were at a loss, so he stiffened Siping and hugged him for a long time. Finally, he raised his two hands and hugged Siping's somewhat thin back, he gently hugged her, and then gently patted her on the back with his hand, and said: "Siping, it's not worth your sadness to break up with me, in fact, there are many men who like you, I know that among our Shaoxing villagers, there are many people who want to be good with you......"

Siping hugged him hard, and she stopped him from saying with a squeezing hug: "I don't want anyone, I want you, I want you!" ”

Long Xiaoyu let go of Siping, and that action even pushed Siping away. He made his voice serious: "Siping, I'm here to draw an end today, you promised me that today is the last time we will meet, at least the last date, why do you always say this?" ”

Siping let him push away, but one hand was still pulling Long Xiaoyu's clothes. She said: "Xiao Yu, I know that you have caught up with Boss Luo's daughter, I can let you be good with her." I'm willing to be your little one, and it's okay not to be public outside, I'm willing. Do you know what I mean? That's all right, right? ”

Long Xiaoyu was a little confused: "What nonsense are you talking about?" How can you be like this, you are such a good girl, why do you want to be small? ”

Siping said: "Be your little, I am willing!" ”

Long Xiaoyu said: "If you want me or not, I can't even if I am willing, it is illegal to let people be little wives." ”

"You don't have to marry me, I'll be your lover. As long as you still have me in your heart, I am willing to be your lover, and I am willing to be your lover for the rest of my life. ”

Long Xiaoyu didn't expect that he was here to end today, and Siping was obviously going to start again. He was so confused in his heart that he knew that Siping's method would never work, but for some reason Siping's attitude made him faintly moved. Especially Siping's last sentence, his disgust and fear of her instantly collapsed - Siping said with tears in her eyes: "Are you willing? If you really don't want to, I won't force you. ”

Long Xiaoyu is also a fragile person, and his fragility lies in the fact that he can't stand others treating him well. He took Siping back into his arms, and he kissed Siping. He said, "Forgive me, Siping, I'm sorry for you, I ...... today I'm here today to say goodbye to you. Don't hate me, I know you're good to me, but I can only say goodbye to you today. Goodbye, Siping! ”

He kissed Siping, and Siping also kissed him, and when Long Xiaoyu said goodbye, Siping's hand had already reached into his clothes. He wanted to break free, but Siping hugged him tightly, she knelt down with him, she looked up at her face stained with tears, and looked at him: "Do you want me again?" For the last time, even if you really don't want me in the future, don't start today...... You want me again today, you really want me again, and then I'm willing to let me die. ”

A year later, Long Xiaoyu inevitably narrated to Han Ding the relationship between him and Siping, and it was precisely because of this relationship that Long Xiaoyu was an important evidence of his homicide. There was a small bed made of wooden planks in this room in the construction site office, and that night Long Xiaoyu and Zhu Siping had the last ** between them on this messy wooden plank bed, on the musty sheets, and the last ** in Siping's life. Long Xiaoyu was very familiar with Siping's body, but he couldn't be excited for a long time before entering her body that day, and he forgot how he got excited later. Regarding this point, Han Ding once asked beyond his duties: "Are you comfortable with a girl you don't love?" He wanted to judge from Long Xiaoyu whether men are all virtuous, they can separate their spirit and flesh from women, and the woman he loves is not necessarily unhappy, and the woman he doesn't love is not necessarily unhappy. Long Xiaoyu's answer was a little vague, and it was difficult to draw a clear conclusion. He said that he and Siping were very uncomfortable when they did it, there was no pleasure, and they just wanted to finish it as soon as possible, so the ** lasted for a long time, and it was always difficult to achieve**. In the end, he still closed his eyes and thought about Luo Jingjing, thinking about the feeling of him and Luo Jingjing doing this, so he barely succeeded. Long Xiaoyu said to Han Ding: "This is the most difficult time for him to do this kind of thing with a woman, I can't tell what it feels like, I feel very passive, very numb, the six gods have no owner...... after **, he wants to cry loudly!" ”

Siping's ** came faster than Long Xiaoyu, and she seemed to have reached the peak of happiness twice before Long Xiaoyu ended. After being happy, Siping's emotions were no longer the grievances and excitement before **, she held Long Xiaoyu in her arms, with a satisfied smile on her face. Seeing Long Xiaoyu turning over and getting out of bed and hurriedly getting dressed, she also sat up and slowly looked for her own clothes to wear. Neither of them could find a single superfluous word.

Long Xiaoyu quickly got dressed, his only mood at this time was to leave early, and he even felt extremely regretful for coming here tonight. Siping slowly put on her pants and asked him to come over and help her button the back of her bra. He helped her buckle it. When he was buckled, Siping suddenly asked him softly:

"Xiao Yu, tell me the truth, am I very profligate in bed?"

Long Xiaoyu was in no mood to say this, and whispered, "I didn't think about it." ”

Siping said: "People say that women have to be a little promiscuous in bed before men like it, is that female model very prodigal?" ”

Long Xiaoyu heard her say this Luo Jingjing, and his frustration was vented at once, he no longer helped her button it, got up and walked to the door, and said viciously: "You are so shameless, no one is more prodigal than you, you have to wave as much as you want, you and her are not the same person at all." ”

Siping smiled unhurriedly and asked, "Then are you comfortable doing it with her?" Are you comfortable with her or with me? ”

This kind of topic used to be heard by Long Xiaoyu when he was with Nobita's gang, and everyone had a good time. But now it was different, and he could no longer hear such foul language. Especially when this kind of foul language involved Luo Jingjing, he only felt defiled and disgusted.

He stood at the door, making the appearance of opening the door, and he said goodbye to Siping again with a solemn expression:

"I should leave Siping, from now on, the two of us will never have anything to do with each other again, don't look for me again, I won't see you if you look for me."

Siping sneered and said, "Xiao Yu, do you admit it, you are a very ruthless person, and ordinary people will not be as ruthless as you." ”

This sentence stabbed Long Xiaoyu, and he later said to Han Ding that Zhu Siping's words made him completely disgusted with her protracted game of cat and mouse, and he decided not to say anything to her anymore, he opened the door, and the wind outside almost slammed into this simple wooden house, making people feel cold to the bone. I don't know if it was the door he slammed hard or the shock of the wind, and the whole house made a thrilling loud noise.

Long Xiaoyu left.

After being arrested, Long Xiaoyu confessed during the interrogation of the public security organs: After he left the construction site, he first went back to the office, and when he returned to the office, he wanted to call Luo Jingjing, but found that the mobile phone was missing. He had always kept his mobile phone in his trouser pocket, and there was only one possibility when he thought about it, and that was to drop it in the office on the construction site when he untied his clothes just now. The mobile phone was assigned to him by the company, and if he lost it, the impact would be bad, and he couldn't explain it. Therefore, although Long Xiaoyu was very reluctant, he left the company and returned to the construction site. He still passed through the front entrance of the pharmaceutical factory, and when he entered through the back door, the construction site was still pitch black. He walked around the row of new factories in ruins, the windows of the site office still lit up. He approached, not knowing if Siping had fallen asleep, he also knocked on the door, knocked several times and no one answered. He turned the doorknob, and found that it was not locked, and as the handle turned, the door creaked and cracked, and then it was blown open by a strong wind, and the cold wind filled the whole room at once, and the charts and pieces of paper on the table and the wall rattled in the wind. There was no one in the house, and neither was Siping. Long Xiaoyu closed the door and began to look for his mobile phone. He first rummaged through the plank bed, including under the bed, and then went to the desk to find ...... At this time, he saw the ground on the side of the desk, Siping leaning against the wall, with blood stains on his body. He was frightened and shouted at a loss. Siping remained motionless and did not respond. Long Xiaoyu leaned down and wanted to pick her up, her body was still soft, but it was very heavy, her limbs and neck were as if she was broken, and then Long Xiaoyu realized that Siping was dead.

From Long Xiaoyu's confession, Han Ding knew that Long Xiaoyu saw a lot of blood on Siping's head and abdomen, and the blood that had become thick and dark was half-condensed on her face and chest. He called Siping's name, trying to wake her up. But she couldn't wake up. I don't know if her body is too heavy or Long Xiaoyu's hands are shaking too hard, and he can't hold her. Then he heard a noise outside the door, as if the wind had blown something down, or as if someone had knocked something over by moving around. Long Xiaoyu put down Siping, picked up a shovel and wooden handle on the ground, and carefully opened the door of the house to look out, there was no one outside, only the wind.

Long Xiaoyu left this room when he was sure that Siping was dead, that the outside of the house was safe, and that there was no one on the entire construction site. He first returned to the hut where he lived in the company, changed out of the bloodstained Versace coat, and then went to the small courtyard of the Luo family. He used the key Luo Jingjing gave him to open the door and go in, only to find that there was no one at home after entering, and he remembered that Luo Jingjing had gone to her classmate's birthday party and might be back soon. He entered the door and waited for her in the living room, and waited for about five minutes, during which he finally dialed 110 in this living room after repeated hesitation.

Regarding Long Xiaoyu's alarm, there is a detailed record of the alarm reception record of the 110 Alarm Center of the Public Security Bureau that night. Long Xiaoyu used his real name to report to the police, and he went to the police station near the pharmaceutical factory for interrogation at the request of the police officer, and then was taken to the scene of the crime to testify to the investigators about the scene. The reasons why he did not report the crime in a timely manner were detailed in his later confession. He was also involved in his conversation with Han Ding. He said that he was frightened at the time, and the whole person was in a state of panic. He was worried that once he called the police, he would become the biggest suspect, because he had Siping's blood stains on his body, because he had another new love who had just dumped Siping, and many people who said that Siping was killed by him would believe it, and they would feel that it was really a logical thing. There was another concern, Long Xiaoyu didn't say it in his confession, but he said it to Han Ding, and he said that what he was most afraid of at that time was losing Luo Jingjing.

That night, after the public security officers finished the investigation of the scene, they took him to the criminal investigation team for a long time to ask about the situation, made a record, and let him go home at 3 o'clock in the evening. He didn't go to the Luo family's courtyard again, Luo Jingjing must have slept, and he didn't want to wake her up. Although in the dead of night, he was particularly eager to see Luo Jingjing, especially eager to be able to lie in Luo Jingjing's delicate arms and let her gently comfort and caress her. But he didn't go to the Luo family's courtyard, it was too late, and he didn't call, he thought that everything would wait until dawn.

He didn't sleep that night, and the hours before dawn were as short as he was stunned in the confusion of thought. After dawn, the wind outside stopped, and Long Xiaoyu got up as usual and cleaned the office as usual. One after another, people came to work, and people were on his face, not aware of what had happened last night. Until the morning, two policemen came to the company and asked Long Xiaoyu to "go to the bureau" with them to continue to collect evidence. The talents in the company heard from different aspects that when the wind was raging last night, there was a murder and murder on the construction site.

Long Xiaoyu followed two policemen, one of whom was Yao Dawei, to the Criminal Investigation Brigade of the Pingling Public Security Bureau, where he continued to be interrogated. From the police's questioning, it was obvious to him that the point of their suspicion was pointing at him. At noon, they asked him to leave his fingerprints and palm prints on several blank pieces of paper, as well as his left and right palms and ten fingers. Then he took blood from his ear and said he would do it. Then they told him to wait, told him to sit in the house and stay still, and fetched him a little food, but he didn't eat. He said he wanted to go to the toilet, and the police took him to the toilet. The toilet is in the building of the criminal investigation team. He squatted on the pit of the toilet and listened to the police talking outside, and when he came out, he saw that the police were at the door, with his back to him, he quietly opened the window of the toilet, jumped down from the second floor, and jumped into an alley outside the building. He couldn't tell if the police heard it or not, so he got up and ran to the alley as fast as he could, turning a corner at the alley and running away.

Long Xiaoyu's run seemed stupid to Han Ding today, but this run complicated things. But Long Xiaoyu's behavior can be reasonably established - a young man from a small place, who has never seen this kind of formation, who lacks legal knowledge, who was frightened by a bloody scene in the middle of a dark and windy night, has a nervous disorder, his reason is disturbed, he becomes flustered and imbecile like a child, and seeks simple relief like a child, so he decided to run away first, this is a common psychological choice, and it certainly makes sense logically.

Long Xiaoyu knew very well that he had left fingerprints at the murder scene, and he knew very well that the Public Security Bureau had examined Siping's body and then tested his blood, so that he could know that Siping had done that kind of thing with him before he died. Perhaps that would be enough for the police to convince him that he was the one who killed him.

It was only when he squatted in the toilet of the criminal investigation team that he suddenly realized that he was in danger, and every muscle in his body became numb because of it. The numbness almost made it impossible for him to get up. The first thing he thought of was: Once he becomes a criminal suspect, once the public security bureau can't catch the real murderer, who else can clear him of suspicion? No!

The first place Long Xiaoyu went to after jumping out of the window of the criminal investigation team was the Luo family's courtyard. Luo Jingjing was not at home. He didn't expect Luo Jingjing to be at home. He stood in Luo Jingjing's bedroom for a long time, and then wrote down the other piece of paper he left for Luo Jingjing. Later, he told Han Ding that he wanted to see Luo Jingjing very much at that time, and wanted to meet her for the last time and say the last goodbye. But then I felt that she was fortunate not to be there, what would he say when she was there? What can he say that can make such a parting of life and death not only express his feelings but not frighten Luo Jingjing? He didn't want Luo Jingjing to know that the Public Security Bureau suspected him of killing people, he didn't want to see Luo Jingjing's panicked and frightened expression, he was afraid that Luo Jingjing also believed in the Public Security Bureau, and he also suspected that he really killed someone. Who will love a man who kills someone?

With trembling strokes, he wrote that other book for Luo Jingjing. Because of the trembling, every word had to be written very large. The white paper with the written words was placed on Luo Jingjing's pillow, and after Han Ding agreed to serve as a defense lawyer for Long Xiaoyu, Luo Jingjing took it out and showed it to him.

Jingjing:

I'm gone, let me kiss you again!

Something happened at home, I'll go back and do it. No matter what happens, you have to believe that I love you, and I beg you not to forget me, don't forget! I'll be back! I'll be back for you!

Xiao Yu

Long Xiaoyu said that he was crying when he wrote this note, and he had unbearable pain in his heart when he cried. Han Ding believed this, because Long Xiaoyu still had tears in his eyes when he told him about this paper after the passage of time. Luo Jingjing also told Han Ding that she went to the street to buy things by accident that day, and only went out for more than half an hour, and when she saw this note when she got home, she couldn't tell what happened for a while, and she didn't even realize that Long Xiaoyu really left like this and would never come back, but she still cried. It was the words in the note that made her cry. She called Long Xiaoyu, but the phone was turned off. She called the small house where Long Xiaoyu lived in the company, and no one answered. She knew something must have happened, but she didn't expect this simple note to be a goodbye between them.

Long Xiaoyu left the Luo family's courtyard, he wanted to go back to the company to get some clothes, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was tantamount to throwing himself into a net. He took a taxi out of town and went to the Yellow Crane Lake Villa. The old nanny in the villa told him that Luo Baochun hadn't gotten up yet, and he didn't let people call him if he didn't get up, and he didn't answer the phone. Long Xiaoyu said no need to call, I'll leave a note. He left a note for Luo Baochun in the study, saying that he had an urgent matter at home and came to ask for leave, as well as sorry and sorry. He left all kinds of keys, BP machines, etc., on the writing desk, and pressed them on top of the note asking for leave. Then, he asked the taxi waiting for him to take him to the Heiguzhen Railway Station, which was far away from Huanghe Lake, where he bought a train ticket to go south, took a transit train that had just entered the station, and quietly left Pingling.

When Long Xiaoyu left Pingling, his hands were empty, except for the clothes he was wearing, there were only a few loose coins left in his pocket.