Chapter VI
As the saying goes: Misfortune is not a single line, but blessing is incomparable. But in the last year of the twentieth century, Han Ding not only made his wishes come true, but also did good things in pairs. After his uncle in the United States passed away due to illness, he named a seaside villa in Qingdao to Han Ding in his will, and Han Ding's parents went to Qingdao for this matter and sold the old house for 800,000 yuan. Han Ding became a rich man overnight, and the night he told Luo Jingjing about it, the two of them went to the five-star palace hotel to have a hearty buffet to celebrate their upcoming abundance of food and clothing.
Han Ding's parents deposited the money in Han Ding's name and handed over the deposit certificate to Han Ding. According to his parents' advice, the money is saved now so that Han Ding can exchange the money for dollars and take it out after he goes abroad after taking the TOEFL test. In addition to studying abroad, Han Ding will always get married in the future and will always have children, and these major life events need money. People over the age of forty keep the habit of saving to make up for their apologies, just in case, living today's life and worrying about tomorrow. However, young people like Han Ding disdain to work all day and live a calculating life, they pay more attention to the pleasures of the present, and they can't resist the temptation in front of them, let's talk about the future in the future. What's more, since he and Luo Jingjing met and fell in love, he had long since dismissed the idea of studying in the United States, not to mention that the uncle he was going to go to is no longer there. He first used the money to replace the 25-inch color TV that his parents had watched for more than ten years with a 34-inch one, bought a jade ring for his mother, and bought a hardcover set of "Twenty-four History" for his father, and then bought something for Luo Jingjing. Luo Jingjing said that she doesn't care about eating, she likes to wear it. Her clothes are outdated, so they go to buy clothes, go to the underground of Guomao, go to the underground of Wangfu, go to Saite, go to Lufthansa, go to Henderson, go to Fenglian, and they all go to the high-end shopping malls in Beijing. Luo Jingjing's elated appearance when she plunged into the fashion pile made Han Ding feel extremely comfortable. Yes, he swore that he would make this unfortunate girl happier than anyone else!
When you're fully dressed, it's your turn to put the fat powder on your face. Only then did Han Ding know that Luo Jingjing's delicate skin was all maintained with the most expensive cosmetics. Only then did he know that Luo Jingjing's most commonly used face oil was called Clinique, and Luo Jingjing could tell its price when he opened his mouth - three hundred and sixty yuan. Three hundred and sixty yuan, it sounds acceptable, but as soon as I bought it, I realized that it was a very small bottle, and if Han Ding rubbed his face, it would be enough to rub it for half a month. There is also perfume, and her favorite brand is called Chanel. Chanel! Han Ding thinks that it is a brand only used by the British princess and the Danish princess. Only then did he know that the windfall he made couldn't support the real Luo Jingjing.
The first flashpoint of their red faces occurred in perfume, which was in front of the perfume counter in COFCO Plaza, Luo Jingjing asked the salesperson to take the bottle of Chanel of more than 600 yuan, sprayed a little on his left wrist, and rubbed it with his right wrist to smell. Han Ding looked at the price card and immediately said tactfully: "It's too expensive, let's not buy it." Luo Jingjing really returned the perfume without saying a word, which made Han Ding very moved, so he took the initiative to pull her to another counter to buy another bottle of Clinique, and the bottle of Clinique she bought last time was almost used up. After they finished buying Clinique and went to see the clothes, Luo Jingjing actually returned to the perfume counter after half an hour, insisting on buying the bottle of Chanel. Han Ding was really angry, and asked Luo Jingjing in front of the salesman: "Didn't we just say that we wouldn't buy it?" Luo Jingjing's face couldn't get up and down, and before the salesperson could take out the perfume, she ran away with a red face. On the way home, he didn't talk to Han Ding. Although Han Ding was cooked as usual in the evening, it was just hot leftovers. After Han Ding finished eating, he took the opportunity to help Luo Jingjing take a bath and kept warm for a long time before making Luo Jingjing laugh. It wasn't until I went to bed at night that Han Ding calmly discussed the day's disputes with her, and he said that I couldn't really afford to spend more than 600 yuan, I was angry that we all said that if you don't buy it, you will go back and buy it again, and it is too unreasonable to talk. Luo Jingjing said: "I didn't say I wouldn't buy it, I always spray a little perfume on my wrist first, and then smell it half an hour later, and then buy it when it's appropriate." I haven't used this fragrance before, how can I buy it on the spot? Only then did Han Ding understand that Luo Jingjing was walking around the mall waiting for the perfume on her wrist to evaporate just right, and then smell and buy it. Han Ding really has a long experience, not only does he know how to buy perfume, but also, from Luo Jingjing's expert explanation, he really understands that her young lady is indeed not fake.
Yes, Luo Jingjing is obviously used to being pampered since she was a child, although she likes the job of modeling very much, but Han Ding found that she rarely took the initiative to go out to find a job, and she was even more lazy to move after Han Ding had money. He found that this girl, who never worries about eating and wearing, is particularly lacking in professionalism and sense of crisis. In addition to cooking for Han Ding and cooking all kinds of delicious things every day, she sleeps. After going to bed, it's time to go shopping and visit various designer stores. Once, a store wanted to find a few live models in the window, and called her to go, but she turned it down. This kind of work of posing in the shop window is tiring and undignified, and she will definitely stop doing it until she is hungry. Isn't it only two or three thousand yuan for ten days and half a month? I'd rather squirt less Chanel than go.
Luo Jingjing's faults and shortcomings, after they became familiar with each other, and after Han Ding suddenly became rich, they finally surfaced one by one, but it was too late, Han Ding had already fallen in love with this girl. Love rejects reason. Even if Han Ding knew all of Luo Jingjing's shortcomings, he couldn't feel a little disgust in his heart. He obviously knew that Luo Jingjing's shopping desire and vanity were wrong, but he still accompanied her diligently to the store and paid for the impractical brands she liked. When they have money, they often don't eat at home, and if they want to eat anything in the evening, they take a taxi and go. Sometimes they would spend more than 30 yuan to eat a meal of noodles for more than 20 yuan, which was like a convulsion. On weekends, they often go to places like dance halls and disco bars together. In fact, Han Ding didn't like this kind of noisy place, he didn't go to this kind of place to find excitement, his excitement was to go in and out with Luo Jingjing like a golden boy and a girl, attracting countless envious, surprised, and lustful eyes, which made Han Ding feel very proud.
Luo Jingjing also likes to be in the limelight quietly, and every time she goes out to play, she always spends a long time deliberately dressing up. What reassures Han Ding is that Luo Jingjing's brand-name fashion and brand-name perfume are not to attract bees and butterflies, but to compete with girls. In those nightlife venues, girls and girls never talk to each other, in fact, they are all looking at each other more energetically.
In addition, the rest of Luo Jingjing's body is all advantages. Her shortcomings are due to the carefree living environment in which she was a child, and likewise, her strengths come from this. Compared with those who have faced competition for survival since childhood, Luo Jingjing's personality is much simpler and kinder. She is not good at drilling, not so snobbish, more kind, and compassionate, which many enterprising girls do not have. Han Ding felt that what his father always said before was really universal: a person's strengths must include a person's shortcomings; Conversely, a person's shortcomings often contain his strengths as well. When he took Luo Jingjing home to meet his "in-laws" for the first time, he commented on Luo Jingjing with his father in this way. He said, "Dad, a lot of what you said is outdated, but this sentence is absolutely reasonable!" His father gave him a blank look: "Nonsense, this is what Lenin said." ”
Han Ding took Luo Jingjing to meet her "in-laws", if it was according to the tradition of the past, it would be considered an engagement. But today's young people don't have so many programs in their minds, and who wants to get married so early? Marriage is no longer so important to them, what matters is that they love each other. What's more important and essential is that Han Ding fell in love with Luo Jingjing after she had nothing, and Luo Jingjing fell in love with Han Ding before he suddenly made a windfall, isn't this kind of love pure? Isn't it still reliable? Still need to be skeptical?
Their love no longer needs to be consolidated and proven by marriage, not to mention that their age, when added together, is not yet forty-five years old, and it is not yet time to talk about marriage. Han Ding's parents also hope that their son is currently focusing on his studies or career, if Han Ding is not willing to study abroad, he can also take the postgraduate examination, now is the era of knowledge economy, the higher the education, the more popular. If you don't want to go to graduate school, you can also concentrate on working hard, lay a good foundation in the institute, accumulate more practical experience, and also achieve a career in practice. And Luo Jingjing, with the opinion of Han Ding's parents, should also go to tutoring, and it is still too late to take the university or something. Helplessly, the elders said it earnestly, and the younger generations listened to it with contempt, and nodded yes after hearing it, but they didn't care. Although Han Ding usually always advises Luo Jingjing to learn some culture, at least read some books or something, read anything, as long as it is a book, it will definitely be beneficial to open the book! But he also knows that there are beautiful girls in these years, especially those who are engaged in art, models, and stars, how many of them love to read? Look at those stars who have become wrists, how many of those big stars have become stars by culture, skill, hard work, and accumulation? Not much! mostly relies on a play, a song, a show, or even a few poor words to become famous overnight. Many Hong Kong and Taiwan celebrities can't even speak clearly, aren't they still popular? The example of reality is irresistible and cannot be explained by any reason. They have provided countless admirers with a ready-made revelation and a clear direction – opportunity is what counts! As long as you have the opportunity, your ability is still mediocre! Luo Jingjing's problem is that she doesn't even bother to fight for the opportunity, she is naturally beautiful, and she always waits for others to come to the door to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade. Therefore, Han Ding thought, she looks like this, and she can't be famous no matter how late she is. However, as Lenin said, a person's shortcomings necessarily contain a person's strengths. Compared with those girls who are too competitive for fame and fortune and even do not hesitate to sacrifice their bodies and faces, Han Ding would rather Luo Jingjing be raised in the boudoir and achieve nothing, and will never allow her to make personal promises for the sake of her career. He sometimes even rejoiced in Luo Jingjing's shortcomings: In these years, there can be such a beautiful girl who does not seek fame, profit, clubbing, or those men's dinners to guard you in a down-to-earth manner, send you out every morning, wait for you to go home at night, go home to help you loosen your clothes, help you wipe your face, help you wash your hair, and then eat together, watch TV together, chat together, and go to bed together...... Are you not satisfied with such a girl?
If it is said that the parents' exhortation to Han Ding and Luo Jingjing's academic career can be ignored, then their interference in Han Ding and Luo Jingjing's cohabitation life did put a lot of pressure on Han Ding. The parents nagged Han Ding many times about this matter, and they also talked officially, with a very tough attitude: "You and her are not married, and you are still married early, how can you live together in such a grand manner?" Han Ding's father's words were more frank: "You and Luo Jingjing, whether you soak together all day, whether you have premarital sex or not, we don't interfere with this, and we can't interfere." Times have changed, and our opinions can only be for your reference. But you live in a house that I share with your mother's unit, and the neighbors around you are all colleagues in our unit, what will people say about us? This is not just a private matter for you young people, but it will affect the image of me and your mother in the unit, of course we have to interfere! Han Ding's parents are both intellectuals, and they are the leaders in the unit, and their unit is a place with an old-fashioned atmosphere, so Han Ding had to go home to discuss with Luo Jingjing. Han Ding's mother gave Han Ding an idea, she said that she could let Luo Jingjing live with them first. Han Ding's mother likes Luo Jingjing very much, and she is willing to be her companion and take care of each other. But Han Ding disagreed, and Luo Jingjing certainly didn't want either. They have been living together for almost half a year, and they are infatuated with the wonderful world of two people, and neither of them wants to break the status quo and live alone. Han Ding thought about it for a long time, and finally found a way out of the best of both worlds. He said to Luo Jingjing: This is the only way out, not only to save the face of your parents, but also to carry out the current happiness of the two people to the end, it depends on whether you agree or not.
Luo Jingjing said: "Okay, of course I agree, you can tell me what is your idea?" ”
Han Ding said: "Get married! ”
Luo Jingjing was taken aback: "Get married? ”
Han Ding said: "We have passed the legal age, so we simply got married and lived together in a bright and bright way." ”
Luo Jingjing was stunned for a long time before she said in surprise: "This ...... Married so early? ”
Luo Jingjing's attitude made Han Ding a little surprised, a little embarrassed, and even a little annoyed. But he concealed the unhappiness in his heart in a calm tone, and he asked, "Then when are you going to get married?" ”
Luo Jingjing didn't realize that her answer made Han Ding unhappy, and she retorted with confidence: "Why do you have to get married, can't you live together if you don't get married?" Living together and taking care of each other, why do you have to get a marriage certificate? ”
Han Ding simply spread out and asked, "Do you have any other ideas?" Do you not want to get married now, or don't you want to get married at all, or just don't want to marry me? ”
Luo Jingjing said: "I don't want to get married now. ”
Han Ding asked again: "Then do you love me or not?" ”
Luo Jingjing said: "I don't love you, why am I with you?" ”
Han Ding pressed tightly: "How long do you plan to stay with me, temporarily or forever?" ”
Luo Jingjing said: "Then it's up to you, see how you treat me." ”
Han Ding said: "Then what do you say I do to you?" ”
Luo Jingjing said: "It's okay." ”
"Okay, right?" Han Ding was a little excited, "Seriously, I don't know how to love you anymore, it's just okay for you, do you have a conscience?" ”
Luo Jingjing fought back without showing weakness: "You are good to me, am I bad to you?" I clean up the house, cook, mop the floor at home every day, and I wash your hair all the time! In the past, people served me, who have I served? Where do you find someone like me who is kind to you? You say you're good to me, where are you good to me? ”
Han Ding finally couldn't help but lose his temper, he had grown so big, he had never been so obedient to anyone, he was so obedient that he gave up his principle of right and wrong - he didn't approve of Luo Jingjing sleeping in bed all day long, if she had to sleep, she would let her go; He didn't approve of her being so uninterested in learning and so unambitious, she was like this, so forget it; He didn't approve of her buying such and such unaffordable and expensive things, so she bought them if she didn't buy them. If there is no love, no expectation of staying with her for a lifetime, he can't tolerate a girl with so many problems. He knew that Luo Jingjing had always been passive and unintentional to him at first, she initially liked to play with him, not for love, and now girls always have a few playmates of the opposite sex around to play with her. But it's not easy to find a man who can be so accommodating and obedient to her, and who can be as wholehearted as he is to her. What men crave is a woman's body, once they get their hands on it, even if they achieve their goal, and then if a man still cares about you, it's all about love. The word love is a toothy topic in the mouths of many men.
Han Ding was angry because Luo Jingjing's attitude towards marrying him was not as enthusiastic as he originally thought. His anger stemmed from his disappointment. He has been wholeheartedly devoted to her for so many days, and he thought that he would be sincere, and the gold and stone would be open. Moreover, Luo Jingjing's kindness to him and his warmth gave him an illusion, making him think that as soon as he proposed to marry her and grow old, she would throw herself into his arms with tears in her eyes and ask him softly: "Is this true, have you decided?" He said affectionately, "Yes! I've decided! Then the two spent the moon together, and the mountains and seas swore an oath......
But this is not the case at all.
Luo Jingjing let Han Ding be stabbed, and he was depressed for a long time before he said in a calm voice: "If you don't want to tie the knot, forget it, if you don't want to tie the knot, I can't force you." After a pause, he recited the most classic passage of the theory of marriage law almost like an endorsement, "Marriage is the voluntary union of a man and a woman based on love and for the purpose of living together for a long time." If you don't do it voluntarily, I won't force it. ”
With that, he put on his clothes and walked out of the house with a red face. Luo Jingjing didn't say sorry words, coaxed him, or even an explanation or defense, she stayed quietly behind him and watched him go out alone.
Han Ding went downstairs and walked to the street, the ground was wet, I don't know when there was a shower, the air after the rain was fresh and humid, but it was a little cold. It was autumn now, Han Ding shivered from his heart, he took out a cigarette, lit one, and inhaled hard, feeling a little warmer. The smoke passed through the lungs, became blue and weak when exhaled, and dispersed in the damp breeze. He smoked two cigarettes in a row, and his heart gradually quieted down, regretting that he was angry with Luo Jingjing just now. A girl who has no relatives and no support, and is under the fence, must be sensitive to other people's faces. He thought that Luo Jingjing must have been sad and sad when he was silent behind him angrily...... The more Han Ding thought about it, the more regretful he became, he threw away his cigarette, turned around, and walked briskly towards home.
When he returned home, the lights were still on, but Luo Jingjing was nowhere to be seen. He searched inside and outside the house twice before he was sure that Luo Jingjing was gone. At the moment of this conviction, he was frightened, he thought that Luo Jingjing couldn't swallow this breath and abandoned him. He hurriedly ran into the bedroom, opened the door of the cabinet, and saw that Luo Jingjing's clothes were hanging well in the cabinet. He went to the closet to see that Luo Jingjing's suitcase was also well placed, and he took a breath for a while, and then remembered to call Luo Jingjing's mobile phone.
Luo Jingjing's mobile phone was turned off.
Han Ding put on a short coat to protect against the cold and ran out of the house again. He went to Luo Jingjing's residence in Sanyuanqiao, where his friend who was a model. It was a small bungalow, and Han Ding had accompanied Luo Jingjing here to pick up her things before. At this time, the door of the small bungalow was tightly closed, and the curtains were tightly drawn, but Han Ding could still easily see the light leaking from the crack in the door, and could hear the voices of two women in the hut muttering and whispering. He knocked softly, politely, and apologetically.
The conversation in the door stopped abruptly, and after a moment of silence, a girl's voice asked:
"Who?"
Han Ding said, "I." ”
The room asked alarmedly, "Who are you?" ”
Han Ding said: "I'm here to find Luo Jingjing. ”
The house immediately said, "She's not here, she's gone early." ”
Han Ding said: "Do you know where she is now? ”
The door finally opened, and the girl who was a model poked her head out, and at this moment, Han Ding caught a glimpse of another girl sitting in this ten-square-meter hut. It's a strange girl. His heart fell to the bottom of the sudden. The girl who opened the door said, "Luo Jingjing moved to her boyfriend, on the side of Chongwenmen, do you know her boyfriend?" ”
Han Ding thanked the girl, lowered his head and walked back, walking into the street to find that he had nowhere to go but to go home. Because he didn't know where else Luo Jingjing could go to in this huge city, except for their warm home in Chongwenmen.
Han Ding took a taxi and returned to Chongwenmen in a trance. As soon as he entered the house, he found something strange in the house, the lights were on when he left, but when he came back, it was pitch black. This pitch darkness lit up Han Ding's heart. He walked into the bedroom quickly, turned on the light, and saw that Luo Jingjing was already sleeping under the covers. She obviously knew he was in, but she still turned her back to him and pretended to be asleep. Han Ding took off his clothes and went to bed before saying, "When you go out in the future, tell me where to go." Luo Jingjing still didn't turn back, but replied: "You didn't tell me when you went out." Han Ding said, "I just stood at the door for a while. Where have you been? Luo Jingjing said: "I went out to drink." Han Ding asked, "Where have you been drinking?" Luo Jingjing replied ignorantly: "I went to the bar to drink." Han Ding sat up, raised his voice and said, "Aren't you afraid of learning bad when you go to a place like a bar?" How many serious men are in the bar! Luo Jingjing didn't quarrel with him, got up from the bed, opened the wardrobe, took out another set of futons without a sound, and walked out of the bedroom with the futon in her arms. Han Ding asked, "Why are you going?" Luo Jingjing ignored him. Han Ding chased her out, saw her walk into the study, and with a "bang", closed the door and locked it.
For two days they slept separately. Luo Jingjing didn't cook for two days in a row, and Han Ding went out to buy food after returning home from work, and she didn't eat when she bought it. She just stayed in the study, listening to music and surfing the Internet. She's recently become obsessed with chatting online. Chatting online is the most boring thing in Han Ding's opinion, and online love is not even boring in Han Ding's opinion, it is simply shameless, I have never seen anything in love? Internet love is just for those bored people to vent their sexual fantasies, which is similar to **. Every time he added heat to the food he bought in the microwave and put it on the table in the study, Luo Jingjing didn't even look at it, and didn't take the initiative to talk to him. Han Ding turned around behind her twice, had nothing to say, and withdrew with a frown, not daring to interfere with her "chat". He retreated to the living room to watch TV, and a youth drama was playing on the TV for a while, and the men and women were still coquettish and pretending to be tender in it, and his ears were paying attention to the movement in the study, but he didn't know what to do with the young people on the screen.
If he is too sleepy, he goes to the bedroom and sleeps by himself. When he got up in the morning, Luo Jingjing hadn't gotten up yet, and the door of the study was still closed. This kind of cold war lasted until the third day, and when Han Ding came home on the night of the third day, he finally heard the sound of pots and pans in the kitchen and the sizzling sound of vegetables in the pot. He walked into the kitchen and gently hugged Luo Jingjing, who was stir-frying, from behind, and Luo Jingjing pushed him away with his elbow.
"Don't make a fuss, be careful of burning me!"
They reconciled. After having dinner together and watching TV together, Luo Jingjing moved back to the bedroom to sleep, and Han Ding didn't mention the marriage again.
Life has returned to its former tranquility, as in the past, as soon as Han Ding opens his eyes every morning, all kinds of happy details and warmth in the details are repeated. But Han Ding had a shadow in his heart from then on, and he couldn't figure out why Luo Jingjing didn't want to marry him. First, she certainly didn't love him, she wouldn't live with him if she didn't love him, not to mention, how harmonious they were together, this harmony can't be pretended; Second, it's definitely not for her career, she goes shopping, sleeps, watches TV, and chats online all day long, what career does she have? Third, she is not influenced by anyone, she has no relatives or friends, and has almost no other social relations except for Han Ding. So why? Han Ding was puzzled.
A few days later, when Han Ding confirmed that the unhappiness of the previous few days had passed, he still calmly and casually, and mentioned the matter to Luo Jingjing again at the dinner table in the evening.
He said, "If you don't want to get married, it's fine, but how about you live with my parents?" I got off work and went over. ”
Luo Jingjing was bowing her head to eat, and when she heard this, she raised her head decisively and replied, "I'm not going." Han Ding didn't want her to go, what he wanted was a two-person world, no matter how good and close his parents were, it was no easier than living alone with the two. But he still persuaded: "My parents are very good, don't you also say that they are very good?" ”
Luo Jingjing frowned at him and said, "My dad and I don't live together, so I like to be free alone." ”
Han Ding raised the bar and said, "Then why are you living with me?" ”
Luo Jingjing's mouth was full of rice, and she gave him a blank look: "Nonsense." ”
"Nonsense? Nonsense, you're not married to me! ”
"It's not that I don't want to marry you, I don't want to get married in such a hurry."
"Why? I don't understand why! ”
Luo Jingjing was sullen for a moment, and said in a dumb voice: "My heart is in turmoil, I can't forget a lot of things in the past, and I'm not in the mood to get married." ”
Han Ding seemed to be a little sensitive, but he still seemed to understand, he made his tone as kind as possible, as thoughtful and sympathetic as possible: "You are still thinking about your father, huh?" ”
Luo Jingjing shook her head first: "No! Then he nodded, "Yes, too." ”
Han Ding couldn't help but ask, "Then what do you want?" What is it that you can't forget? ”
Luo Jingjing lowered her head and was silent, her mouth moved, and she was chewing rice mechanically, this ambiguous silence aggravated Han Ding's doubts, and he said fiercely:
"You still can't forget your former lover?"
Luo Jingjing raised her head suddenly, her face was suddenly terrifyingly white, Han Ding thought she was going to have a loud attack, but she didn't, her tears flowed down like water, she probably wanted to say: "It's not ......" but her voice was choked and deformed and couldn't be heard clearly. She probably didn't want Han Ding to see her like this, so she pushed away the chair and walked quickly to the bedroom.
Han Ding sat dumbfounded, facing a half-eaten table, and he didn't know how to clean up the mess. He didn't want to finish eating, hastily cleaned up the table, washed the dishes in the kitchen, and walked to the bedroom. Luo Jingjing was still lying on the bed, Han Ding went up to hug her, and said softly: "Don't be angry, I didn't mean to." ”
Luo Jingjing's mood was obviously relieved, she didn't say anything, but Han Ding could see that she was much calmer, got up and went to the bathroom to blow her nose, and then went to the kitchen to find food. She hasn't eaten yet. Han Ding was lying on the bed with his back facing the sky, he couldn't tell where he was panicking, he couldn't tell if he should forgive Luo Jingjing reasonably, she had lived with him for half a year, but she still couldn't forget the old lover who abandoned her. In the past six months, Han Ding half-jokingly probed Luo Jingjing into the details of her old lover several times, but Luo Jingjing always talked about him left and right, and never said a word. Han Ding just asked, not to get to the bottom of it, he just asked as an interest, at most he compared that kid with himself, and had nothing else to worry about. He really didn't think that the guy who had disappeared automatically in Luo Jingjing's life a long time ago could still become his spiritual rival.
Emotionally speaking, he couldn't accept this reality. But he tried to restrain his anger, and he tried to force himself to understand the reality from the point of view. If you really love someone, then accept her history! Even her past joys and sorrows, even the shadows in her heart, accept them all! You love the person, not a part of her.
Although the Tao is ideal, Han Ding still doesn't feel good in his heart, although he and Luo Jingjing turned off the lights early and went to bed early, but Han Ding tossed and turned, and he didn't sleep well all night, and Luo Jingjing, who also pretended to sleep next to him, didn't know if he had the same bed and different dreams. After going to work the next day, Han Ding's face was gray. Lao Lin was about to go on a business trip to Shanghai, and before leaving, he looked at Han Ding's face and was stunned, and he asked, "Yo, what's wrong, Han Ding?" Han Ding said, "Not much. Lao Lin asked, "No, what's wrong?" Han Ding said: "I didn't sleep well yesterday. Lao Lin smiled: "Luo Jingjing won't let you sleep, you can be careful, don't break your body." Han Ding didn't laugh, he was not in the mood to respond to Lao Lin's ridicule, he just said listlessly: "You don't leave yet, what time is the plane?" Lao Lin hesitated and said, "I heard that you are getting married, don't you plan to go abroad?" Han Ding was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to answer. He took care of him because he was going abroad to take the TOEFL test, and generally did not arrange for him to travel to other places, and the things that were given to him every day were not burdensome. If he says that he doesn't plan to go abroad now, Lao Lin and the others will think that his previous plan to go abroad is a lazy scam. He hesitated for a moment and said, "Ah, no, it's not decided." Even if you get married, you can go abroad. Lao Lin smiled, picked up the suitcase for the business trip, patted Han Ding's shoulder, and said, "Married and going abroad, you have good energy." "After that, he left.
Han Ding didn't have much to do at work in the past two days, and after helping other lawyers type two documents, he had nothing on hand. He watched the news on the Internet for a while, and then went to a legal website to browse through a few professional papers. At noon, I lost my appetite and ate very little food. In the afternoon, he went to the judicial bureau to get the documents, but there was a traffic jam on the road, and it was already more than five o'clock after getting the documents, so he decided to go home directly. When passing by COFCO Plaza, he got out of the car and went in, and bought the bottle of Chanel brand perfume that Luo Jingjing had always wanted to buy, but he had always refused to buy, and later the two quarreled because of this. After walking out of COFCO Plaza, he used his mobile phone to call home, but no one answered. I don't know where Luo Jingjing went. Han Ding has become accustomed to waiting for Luo Jingjing at home every day when he gets off work, and he has become accustomed to calling Luo Jingjing on the way to work every day, telling her that he will be back soon, and then asking her, "What are we going to eat at night?" Luo Jingjing usually asks rhetorically: "What do you want to eat?" Han Ding asked again: "What do you want to eat?" "You come and go, and you ask each other several times, but you can't decide what to eat. At this time, if Han Ding called and found that Luo Jingjing was not at home, he would be extremely anxious, and he couldn't tell what he was anxious about, and he couldn't tell the reason. Maybe he was faintly worried that Luo Jingjing would go out and let the car crash, or that he knew some man who went with him, he knew that it was all cranky, but he still couldn't help but think about it.
Luo Jingjing was not at home, so Han Ding called her mobile phone, and the mobile phone rang for a long time, but no one answered. This made Han Ding's heart more and more up, he called a taxi on the street and hurried to the direction of Chongwenmen. When the car arrived at Chongwenmen, it was blocked at the intersection, and he made another phone call in the car. The phone at home still goes unanswered; When I called my phone, my phone was turned off. The congestion at the intersection did not ease in the slightest, so he hurriedly paid for the car and simply got out of the car and walked home. Just after crossing the intersection, he unintentionally raised his eyes, his legs were suddenly fixed on the road, and all his nerves and senses were identifying the person in his sight, whether it was Luo Jingjing or not.
On the other side of the road, he saw Luo Jingjing and a young man talking nervously, and then they stopped a taxi, got into it with a solemn face, and the car drove away. Han Ding woke up like a dream, he pushed away a middle-aged man on the side of the road who had just opened the car door and was about to get into the car, rushed into the taxi, and shouted orders the driver to drive without apologizing to the stunned intellectual. He handed the driver a hundred-dollar bill and told him to follow the Xiali in front of him. Through the back window of the Xiali, he saw Luo Jingjing and the young man sitting side by side in the back seat of the car, they didn't seem to say anything anymore, but sat very close, so close that they were almost close together. Their car drove fast and cunningly, and even though Han Ding gave the driver a hundred yuan again, he watched the car in front of him go farther and farther. He watched as the girl he loved was taken into the middle of nowhere by the strange man who suddenly appeared. He refused to give up staring at her back, which loomed like a kite off the line and faded into his vision until it completely disappeared into a busy crossroads.