Chapter 4 Truth is Truth

"I'm back." Knowing that no one would answer him, he said in a low voice when Winter Night once again faced his usual "home".

Obviously a familiar place, the winter night is like a stranger, walking slowly and carefully, watching with his head down, as if he is afraid of stepping on a wrong step.

Walked to the door, stretched out his hand to open the door, but the hand stretched out in the air was stiff, and after a moment, a wry smile appeared on the expressionless face of the winter night, which did not seem to belong to the child, the outstretched hand pulled upward, the swinging finger bent, and the knock on the door, the glass impact made the silent atmosphere even quieter.

"I'm back." Naturally, there was no response to the signaling knock on the door, and Winter Night took a step forward, shortening the distance so that he could easily pull the door open.

For the first time, it was the first time that the freshman winter night had carefully looked at this "home", and he reached out and slowly touched the furniture, as if he was afraid of damaging something.

The pace is still slow, and there is obviously an impulse surging in his heart to understand the so-called truth, but his body is doing these inexplicable things inexplicably.

After walking through the living room, there were still tableware left over from before on the table, and he simply forgot to glance at it on a winter night, and then walked to his room, he clearly remembered that he fell asleep in this room and woke up in this room, so should it be said that he was lucky?

Walking to the bed, it was natural to make a soft bed, and the eyes of the winter night scanned the cabinet on the side, and the left hand that was close to it skillfully reached out to the handle, pulling it slightly outward.

A corner of the cabinet was revealed, and what could be seen by the eye was the answer that the winter night wanted to seek, and there was no need to continue.

"How so? Why is this the case? Fingers removed from the handle, his words kept asking, and the emotions hidden between the words, he seemed to know something important.

"So, why!" Obviously abnormal before, under the sudden outbreak of restless words, both hands held the lowered head, not too wide palms to cover the face, the bent waist twitched slightly, trembling in unison to make a stalk, that was a cry?

"Why did you die? Tell me! Bastard! The violent scolding, the sudden jump of the body from the bed, the sharp bending of the waist and legs from top to bottom, the footsteps of stepping on the floor indiscriminately, everything is just meaningless venting.

"Why?" On a winter night when he didn't talk much, these three words were probably the most spoken on this day, and it was precisely because of this that he desperately wanted to know the answers he needed.

"Haha••••••" He wanted to laugh inexplicably, and he also followed his own thoughts, he just laughed, but there was bottomless despair in his eyes, the laughter became louder and louder, more and more penetrating, and the people who occasionally stayed outside the house to check the situation were clearly frightened by this strange laughter, he didn't listen carefully, so he couldn't hear the sadness in the laughter.

I don't know how long, the laughter disappeared, I don't know if it was tired or because of the extreme emotional destruction, the body of the winter night fell without resistance, and hit the unprotected floor hard, making a loud sound, and the pair of eyes without light slowly closed.

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In the cabinet is a bottle of Valium, which is obviously not a winter night, that is, the so-called sleeping pill, a dangerous drug that will kill if taken in large quantities! One can't help but wonder why a six-year-old would need such a drug. And why is such a dangerous drug here?

Winter Night has no answer, because he has no memory of this, and some kind of hypothesis that Winter Night generated cannot exist at all until he sees and knows, but maybe it can now! Because now he has remembered and remembered too much.

He's dead, the rough one, the man he called "Father" by Winter Night, and most importantly as a traitor, who was identified as betraying important information about the village, died at the hands of what he could only call his former companion at that moment.

Ridiculous, isn't it? Sad, isn't it? With such a great image of his father shattered, is he worth being sad on a winter night? Really, so many questions were hard to answer, but Winter Night only remembered now that at that time, he cried!

He may have thought a lot about other things, and then he also forgot a lot about them.

So, why? Why would such an important thing be forgotten? He is so rough, but he is also the most important for the winter night! Why? Even his own son forgot that he existed? That's even more ridiculous!

Sleeping pills, the news of his father's death, at this moment, all the so-called memories have mercilessly deceived the winter night in the most important places.

Where do people go when they die? No one knows the answer, maybe heaven or hell? But if it were that person, he would go to hell if he was rough, because he often said that! Murderers live hell forever!

That's why he tried to find him, even if that place was hell!

The only problem is that he hasn't killed anyone, but it doesn't matter, he's going to kill himself!

A six-year-old child has the whimsical belief that as long as he kills his own sins, he can fall into hell even alone, and then find the one he cares about the most in hell.

In the silence of the night, there is a despair and an inexplicable hope!

Winter night swallowed a large amount of sleeping pills, and on that night, he had fallen asleep, and perhaps never thought of seeing the dawn of the next day.

He didn't die in the end, because the current winter night was a newborn winter night, and a new soul merged with everything he had while taking over the body that should have died.

This new soul is happy in the face of life, and disgusted in the face of life on a winter night, and in the competition for life, the difference in the consciousness of the two people determines the "survivor" who will survive in the end.

The rest is simple, the survivor is deceived by an inherent falsehood, and he is concealed by the biggest scam that he can call "stupid".

Obviously forgetting everything.,But it's joking in front of other people's eyes.,Trying to please the other person's life or something.,Repeating this behavior.。

Therefore, such a being is hypocritical, bad, and disgusting.

And that's everything, the truth of everything!

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